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[Translation and Lyrics] 白き楽園のリリカ by Ariabl’eyeS
A powerful Luna track to close the album, definitely the most beautiful song in the album, and she even wrote it herself. Anyway, the demon’s pretty bummed out about the loss of everything he ever had, and of course I do feel somewhat sympathetic because man, the music, but he did kill thousands so he kinda had it coming. What else can I say really, it’s a sad track with Luna on the vocals, that’s the best combination since pizza hut and taco bell. Overall I’d give this album a solid 7. It’s a neat listen, not really mind blowing but it conveys just the right feels for me. Anyway, lyrics down below and see you all next time.
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Clacharo Degrades You and Fills You Up
Pairing: Calcharo x Fem!Reader
Tags: nsfw, smut, rough sex, implied enemies with benefits relationship, name calling, degradation, creampie, begging, slight corruption kink
A/N: I have a weak spot for silver/white haired characters.
Holding back your voice got harder with each of his thrusts, you felt your body falling forward and teeth biting into the pillow case to muffle your moans. He was bad news but to you he was irresistible and addicting.
You told yourself no more, it was only a one time thing. Every time was supposed to be the last. Yet your cunt got wet every time Calcharo so much as kissed you.
"Louder baby, don't hold back on me when I'm holding back on you." His hand pushed against the side of your head and tilted it to the side right as his cock fucked deep into your tight hole. Causing you to scream his name he laughed. "That's it. That's my good girl."
"No. I'm not..." You moved your body back against his, ass slapping against him in sync.
"You're right. Riding cock like you're currently doing is pretty naughty. A good girl wouldn't make the noises you're making." Calcharo placed one hand on your shoulder and pulled you back, your back arching before being snapped forward by another powerful, deep push. "Only a slut's cunt would drool over my dick like this."
Vision blurry and head spinning you spread your legs more. His words used to make you feel shame, now they excite you like nothing else. You knew from the moment you saw him again that you wouldn't be able to stop yourself. "Wanna be a good for you..."
"No. No be bad, be a naughty girl for me, and a good girl for everyone else. Let only me see how wet, desperate and cockhungry you get. Be a good girl for them and a good slut for me." Skilled fingers pressed between your legs and found your clit.
Your hips bucked between Calcharo's hand and his hips undecided in which direction you should go in. "Yes, I can be your good slut, so good for your cock! Just let me, let me.."
His fingers rolled your hard clit between them. You heard him say he was close and you knew you wanted it, you clenched your cunt around him, fully intent on getting his cum inside of you.
"Oh, sweet girl, you want it so much, you're so tight. You've earned it, take all of it." He snapped his hips against yours, his pulsing cock snug tight inside your pussy until your womb was full of cum.
Dividers by: @/cafekitsune
Learning Their Language (Valorant X Reader)
The protocol is about as international as it gets, and although most of them are bilingual there can be a bit of a language barrier. You and your S/O decided to practice a bit of their native language so you could. (I’m bilingual in Spanish so everything else me actually learning words, so it may not sound like a native speaker). Like, reblog, and comment pls :) Special thank you to @darthladyofillusions for help translating the Turkish and Japanese!
Gekko - Spanish
“Oye Y/N, que onda?” Gekko asked as he entered the lounge and sat next to you on the sofa
“Nada, estoy ehh… I’m just sitting here. I don't really know how to say that yet…” you trailed off with a bit of a weak laugh
“Y/N, don’t worry about it. It’s good that you can understand when I’m saying hi.”
“But I want to know more…” you paused and looked at him, then an idea struck
“You could teach me, you and I spend so much time together and it isn’t like it would be studying in school.”
Gekko stared back at you for a couple of seconds and then sat up quickly
“I’d totally teach you Spanish Y/N!” His excitement matched yours, and a wide grin spread across his face
A few weeks went by between you and him doing the basics of Spanish. Practicing phrases for callouts helped a lot for the field, but even simple responses like ‘de acuerdo’ or ‘un poquito’ became more common for you
During a particularly slow day, Brimstone called a meeting. Gekko and you sat together as usual
Part way through the meeting, Gekko whispered ‘Creo que vamos a morir en esas sillas. Seremos esqueletos secos cuando Brim esta terminado.’
You understood his joke clearly and stifled your laughter the best you could. Gekko had made a habit of telling jokes in Spanish for only you and him
Unless of course Reyna was in the room, at which point she’d join in. Reyna’s Spanish was quicker than when Gekko spoke to you, but you had learned to pick out a few words
“Dime Gekko, ¿qué quieres comer anoche? We got some skirt steaks in so we can make some ar-achera.” you looked over at Gekko, a puzzled expression on his face
“Como? Que dijiste Y/N”
“Arachera?...”
“You aren’t rolling the R in ‘arrachera’ right. Say it like this: Arrr-A-che-Ra.”
“Ar. A! Ara!” You tried to pronounce it the same way he did but just weren’t used to making that sound
“Well do you have any advice on how to roll an R?”
“Just put your tongue on the roof of your mouth.” he replied, taking a step closer to you while you tried to pronounce it correctly
“Como eso amor.” he leaned in and kissed you softly
“On the top of the mouth, Y/N. If you can kiss, you should have no problems with saying it right.”
“Fue incredible…” you whispered as he pulled back. Gekko was blushing as much as you were and giggled quietly
The rest of the evening was spent grilling, cutting vegetables, and making crude jokes in Spanish
Wingman nearly ran away with some of the plated arepas you and him had made. After rescuing them, you had your dinner together
“Oye Mateo,”
He looked up mid bite
“I never got to thank you for how much you’ve done for me. Muchísimas gracias a todos. Y tu sabes eso, pero te amo. Eres mi querido.” you worried you sounded too much like a telenovela but caught Gekko smiling
“De nada Y/N. Eres el amor de mi vida también.”
Chamber - French
“Bonsoir Y/N, ça va?” Chamber called to you from behind right as you entered the workshop
“I don’t know what you just said Vincent. I can only understand when you speak English.”
“But Y/N, you could learn. After all, you’d have the finest tutor in all of France to teach you.” Chamber moved closer and looked over your shoulder as you began to disassemble a pistol
“You’d actually teach me?” you asked, trying to fight the urge to turn around and meet him face to face
“Certainly Y/N. For two people to share a language is a wonderful thing. They work better together and they become so much closer”
His offer got the better of you, and you relented. You turned to face him as he stood up and met your stare
“I’ll do it then. Especially if it means we can spend a little more time together.”
Chamber adjusted his glasses and smiled. “Magnifique Y/N.”
For the next couple of weeks you met with Chamber whenever you could. Lessons tended to be something you looked forward to
“Non, non, Y/N. It would be a travesty for you not to assist on le mission. Je m’ennuie à mourir sans toi. Tu es beaucoup trop amusant pour partir.”
“Je le pense aussi, but do you think I’d just get in the way? I thought you’d be solo on this one.”
“Y/N,” Chamber affixed his glasses and studied your hesitancy, “J'adorerais ta compagnie Y/N.”
The mission was a strike on some Omega agents in the Pyrenees range. After some light exercise and carefully placed shots, you and him retired to safehouse in the mountains
“Ah Y/N, puis-je vous offrir quelque chose à boire? Txakoli ou Sauvignon Blanc?” Chamber lifted two bottles for you to decide on
“Je voudrais le blanc, s’il vous plait.” you added on extra politeness knowing it would impress Chamber. Plus going with a French wine would make him proud
“A good choice,” he replied while pouring your glasses. “Es-tu installé confortablement?”
“Oui, but I have to wonder why we have a wine selection at a safehouse.” you slyly asked. Chamber gave you knowing glance
“Unless, someone went to great lengths for some time together. Avez-vous prévu cela?”
“Peut-etre.” Chamber answered, feigning ignorance and peering at his wine glass. His eyes mischievously darted to you
“You know…while I’ve been learning French, I never did learn how to say something I always wanted to learn.”
“Quoi? And that would be?” Chamber inched closer to you set his glass down
“Kiss me.” you answered, leaning towards him and gazing into his enthralling eyes
“Embrasse-moi.” Vincent whispered before taking his opportunity. He held your head and kissed you gently
After a while, you found yourself resting across Chamber’s chest. You looked up at the agent and caught him smiling down at you
“Je t’aime.” you quietly spoke
“Je t’aime aussi, Y/N.”
Fade - Turkish
It was getting late in the night and you were headed towards your room
“Hey, Y/N.” Fade’s voice made you jump and you turned to see her leaning against the wall just out of sight
“Merhaba…” you groaned absent-mindedly. The lack of sleep was finally catching up to you
“What was that? Y/N Türkçe mi öğreniyorsun?” her typical scowl replaced with deep interest
“I mean, only a little. I don’t know if I’ll keep doing it though.”
“...Well I could offer a few minutes every so often. İlgini çeker mi?
“E-Evet. Tesekkurler Fade!” despite your exhaustion, you still had trouble sleeping that night
The following couple of nights you spent in Fade’s room with a cup of tea and a few notes you scribbled down
Most of the practice was just chatting together about life at the protocol and the day to day
“… Üç saatlik sorguyu izlemem gerekti. Üç saat.” Fade too a long sip of çay and laid back on a pillow
“Really, 3 hours and nothing? That must have been boring.”
“Türkçe Y/N.” She chided
“Uzgunum! Ne kadar sıkıcı!” You quickly corrected yourself and adjusted your seat
“Anyways Y/N, Günün nasıldı?” Fade reclined back and trained her gaze on you
“Ughh, tipik. Keşke yapacak daha çok şeyim olsaydı.” you lamented.
“I can lend you a few books. İster misin?” Fade picked a few hard cover books from her nightstand and offered them to you
Almost half asleep, you took one and looked it over the summary. Despite the
“Uykum geldi Hazal, I’m gonna head over to my…room.” You yawned and drowsily made your way towards the door but fell asleep where you were.
Fade moved over to you and placed on of her blankets over you. She stood, captivated by how peacefully you slept
The following morning you woke up in her room and began to make your way to your own
“Günaydın.” Fade had caught you once more while you tried to quietly exit. In her hands was the book she gave you last night
“Unuttum! Thank you for reminding me.” you took the book back and set it your room
You met Fade outside your room after your morning routine. Both of you had the day off, so spent it together
You’d chat in Turkish about plans and privately made arrangements to meet together outside for çay after most of the protocol went to sleep
Most of the day was gossipping in Turkish and sharing stories from before the protocol. Fade’s were usually dramatic considering her history, yours were a little more uplifting
Once the moon was hanging over the headquarters, you crept quietly to the spot with freshly made çay
“İyi akşamlar Y/N.” Hazal greeted you with a slight smile. “Otur Y/N.”
Taking a seat next to her, you began to sip your tea and chat with Hazal about how much things had changed for the both of you since joining Valorant
By the time the tea was finished, you had your head rested on Hazal’s shoulder while she held your hand
A thought crossed your mind
“Hey Hazal, Türkçe’de…I love you, nasıl denir?” you grinned as the words left your mouth
Her eyes drifted towards you and she raised an eyebrow. Her green and blue eyes studied your growing apprehension
Without warning, she took hold of the back of your head and pulled you in close
Her kiss was impulsive and quick, and she held you gently as if trying to shield you from the surrounding darkness
When you broke the kiss, your face was flushed with surprise. The night air felt twice as cool against the warmth in your cheeks
“Seni seviyorum, Y/N.”
