Taylor Really Said So I Wander Through These Nights I Prefer Hiding In Plain Sight My Fourth Drink In

taylor really said so i wander through these nights i prefer hiding in plain sight my fourth drink in my hand these desperate prayers of a cursed man spilling out to you for free but darling please you wouldn't take my word for it if you knew who was talking and we all just moved on. like

I need to feel productive and like I can accomplish something so I’m giving myself the goal of finally finishing my guides for the STOP and TIPP skills by next Friday, October 27th. And then diving into 1989 TV will be my “reward.”

I’m a girl with a desperate need for a gold-star feeling and pretty much no opportunities for moments like that. So I have to create them myself and reward and love myself…no one else is going out of their way to do it for me.

Literally was fighting with every doctor from age 14 to just this year at 29 to take away my bipolar diagnosis cuz it wasn’t right. Never back down, they don’t live your life for you do they can’t say you are something you don’t feel is accurate.

Self-diagnosed BPD Culture is constantly wondering if you’re just overthinking and feeling invalid because medicine has deemed you “too young” to be screened as though trauma can’t effect you before you’re fucking TWENTY. Even though you exhibit every symptom and are constantly struggling because of it, you’re brushed off.

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I'm like if an eccentric genius was fucking stupid

Bones and crippling anxiety🥲

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