BPD Warrior❤️🩹 Graphic Designer👩🏼💻Sharing what I learned from therapy and DBT group, my life, and BPD thoughts.Billie Eilish & Taylor Swift are my FPs
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Today Is #WorldMentwlHealthDay And Ive Been Crying Half The Day Cuz My Instagram Feed Is Overwhelmingly
Today is #WorldMentwlHealthDay and I’ve been crying half the day cuz my Instagram feed is overwhelmingly full of terror and hate. To save myself from completely despair I’ve deleted it and promised myself at least a week without it…
At least my little corner of tumblr is still nice😌
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do you guys ever think about dying? ✨
Escape
I'm so sick and tired Of being alive Without feeling alive; Sick of this wanting To live, when Every attempt at living Drains me to crave the Great escape:
Death.
I crave, Dejected by all the time, Squandered in fighting; All the time, spent unliving, therein, And the innate Futility Of my resistance.
I pace In a paradoxical cage:
I waste My life-time fighting and craving Time, spent alive, yet it is solely Fighting and craving That keeps me Living.
I pace in this cage to exist another day.
There is no escape.
--- 25-7-2023, M.A. Tempels ©
The BPD urge to just kill yourself rather than continuing to burden others.
this genre of picture 💜🩵