Yoru - Japanese
“Oi, Y/N, pass me the wrench.” Yoru had his face buried in his bike as usual, and you were helping out and catching up
“Hai douzo…” you muttered. Yoru grabbed a hold of it and began fastening something, then stopped
“Did you just speak fucking Japanese?” He sat up, almost hitting his head on the exhaust pipe and looked at you with suspicion
“I did, so what?” you replied. Yoru was always saying something in Japanese, so you decided to learn what you could
“And why did you decide to learn Japanese, out of all of the languages to learn?” Yoru leaned on the bike
“ Betsu ni.” you shot back nonchalantly before folding your arms and smugly grinning at Yoru
“Well you’re sort of shit at it.” Yoru enjoyed the sudden embarrassment and doubt you felt before making his final move
“Komatta koto ga attara kike ne. Just make sure your questions aren’t annoying. Wakatta?” His attempt to seem uncaring was outweighed by his offer
A few weeks went by of you and Yoru throwing barbs at each other in Japanese or just exchanging short phrases
“Yoru-kunnn…” you purred. It was just you and him in the locker rooms and you were being a little adventurous with new honorifics
“Y/N. Ima nan to itta?” Yoru twisted around with a scowl forming while one eyebrow lifted
“Oh, nothing. Trying out some more words, Yoru-kun!”
Yoru took a deep breath and sighed.
“It’s dumb as hell to use that outside of Japan. Nobody uses it outside of businessmen trying to kiss someone’s ass and people who don’t know better.”
“Ja dou yobou ka?” If he wasn’t gonna use it, you’d go with something else to call him.
“Ore no namae de kimatteru da. Same as you Y/N.” Yoru began combing his hair and dressing into some casual clothing
“Fine then, I’ll use something else. Yatsu work for you?”
Yoru was almost proud of you for that
“Anata wada warugaki.”
More weeks passed by with you learning some more obscenities from Yoru. His days of crime taught him an assortment of terms you eagerly applied to your own learning
Soon, you and him were assigned to break into a building and sabotage some equipment
Once you were done, you and Yoru were free to enjoy yourselves
“Got any plans for us Y/N?”
“Tokunai nai.”
“Good. Come with me then.” He pushed past you and grabbed your hand. Before you knew it you were traveling through his rift
Suddenly, you found yourself on a rooftop overlooking the city. Yoru teleported behind you holding some bags and taking a seat on the ledge
“Come on Y/N, food’s gonna get cold.”
“Arigatuo Ryo.”
Steam drifted from the udon as you held it for warmth against the cold night. Yoru took notice and moved closer without a word
“Hey Yoru, Kisusuru no mi wa nandesu?” you asked while resting your head on his shoulder
Yoru froze for a second, you felt him tense his arm ever so slightly. His eyes moved over to you and a small smirk began to form on his face
“Mou ikkai ie, Y/N.”
Beginning to answer, “Kisusuru no-”
Yoru pressed his lips to yours and passionately kissed you. It was as if he had been waiting an eternity to do it
Your arm snaked around his waist and he did the same to you. Warmth from him eased your shivering against the wind
He broke off the kiss and gazed into your eyes. You couldn’t tell if the blushing was coming from excitement or the cold
“Imi wa kore da yo. But do you know the meaning of aishiteru, Y/N?”
“Anata no koto daisuki.” left your mouth instinctively
Yoru and you watched the lights of the city together for the rest of the night
Sova - Russian
“Horosho Y/N, excellent marksmanship!” Sova’s applause was worth every extra hour of practice at the range
“It was your advice that helped the most. Thank you again for the lessons!” Sova took your rifle as you thanked him
“Sova, I have a bit more to ask. Just a little favor, but only if you feel like it!” you instantly realized how much you were over clarifying
“You always have my help, Y/N. What is it you would like?”
“Can you teach me some Russian? I always hear you speaking it and I thought it would be fun to learn it.”
“That would be wonderful!” Sova’s eyes lit up in excitement. Later he brought you a small book, a Russian language manual
“I had a few books delivered here from the mainland. Vam eto nravitsya?”
“Konechno, spasibo!” you quickly thanked him with the Russian you had practiced
You and Sova took turns trying out words in conversation. It was a little intimidating, but his encouragement got you through the embarrassment
“Kharoshaya rabota!” “Vpechatlyayushchaya!” “Chudesnyy!”
You and him started to meet for occasional chats in Russian, usually starting with a compliment on something
This eventually continued over into missions, where you and him would use Russian because it was quicker
“Y/N! Zaryadite seychas!” Sova yelled while aiming a recon arrow. You stampeded in and dispatched the hostile agents with his help
After recovering from the fight, you and him were together in the lounge and chatting in a mixture of Russian and English
“Oh, I almost forgot! Imeyte eto!” Sova passed you another book, a copy of your favorite book but in Russian print
“My mozhem prochitat' eto vmeste.” Sova was softly smiling and seemed lost in how happy he had made you
You practically crushed him with a hug. You buried your face into his sweater before pulling him onto the couch
Opening the book, you flipped through the pages to the front and found the start of the first chapter. Noticing the cover was loose, you adjusted it and your eye caught something
In elegant cursive was written: ‘ya lyublyu tebya, Y/N’ hidden away under the cover. Curious as to what it was, you asked Sova
“Ah, я ne dumal, chto ty skoro eto zametish'!” he was blushing and nervously twisted a strand of blonde hair
“Sova, chto eto znachit?” you asked, puzzled
“It means, I love you. Ty dlya menya vse Y/N.”
You decided to try some Russian you had learned for a moment just like this
“Potseluy menya.” you leaned in and Sova did as well
You placed the book down and embraced Sova. He was warm, and the comfort you felt in his arms was akin to sitting near a fireplace
Sova’s kiss was strong, but gentle. His calm demeanor and tendency to take his time made the moment seem to last forever
“Я tozhe tebya lyublyu.” you whispered into his ear
Neon - Tagolog
“Kamusta ka Y/N!” Neon’s infectious energy broke through the boredom of filing a battle report
“I’m alright,” you put the report down and figured it was complete enough, “what about you?”
“Just trying to kill time. You still have the copy of that comic I lent you? Phoenix wanted a copy so…”
Rummaging through the books on your shelf, you pulled a volume from the collection. A few books fell as you did so
Neon immediately went to help you place them on her shelf started replacing them. She suddenly paused
“Y/N, is this a Tagalog learning manual?” she turned over to you and held the book up
“-uh, yeah it is. I may have picked it up after we started spending more time together.” A sheepish look was your only defense
“You could’ve just asked me to teach you. I mean I could totally do that if you’re interested…” Neon’s hair was beginning to stand on end as she waited for a response
“O pakiusap.”
For a few days, you and Neon met together for lessons. Of course it was mainly her correcting a few phrases while the two of you went for a run or chatted
She’d also drop a few new words in every time, mostly whenever you couldn’t remember one
On a late morning jog, you and her took a rest on some of the benches inside the gym and caught up
“Pagod ka na ba?” Neon was already stretching her legs and retying her shoes
“Ilang lap pa?” you sputtered out, still catching your breath. You loved running with her, but she never got tired
“Eh, who cares anyway. Anong gagawin mo ngayong gabi?” Neon asked, taking a moment to crack her shoulders and neck
“Bukas na ang gabi ko.” Normally you had a few plans with other agent, but tonight you were all hers
“Agh!” Neon winced. “Y/N, you mind getting this one spot on my shoulder? Sobrang sakit.”
“O Tala,” you took a seat behind her and felt around her back until you touched the knot. You took your elbow and pressed into it
A shock shot through your body and sent you tumbling backwards. As you regained your composure, Neon’s panicked eyes caught yours
“Patawad Y/N!” Neon cried. She carefully helped you to your feet and offered her water bottle
“Huwag mag-alala, it happens.” you had been shocked a few times before and Neon was always worried about you
“I- patawarin mo ako. I shouldn’t be around you Y/N.” she apologized profusely and sprinted away to her room
Hours passed and Neon hadn’t left her room. By mid-evening, you decided that she had spent enough time alone and knocked on her door
“TALA!! Buksan mo ang pinto!”
The metal panels slide apart and you entered. Huddled in on her bed was Tala, hiding under her hoodie
“You shouldn’t feel bad Tala, ayos lang ako?” you gestured to yourself to emphasize
“Hindi ko mapigilang gawin ito.” Neon’s regret clung to each word, as she dug herself deeper into her clothes
You decided to use a trick you had absolute faith in to get her out of the pit she found herself stuck in
Neon reacted with surprise as you suddenly held her and kissed her. She froze, arms raising to keep you away
Wrapping your arms around her, you ran your hands over her back gently. Neon melted into you, but broke the kiss
“Y/N, I-.”
“Huwag kang mag-alala,” you interjected, “tumutok sa kung ano ang maaari nating kontrolin.”
Neon’s teary eyes were filled with a mix of hope and relief
“Salamat Y/N. Paano ako makakabawi sayo? Please, I can’t thank you enough!”
“Well, anong plano mo ngayong gabi?” you were going to make sure the night she planned didn’t go to waste
“I rented some movies, well Cypher pirated them for me. Gusto mo silang panoorin magkasama?” she tapped finger nervously on her bed
“Of course! Magugustuhan ko iyan!”
With that, you and Neon spent most of the evening cuddled together in her room. About half way through the second film, she leaned over to you and whispered
“Mahal kita Y/N.”
The Deal (Iso x Reader) Chapter 1
I tried dto post that 3 times from my PC but Tumblr crashed... so I'm posting it from my phone. I hope you guys like it !
Words count : 1400k
TW: none
"Fuck this I'm done!" yelling in anger I threw the gun to the ground, if Brimstone or Sova saw me right now I would probably get a scolding of a lifetime, but they weren't here with me. Only Gekko and his crew.
"Hey, calm down Y/n ! I'm sure you get it next try." the green haired Latino raised his hands, trying to stop me from exiting the practice range. I threw a nasty glare his way, making Trash growl at me in warning. "Hey, no that's not very nice!" he quickly scolded the creature making it roll its eyes at him.
I huffed and turned my head to the target I was practicing on. A ray of bullet holes behind it, only five or four on it. If being bad at shooting was a sport, then I was the champion of it.
"I'm sorry Mateo but I've been practicing for months now. I can't seem to land a single shot. If it's gonna be like that then I might as well quit while I'm ahead." I told him with a sad smile. His brow eyes widened in surprise upon hearing me say that, before I knew it, he was standing before me with a deep frown on his youthful face.
"Hey no, don't think like that. Not everyone is good at everything, chicka. Sometime those things take time." sending me a small smile he put a hand on my shoulder and squeezed it in silent support.
"It's been six months through, what if I'm not made for this?" I looked up at my best friend, desperation clear in my voice.
"Nobody was made for this, but everyone made it work in the end. You'll get there soon enough." he nodded his head, firmly believing in his own words.
I sighed. Yeah, I was invited to Valorant by Brimstone himself, but back then none of us knew I would be an absolute shit at shooting. All he saw was a silent Radiant, with control over sounds who was amazingly good at sneaking and getting information. It was what he needed, he told me back then. But then assured me he wouldn't send me anywhere until I finished my training. Ever since then I have been on the base spending my time in the shooting range alongside Gekko and Neon, who quickly became my best friend among the Agents. Guess I got one good thing out of that whole shit show.
"I'll talk to Brimstone." I said, already making up my mind. Wingman who was standing in-between us, put his tiny limp on my leg and let out a series of sad chirps making my heart clench in pain. Gosh I was going to miss this adorable guy. Neon and Gekko too, heck even Yoru who was a pain in the ass from day one.
