Jily Vs Jegulus

Jily vs Jegulus

Jily…

Lily: I hate you.

James: I can change that

Jegulus…

Regulus: I hate you

James: oh do you now?

Jily…

Lily: oh dear god… I love you

James: told you so

Jegulus…

Regulus: oh dear god… I love you

James: we’ve been married for three years?!?

Both are good. Both are valid. Both are unique. Stop hating on people for shipping a gay couple. It’s giving homophobia.

They way that I'm just now realising how much I actually relate to her. Tbh since season 2 I've loved Imogen and maybe that's why but I don't know.

Even though Imogen is such a small part of the show, the bits and pieces we get from her are so telling and make my heart ache for her. The way she stayed in her friend group even when Harry clearly didn't respect her. How even though she's close to Nick, she doesn't listen to his warning about Ben because she's clinging to anyone who makes her feel wanted. The lost and sad but unsurprised look on her face when everyone starts forming their Paris trip groups and she has no one to group with. The way she asks about joining Nick and his friends and is pleasantly shocked when they seem to actually want her there. She's so obviously a girl who's spent a long time if not her whole life feeling undesired and will latch onto affection wherever she can find it as a result, and though that part hurts, my favorite little side plot was her slowly integrating into the main group and seemingly finding real community and connection for the first time. I'm so glad Alice Oseman added her to the show. And admittedly I'm a bit tempted to write a little one-shot fleshing out her history and her becoming part of the group because she's important to me.

"Your favorite character is James Potter? That's so basic.."

Is it? Is it, because he's consistently looked over in this fandom. His woes and his struggled and his hurt is constantly over or forgotten in media and literature because nobody can stand an unhappy James potter. He's just some dumb guy who like regulus a little too much but to me he's so much more than that. He's sociable and insecure and anxious. He's afraid of being alone. He's afraid of everyone forgetting him some day. And so he's loud and abrasive and too much because he feels like he has to be. He feels as though the minute he stops talking everyone is going to go on with their lives and forget about James Potter. He's just a scared young boy who grew up before he wanted to. Always the therapist never the patient, always the owner never the dog. He was always caring for something and that made him kind of stoic. People like to say regulus never expressed emotions but I'd like to present to you James who didn't allow himself to express sadness. He was always everyone's everything and it wore him out. He was entirely burnt out by seventeen and he only found comfort in the shadow of what he once was. What he was supposed to be. His potential was wasted because of how much he loved everyone else. He gave up every piece of himself until he was nothing. A spool of yarn no thread to spare. A sun that shone his light to the stars, leaving himself in perpetual darkness.

And you don't GET that.

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