citruspuddle - very tired
citruspuddle
very tired

she/her | 18 | science/math nerd | m*a*s*h | top gun | gravity falls | i want to watch old men be sad, okay | also i mention us politics a lot sorry

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citruspuddle
1 year ago
@/girlglimmer (x) // @/christmas-winter (x) // Fireflies - Suzanne Siegel // Orange And Blue - Sarah
@/girlglimmer (x) // @/christmas-winter (x) // Fireflies - Suzanne Siegel // Orange And Blue - Sarah
@/girlglimmer (x) // @/christmas-winter (x) // Fireflies - Suzanne Siegel // Orange And Blue - Sarah
@/girlglimmer (x) // @/christmas-winter (x) // Fireflies - Suzanne Siegel // Orange And Blue - Sarah
@/girlglimmer (x) // @/christmas-winter (x) // Fireflies - Suzanne Siegel // Orange And Blue - Sarah
@/girlglimmer (x) // @/christmas-winter (x) // Fireflies - Suzanne Siegel // Orange And Blue - Sarah
@/girlglimmer (x) // @/christmas-winter (x) // Fireflies - Suzanne Siegel // Orange And Blue - Sarah
@/girlglimmer (x) // @/christmas-winter (x) // Fireflies - Suzanne Siegel // Orange And Blue - Sarah
@/girlglimmer (x) // @/christmas-winter (x) // Fireflies - Suzanne Siegel // Orange And Blue - Sarah

@/girlglimmer (x) // @/christmas-winter (x) // fireflies - suzanne siegel // “orange and blue” - sarah jarosz // beautiful night - momcilo simic // christmas eve - julia andreevna petrova // @/hunting-brother (x) // @/bluecapsicum (x) // suzanne siegel

citruspuddle
1 year ago

Hawkeye & BJ | No Big Deal (I Love You)

these two make me sick. here's a fanvid about all the things they can't help but leave unsaid.

citruspuddle
1 year ago
:-P
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citruspuddle
1 year ago

happy pride month to HIM

citruspuddle
1 year ago
This Is Literally So Insane This Was Allowed On Television
This Is Literally So Insane This Was Allowed On Television
This Is Literally So Insane This Was Allowed On Television
This Is Literally So Insane This Was Allowed On Television
This Is Literally So Insane This Was Allowed On Television

this is literally so insane this was allowed on television

citruspuddle
1 year ago

I posted this one on my tiktok already but I feel like it deserved to be posted here. That’s her song.

Scenes:@not-trustworthy

citruspuddle
1 year ago
Good For Her.
Good For Her.
Good For Her.
Good For Her.
Good For Her.
Good For Her.
Good For Her.
Good For Her.
Good For Her.
Good For Her.
Good For Her.
Good For Her.
Good For Her.

Good for her.

citruspuddle
1 year ago

I will not rest until the rest of MASHblr is as insane about the 80’s office AU ads as I am

So I wanted to compile the ads so I could just post one video and not like a whole YouTube playlist, but I quickly found out that there are SO MANY MASH IBM ads! So I decided to leave out ones that weren’t office related and were more ‘Alan Alda puts on a bunch of different hats’ and ‘Jamie Farr repeatedly tries and fails to enter a building’ and I actually had to cut one ad of Alan and some kids in a classroom that I wanted to put in cuz I think it’s cute.

But anyway, I am always gnawing at the bars of my enclosure thinking of the universe these ads take place in. Like, who flooded the office? Did Trapper ever get to go to Hawaii? Where’s BJ? (JK he’s at a gay picnic)

I feel like there’s a rich vein here and us weirdos, sickos, and perverts need to buckle down and really dig into the potential for office shenanigans.

citruspuddle
1 year ago

i think postwar hawkeye would volunteer in his free time to patch up any scraped knees and sprained wrists for the kids in his neighborhood and send them home with official written prescriptions for chocolate milk but their parents feel uneasy about it because they've seen how he watches the sunrise in complete silence like he's waiting for something terrible to happen

citruspuddle
1 year ago
1/40

1/40

citruspuddle
1 year ago
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me
The Inherent Homoeroticism Of War Media: A Completely Unserious Presentation By Me

the inherent homoeroticism of war media: a completely unserious presentation by me

[note: some slides have been removed because they're literally just fancams and also i had more than 30 slides boo tumblr image limits]

BIBLIOGRAPHY (just going in order of slides)

and your knees are driving me wild - mash s02e08

george mackay has found his niche in homoerotic war movies

war stories are inherently homoerotic. that's how we got stucky

hangman you look good - top gun: maverick (gif by babyrooster)

letter of recommendation: watching masters of the air secondhand

it's not just sports - masters of the air e02

1 being not gay at all, 10 being liberace in an f-16

we'll go to chicago - band of brothers e01 (gif by @fkmylif3)

it is the law that every piece of war media

kim is a homoseggsual - kath & kim s01e02

Untitled (You Construct Intricate Rituals) - Barbara Kruger

The Secret History of Australia's Gay Diggers - Ben Winsor (+ Paul Fussell quoted within)