"Y/n please, think about this." Gekko begged, his eyes glossy from the unshed tears. I chuckled halfheartedly at my friend and put a hand over the one he still had on my shoulder.
"I have."
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After my talk with Brimstone I made my way to my room and started to pack up my things. The older man wasn't pleased with my decision and tried to persevere me to stay, heck he even involved Sage in it knowing how much respect I held for the women. But I wasn't about to drag everyone down with my poor skills. They had Omen, Sova and Cypher to gather all the information they needed.
A knock on my door stopped me in my tracks. Narrowing my brows I sighed and decided to ignore it in favor of putting my things in my duffle bag. Another knock, this time a louder and more aggressive one.
"I don't want to talk, leave me alone Gekko!" I yelled hoping it would be enough. After all who else would it be? Neon didn't know about me leaving yet, and both Sage and Brimstone respected my choices enough to leave me alone for now.
"It's not Gekko." my eyes widened in surprise upon hearing the deep voice of Iso.
The Chinese hit man quickly became my favorite person around HQ, even if we didn't spend nearly enough time together, I still found myself harboring a crush on him. What was he doing outside my door?
I walked over to it and punched in the code to open them, coming face to chest with the handsome man. My eyes widened upon seeing the intensity in his lilac-colored orbs. They seemed to be glowing.
"I heard you were leaving." he stated, no greetings or how are you's. Just straight to the point.
"I.. I am yes." stuttering I gasped when he pushed me in the room and closed the door behind him.
"Why?"
"What do you mean 'why'?" I blinked in confusion.
"Why are you leaving? Give me a one good reason." he wasn't making any sense to me. Why was he suddenly so interested in me leaving the place? We spoke maybe a total of five times during my stay here. But I had to admit, it did make my heart do summer sluts inside my ribcage. Did he care?
"I suck at shooting, that's why." I stated simply, observing his face for any kind of reaction. All I got was him clenching his jaw and mumbling something in Chinese.
"Is that all?" he asked, making me narrow my own eyes at him.
"Excuse me?"
"That is not a valid reason to leave." he said in anger, taking a step closer. I never realized how big he was until now, holy shit! And he was mad at me to! (For some reason) Was this the way I was going to die?
"What's it to you?' I challenged him with a hiss.
"You. Me. Shooting Range tomorrow at noon. I will train you personally from now on." I could myself going pale. He wanted to train me? Personally? Yes please, but also no fucking way. I wasn't about to make a fool out of myself in front of my crush.
"No way. I'm leaving first thing in the morning." shaking my head I missed the moment he got closer, until I could feel the warmth of his breath on my face. It smelled faintly of cinnamon.
"I am not asking you, I'm telling you Tián tián." he leaned his head even closer, so close in fact I could make specks of dark purple in his eyes. "Listen to me. Let's make a deal. If you stay, I will make it so you'll be one of the best shooters in the entire team. Give me three months." I blinked at the sudden change of attitude. He was very confident in what he was saying that much I could tell.
"And if I don't become the best shooter?" I whispered, too scared to speak any louder than that. He was still very close to me, so when he smirked upon hearing my Question I about fainted then and there.
"Then I will let you go."
"You will let me go? Aren't you getting ahead of yourself, big guy?"
"Let me put it this way. If at any point of the three months you'll run away, I will personally hunt you down and drag you back. Do you understand?"
Okay, what the fuck was going on right now? Where was the sweet and shy guy who stuck to the side lines and didn't interact with others? Was he swapped during one of the missions? Did he hit his head or something? I blinked up at the older male, trying to understand what was being said to me.
"Okay. But what if you win the bet? What do you want in return?" I asked, my voice curious to hear his reason.
"You'll see." he stood up straight, putting more distance between us and making my heart calm down a bit. "I'll see you tomorrow." he winked and left both my room and me in a state of ruin.
jealous!bf iso x oblivious!reader 😭😭🫶🏽
would be super cute to see this, yes this is my alt btw LMAO.
jealous boy
CONTENT WARNING: mentions of harm, nsfw, petnames
A/N: drabbles // headcannons | nsfw at the end.
- i’ve said this once and i’ll say it again. iso is a yandere type of lover. he gets jealous, VERY easily. although, instead of talking it out, he’s one to do something.
- one time, phoenix was jokingly flirting with you before you and iso were dating and that ended up with a few cuts in phoenix’s favourite jacket.
- luckily for him he never got caught, although whenever phoenix gets too close for iso’s liking, he gives him a cold glare.
- jealous!iso is one to get angry easily, especially when you don’t understand that someone is flirting with you.
- doesn’t bring it up but will probably bring it up during sex // punishment sex or degrading.
- jealous!iso isn’t one to speak up but will intervene if someone is getting to close or needs to be put in their place.
- that could be: walking up to you and wrapping his arm around your waist and standing there, glares to the person, random kisses.
- iso’s not really a pda type person but all of that changes as soon as he gets jealous.
- one time had almost killed yoru because he wouldn’t stop wrapping his arm around you in a friendly way.
- possessive as fuck as well, will whisper in your ear about how yours his only.
— NSFW.
“fuck..!! fuck..!! yuyu s-slow down..” you whine out as his cock enters you at a rapid pace, your legs weakening as he goes faster and faster.
“..fuck.. can’t precious.. since you wanna be so oblivious.. you like getting other people’s attention..hm?” he teases as he pumps in and out faster, making you moan out.
“n-no y-yuyu im sorry..!! p-please!! t’much..!!”
“you should’ve thought of that before being so clueless to yoru..” he groaned out as he feel you get closer to your limit. he smirks, pulling out before you can cum. making you whine out.
“..i was so close.. y-yuyu please..”
“..beg and tell me who you belong to.. go on.”
secretive relationship between iso and reader? sneaking out, avoiding suspicion, etc.
secrets.
CONTENT WARNING: drabbles, fluff, nsfw
A/N: IVE BEEN THINKING OF THIS UGHH…
- iso is known as a cold, closed minded agent to almost everyone. i say almost because when it comes to you. hes faking every ‘cold’ thing or glare towards you.
- for example he’ll say something cold to you whilst he’s secretly squeezing your thigh under the dinner table to tell you he’s faking.
- when he’s around others, everything he says is an act. he can act cold to others but he’s the most loving boy to you.
- to avoid suspicion you guys just act how you did before you two got together, although there is only two agents that know. Fade and Cypher.
- Cypher knows because he went digging through the both of you guys. Fade knows because it’s both of your fears to get found out.
- It’s not really hard for the two of you to sneak out. On the outside it seems like the two of you are ‘friends’ but secretly you two are going to get boba together.
- Although suspicion arises when iso’s spoils you on a shopping spree and comes back to headquarters with bags. your bags.
- As I said before, Iso is a yandere type of lover. On team missions together or solo he is always checking up or protecting you. Forgetting everyone else on the team but you.
- If you get hurt or shot, iso is the one to make the call to base to let them know. if you’re struggling in a fight, iso is the one to get them before they can kill you.
- Iso is really protective of you, he’s not afraid to show it although he’s forced to play it off. Once he through a knife directly besides Phoenix’s head for complimenting and eyeing your outfit.
- He played it off as a ‘accident’ and how the knife ‘slid out of his hand when he was practicing flips.’ Although he was glaring at Phoenix as soon as he was apologising.
— NSFW 
“f-fuck yu.. w-why so fast.. please..” you moan out loudly as iso cock continues to ram into you. his face buried into your neck while he holds you against the wall, his hands on your ass.
“shhh.. you’re so loud 宝贝. you don’t want the whole headquarters to hear us.. now do we?” he muttered in your ear as he moves one of your hands took turn your chin to look up at him.
“t-too fast.. mm.. ah.. yu.. please-“ you moan out loudly, getting cut off by iso’s lips crashing onto you as he continues to pound into you.
“..宝贝 please be good for me.. i never get to fuck you like this…” he whispers in your ear.
Yoru was arrogant.
It was well-known by everyone and he wasn't even trying to hide it. To himself, he was the best, period. And like every arrogant people, he hated being humbled. It did not feel right.
"What is it, rift-walker ? Can't stand on your feet ?"
He despised it, your little proud smile. He couldn't believe that him, Kiritani Ryo, was being defeated in hand-in-hand combat by the newest agent. Each round felt like an humiliation. And he refused to accept that. But everytime he stood on his feet for another round, you immediately put him back to where he did not belong, the ground.
"Haven't you had enough ?"
He hated it, that tone you just used. You sounded so bored.
"Don't get ahead of yourself, newbie." he scoffed.
You let out a small giggle that made him clench his jaw.
"You're the one saying that ?" you asked rhetorically. "I can teach you some ropes, if you want."
Now he had enough. How dared you ? With an irritated huff, he stood up and walked out of the training room.
You just chuckled, not offended but amused. Other agents warned you about Yoru, and you just found him how interesting and amusing he could be. You already figured him out, he'll soon challenged you for another round. That's how arrogant people worked, they were predictable and Yoru wasn't an exception.
Yoru found you annoying.
Why did you have to get so drunk ? You're even louder now than usual now. He had to endure your irritating voice singing as he carried you on his back towards the dorm. He had to endure the sweet giggle escaping your lips every time he turned a corner. He had to endure the frustrating sensation of butterfly in his tummy when you nuzzled your face in the back of his neck.
Of course, he did not forget that your inebriated state was Jett's doing. But he could not help but think how stupid you were to drink that much even though you knew you were a lightweight.
When he finally put you in the warmth of your bed, he rolled his eyes at the sight before him.
You were drooling.
With an exasperated sigh and a scowl on his face, he wiped your chin clean and prepared to leave the room.
"Yoru."
He froze. You were only mumbling in your sleep, yet he could not stop the sigh of frustration from leaving his lips. He looked back at you, his cheeks slightly blushing, then tucked you in better.
He found himself ridiculous. Ridiculous for feeling that way towards you. Ridiculous for thinking you were cute. Ridiculous for caring that much.
He will definitely not forget to scold you in the morning while helping recover from your hangover.
heyyy i heard ur taking requests for iso 👀
can u do headcanons for iso x reader who isn't a radiant or even a part of the Valorant protocol at all?
Hello ! Of course I can ! Thank you for the request <33 I hope you like it ! Sorry if they are all over the place ^^"
VALORANT Iso x F!Civilian! Reader
Just because you're not a part of Valorant dosen't mean he won't spend as much time with you as possible. Heck he even tried to convince Brimstone to let him keep you in HQ for your own protection. This man is smitten with you and it pains him so much whenever he can't see you, especially during missions !
He tries to teach you Chinese, not much just some simple phrases. He was aware of how hard his native tounge was. In turn you teach him how to cook, so he dosen't live off of instant ramen etc. He's a foodie but that guy would burn water into a crisp if it was possible.
Guard dog Iso, that dosen't let you get too far away when the two of you are in public. Especialy if it's late at night. If the two of you go out clubbing, you can expect him to put his arm around you when you make your way back home. What you never saw was the way he looked at strangers, his beautiful purple eyes glowing in warning at anyone he deemed a threat.
God bless him when you're sick. Poor baby would stop whatever he was doing to get to you asap, but he won't know what to do. Asks Sage for advice or will Google it. "Princess, it says you need to go to a hospital !" he'll panic about his results. While you just roll your eyes at his antics. Being sick made you more grumpy than usual. "Oh for fuck sake, just give me some Ibuprofem !"
