"local Gay Man Goes Feral"

"local gay man goes feral"

- my friend eric

hey. i'm back

helloe, i'm sorry I haven't posted in so long. things have been wild. I made friends who helped me stop cutting and now I'm a bit more healthy. me and mum moved out of my stepdad's house, ik I don't really talk ab my personal life at all, but that's about to change. a lot of things are, actually.

for starters, i'd like to inform you on where I was at in my life before this post.

Tw: abuse, mental illness, self harm

anxiety/depression (diagnosed) was fucking me (and still kinda is)

I was slitting my ankles with anything I could find.

I was homeschooled, the only place I was allowed to go was church, and I had to hide tumblr and discord from my (emotionally, sometimes physically) abusive stepdad.

I felt extremely lonely.

but see, as I was hiding my accounts from my stepdad, I met people on the internet who genuinely cared about me, and helped me stop cutting. these people are like my real family and I love them with every fiber of my being.

my mum, my little sister, and I finally moved out and mum is in court against stepdad after over 9 years of being together. we are living with my bitchy grandparents. I mean, they aren't as bad as my ex-stepdad but they're kinda homophobic and bitchy/annoying.

change comes slow and the only way out is through. I'm still getting help for some mental things, but i'm finally out of that really toxic environment. I'm somewhat better now, ofc I'll still need to work on myself but stepdad is gone and i'm sorta free.

the place i'm in rn is sorta better, though my grandparents are more demanding and don't really care about me. i'll talk about them more some other time but yeah.

DAMN RIGHT! RISE UP SAPPHICS!  just because a girl is feminine doesn’t mean she’s straight. just because a man is feminine doesn’t mean he’s gay. just because a girl is masculine doesn’t mean she’s gay. just because a man is masculine doesn’t mean he’s straight. also, don’t assume someone’s sexuality based on the color of their skin. BREAK THE STEREOTYPES! GAYS COME IN ALL DIFFERENT SHAPES, SIZES, AND COLORS. IF  YOU WANNA DRESS FEM, GO FOR IT IF YOU WANNA DRESS BUTCH, GO FOR IT DON’T LET ANYONE SHAME YOU/TELL YOU DIFFERENT BE WHO YOU ARE, NOT WHO PEOPLE WANT YOU TO BE

i-im not a sans fangirl....y-you are..! ...stop it...

byebye

Every morning a cat wakes me up. I woke her up today

as a bisexual sapphic girl, I find it quite annoying how some other women claim they're bisexual and aren't actually attracted to girls. not sexually or romantically. If you are not sexually or at least romantically attracted to both genders (including the same), you are not bisexual, you are either straight or gay. for straight ppl calling themselves bisexual- being bisexual is not "quirky." it's not a trend. it's a sexuality just like any other, and people need to start respecting it. for gay people calling themselves bisexual- why are you in denial of your true self? it's okay to only be attracted to one gender. you don't have to pretend or hide, people will accept you

yours truly