I Feel This Immense Pressure All The Time To Be Like Other Versions Of Black Excellence All The Time.

I feel this immense pressure all the time to be like other versions of Black excellence all the time. Like I wanna be famous (it's a leo thing) but I don't want to JUST be famous, like I want my art and writing to mean something. I don't wanna JUST BE famous yknow?

Your nose isn't ugly.

Your lips aren't ugly.

Your body isn't ugly.

Your scars aren't ugly.

Your stretch marks aren't ugly.

You're beautiful just as you are. You have the body of your ancestors. That truly is the biggest gift. 💗

This is it.

“you‘re so quiet” baby i’m not even here. i’m fantasizing about a book i read weeks ago. move on.

Urgent help needed for a disabled nb person who suddenly has 3 kids to take care of

So my bf went to jail on Friday. Still not entirely sure why. But I have his 2 kids now on top of my own. Not only that, but I was left without my car keys and have had to pay for ubers/delivery services for everything. I can't walk to get these things because of my chronic pain. Not to mention having to walk through town with 3 kids.

I make $700 a month on disability. After bills, I already didn't have much left. But then I wasn't able to use my food stamps on grocery delivery since no store around here accepts EBT through delivery apps. This led to me having to pay for the groceries I needed. This set me back a lot.

Even after the donations I received the other day, I am down to $50 for the rest of the month. That's basically enough for 2 uber rides. My rent just recently got raised and I had to pay off an old bill as well.

If my bf doesn't get out on Tuesday after seeing the judge, that means I have custody indefinitely since they can't go to their mother's.

I can't afford 3 kids on $700 a month.

P*ypal: yanidork

C*shapp: $yourdestinymae

V*nmo: nicework_bonedaddy