He'll start leaving some of his stuff around your house. It was an amusing scene to come inside while you danced around the kitchen in one of his hoodies and a pair of shorts. He loved the way you looked in it. 100% would take a picture of you.
Speaking of pictures. He was at least three albums on his phones dedicated to you. Something other agents will tease him about to death but he dosen't care. He's happy and in love ! His favorite foto of you was the one he took during your guys second date. It was a selfie you insisted on, you were grinning at the camera pearly whites on full display and diples in your cheeks. He saved it as his wallpaper soon after.
While you do know about him being a part of Valorant and a Radiant you hadn't had the slightest idea of how good he really was. It showed during one of your dates to an amusement park. You know those stals where you have to shoot a target to get a prize? Yeah he absolutely dominated those. Your bedroom was full of stuffed animals now !
He will show you his arena albeit not willingly. But he couldn't really say no to you, especially when you used puppy dog eyes on him. It was super cute to see your eye glow in amazement at his creation, his heart skipped a beat when you admitted how amazing it was.
He wants you to call him by his given name. But let's be honest you only used it when you were mad at him (which wasn't often mind you !) Most of the time you just called him baby or big boy.
Your nicknames for you ranged on how you felt at that time. From baby and love, to good girl and baby girl. He'll call you some cute names in Chinese as well !
hiii ^_^!!! I hope ur having a wonderful day. Rlly love ur iso hcs (i’m srry i’m saying it again but their so good 😭.)
I was wondering could you do a pt.2 of the relationship hcs? Like how Iso would act once the relationship has rlly set in and he’s completely comfortable with us?
thank you!
Ahhh!!! I'm so happy you love ny hcs!!!😭😭🫶🫶 PLEASE DONT APOLOGIZE IM ETERNALLY GRATEFUL THAT PPL LIKE MY STUFF LOL
I hope that this is to your liking!!<33
Relationship 2.0; Iso x GN!Reader
Im ngl yall, I'm the thpe of person to write a 100k slowburn romance buildup but when it comes to actually writing the relationship itself... mind is wont to blank...
Your relationship is hidden from the others. Even with the no frat rule being tsken out of procotol policy, Iso is keen about keeping your relationship private. The only one that knows are Sage and whoever you're close/best friends with.
Don't get me wrong, he's not ashamed of you or your relationship or anything like that. Behind closed doors, Iso is the best boyfriend you could ever ask for. I mentioned it in the last post, but he's really just a big softie.
Iso turns in for the night at a designated time without fail, but you know that he doesn't actually sleep. You'll make up some excuse to the others to check up on him in his room.
Some nights, he'll let you in and you both talk about your day and it's relatively peaceful, some nights, he wont even let you knock, using his sixth sense to sense if your near his door and instantly pull you in without a word, holding you close to him and burying his face in your neck. That's his way of saying that he missed you very much💜
Very cuddly, he likes having the reassurance that you're alive and breathing by keeping you close to him.
He calls you by your name, and he'll ask you to do the same. Sure, he likes his new name "Iso", but Zhao Yu much rather preferred the intimate connection to you have when you call each other by gov names which was something he didn't get often. Names are a not so fun thing for him. (He's a lil traumatized, but that's for another post🤭)
When it gets cold, Iso also runs cold. If you run warm, you can put your hands on his face and he'll lean into the touch or you can grab his hands and just hold them. It's enough for him. If you run cold, it's the only time he's fine with PDA, aka snuggling on the couch.... joined by the other agents.
When it comes to jealousy, ik I mentioned it in the other post too, but he has another reaction. If Iso see's you with another agent that's flirting with you, he'll come up and offer you to listen to music with him. As you listen and are distracted, he stares at the other agent with his 'assassin' glare per se.
One day at a sleep over with the other agents, you guys play a classic game of truth or dare. It's your turn, you say truth. Jett goes in for the classic "Do you have a crush on anyone here?" And you deny it. You can feel someone staring at you, and once the others are distracted, you turn to Iso who has subtle smirk on his face, nodding his head back to signal that he wants you guys to leave. You playfully roll your eyes.
VALORANT: Iso As A Boyfriend HC
Quick Disclaimer ! These are my HC about how I think Iso would be as a partner ! I might be writing a fanfic inspired by one of those in the future :) Also please forgive any gramma mistakes, English is not my first language !
He is not big on PDA, matter of fact he rather not show his affection to you in public at all. Not because he doesn't love you or anything, but because his past as a hitman was a dangerous one. He has made many enemies during that period and would rather die than endanger you like that.
And while he doesn't show his affection to you outside, he makes it up to you behind the closed doors. As soon as you step into his bedroom, he would swoop you up and drop you on his bed. He loves to cuddle you, enveloping your smaller form with his arms. For him it was as if he was protecting you from all the bad in the world, plus he loved to press soft kisses on your forehead and the crown of your head. Good luck trying to escape him through, that man is 6'3ft and pure muscle.
You steal his hoody all the time and he doesn't bat an eye. He likes the way it looks on you. In his eyes there is nothing more adorable than you in his clothes.
He makes you a special Playlist for when he's away on a mission.
Buys you gifts ! There is no rhyme or reason to it really, he just wants to spoil you. You tried to tell him he doesn't need to spend that much money on you, to which he replied: "I have enough of it to spend it on someone I love." and that shut you up really quickly.
He gives you private 1 on 1 lessons in Marksmanship. He wants you to be prepared for anything and everything so he takes his time teaching you. Super proud whenever you land a successful headshot !
Speaking of shooting. He refuses to let you go alone on missions, even if there is five people on your team he will convince one of them, or Brimstone, to give him a place in it. And then during the actual part he will follow you like a shadow, ready to take out anyone who dares step too close to you. Good luck to the unlucky fuck that dares shoot at you, his Arena is set and ready and so is he.
He takes you out to hotpot every once in a while. Mostly to secluded areas where he knows it's safe and he can trust the workers there. He's a massive foodie and loves exploring new dishes with you, it makes Iso feel closer to you on another level.
His grandma adores you ! He introduced you to her during your guys vacation time when he took you to his hometown. Iso was pleasantly surprised about his grandma accepting you so quickly.
He's not the jealous type, or at least he liked to think that. That was until Neon invited all of the younger agents out to a club in the city nearby the HQ. You were dancing on the dancefloor with Jett and Neon, having the time of your life when suddenly you felt two hands garbing you by the waist. Turning around you saw a stranger, grinning down at you with visible hunger in his eyes. Before you, or the girls could react Iso was on the scene. He didn't say anything but put his own hand on your shoulder, gently prying you from the strangers grip. You couldn't see it, because your back was turned to him, but his eyes started to glow a vivid purple. A silent threat to the man in front of him to back off. You can bet your ass, he was standing next to you for the duration of the whole party right after the incident.
I hope it was alright for my very first post :) I am taking requests for Iso if you guys have anything in mind ^^
jealousy (valorant x reader)
[ chamber, gekko, sova, omen x gn!reader ] — in which valorant men get a little jealous
tw: jealous and a little overprotectiveness but they’re (mostly) healthy about it. a little cursing for some flavor. random guy flirts with you in chamber's but hes not creepy about it. different guy is also creepy in omen's but its not talked about in detail. chamber makes a sexual joke in his.
CHAMBER ━━━
hot take: he’s so protective at all times idc idc
but he hides it so so well
he’s absolutely enamored by you, there’s no denying that. that’s only half the reason why he tries to show you off so much though
the other reason is because that means he is showing you off as his. he’s staking his claim on you in his own odd little way, but it works and neither of you mind it too much
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“are you sure this shirt doesn’t make me look weird?” you asked, tugging at the material.
as much as you loved it, you couldn’t quite tell me if it was ‘you.’ you stepped out of the changing room of the store you were in and into the hallway, where chamber sat patiently waiting. he loved a fashion show if it was yours, after all.
he pretended to inspect it thoroughly, leaning forward in his chair and narrowing his eyes.
before he could answer, however, a different voice sounded out. it came from the door next to yours, where a different man had walked into the hallway to look at his own clothes.
“it looks good,” he spoke, smirk creeping its way onto his face. “but i imagine you’d look good in anything, huh?”
both you and chamber sat still and quiet for a few beats, as if registering what had just happened. the line was well delivered, but seriously? could he not tell that you were with chamber?
“well,” chamber spoke loudly. “they do look good in anything. and in nothing. we could see how you look when the shirt is on our bedroom floor, how’s that, ma cheri?”
you attempted to ignore the warmth that rose in your face, but failed. again, you were stunned. the opposing man blanched and retreated back to his changing room, where he quickly shut the door.
“come now, love. i think a thousand dollars in one shopping trip is enough, no? or should we stop by one more store?” chamber was overly loud once again.
and lying through his teeth, as well — you’d come to retrieve a single shirt for an event. that said, you couldn’t help but laugh as the occupant of changing room next to yours fumbled over himself, apparently knocked something down, and released a string of curses.
he didn’t have to know chamber was lying, and you didn’t have to know chamber was lying because he knew he’d earn a laugh from you.
GEKKO ━━━
gekko has like. a normal amount of jealousy?
he’ll bite back the small senses of it whenever you’re giving another guy a little more attention that he would like you to
or he’ll politely explain to you that he doesn’t really like you doing something because of how it makes him feel and you’ll talk it through
not because he doesn’t trust you, he just needs that extra little reassurance
if you’re willing to give up doing something to give him that peace of mind? all the better. if not? he can work on it, no questions asked.
overall 10/10 v good communication skills i love him
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you could tell that gekko was uneasy. from the way his nails picked at his fingers and the constant bouncing of his knee, to the avoidance of eye contact and the way his speech was quiet and mumbled, gekko’s demeanor screamed something was wrong.
you watched him carefully as you sat back down at the table. again, his eyes didn’t move from the place they were locked onto.
a few moments passed as you thought of what could have been wrong. the two of you were at some company party, with loud music coming through the speakers and an unholy amount of people piled into the room. everyone was dressed formally in either dresses or suits, their makeup done perfectly and not a hair out of place.
maybe that’s what was wrong. perhaps the music was too loud or his suit was too tight.
“mateo?” you had to yell over the music, despite wanting your voice to be soft as you spoke to him.
he finally looked up to you, soft eyes scanning your face. he didn’t speak, but he hummed to acknowledge you audibly.
“is everything alright? you seem a little off.”
the question seemed to stun him for a few moments as he pulled his bottom lip between his teeth and looked back down to the table. after a deep breath, he finally answered. “i just felt a little… i dunno. saying i was jealous feels a little funny, but there was this guy earlier you were talking to? he was kinda tall, darker hair. and uh- anyway, you went to grab a drink and he seemed to be really funny i guess. you didn’t stop laughing the entire time you were talking and before you left he kissed your cheek.”
you thought about it for a second, trying to recall the interaction, before you let out something like a laugh.
“he’s from mexico, he told me it was a common thing there? i dunno. i’ve known him since i joined the protocol.” you said, smiling at him. “it’s nothing, but if you don’t like it i’ll tell him next time. i highly doubt there’s gonna be any hard feelings about it on his end. is that alright?”
he nodded, sending you a soft smile. his face had relaxed significantly in the past few minutes. "thank you, amor."
SOVA ━━━
he rarely gets jealous,, he thinks
he has a hard time exactly placing the emotion, and it’s mostly shrouded in protectiveness more than anything
he loves you, he knows you love him, and there is not a doubt that trickles into his mind
…..for the most part, anyway
there is the occasional time when that warmth spreads in his chest and the overwhelming urge to take you under his wing spawns, only to realize you aren’t in any danger
so why does he feel the need to protect you?