Sexuality, Sexual Relations and Homosexuality - Jason Crouthamel

Soldiers bathing in Malaya - AWM

Private Frank Crocker letters featured in Sebastian Faulks and Hope Wolf, A Broken World: Letters, Diaries and Memories of the Great War (2014), pp. 75-78.

mike's mic screencap my beloved <3

winnix gifs by @bandofbrothers2001 @preacherboyd @galebucky

winnix art by @andromeddog

winnix art by @onefineginger

In storms and at sunset by jouissant

winnix memes/text posts: 1 (@bleedingcoffee42) 2 (@krakerjaksstuff) 3 (@claudycod) 4 (@lewis-winters) 5 (@mon-mothmas-collar)

man is a hopeless creature i don't like much of anyone (@sluttyhenley)

You Create Intricate Rituals: The Homoerotic Action Movie - Rebecca Radillo (Lyvie Scott featured)

val kilmer icemav warrior compliation by @mavernick2

t as in top gun: maverick (@misaothewitch)

which is gayer (@holypowell)

we're fools to make war by whimsicule

all my roads lead back to you by liadan14

m*a*s*h video by @amrv-5 (+ reblog tags)

clegan/buck(y) gifs by @4o4notf0und @rcbertleckie

clegan fanart by @ifapromise <3

clegan memes: 1 (@rcbertleckie) 2 (@season-two) 3 (@ww2yaoi) 4 & 5

bomber's moon by moonrocks

**i tried to tag/link everything, if anything is broken or unsourced please let me know and i will endeavour to fix it! standard disclaimer that a) any discussion about war media based on real life people is based upon the fictional portrayals of those people and not the actual dudes. and b) this powerpoint was made for fun, it is not rigorous academic analysis. all opinions expressed are my own. please do not take it too seriously! that's all <3

citruspuddle
1 year ago
May I Present Our Beloved Late LTC Henry Blake To You

May I present our beloved late LTC Henry Blake to you

citruspuddle
1 year ago
They're Sooo Ya Hey By Vampire Weekend Coded

they're sooo ya hey by vampire weekend coded

citruspuddle
2 years ago
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citruspuddle
2 years ago
Folklore Botanical Stamps [zoom For Hq]
Folklore Botanical Stamps [zoom For Hq]

folklore botanical stamps 💐 [zoom for hq]

citruspuddle
2 years ago
Has This Been Done Yet

Has this been done yet

citruspuddle
2 years ago
I Started To Craft A Visualization Model For A Pascal"s 4-simplex.
I Started To Craft A Visualization Model For A Pascal"s 4-simplex.
I Started To Craft A Visualization Model For A Pascal"s 4-simplex.

I started to craft a visualization model for a Pascal"s 4-simplex.

Now I need to insert the 12 triangle disks. (I need to puzzle them into each other like a kind of interwebbing. )

I will describe this model and the math of it once I have finished it.


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citruspuddle
2 years ago

rose lalonde hides behind eloquent speech just as much as dave hides behind irony to appear as if she isn't just as if not more silly and awkward and weird than anyone else because she's terrified of emotional vulnerability and she'd be thrilled to know thousands of homestuck fans fell for it


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citruspuddle
2 years ago

throwback to when that middle school friend group introduced me to a fandom and then several months later decided that it was inherently bad and everyone that liked it was evil

anyways i am that high schooler oops

most annoying people in every fandom are the people who are like sorry this is cringe 😅😓 sorry for participating in this fandom i know it is cringe. like maybe for you it is. idgaf. that's between you and your own shame complex

citruspuddle
2 years ago

Shout-out to all the indie RPG designers who were like "I hate math, so I'll design a system with a diceless resource economy", and only too late realised that they'd traded obliging themselves to fuck around with statistics for obliging themselves to fuck around with game theory.


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citruspuddle
2 years ago

What are you writing about? No, not your characters, setting or plot. What are the themes? Are you writing about loneliness? Family? Hatred? A cycle of vengeance? Death and rebirth? Regret? Fear of being known? Fear of being forgotten? What are you writing about?

citruspuddle
2 years ago
:)

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citruspuddle
2 years ago
Twitter
Twitter

Twitter

citruspuddle
2 years ago

Once again I'll gonna rant about 'suburban culture' and how if you grew up in a mostly-white American suburb your 'culture' was freezer meals and non-denominational Christian weddings and if you weren't religious you didn't even have a community there. We weren't told folktales and we didn't sit around campfires. We learned stories from cartoon network and PBS kids, we learned how to cook from the food network and the WeightWatchers Cookbook. Our holidays were insular, private occasions.

And when we try to grasp for any of that long lost culture - when we look in our genealogy and trace our countries of origin and research and try to learn, we are mocked and made fun of by the people who live in those countries now. According to them, we're 'just american'.

Well being 'just american' isn't looking too great at the moment. I crave myth and story and community. I crave the village that the suburb mocks and fails to replicate.

Idk I just desperately wish I had a community and culture to be a part of that wasn't given to me by my television. And I'm fiercely jealous of those of you that do have that. Please don't take it for granted