Pac,, General Emotion Reading

pac,, general emotion reading

pile one

there could be people talking bad about you but you're learning to not care about them. like you're completely unfazed. there's a new change about to happen and the mfs are just gonna be like "damn 🤕" and will switch up fast asf. this will bring positive emotional changes cuz they really thought they were doing something. keep the aggressive confidence you have. you're lifting your emotional burdens while you also focus on goals you already have in place.

pile two

instead of ignoring the problems you're going through because you're scared of intense feelings. if you just calm yourself down and analyze the problem without overthinking or stressing yourself out, it will be so much easier to solve. to learn independence, you also need to learn the emotional management part. be more confident in yourself. you can solve your issues if you try.

pile three

you're trying to act like everything is fine and acting like your own idea of strong when you're on the edge. you feel easily attacked. you're working on yourself now. it would be best to take some alone time or moderate isolation to reflect so people don't influence you in anyway. it would help you allow yourself to be vulnerable. surround yourself with loyal people who allow you to be vulnerable in front of them/with them as well.

☀ pac,, what should you focus on this summer? ☀

🌊 pile one,,

this summer you should focus on finding a balance between work and play. keep in mind, this doesn't just mean working your ass off. it means letting yourself relax too when you need to. you may have to let yourself have more fun. you have to learn to congratulate yourself for your major ( and even minor) successes and to not hold your failures above your head. giving yourself praise for doing good is not a crime. you may end up getting a summer job.

🥥 pile two,,

you need to get out more this summer. you could struggle with depression, which could stop you from leaving the house or a fear of taking risks. this summer work to get yourself out the house. you need to take more risks and try new things. possibly for your love life. you might need to see more people. a past lover might have scarred you, but these new people aren't them. you've been through it once so you've experienced the worst already. trust me, you'll live.

👙 pile three,,

if you're in school, you should study more this summer. you might have slacked off really heavily in class and missed out on some information or forgot it. maybe you're trying to go to a new school that has high standards for students. either way, studying over break could be good. don't let other stuff get in your way. personal things could have distracted you in school. well this summer, push those aside. ignore your distractions and start studying. don't overwork yourself.

PAC, what you're doing right vs wrong

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Pile one,,

Right:

currently you're working on yourself and dedicating time for yourself. you're analyzing the past and improving based on what you did wrong before. this mental health journey is really significant for you. working on your personal hobbies and talents is really helpful right now and could be a way you are dedicating time for yourself.

Wrong:

right now you are pushing people away and ignoring the people that genuinely care about you and are in your best interest. you're fearing change and actively refusing to improve or change at all. you're also holding yourself to this incredible standard. you're letting yourself rely on others too much/letting others rely on you too much and it's making you/them weaker. you have to get out of your head and make changes yourself.

Pile two,,

Right:

you're taking a rest, especially from people. you're holding yourself back from dealing with a toxic masculine person (could be any gender ofc). this person is negative for you and it's best to keep your distance as you're doing right now. you're doing something new, a big change from how things usually are for you. you're finally taking this leap and moving forward.

Wrong:

You're currently being a bit lost in your own delusions. You keep settling for people who are less. You let people treat you terribly and still only give them the best. You don't give yourself enough credit and you have really low self esteem. You're always knowingly letting people use you. You're ignoring your mental health flaws and pretending like you're done healing when you aren't. it might be tough but you have to keep going. i guarantee you got this.

Pile three,,

Right:

you acknowledge your flaws and mental health struggles. you are able to understand how you are and why you're like that. you may often psychoanalyze yourself, especially your trauma responses. you're learning more about yourself and are studying your behaviors. doing this can help you be able to solve the problems you have.

Wrong:

Even though you know what you have to do to fix the problems you deal with, you don't take action. this could possibly be because of depression. you're so used to living the way you are now that you don't find a point in helping yourself. you're also being overgenerous with people when you don't have enough to give to others. you could be letting people vent knowing you're not in the right place. it's best for you if you just tell them you need a break or need help. if they still demand from you, they aren't good to keep around.

pac,, how can you be more independent right now?

૮꒰ ˶´ ꒳ `˶꒱ა ♡ pile one

to be more independent, you might want to live in a more secluded way. isolation could work well for right now. sometimes it's better to be alone to learn things by yourself. let yourself enjoy things more. being independent means you're responsible for keeping yourself safe, healthy, and entertained. you could have an artistic hobby that you should focus on. work but also take care of yourself. remember to take breaks. keep yourself comfortable and don't overwork. remember to speak up for yourself, as well.

૮꒰ ˶- ༝ -˶꒱ა pile two

you have to let yourself sit in your emotions a bit more. you have a bad habit of detaching yourself from how you feel. this could be through dissociation. celebrate your own achievements more often. you could often rely on praise from other people. learn life skills like cooking. also find motivation. if you listen to a burning pile by mitski, then that's confirmation. work on your mental and emotional health before making any drastic changes, especially childhood trauma and being used emotionally in the past.

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა pile three

let yourself be more playful. you could have had a rough childhood where you had to mature or develop too quickly. you should take care of yourself like you wish a parental/adult figure had before. let yourself ask questions and be curious. you could have some people around you that are toxic. probably friends. they give you bad advice and are overall not good for you. you feel inclined to listen to them and do what they want/say. don't be scared to decline their offers and ignore their advice. you also might want to try non-s3xual age/pet regression.

Soulmate sounds legit. Thank you so much for the PAC 😊

I'm glad it was accurate ヾ(＾-＾)ノ

pac,, what do you need to hear right now?

pile one,,

it's okay to take self care moments. you don't always have to focus on what you have to do at the moment. just trust that you'll be able to rest without negative consequences. you should celebrate yourself and your achievements more. stop focusing so much on the bad parts of the past and tearing yourself down for it. if you're not doing that for the positive parts too, what's the point? keep looking for your passion.

pile two,,

your hard work will pay off. don't give up or waste all of it. if you continue doing well, you will be rewarded. i'm getting the image of working on a garden. it is guaranteed to get better so there's no need to stress as much as you do. you've been working on your own without much help. you'll be able to help other people once you get your reward but make sure you save some enjoyment for yourself.

pile three,,

you have a choice to make. keep continuing on the way you are now and remain focused on the past or focus on yourself and work on self-improvement. you'll be pushed in the right direction. this could be through adding a new problem to your life to get you to realize something. like a tower moment. don't worry too much though, it'll work out.

pile four,,

you could be moving on from someone right now. either a close ex friend or partner. you've been doing amazing. you realized how easy it is to move on now that you've actually tried. i'm currently playing sue me by sabrina carpenter too. you've been enjoying this new-found freedom. you realized you've been holding yourself back this entire time. you're learning and working on your emotions and mental health. stop fantasizing about how it would be to be close to them again cuz it's not happening.