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sova had never had any ill-will toward phoenix. the two of them weren't particularly close, but they had worked and lived together for long enough that they were closer than one might expect.
maybe thats why sova agreed to play games with he and a few others the other night. they played stupid ice-breaker games, despite mostly having known each other for years. a few embarrassing stories of his friends' youth were shared, including the time jett ate brownies without knowing weed was baked in, and the time raze got caught sneaking out in her teens.
at some point, sova was asked who he had feelings for. it was the late hours of the night, and you had long since passed out on the couch next to him. he'll never figure out how you slept through the laughing and talking, but you did. without saying a word, sova had smiled softly and nodded over to you.
there were a few gasps, and then there was the laughing and cheering of a few others. phoenix held out his hand, to which jett passed him twenty bucks with a disgrunted face. evidently, they had had a bet about his feelings.
little did he know that telling them--phoenix, in particular--about his feelings toward you would go on to be one of the worst decisions he could have made.
ever since that night, phoenix had made it his goal to flirt with you as much as he possibly could when sova was around. he would send the russian a wink and a smile after every interaction with you, driving the stake deeper. though you thought he was just being friendly and joking around, the interactions never failed to spark a sick feeling in his gut.
and currently, he was almost at his limit.
he was normally fairly calm, but his patience with phoenix had been run thin over the past few weeks and the interaction between you two was getting a little too close for his comfort. not that he had some sort of claim over you; you weren't dating, so why did he have this feeling?
"could you hand me my water?" you asked from your spot on the couch. you gestured to the bottle of water placed in front of phoenix, who was sitting beside you.
he watched as phoenix took your hand and brought it gently up to his lips, planting a kiss on your knuckles. "anything for you, my love." his voice was dripping with sultry as he spoke.
in a few quick steps, sova got up and grabbed the bottle before phoenix could. he stepped around the coffee table and handed you the bottle, sending a glare over to phoenix when he stepped away. the other man raised his hands in mock defense and leaned back into the couch. with a sly smile, he positioned his arm around the back of the couch and pulled you into his side. you laughed, but didn't push away.
"ok, fine." sova finally spoke. he had been glaring daggers at you and phoenix for the better part of two hours, and you couldn't figure out why. "what the hell is it for, phoenix? why are you doing this?"
you leaned up from where you were leaned against the man in question. "doing what?"
phoenix smiled impossibly wider and leaned forward. "yeah, doing what?"
sova grumbled. he huffed and took a moment to collect himself. "leave, y/n." he looked at you and his eyes softened. "please."
despite the look he sent you, you weren't leaving. you crossed your arms in defiance and glared. phoenix's hand came up to rub your back.
"that!" sova finally spoke again. this wasn't how he wanted to confess to you, but so be it. "i told you weeks ago that i had feelings for y/n and you have since made it your life's mission to flirt with them. you don't have the same feelings for them, so why? what do you gain?"
phoenix, painfully calmly, got up and walked to the other side of the room. "for one, you finally confessed. don't have to deal with your 'longing gazes' anymore. secondly, jett now owes me twenty more bucks."
OMEN ━━━
omen would like to pride himself in the fact that he was rarely jealous.
insecure? sure. a little self-depreciating? of course.
but jealous just wasn’t him. as much as he was dissatisfied with himself, he had full trust in you.
however, that didn’t stop the rare inkling of a feeling that you truly would be better off with someone else, especially when they flirt, and even more so when you don’t notice
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one more time. that was all it was going to take.
just one more time for that guy to slide his hand up your arm, one more stupid joke to roll off of his tongue, one more laugh from you. omen knew he didn't exactly initiate physical touch all that often, but that doesn't mean he dislikes it. he would kill right now to have that be him, for you to be so close to him, for you to be laughing at his every word like you were laughing at that guy's.
he had told you that he would come with you to grab some supplies. a kingdom worker had been at the facility at the time, however, and the two of you seemed to be getting along perfectly well. to hell with the company you had asked from omen, he supposes.
and of course there it was again, his arm coming up to rest gently on your back as he guided you down another hallway. omen was a few steps behind the two of you, not that either one of you seemed to be paying him any mind.
fine. he could go back to his room.
his disappeared into a cloud of smoke, materializing again in the darkness of his own room. the events of the last thirty or so minutes replayed in his mind, a taunting loop of your smile as you looked at the man responsible for it. its not that he hated seeing you smile -- he loved it. but it was a different thing entirely when you smiled so big because of a man he could never be. maybe in another life, but not now.
the thoughts swirled in his head for what felt like hours. it was likely barely half an hour in reality, being that it took fifteen minutes alone to get up to his room from where the two of you had been before and likely another few to finish your work.
finally, a knock on the door of his room regained his attention.
"come in." he spoke, not looking away from the ceiling tile he'd been fixed on.
"what the hell is wrong with you?" you asked, clearly angry.
the phantom sat up, looking over to you incredulously. "what?"
"why the hell would you leave?"
"wasn't interested in watching him flirt with you." he was curt, as always.
"oh, yeah," you said dramatically. you were walking over to him now, standing in front of him. "because i was enjoying it so much. loved it even more when my boyfriend got tired and left me alone with him."
oh. that makes more sense than you blatantly hitting on him in front of your own boyfriend.
"really? sure seemed to find him so funny."
"because what am i supposed to do? tell him that he's not funny and to shut up?"
"you could have told him not to touch you."
"i did! and you didn't see me brushing his hand away and walking faster so he wouldn't rest his hand on my back? or were you too busy wallowing?"
the reality of this set in on him suddenly. he really had been too caught up in his own mind to realize what was happening. he had left you in an uncomfortable situation all because he was too stubborn to listen to what was actually happening.
"i'm sorry." he finally spoke.
"its okay," you sighed, and crawled your way into his bed. "i'll file a report or something later. we deserve a nap."
i’m thinking about JIYAN and his long, gorgeous hair. how he’s touch-starved ⟮you can’t convince me otherwise⟯ and that he loves when you sit behind him, gently removing his hairtie to let his locks tumble down his back before slowly running your fingers through the sleek strands. the way he’d sigh and close his eyes, leaning back against you as you treat him so gently and lovingly. he’d let you braid his hair, no protests from him at all; he’ll do anything if it means that you’ll keep touching him so softly and adoringly. like you love him.
Hello
Would you feel comfortable writing about periods?
If so I wanted to request Jiyan and Mortefi comforting reader during one
Thank you in advance ^^
A/N: Thank you for the request! I went with writing hcs for this, since those are easier to get done. So I do hope you like them anon :)
Jiyan:
-He is not around too much to really be in tune with your cycles but he is no stranger to them. He was raised by his mother who was a medic and not really the person to evade the subject simply because he was a boy
-When he is around and not fighting Tacet Discords or some other beast out there, he will be tending to you. Be it by spending time with you, holding you as you sleep or holding hands as you browse the market down the street - he needs to make up for all the lost time while he was away
-For this specific scenario, Jiyan wouldn’t need much verbal confirmation from you that you’re on your period. He sees the way you hold one hand over your belly and sees the even more obvious - blood stains on the sheets.
-You won’t find any judgment from him, he doesn’t think twice before he’s already looking for new sheets to change the bed while you’re in the bathroom. This man has seen far worse things to even be made to raise a brow at a little bit of blood on the blankets.
-Doesn’t make any fuss about it and asks whether you’d like him to prepare you anything to help with cramps or if you’d like a massage. And he is quick to tell you to lay down on the bed or sit at the dining table if you choose one or the other. Jue knows he’s tired as hell so when he sees you dozing off after taking medicine or getting your muscles worked out by his calloused big hands, he’s right there with you
-If you’d allow him, he’d spoon you and keep one hand on your abdomen. Sometimes he does it unconsciously too while cuddling, and the warmth of his hand definitely brings comfort and some ease from the aching pain there
-If you happen to be low on any hygiene products he can get them for you - although he will ask a lot about your preferred brands. If they don’t have X product, will Z product work for you? Or maybe a Y product? etc..
-Should you be feeling really emotional due to the wonders of a period, Jiyan is quite cautious to not upset you, and may lack in words a bit, offering you more silence if he sees that’s what would work for you. If you need reassurance he is there to give it to you too, he does strive for a good balance of everything, but he does prefer to communicate everything clearly. Tell him what you need, what you want him to do, and he is at it.
-It’s all domestic fluff with this man, he’s really chill and only worries if you’re in huge amounts of pain or if you refuse his help.
-You’re in safe hands if Jiyan is there to help you.
Mortefi:
-May come off as a person that would be disgusted by periods or anything that makes a mess, but he is not.
-Although he does fret or fuss a little over any bloodied sheets or a spot on the couch, he is quick to reassure you it’s not your fault - In a nutshell, it comes off like he’s angry at your uterus or pads for letting it all out rather than you. You can’t help it
-He cleans it all up on his own, no one else can do it as perfectly as he needs it all to be
-Doesn’t mind if you stay in bed for longer, and he makes it a point to check up on you throughout the day, even if it happens to be a work day for him, he will make time to walk back home or at least send you a text or give you a call just to make sure you’re doing well
-Doesn’t let you eat much, or any, fast processed food. Instead you get to indulge into even more of his own cooking!
-Besides his favorites - deserts of all sorts - he is not half bad at making good, healthy dishes that hold an abundance of all things good for you
-It’s like having your own personal chef, and he surely does not disappoint. If you happen to be craving something specific and there’s not a food out there that encapsulates that taste, he figures out a new dish just for you
-He would love it if you were at the dining table while he was making all these foods because he loves to talk to you and hear you talk to him, it gives him time to remind you in his own way that he cares
-It feels like he mothers you at times, but he is sweet for it. Sometimes you may catch his ears being dusted with red blush if he says something more straightforward about these feelings.
-Mortefi would also make sure to bring home quality hygiene products. He’d rather not risk your skin getting irritated, he wants you to be comfortable. He gets you heat bottles too, sometimes he uses them too if he has a stomach ache or a particularly bad headache.
-Not big on cuddles but will indulge you all the way. You just need to slide up to his side and draw his arm over your shoulders and he’s pulling you further in.
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May I request headcanons about what Jiyan's, Aalto's, Calcharo's and Mortefi's favorite types of kisses are?
A/N: You certainly can! I can honestly write a small followup drabbles for these too when I get the time. These are just some short headcanons in the meantime <3 Hope you enjoy!
Content: fluff, sfw.
Jiyan:
-While Jiyan isn’t too touchy in public, he doesn’t stray from some sweet little gestures of love like quick temple kisses or hand kisses
-He does them when he’s in a rush or when he just wants to show he loves you, while not being able to exactly “make out with you in broad daylight”
-The elderly that know him and happen to see him showing his affection like this don’t fail to swoon over how adorable you two are, praising you to no end and sometimes going really hard on teasing you. Some of them really have no chill-
-But in private, Jiyan loves to have you to himself, and his favorite kisses to give and receive are neck and on the lips kisses.
-Whether it’d be you laying on his chest and leaving little butterfly kisses along his neck, or him having you underneath him, showering you with multiple kisses, trailing pecks up your neck until he reaches your lips, where he lingers for longer.
