The Very Strange Disabled Experience Of Constantly Downplaying Your Own Pain And Then Out Of Nowhere

The very strange disabled experience of constantly downplaying your own pain and then out of nowhere you have an Epiphany and realize that most people don't have days where they wake up feeling like a deboned fish.

I’d love to hear other peoples’ thoughts on this, but hear me out…

Soap is lowkey way scarier than Ghost

He’s not usually scary because he doesn’t try to be. Soap is very charming and boisterous and has a great sense of humor.

But I saw someone point out how Soap’s eyes are just on the side of too blue if he wants them to be. Too intent. Have you seen the way he looks at graves? Have you seen the way his ADHD ass focuses with that wide-eyed, predator-like intensity?

Soap isn’t a bad guy, he wants to fight for what’s right. But he likes the fight. He has fun. I sincerely believe this man has a very well-hidden and controlled sadistic side.

He’s a demolitions expert. He’s incredibly smart and incredibly destructive. I feel like people headcanon him as being the most effeminate or happy-go-lucky of the 141, which he very well may be! But I also think he is the most batshit insane and quite possibly the last person I’d want to cross.

The disabled feeling where you're in pain but you don't want people around you to fuss over you so you just try to live through the pain until medicine kicks in (if it kicks in), meanwhile tears involuntarily fall down your cheeks.

What have I done to have all this hurt inside me ?

"Name one hero who was happy"

"I can't"

Katelyn and Neil are the only people that can differentiate the twins when they're wearing big hoodies (that cover slight differences in their muscles and cover Andrew's armbands). This is because they think the twin they're not dating is ugly, even tough the Twinyards have the same face. It's like a 6th sense.

(It's probably something in their eyes - Katelyn likes the underlying soft sadboy-ness in Aaron, while Neil is drawn to the calculating edge and protectiveness in Andrew)