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Famous OOTD from the maknae

I just wanted peace and quite to enjoy my chips and slushie on a rainy day then this appears on my dashboard

I love them sm

pls like if you save/use ! 💞💘💓💗💕💖

do u ever play loud sad music and lie down on your bed and stare at the ceiling because life is fuckin hard man what’s up with that

actual footage of my trying to watch txt's comeback while having to do chores. the moment i click on play my mother comes in.

me:

LOVE IS FUCKING DEAD. SOOBIN LEFT BREAD FOR ICE CREAM. DON'T TALK TO ME. I DON'T BELIEVE IN LOVE ANYMORE.

*Soobin leaving to the store*

Hueningkai: what am I gonna do while you're gone?

Soobin: I don't know, what so you usually do when I'm gone?

Hueningkai: *voice cracking* wait for you to come back

he's too handsome that it breaks my heart please

What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

And she sunk right through the ground

From colossal heights

She cried out for my name I didn't hesitate

I screamed, "I cannot be your saint, I know you can't be saved"

— When the Flies Fell, Sub Urban

I don't want to be mean... But I'm sick of meeting new people on my scene.

Like I'm aggravated, motivated, never gonna graduate. I'm stimulated, overstated, I just wanna get sedated.

On the contrary, I just wanna meet a nice girl

— Isolated, Sub Urban

~𝕂𝕒𝕚 𝕒𝕔𝕔𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕝𝕪 𝕥𝕖𝕩𝕥𝕤 𝕐/𝕟 𝕒𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕞𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕦𝕡 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕚𝕣 𝕗𝕚𝕣𝕤𝕥 𝕜𝕚𝕤𝕤~

fluff

{a/n: my third text au!! i love writing these so much, and i have plenty more on the way! i was unsure what to put as the title for this one haha. i hope you liked it though!! i feel like kai is kinda hard to write, so i’m sorry if its lackluster 😅}

masterlist

~𝕐/𝕟 𝕥𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕘𝕖𝕥 𝕊𝕡𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕞𝕒𝕟!𝕊𝕠𝕠𝕓𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕠 𝕣𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕚𝕥𝕪~

fluff/crack

requested by @txtdream! tanya i had a time with this request, you have a big + sexc brain and i hope you know that 😌

{a/n: this was so much fun to make, the concept of soobin being spiderman is just *chefs kiss* magnifique. also fyi this is a one shot! the title makes it seem like it could be a part of something bigger but it’s not!! hope you enjoyed <3}

masterlist insp. by this edit of mine

~𝕊𝕠𝕠𝕓𝕚𝕟 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕞𝕚𝕤𝕤𝕖𝕤 𝕐/𝕟 𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕠𝕦𝕣~

fluff

{a/n: my second text au hehe, i hope you enjoyed ♡︎}

masterlist

TXT to BigHit: can we also have pink themed album?

Bighit: No.

TXT: please

BigHit: NO.

TXT, crying: Jin-Hyung!

Jin, barging in with a frying pan: who hurt my babies?!

꧁ Sookai ꧂ wallpaper // lockscreen

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Pretty boy🌸

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Kai lockscreens ♥

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Yuta: *makes fun of NCT members multiple times*

NCT members: *makes fun of yuta once*

Yuta:

bang chan bf material lockscreens!! please like or reblog if you save it!! 🌿

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