-He loves showing you he loves you, especially since he never knows for how long he’ll stay on the front lines next, or if he’ll even return. Cherishing every single moment with you is his goal, burning those memories behind his eyelids of such intimate moments as these
Aalto:
-Aalto doesn’t shy away from PDA, but he still has manners! In public, his go-to kisses are cheek kisses. One hand holds you chin and he pressed his lips to your cheek and lets the kiss linger for a moment or two before parting
-Sometimes, he likes to hold the kiss for a long period of time until you pry him off of you, trying to see for how long he can stay “latched onto you”. It’s a harmless little thing, and he loves how effortlessly it makes you giggle and blush as you swat him away like a fly
-In private, Aalto becomes softer, going for kissing your closed eyelids and mapping the lines of your face with his lips. It starts soft and innocent, the quiet embracing you as you hold the weight of his love in the palms of your hand, feeling it squeeze your lungs.
-But then his lips trace lower to his next favorite place to leave kisses on you, your collarbone.
-If he feels especially energetic or playful, he will bite down a bit, nibbling here and there to get his fix of you before he all but traps you under him, his head on your chest as he pretends he’s knocked out cold.
Calcharo:
-Calcharo is quite the simple man. Even if he is quite tense at the start of your relationship, he does begin to crave your touch and affections
-He does sometimes struggle to understand when it would be the best time to kiss you or touch you in any way, so the easiest approach he comes up with is greeting and parting kisses. When he’s already in your shared home and you’re coming up to greet him
-His arms are wrapping around you like a bear trap and he’s leaning down to kiss you on the lips, letting you both linger lip to lip before you part ways.
-He may seem a bit rough with it but with a little bit of your help he does learn to soften up and leave feather light pecks on your lips after the initial one to soothe you over
-It becomes like a little ritual, every morning and evening it’s the same with him holding you close and letting his mind turn off for that short duration of the kiss
-Also does this in bed sometimes when you’re cuddling or if he’s having some trouble sleeping. Holding you helps ease him
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Gekko with a s/o who learns Spanish
Notes: This is pretty self-indulgent bc I just started learning Spanish haha🫣 Estoy enamorada💛
• Gekko helps you when have trouble with the pronounciation of some letters or words. He repeats them slowly and corrects you when you speak after him. He also mentions how different accents would pronounce the words
• You need a partner to converse with in Spanish every day? He's right in front of you! First, he would speak slowly to you with many exaggerated gestures so that you would understand everything. He would pick up the pace every time you get better until you two can talk normally.
• Sometimes he says things in Spanish that you don't understand like "Your outfit looks so cute today, I'm jealous!" and he wants you to figure the sentence out on your own. He always laughs it off when you figure it out and praises you for it.
• Gekko sends you little notes with cute and sweet things written in Spanish🥹 Wingman delivers them.
• Sometimes you even surprise Mateo when you say random words like "sacacorchos" and he wonders from where you got these words
• His mom is super proud of you. Every time you see her she asks you something new in Spanish and is surprised at your progress. In the beginning, it was hard to talk to each other since she could only speak Spanish and didn't understand English well, but the more you learned, the closer you got to each other🥺
• She complains about Mateo to you and shows you baby photos of him. Sometimes you even help her with cooking. You two basically became besties and it melts Mateo's heart!!
• He is also proud of your progress and kisses your cheek every time you tell him about something new you learned
• When you get a burnout, Mateo tells you that it's alright and to take it slow. You will overcome the walls you hit!
• In your free time, you watch Spanish shows or read Spanish books together. Then you discuss it and it helps you to gain more vocab and expressions <3
• When you're bored, you even watch cringe telenovelas together. That's how you learned relatively early in your Spanish journey how to complain and curse in the language😀
• Mateo promises you to go on a trip in a Spanish-speaking country with you as a reward for your hard work❤️
Iso / Li Zhao Yu
no specific warnings, mention of sex drive but mainly fluff
• Randomly thought about this but he’d be the type of person to let you sit on his lap as he plays games on his computer or phone
• is very affectionate usually but wouldn’t want a public relationship, not big on pda but will slip you a few kisses here and there
• despite not being fond of having a public relationship, he can’t deny he gets jealous. Like, if Yoru or someone was talking to you he would just glare at them till you’re finished, and when you do, start bombarding you with little pecks.
• he’s the type to be clingy, he would want to be around you for most of the day if possible but again, likes to keep your relationship for when you guys are alone.
• It’s not that he’s embarrassed of you or anything, it’s mostly because people will always try and tear your relationship down and he’s too obsessed in love with you to let that happen.
• his love language is a mix between physical touch and words of affirmation, he likes knowing hes doing stuff correctly to make you feel good but your touch is just so addicting to him, his heart flutters everytime your soft hands make contact with his skin.
• Sex drive is mid, he’s not crazy horny but if he gets the chance to, will feel you up. The type of guy to prefer (Thighs >> Tits) but either way, he loves your body regardless.
• He has a whole playlist based on you and how you make him feel, he usually listens to rap on his main playlist but he has a separate one with only songs that remind him of you, You told him this was cute and he went about as red as a tomato.
• Type of guy to frantically obsess over your voice, loves calling you when you guys are away from eachother because he gets to listen to that pretty little voice of yours, he isn’t too fond of FaceTimes though, mainly because he believes the camera makes him ‘Look bad’ in his words.
• You guys have pretty basic pet names for eachother but occasionally he’ll let Băo-bèi slip. Likes speaking his mother tongue to you even if you don’t understand, will call you pretty in Mandarin and mutter it, then when you ask him what he said he’ll say ‘Nothing.’
• He enjoys Hotpot, same with Boba. Everytime you guys pass by a Boba store he will beg to go in and get some, it’s like his guilty pleasure, and of course you give in everytime.
• He seriously loves you unconditionally, would do anything for you. When he’s had a bad day, you’ll just cuddle up with him and he’ll be back to the big smiling teddy bear he was earlier this morning.
• The other agents are slightly weirded out by how mushy he is around you, having no clue why but getting a good idea on where your relationship with him stands as time passes by. ‘You guys are so obvious.’ Jett says
• Definitely melts into your touch, it’s so easy for you to fluster him and he’s never felt this way about anyone specifically, the safety and reassurance he feels when you’re cuddled up in his arms is beyond anything any genie could give him, you truly do make him the happiest man in the world.
• Isn’t upfront about what he wants, he will imply it but get shy when you ask him to tell you directly, you find it cute how he flushes up because before you guys were dating all you could see in him was a calm, stoic ex fixer.
• You definitely make him lose his cool and it gets to him everytime, the way his heart-beat races significantly faster when he sees your face, the tightness in his chest when he sees you talking to somebody who isn’t him… He wants you to himself. Nobody will take you from him.
• Likes to leave hickeys on your neck, it’s a way to mark his territory even if he doesn’t like showing you off in public. He smirks to himself a little as Neon, Jett and Raze ask how you got those bruises on your neck.
• Goes out of his way to buy you flowers, usually Lilacs. He smiles as he goes through the various amounts of flowers, his eyes fixated on one specific bouquet as he proudly sets them down on your desk the second he gets to your room.
• Sometimes doesn’t feel like talking and you’re okay with this, you’ll sit and cuddle on his or your bed as he plays his music, just listening to it together. It comforts him so it should comfort you.
• After a failed mission where his double hurt you pretty badly, you couldn’t stare at him for a week. It hurt his poor little heart but your eyes couldn’t meet his, he tried to be okay with it, assuring you he loves you but honestly it was the worst week of his life. He couldn’t stand to look at your pretty face filled with such a despaired gaze, especially when it was towards him!
• Eventually you stopped feeling scared, knowing that this Yu would never hurt you in a million years. He couldn’t help but pull you into a warm embrace, whispering reassurance into your ear as you broke down in his arms.
• He loves you, and you love him too. You guys are happy together the way you are, and nobody, and he means nobody, will take you away from him. He’ll make sure of that much.
A/N: hi, just felt like writing a few cute little hcs for softie bf iso <3 i lab him sm
Could you please write some hcs for Mortefi, Jiyan, and Calcharo with a shy and anxious reader?
A/N: thank you for the request! I hope you enjoy these. It's my first time writing Calcharo so I hope I did him justice
Contents: Jiyan x Reader. Mortefi x Reader, Calcharo x Reader, all separate, gn s/o, fluff, a bit of crack ngl
Jiyan:
-Keen eyes is one of Jiyan’s best characteristics, and when it comes to you that trait of his gets amplified tenfold. He knows you more and more, day by day, and he keeps little mental notes of your person
-Just a person, and even more so as a medic at heart, Jiyan is able to notice your anxious behavior from a long mile away, and he does do his best to ease you in situations where he can
-He would never leave you alone if the situation is something you can’t handle, or if you’re simply feeling unwell - unless you voice it that you want to be alone
-Patience of a saint and the gentleness of a flower. It’s one of his best virtues, being able to lead an army like a general but remain soft and giving, not allowing his heart to turn to stone
-He does have the tendency to reach for your hand if he sees you really nervous or fidgeting. Sometimes he’d take your hand in both of his and massage your knuckles and fingers with one hand, all while asking if you’re alright and if there’s anything you’d like him to do
-When he’s on the front lines and comes across any medicinal herbs that could help you, he send them to you with a little heartfelt note on how to best prepare it, make it into tea or even possibly incense
-Always there to listen to you if you have anything to let off your chest
-If it makes it easier, he also talks for you in situations where you may be overly exhausted or simply don’t have the strength to talk to the other person. He never oversteps this though, he doesn’t say something you may not agree to
-Lots of people know you because they see you two so close together all the time, and due to that you have their respect. Some may even fear to land a finger on you since they’d rather not have the General hounding them down
-Jiyan may also have his mother check in on you when he’s away on the battlefield and when he can’t be there for you
Mortefi:
-Yapper one thousand deluxe and the enemy of anxiety if you ask me
-Not that he doesn’t know what or how it feels like, he had his moments too, but he has grown into the man that he is today. Anxiety fear HIM.
-He is a bit dense, so he may come off as if he’s trying to scold you when he catches you holding back on saying something, especially if it’s directed at him
-He encourages you to just talk, spill it out, he will not scold you for voicing your thoughts and in many situations he even looks forward to what you have to say
-He doesn’t mind quiet. If he sees some silence will do you good he will just shut it, occasionally flicking his lighter - the sound is just so satisfying and calming in times like this
-Mortefi isn’t too big on PDA, but on occasion he will place his hand on your shoulder or back to guide you through a crowd of perhaps down the hall. It’s a small little reminder that he has your back
-Doesn’t tolerate anyone that may have something unsavory to say about your shyness or anxiety. He is blunt and sharp, and says exactly how disappointed he is in the person that says so. And what could hurt more than being called an idiot by THE Mortefi in the most eloquent way that it leaves you questioning if it was flattery or well disguised cussing
-Mortefi also gets into the habit of leaving behind little things and trinkets for you, usually little sweet treats to get your spirits back up, but sometimes it may be little notes too to remind you to not lose courage or reminding you to eat
Calcharo:
-When he first notices you are really quiet and fidgety and refuse to meet his gaze he doesn’t think too much of it - at the end of the day you wouldn’t be the first nor the last one that is afraid of him
-But as time passes and you two bond and grow close, he realizes it’s not just fear of him, but also something much deeper and complex, something he can’t quite grasp yet and that leaves him puzzled
-Does ask some questions in regards to why you feel so anxious, or why you can’t just say what’s on your mind to certain people - especially to those that deserve to have a taste of their medicine
-He may not fully understand now, but he doesn’t deny that this exists and that it should be treated with some delicacy
-Now that is something he fears he can’t do. Softness is not his forte. He can’t hold you like a mother holds a baby, that gentleness evades him, and he can’t tell you love poems to ease your heart, that kind of creativity never came naturally to him
-But he can ensure your safety, through and through. If someone is bothering you, they won’t be doing so for much longer. If you need something from the markets and are anxious to go since it’s too crowded, he is going in your stead. If someone dares to be rude to you in front of him, they’ll be lucky to walk away with their spirit still within them.
