The Day I Grew Up

The day I grew up

I remember the exact day I grew.

It was my 11th birthday, I had pink streaks and a full face beat.

I was ready to rule the world

I thought I was so grown, so mature

I thought “this is the best it gets”

I thought I was ready to rule the world because I was ready to go bowling

in a shitty 2-star bowling alley

But then I grew.

I thought “I can do anything”

The day I started Highschool.

Highschool was a breeze compared to the next scene.

I became so confident, so secure

So secure that I thought “I’ve reached my peak”

But then I grew

And my peak was sanded down the moment exams came around.

I thought “this is the worst it gets”

But then I grew.

I remember

I thought I was so mature the night of my first sleepover.

I didn’t bring a teddy bear

or call my mum after a while.

I thought I was so independent, so capable

But then I grew.

And I realised I loved my teddy bear

and I needed my mum at every hour.

I feel I haven’t grown at all.

I’m the same I was but is that bad or good?

The day I realised I was still a seed,

I cried and cried and thought

“This is the worst it gets”

But then I grew.

I realised a seed has potential and life long journey ahead.

How can I cut it down when it hasn’t even sprout?

Yes it may be “the worst” right now but wait a min, slow down.

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[an original by me]

I also write original poetry 💓

The day I grew up

Who I Am

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one day you’re gonna wake up and realize it doesn’t hurt as much anymore btw

Hello, how are you? May i ask for a tarot reading please? I wanted to know how my future spouse and I will spend a day off? Like say a weekend or a routine day-off, what will we do? Thanks a lot for this opportunity 🙏. I'm C, she/her, interested in men, he/him. 💙

Hi!! im good and all, how are youu? I would love to do a reading for you!! 💓💓 its nice to meet you 😊

so i did a general 3-card pull for you (i hope thats ok!) from the Rider Waite tarot deck and heres what the cards told me:

3 of wands reversed

2 of wands

7 of pentacles

Over the weekend you and your spouse may see the end to some troubles of sorts or possibly even the beginning. A suspenseful atmosphere is kind of the mood theyre giving me rn. you may feel disappointed because of something. however, whatever happens will lead to your marriage being stronger, your partner may step up in your eyes. Overall it's looking like a chill, maybe emotionally intensive? The cards don't tell me exactly what activity you should do but think about chilling out together, quality time, emotional/vulnerable conversations etc.

Hope this helped and you liked it! 💓💓 thank you 🙏

plz give me time to get to all the readings i didn't actually expect so many people to want them lol 😅 i had no idea the tarot-tumblr community was so big but i can't wait i will do all the readings as soon as i can!!! promise!!! have patience !! 🤍🤍💓🤍💓💓 thank uuu

Hello, Are you doing free readings?

I want to know about my first kiss with my future spouse?

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hi! yes i am doing free readings!

here's what i got for you:

The Knight Of Wands Reversed

the first kiss seems kind of hectic lol. something like a party or public place, with a lot of people who know you around. might be interrupted lol. not necessarily rushed or anything but it just may feel like it keeps getting delayed or interrupted.

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