For Mark? Dont Know A Lot Abt This AU But Yeah!

🟡 for mark? Don’t know a lot abt this AU but yeah!

Yellow- What is something your OC wants but knows they can never have? How does it feel to never get this specific desire?

Ooo this one is fun.

Marks greatest desire, would be to understand himself. Know more about himself. Be himself. When he was remade, he wasn’t remade whole, only given the parts Lucifer deemed necessary to appease Joseph. He has little memories of the life he was created based on, some memories without feelings, and some feelings without memories.

The longer he goes on, realizing through others how much he’s missing, he hates it. Absolutely loathes it. It becomes more obvious to him when he talks with people he’s supposed to know, but doesn’t. Even those he does, like Sarah, treat him like a stranger simply because for all accounts and purposes, he is. Deep down he hates himself for it a little more then he hates Lucifer or Joseph for it.

🟣 for Cesar mark and Sarah!

Purple- What is something that your OC could not live without? What keeps them grounded in the worst of times?

For Cesar, he could never live without his family. Not necessarily the one from before he became not him, though he does constantly think about his mother, and misses her very very dearly. He relies heavily now on the family he’s managed to make for himself. His friendship with Thatcher and Dave is what keeps him motivated to do things, especially when they drag him out to do activities. The BPS group he views like their his own kids, especially Adam. He cares deeply for him, and helps him when things are hard in regards to their true natures. They together keep his pieces from falling apart, and he would not be where he was if they didn’t exist, or ceased to.

For Mark, it’s a very similar case. Sarah is the last living remnant of who he was before, and is the embodiment of everything that made up his past(aside from Cesar, though he doesnt view him as anything more then his absolute enemy for a long time. Eventually they get better and he gets bumped up to a similar though definitely lower level as Sarah) despite his anger towards them in the beginning, he does eventually come around to Joseph and Mary as well, viewing them as some kind of odd aunt and uncle. Jonah he views as some what a son, or close to it. He relates to him, and does hid best to be the friend he deserves, especially after the house incident.

For Sarah, it’s Dave and Mark. She loves them both with all of her heart, and works tirelessly to be good enough for both. To Dave she owes everything, after he had given her a home, a job, and a life when her mother moved away. He raised her better then any of her real family ever had, save for Mark, who was her borderline dad when he was still alive. And she missed him every day. Her search for his killer is what keeps her grounded. It’s what gives her motive. A purpose. The reason she wakes up everyday. She wants to do him justice, and peace. She prays to The Lord every night that he’s happy wherever he is, and that he knows his sister loves him with every ounce of her being. He never responds, and Mark knows he never will.

/prev is the real Cesar dead or is it smt else going on?, did Cesar and Adam cross paths due to some kind of alternate connection?, does Cesar have any sort of recollection of mark?, is mark some kind of ghost or corpse?, (sorry for the load of question but answer as many as you would like!)

I’ll just hit all of these out of the ball park, since they’re super easy!

- The real Cesar is both dead, and alive. The type of alternate to kill him, was a Mutation varient that ended up taking the meal from a Hunter. It basically consumes the soul and destroys it, merging with the form to become a classic impostor(though usually very fucked up looking). Because of interference, it never managed to fully destroy his soul, yet still absorbed it. How strongly the soul has influence over the alternate changes a lot.

- Cesar and Adam crossed paths at the church, when after a service the reverend found the boy staring at one of the statues of Mary. This was the first time they ever met. This was still during the time when Adam and Sarah were working together.

- Cesar does remember Mark, thanks to the memories given through the human Cesar’s soul. He recalls most details, though some memories have been lost, leaving only a lingering feeling of grief. He doesn’t remember that night well either. Just running through the woods, and Mark’s terrified face.

- Mark is an alternate! He was created by Lucifer at the request of 6/Joseph who had grown very attached to the boy and didn’t want to lose him. He is not thankful for that at all.

Running in the snow

I am. Normal. Yeah.

Posting this here to hopefully get more potential traction on it since multitasking helps me get things done easier for some reason.

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