-He does his best to accommodate you, even when it may be unreasonable to do so.
-He is short and direct with words, so he does tell you things that seem odd to him in regards to his behavior, the same way he does to his men - but the difference is that there is much more..care in his tone when speaking to you. He cares for his team, but even more so for you
-Calcharo may look like a big scary dog that bites everything that moves, but if you come to him asking for a hug because your anxiety spiked and you just need to be held, he is opening his arms and pulling you into a gentle little bear hug and holding you until you start to pull away
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☆ k' ; general sfw & nsfw headcanons
pairing / k' x afab gn! reader
disclaimer / size difference, stomach bulge, degradation, overstimulation, mentions of passing out, rough sex & choking
word count / 1,419 words
art by @/click_burgundy (twitter)
SFW
⭒ k' is a tough cookie to crack. he's not the type to instantly fall head over heels for anyone. if you two are already extremely close, it's much easier for him to develop feelings. it was probably there but not prominent.
⭒ you have to initiate a lot as in a way to "prove" to him that you're interested in him. if you're already naturally a flirtatious brat, he'll shoot down all of your advances with a simple "shut up". he doesn't mean it of course and you know it, he's just a little shy and doesn't know how to respond but he does find your determination cute and it does help fuel his ego.
⭒ kula diamond constantly teases him about you (in a good way)! she knows that he's still sorting out his feelings for you but she's never seen him in such a state, she just wants to take give him a little "helpful" shove (also she just wants to be a dick to him because who wouldn't).
⭒ tease him with sarcastic comments/jokes. he takes everything so seriously so he really won't know your tone to him unless you say it outright. he'll put up his tough guy demeanor when you do tell him but he's really trying hard to mask his embarrassment (and slight annoyance).
⭒ when he does realize he's fallen for you, he starts to distance himself from you and puts up a stronger wall between the two of you. he's afraid of commitment and has self worth issues due to his past with nests.
⭒ he's very emotionally troubled and just needs that every now and then assurance from someone. please help him get him out of his shell. break his wall down full force, offer a listening hand as he prefers to just confide in small physical touches and silence. because of already being close with you, he naturally trusts you of course but years of trauma caused him to believe you'll use his own experience with nests against him somehow.
⭒ he's horrible at communication and doesn't know how to approach a problem if you two ever have one together. help and teach him and he'll start to slowly broaden himself.
⭒ stereotypical social butterfly sunshine s/o and grumpy antisocial boyfriend. he needs someone to balance him out! but if you are similar to him, he finds it comforting how someone can relate to him.
⭒ as we all already know, k' has terrible anger issues. he won't ever truly be angry at you but if he is, he'll have his usual sour, grumpy aura around him but make it 2x worse (completely unapproachable at that point). communicate and be patient with him, he's a handful but he just needs someone's guidance (badly) and there's not anyone in the world that he listens to the most except you.
⭒ he's not really into pda much but he does find you being affectionate in public bothersome (in a good way!) if you're doing it in front of his team while they're discussing about breaching nest, he absolutely starts to get flustered (but like, in his own nonchalant way but you can just tell by the way he has his "'annoyed' face but secretly enjoys it'"). it's nothing personal (just kidding it is), he just doesn't want you to distract him in front of his team because he has to keep that tough image going on.
⭒ lots of passionate kisses but k' is also a sucker for light feather kisses. anything from you leaves him on his toes. if you're shorter than him, pull him down by his leather collar! he loves that sudden pull and your small grip on him.
⭒ if you're taller than him, he'll be kinda annoyed and offended (even though you can't control your height 😭). his ego definitely deflates every godforsaken time he has to straighten himself. at that point, he refuses to adjust his posture anymore. you'll have to be the one leaning down to his level if you want a kiss. he's not seriously mad so don't worry! just tease that egotistical bastard.
NSFW
⭒ despite not looking like a mfing virgin, 100%, this man has no experience whatsoever. because of him being completely unapproachable and just the fact he's always in a sour mood, nobody even attempted to pursue him and stayed admiring from afar.
⭒ however, despite having no experience, he's a natural when pleasuring you. he knows the general gist of it all but never really cared about it nor given it much thought. he'd only take care of himself when necessary but other than, he just doesn't care.
⭒ but after experiencing it firsthand with you, this man will completely be infatuated with you. he finds sex sensual and emotional. just the thought of being vulnerable with each other, a moment that'll only be shared with the two of you. sex to k' means pure devotion.
⭒ monster dick 100%, i know damn well that man is packing 10 inches down there after countless of debates with myself. 🥲 sex with k' for the first time was absolutely terrifying because of you discovering his size for the first time. his dick will barely be in you and you'll already feel full, horrified at the sight of the prominent stomach bulge.
⭒ k' is naturally, a silent man. but when he's in bed, god will there be a shitton of grunting and panting. he'll hiss a lot for sure. he's very verbal the entire time and is not hesitant about it. he won't be admitting his love for you the entire time he's fucking you though but won't hesitate to whisper in your ear on how beautiful you are. if you're comfortable with it too, he's into degradation. talking about how good you're taking his monster dick and how much of a whore you are for him.
⭒ he prefers to always be the one in control, he likes it that way. but he actually likes to receive more than give. just watching you go down on him, his vision hazy and reaching his high. there is never a more beautiful image to him than that concentrated look on you with your eyebrows scrunched and your tongue swirling around his dick.
⭒ he's very aggressive when experiencing waves of pleasure, he'll be tugging your hair a lot and guiding you to the "just right" spots. the head of his cock will hit the back of your throat a lot which'll make you gag but that just turns k' on more.
⭒ wear lingerie for this man and instantly, he'll be all yours forever. he's a sucker for black or red lace lingerie and just absolutely fucking you in such pretty clothing, that recollection will be on loop in his head for weeks.
⭒ he's into fucking you on any surfaces. against a wall, a door, on a table, god he'll love anywhere. especially when you're behind me and your boobs are all pressed up on the wall. that shit is extremely sexy to k'.
⭒ if you're trying to be dominant and ride him, he'll just laugh at you and just watch you try to take him in while making him jelly. he's amused by your determination and will give you the benefit of a doubt but will continue taking the lead when he gets bored.
⭒ rough sex and overstimulation. his stamina is unreal and he can even go in you without prepping you first (ouch). he can go on and on the entire night, pussy drunk and won't even realize the state you're in until you pass out. make a safe word with k' so he can come to his senses.
⭒ he's into choking 100%. whether it be choking you or being the one choked, he loves it all. if you let him choke you, he'll hesitate for sure and won't ever seriously choke but just have his hands around you and caress your neck a bit rough. that's how far he'll go with you. but you, the one choking him? show him your worst, he loves the exhilaration.
⭒ aftercare with k' is him cleaning up the area and you as well. he'll be putting you to bed and fixing your hair with a plastic water bottle all ready for you if you're thirsty. he'll be sitting on the bed, waiting to know if you need anything else or until you fall asleep.
Breaking the Barrier | NSFW
ISO x READER (VALORANT)
oneshot
In the dimly lit confines of the Valorant base, you and Iso find yourselves alone, the air thick with unspoken desire. There has always been a magnetic pull between you, an attraction that neither of you could fully ignore. Iso's enigmatic presence and quiet confidence have always set your heart racing, and tonight, that magnetic force seems stronger than ever.
As you stand there, caught in the intensity of Iso's gaze, you feel a surge of excitement and nerves coursing through you. You’ve always harbored feelings for Iso, and tonight, you sense that he might feel the same way. The tension is palpable, a silent exchange of longing glances that leaves you breathless.
Suddenly, Iso takes a step forward, his usual stoic expression softening as he looks at you with a mix of desire and hesitation. It's as if he's wrestling with some inner turmoil, unsure of how to proceed. You take a deep breath, deciding that now is the time to take a bold step forward.
Without a word, you close the distance between you, your fingers lightly grazing Iso's arm before trailing up to his shoulder. His skin is warm beneath your touch, and you feel a shiver of anticipation run down your spine. Iso's eyes widen slightly in surprise, but he doesn't pull away. Instead, he steps closer, his breath mingling with yours.
Gathering your courage, you lean in and press your lips against his in a tentative kiss. Iso responds eagerly, his hands coming up to cradle your face as he deepens the kiss. The taste of him is intoxicating, and you find yourself melting into his embrace, unable to resist the pull of his lips against yours.
As the kiss intensifies, a primal urge rises within you, a need that demands to be satisfied. With trembling hands, you begin to explore Iso's body, tracing the contours of his muscles with a reverence that leaves you dizzy with desire. Iso's touch ignites a fire within you, his fingers deftly unbuttoning your shirt as his lips trail down your neck.
Breaking away from the kiss, you drop to your knees before Iso, your hands working to undo his belt and zipper. Iso watches you with a mixture of surprise and anticipation, his breath coming in ragged gasps as you free him from his pants. The sight of his arousal sends a thrill of excitement through you, and you take a moment to savor the anticipation before leaning forward.
With a slow, deliberate motion, you take him into your mouth, your tongue swirling around the tip before sliding down his length. Iso lets out a low groan, his hands tangling in your hair as you begin to move. The taste of him is heady, and you find yourself lost in the rhythm of the act, each movement sending waves of pleasure through your body.
Iso's responses are intoxicating, his groans and gasps spurring you on as you increase the intensity. His grip tightens in your hair, his hips bucking slightly as he struggles to maintain control. You take him deeper, the sensation of him filling your mouth driving you wild with desire.
As you continue, the room is filled with the sounds of your shared pleasure, the primal rhythm of your movements building to a crescendo. Iso's breathing becomes more erratic, his muscles tensing as he nears the edge. With one final, deep thrust, he lets out a strangled cry, his release filling your mouth.
You swallow, savoring the taste of him as you look up to meet his gaze. Iso's eyes are dark with desire, his chest heaving as he struggles to catch his breath. He pulls you to your feet, his lips crashing against yours in a desperate, hungry kiss that leaves you breathless.
As you lay together in the aftermath, tangled in each other's arms, you can't help but feel a sense of contentment wash over you. In Iso's embrace, you have found a sanctuary, a refuge from the chaos of the world outside. And as you drift off to sleep, wrapped in his warmth, you know that this is just the beginning of something truly special.
"𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐢𝐭. 𝐊𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠."
Pairings: Yoru x fem!reader
Summary: After a stressful day filled with missions and nonstop training sessions which involved Brimstone yelling at everyone around, it was safe to say that you and Yoru were exhausted. So, as always, you two decided to let off some steam. And what better way to do that than to have his pretty lover, you, ride him?
Warnings: p in v, riding, use of pet names, bit of degradation, unprotected sex, breeding, porn w/o plot
(A/n: When I heard Yoru say this in a match, I just knew I had to write it. Istg, I go feral everytime this man speaks.)
(NSFW below the cut!)
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“That’s it. Keep going.” Yoru breathes out, hands tightly gripping your hips as you moved up and down on his length, whines and moans of pleasure escaping your lips every now and then. Such pretty sounds, he thinks. But then again, everything about you was pretty.
