I Don't Know If Someone Has Already Posted About This Or Not, But For All Those Who Own A Discord Server,

I don't know if someone has already posted about this or not, but for all those who own a Discord server, please be careful.

It's honestly really funny to see certain people try and give reasons in order to justify the fact that they ship a child with a 1000-year-old demon dude.

One of the ways to identify a proshipper is how they'll jump through hoops to justify their ship. I've heard people say "Ciel kills people so he's perfect for Sebastian"

Bro, Ciel has to order Sebastian to kill people for him.

*ahem* Sorry I don't wanna go off in this post lmao.

Sebaciel vs. Dadbastian, an analytical essay (not really)

Oh boy am I excited and terrified to start this discussion.

I’m just going to say right off the bat that I am absolutely biased towards one interpretation of Sebastian and Ciel’s relationship over the other, that being Dadbastian. However, my goal is not to criticize, but to analyze and point out the differences and, yes, correlations between the two versions of their relationship.

I’m going to start off by making a disgustingly blatant assumption about the reason why I believe both of these pairings exist in the form of a theory...Both the idea of Sebaciel and Dadbastian are coping mechanisms taken on by fans of the series to grapple with how dark the character’s canonical relationship truly is.

Now, I can’t speak for how much this really applies to Sebaciel shippers, as I am not one. But it certainly applies to me as someone who enjoys the idea of Dadbastian.

Let's start with the correlations that support this theory. Both of these concepts are versions of Sebastian and Ciel’s relationship that is more positive than it actually is. The plot of black Butler revolves around the fact that Ciel sold his soul to the demon he named Sebastian, and that upon their contract's completion Sebastian will kill Ciel and consume his soul as compensation. It’s a relationship that is predatory, manipulative, and just simply toxic for a plethora of reasons. While the manga is still ongoing so we have no definitive way of knowing exactly how their story will end, I don’t think it's controversial to say that it's very unlikely to have a happy ending.

Even so, black butler is a comfort series for many, including myself. But how is that possible?

By looking at the series as a whole and the characters through different lenses. A pro and con of black butler is that it’s very easy to interpret in many different ways, and the same applies to the relationship between Sebastian and Ciel.

I’d say there's 2 to 3 main ways that people have interpreted their relationship. In no particular order… - As it is in the series, where it’s strictly based on business and mutual benefit. They work together so that Ciel can get his revenge and Sebastian gets his soul. - Them being friends / frenemies - A ship, where they have romantic feelings for each other. (I’m not going to be discussing how people ship them for sexual reasons, as that's a topic for a different day.) - And Parental, where Sebastian serves as a father/mother (no I'm not specifying which) figure towards Ciel. I'm focusing on the latter two, obviously.

There’s one commonality between these two interpretations; Sebastian caring about Ciel (and vice-versa, but you'll see in a moment why that's not as relevant). There is loving nature to both, but romantic and parental love are not the same thing. So why, baseline, do both these versions exist?

My thought is that they both remove the main cause of distress in their canon relationship. Which is, you guessed it, Sebastian. More specifically his feelings/intentions towards Ciel. By creating scenarios where something changes his intentions of ultimately killing Ciel, it creates the illusion that there's a possibility that the series could have a happier outcome in the end, and a happy ending for Ciel.

Which brings in a new idea. Ciel, being the main character that we follow, despite having his own complex character, serves as the…how should I put this…automatic ‘self-insert’ for people. He goes through/has gone through trauma & struggles that people can relate to and see themselves in. That's why there is a strong desire to see him have a positive outcome through these two different relationships with Sebastian, because as a reader/viewer it will feel like we ourselves are experiencing that positive outcome.

See? Coping mechanism : )

Now here's where things get tricky…Discussing the differences between these two types of relationships. Ok, I could probably find a way to say this that's long and fancy, but I’m just going to be super straight forward. This is as an absolute read, I apologize :’) People ship Sebaciel because they want someone to love them, where they picture themselves as Ciel with Sebastian as the one loving him romantically. People like the idea of Dadbastian because they long for a parent's affection, where they picture themselves as Ciel being cared for by Sebastian.

