Today Was Nothing More Than A Complete And Utter Failure.

today was nothing more than a complete and utter failure.

I'm sorry for being an idiot. I hate myself. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm so so sorry. I'm sorry.

I just want to be held. is that a crime?

I just want to die. don't mind me.

I always manage to get useless things done. and put off anything that needs to get done because I'm too anxious to do it.

psalm 16:1-2

preserve me, o God, for in you i take refuge. i say to the Lord; "you are my Lord i have no good apart from you."