“Look at you. Fuck. Such a slut for my cock, hm?” You were far too out of it to even process what he said, so you only nodded, hoping you weren’t making a fool of yourself in front of him
Seeing this, he chuckles, squeezing your supple flesh reassuringly as he continues to watch you ride him, guiding you here and there. What a glorious sight; Yoru knew this image of you would be stuck in his head for days. He relished in the way you bounced on him, tits mimicking the movement of your hips as you lost yourself in pleasure. He wished he could stay in this moment forever, within the warmth of your gummy walls.
Your eyes were screwed shut, head thrown back with a fucked out expression painted across your face. One hand was firmly planted behind you, on top of Yoru’s leg as you straddled him while the other rubbed quick circles on your clit.
Fuck, you looked like a goddess. He was losing his mind over how heavenly you appeared to be as you played with yourself.
You could say this was your favorite part of the day; sexual tension finally getting released in the bedroom, relieving both you and Yoru. This is definitely what you both need after such a stressful day. A good fuck.
I mean, working as an agent for Valorant was stress itself alone. And it’s worse knowing either of you could get injured at any given moment, or maybe even die. But you try not to think about it too much as it would only make things worse.
As you both continued, it was as if fumes from your intimate activity were clouding the entire room, creating an atmosphere of sex and need. One that felt warm and moist on your skin, added with a bit of familiarity.
“F-fuck. ‘m close, so close.” You uttered out, hips desperately grinding on Yoru’s to reach that sweet climax you’ve been working so hard for.
Hearing this, he bites his bottom lip, forcing a stop to your movements which earned a frustrated exhale from you. You opened your eyes, vision slightly hindered by tears as you turned to look at him. You tilted your head to the side, shifting in your position while giving him a look of confusion.
The agent only chuckled at this, amused by your frustration. He enjoyed seeing you suffer— it was a guilty pleasure of his. He rubbed small comforting circles onto the skin of your hips before answering,
“Come here, my love. You’ve done so much work already, let me take care of the rest.”
The minute those words left his mouth, butterflies exploded in your stomach, an even warmer sensation coating your already hot cheeks. You nodded eagerly as you moved, leaning down and wrapping your arms around his neck, nuzzling your face into his skin and planting soft kisses on it. He in response, smiled at this, kissing the side of your head before placing his hands on your back, rubbing it soothingly and getting into a comfortable position— one that he can easily thrust into.
“I love you so much.” He whispered, tucking away a strand of hair behind your ear.
Just when you were about to respond, you were cut off when Yoru slammed his hips into yours, the tip of his cock instantly kissing your cervix, causing your mouth to hang open and your eyes to roll back. The words died down on your throat, getting replaced by a loud moan that was both from surprise and pleasure as he practically drilled into your dripping cunt.
Babbles of his name rolled off of your tongue like a prayer, nails digging into his skin as you mewled, the sensation becoming almost too much to bear.
Oh, you were so close. So close that you were practically hovering over the edge. All you needed now was just something to push you off, and luckily for you, Yoru knew exactly how to do that.
Tears slipped out of your eyes, rolling down your cheeks as you sobbed, begging the man beneath you to let you cum.
“Wanna cum so bad. Please, please, please. Please let me cum.” You cried out, your whole body shaking as Yoru continued his abuse on your wet heat.
He smirked upon hearing your words, holding you tighter against him, his hands leaving marks on your hips that will surely bruise tomorrow.
“Aww, my little princess wants to cum? Go on then. Make a mess on my cock like the whore you are.” He cooed, both amusement and mockery evident on his tone. He loved seeing you like this. A literal begging mess that was ready to be picked up and pieced back together. He swears he cums almost instantly when he hears that cute, little voice of yours plead for his approval.
That was all you needed to reach your peak. It felt as if you toppled over the edge, a burst of ecstasy shooting throughout your body like electricity, sending aftershocks and waves of euphoria to ripple through your whole being. You let out an almost pornographic moan, sending the man beneath you over the edge as well.
Yoru moaned as he shot thick ropes of cum inside of you, filling you up to the brim and coating your velvety walls white. He continued to sloppily thrust, pushing his seed deeper and making sure it wasn’t dripping out. He wasn’t allowing even a single drop to go to waste.
Oh, fuck. The sole image of you swelled with his child made his eyes roll back, a shiver running down his spine at the thought of getting you pregnant. If that were to happen, he’d surely be overjoyed. But of course, he’ll always leave that choice up to you.
After that, you both stayed still, breathing heavily as you tried to calm down from your previous high. You were exhausted, sweaty, and satisfied. You couldn’t have thought of any better way to end this day.
“I love you…” You murmured, words slighty incoherent, but you’ve been with Yoru long enough for him to know exactly what you said. Your eyes slowly closed, a sigh of contentment leaving your lips while his hand smoothed over your back, occasionally tracing shapes on your skin to help you fall asleep faster.
Once Yoru was sure you were knocked out, he slowly pulled out and gently laid you down on the bed. He then got up, slipping on a fresh pair of boxers before going into the bathroom to grab a damp towel. He also grabbed clean clothes for you to change into before walking back to the bed.
He sat down on the edge, admiring your sleeping form for a while and the peaceful look you had on your face. God, you were so beautiful (he lost count of how many times he said that already), he adored every single thing about you. From your curves to your beauty marks, everything. You were the sheer image of perfection in his eyes. No one could ever compare to you. A literal supermodel could be in the same room as him, yet he’d only have his eyes on you.
Shortly after ogling over your beauty, Yoru got to work and began wiping you down. He made sure you were as clean as possible before changing you into the clean undergarments he brought. He also took off the sheets and threw them in the laundry basket, not bothering to put on new ones since he was too tired and didn’t want to disrupt your slumber.
Once he was done, he got under the covers and pulled you into his embrace, giving you one last kiss on the forehead as you snuggled closer to him. He smiled once he felt this, causing him to think that you were seeking his warmth— you were. That alone was enough to reassure Yoru, allowing him to drift off to sleep with his mind at ease.
(A/n: Alrightyy, I just needed to finish this one so I could finally start working on the requests I have! Thank you sm to all the anons that sent me requests! I love y’all 🫵🤍 Hope you guys have/had a great day‼️🎊)
Tangled in Desire | NSFW
GEKKO x READER (VALORANT)
oneshot
The night air is warm as you and Gekko find yourselves alone in his dimly lit room, the gentle hum of Los Angeles nightlife filtering through the open window. His radivores have retreated to their globule forms, giving you both some privacy.
You've known Gekko for a while now, your friendship growing deeper with each shared adventure and quiet moment. Lately, you've noticed the lingering touches, the stolen glances, and the unspoken tension building between you. Tonight, that tension feels particularly thick in the air.
Gekko's eyes, deep and filled with a mix of affection and desire, lock onto yours as he steps closer. He hesitates, as if considering whether to close the distance. "I've been thinking about you all day," he murmurs, his voice low and husky.
Your heart races, but you simply smile, stepping a little closer yourself. "I've been thinking about you too, Mateo."
He reaches out, his hand brushing against your cheek before he pulls you into a gentle kiss. It's soft at first, exploratory, as if he's savoring the moment. His lips are warm, moving against yours with a tenderness that makes your knees weak.
As the kiss deepens, the world outside fades away, leaving just the two of you in this intimate bubble. Gekko's hands trace the contours of your body with a mix of urgency and reverence, each touch igniting a fire within you. Yet, he takes his time, not rushing the moment, letting the anticipation build.
Clothes are slowly discarded, each piece falling away as if in a dream. His gaze roams over you, filled with admiration and longing. "You're beautiful," he whispers, his voice thick with emotion.
You respond with a soft sigh, your hands exploring his toned body, tracing the tattoos that tell stories of his life and adventures. The air is filled with the scent of desire and the sound of your mingled breathing.
Gekko's touch becomes more insistent, his kisses more demanding, but he still holds back, drawing out the moment. He whispers your name, his breath hot against your ear, sending shivers down your spine. "I want you," he says, his voice raw with need.
Finally, the slow burn reaches its peak. Gekko gently lowers you onto the bed, his body hovering over yours. His eyes search yours for any hesitation, and finding none, he moves forward. The feeling of his body pressing into yours is electric, a culmination of all the anticipation.
He enters you slowly, almost reverently, his eyes never leaving yours. The sensation is intense, a mix of pleasure and deep connection. He moves with a careful rhythm at first, each thrust measured and deliberate, drawing out the pleasure.
As the passion builds, his movements become more urgent, his need matching your own. You meet each thrust with your own, your bodies moving in perfect harmony. The room is filled with the sound of your mingled moans and the rhythmic creak of the bed, a symphony of shared desire.
Gekko's hands are everywhere, caressing your skin, holding you close, his lips never far from yours. His whispered words of adoration and desire fuel the fire between you, driving you both toward a powerful climax.
When release finally comes, it's overwhelming, a wave of pleasure that crashes over you both. Gekko holds you tight, his body trembling with the force of his own release. For a moment, the world outside ceases to exist, leaving just the two of you, connected in the most intimate way possible.
As the night deepens, you find yourselves tangled together, sweat-soaked and sated, a sense of deep connection and satisfaction settling over you both. Gekko's arms wrap around you, holding you close as he whispers sweet nothings, making you feel cherished and desired in a way you never have before.
With Gekko, the slow burn was worth every moment, every heartbeat, every breath.
ᝰ.ᐟWhere do they kiss?
⊹ ࣪ ˖ Feat. Aalto, Jiyan, Yuanwu, Calcharo, and Mortefi ⊹ ࣪ ˖
𐙚 Aalto - Cheeks
This man loves and I mean loves to tease you and is very touchy, but it would be surprising to know that he likes to kiss his partners on their cheeks rather than their lips. Whenever you get too close to him, he'd lean to you so he could pour butterfly kisses on your cheek. When feeling frisky, he'd take a bite.
𐙚 Jiyan - Lips
A ladies man and a gentleman by heart. Doesn't make the first move when it comes to kisses, sadly. Although.. he can't exactly resist your lips and it's in fact his most favorite part of you. Whenever his lips are on yours, he'd pull apart for a few seconds just to say "You're unbelievably breathtaking." And all those mushy words he could ever say.
𐙚 Yuanwu - Fingertips
Yuanwu is a respectful man no matter what the case might be. If he truly has feelings for you, he'd convey it in the most subtle but romantic way. He would gently grab hold of your hand, your fingers pulled towards his lips and you would feel his hot breath against your skin. His kiss is soft, he kisses your skin as if you were the most precious gem he had held in his hands.
𐙚 Calcharo- Neck
Calcharo isn't entirely affectionate or just doesn't know how to. He expresses himself in a different way (overprotectiveness, nagging, etc) but one thing he really loves doing is back hugs and neck kisses. When exhausted, he'd look for you, giving you pepper kisses on your lips before turning you around so he could hug you from behind. He loves nestling his head on the crook of your neck before kissing it multiple times.. sometimes he purposely leaves marks. No one knows why as of now.
𐙚 Mortefi - Collarbone
Mortefi is obsessed with you. Might seem romantic if you could stay delusional, but he's obsessed with your identity, who you are and what you are (canon rover). Mortefi would be.. quite suggestive. He likes planting kisses on your neck and all the way to your collarbone, by the way, his kisses burn. He finds himself hard to control whenever you're around, the only question is— is it truly for "research purposes"?
⊹ ࣪ ˖ I'd add scar and geshu lin.. but it wouldn't be sfw anymore 🤭.