Now, this is definitely just a theory, and absolutely not the only reasons why people come up with and enjoy each of these interpretations. But the Dadbastian one most definitely applies to me.

Here’s where my own opinion comes into play. Only one of these relationships is really ‘positive’ in nature. Both of these relationships when applied to the canon would be problematic in their own ways, but when looking at it outside of the context of the series and its plot, a parental relationship between Sebastian and Ciel, a thirteen year old boy and an adult figure, is more healthy than a romantic relationship between a thirteen year old boy and an adult figure. Please don’t make me explain why :’)

I’m really hoping this reaches the right audience. I’m not trying to start a war or offend anyone, just share my thoughts and an outlook that I haven’t really seen from the black butler fanbase before.

Man your coloration and shading is phenomenal 👀👏

It's been a damn long time since I've drawn them all and I decided I needed to make a reference to their heights. xD

sooo kinda wip?

Oh my god, this lools fantastic 👀

Experimented with colors a little

Another drawing for my au wooo

They Think They Are Monsters

He was used and abused at only eleven human years. His family destroyed. His remaining brother used to summon me. Some days he does believe his rage is justified. Some days he looks startled after ordering me to kill for him and seeing the results. Or after a mission is fully over he will sit for hours thinking on what transpired. The times that he held up a man made weapon and pulled the trigger. With no hesitation.

He was experimented on. Likely stolen away from a family. He now has the power to crush other humans twice his size. He gets scared and tears up. He becomes the child he truly is when he messes up and runs to me. He forgets in those emotional moments his own abilities and clings to me, squeezing my human form. I feel even my own muscles and bones near cracking under his strength. He cries about this too but he still seeks comfort in the process.

She was raised not as a girl but as a weapon. With her eyes she was perfect for killing others' enemies instantly, cleanly, without anyone having known a young girl was the culprit. She grew to love that gun, I know. To know it as a certainty. If what had happened hadn't happened she would have.. could have taken out the ones who raised her.

His family was killed, and he let his rage consume him; fuel him. Help him survive, from battle to battle, endlessly killing, whether it was still justified or not, he could not stop... He wanted to survive, but regretted it. Likely expecting one day he would drop dead. But he was indeed almost on the brink of eating another human's body if it meant carrying on with his personal mission of destruction.

They are all humans.

No matter how I describe them. All the gorey details. They are still humans. Beings on this earth with souls.

I sense them. I can see them. I know them.

That's how I know all of these things about them.

For I am not a human.

I am a demon.

I am a monster.

And my entire agenda is taking human souls.

They are my kinds food source.

I use my ability to read their entire lifes worth of tragedy and grief, fear and rage, to convince them I am a trusted ally.

That I would never kill them.

I understand how they feel.

I am a monster.

They believe I am a fellow human.

They still think, though, that they are horrible wretches for various reasons.

They amuse me. They infuriate me.

They are useful to me.

They are not monsters at all.

They are humans.

But...

They are my humans.

Oh lord, it's been happening to you too? Dang, that's weird.

Honestly I was just worried that I'd maybe been blocked for some reason lmao thank goodness

But anyway it started working for me again a few hours ago, hooray 🥳 (Seriously Tumblr must be high or something lmao)

Hello there!

If you're wondering who the heck typing this, this is BezierBallad ^^ I really enjoy a lot of the content you post, especially your Dadbastian stuff and your OCs!

I'm typing this from one of my sideblogs because I've been experiencing weird glitches that prevent me from interacting with your blog when I'm logged into my other one. (Whenever I try to visit your blog as BezierBallad I get the ghost blog page.) I'm not 100% sure why.

Hope you're having a good day! 💜

Oh lord I'm so sorry about that, I've delt with seeing "ghost blogs" too when I've clicked on a blog, even though I can see the post FROM that blog clear as day, and so whatever the hell Tumblr intended "ghost blogs" to be, it sounds stupid, and I'm hoping that stops happening fgdhjyfku

But AAAA so glad you like my stuff, thank you so much for letting me know!!! I love so much getting feed back, its why I come up with all the silly things I do!! 🥰🥰🥰