eternalyraven - Just Sittin Here Watching The Wheels Go Round
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Just Sittin Here Watching The Wheels Go Round

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eternalyraven
9 months ago

It's so weird talking to people who's view of "here's the way life is for everyone" is shattered as soon as they talk to someone with disabilities (physical, mental illness, any). Like you'll say you'll have a problem and instead of helping you they'll argue with you about how you're not actually facing that problem. Like,

Me: Hey, I'm really struggling to find a job and a part of it is my resume. I was depressed & psychotic during highschool so I didn't do anything to gain skills or achievements to put on my resume. I also don't have anyone to put as a reference. What can I do?

Them: You can add your skills, hobbies, clubs you're in, and different volunteer work you've done! You can also get your teacher as a reference.

Me: I already know what to put on a resume, my issue is that I don't have things that I can use. Also, I'm in my mid 20s so I don't know if I can put my highschool teacher as a reference.

Them: Well if you're a part of a church or an activity group, you could add that. Also, think of any projects you've worked on in the past.

Me: I already know you can put these things on a resume. I'm not looking for suggests of things I've already done, I'm looking for what I can do now if I haven't done anything.

Them: There's no way you didn't do anything during highschool?? What about some odd jobs you definitely did for extra money, like babysitting or mowing the lawn?

Me: I spent all of highschool either in modified classes or in bed doing nothing - not even hobbies, what about that do you not understand?

And then you talk to someone who's also disabled and they're like "Here's a bunch of jobs you can do from home that don't pay much but look good on a resume, here's some free online courses that also look good on a resume, here's how you can be making small amounts of money in the meantime, here's some things you can put besides a professional reference, and here are your rights if your future employer tries to take advantage of your disability - which you probably shouldn't tell them about unless you need accommodations."

And suddenly my will to continue trying returns!

eternalyraven
9 months ago
May This Month Bring You Peace, Comfort, And Everything You Need. This Is A Very Special Month For Me,

May this month bring you peace, comfort, and everything you need. This is a very special month for me, as my first book comes out in a few weeks. If you wish to get The Book of Purrs, you can get it on most online book shops. Thank you all so much for being here. Have a wonderful October 🤍

eternalyraven
9 months ago
90s Halloween

90s Halloween

eternalyraven
9 months ago
Me And My Ghouls

Me and my ghouls🦇🖤


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9 months ago
eternalyraven - Just Sittin Here Watching The Wheels Go Round
eternalyraven
9 months ago
eternalyraven - Just Sittin Here Watching The Wheels Go Round
eternalyraven
9 months ago
eternalyraven - Just Sittin Here Watching The Wheels Go Round
eternalyraven - Just Sittin Here Watching The Wheels Go Round
eternalyraven
9 months ago

Man I wish that the people at my work respected me enough to tell me when I’m messing up and how to do better rather than gossiping about my faults and mocking me where they thought I wouldn’t hear. It especially hurts that my mentor was one of them. To my face she says I’m doing a good job and that people love me but behind my back she says that it would have been better for me to stay home and agreed when my boss talked about me calling my daddy to get me out of scrapes (she was referring to the time I had to call my dad to get me early from work because my migraine got bad enough that I couldn’t continue to work through it, my boss was the one who said I should go home early and had asked me a little earlier if I needed to leave then or if I could stay until I had worked a half shift. I told her I would work the half shift but I wasn’t able to make it and she was the one who convinced me it was fine. There was also a time when dad took me home early but I didn’t call him, he knew I was sick and came to check on me. That time I had actually called in saying I couldn’t make it but she guilted me into coming in.) I usually love my work environment and my coworkers (even my boss) but now I’m just hurt. This is just added to the time several weeks ago where I heard a coworker, who I think of as a friend complaining about how I take forever to check one aisle. I know I’m slow, especially back then cause I had only started a few weeks earlier and no one bothered to train me properly. I’ve had way more good times with my coworkers but right now I’m just hurt. I’m more hurt by the lack of respect in talking to me directly than by what they said.

I already always think I’m screwing up and that I’m terrible at my job. My anxiety is through the roof most of of the time and usually they are the ones reassuring me that I’m doing a good job or that it’s ok to make mistakes. Now I wonder if they were lying to me


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eternalyraven
9 months ago
Girls In Polka Dot Swimsuits Rule Supreme I Dont Make The Rules

Girls in polka dot swimsuits rule supreme 🎀 I don’t make the rules 😌👙

Rest in peace, gorgeous 🤍


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eternalyraven
9 months ago
Bridge To Daylight

Bridge to daylight

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9 months ago
Yummy Star Gouache Painting

yummy star gouache painting


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9 months ago
Dah Noh-lah Wah!

Dah noh-lah wah!


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9 months ago
2 bees sleep snuggled on top of eachother on a single pink rose. Sparkles surround them on a purple gradient background.

🌷🐝🐝

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9 months ago
eternalyraven - Just Sittin Here Watching The Wheels Go Round
eternalyraven
9 months ago
Redraw Of One Of My First Shipwrecked Drawings

Redraw of one of my first Shipwrecked drawings 🔪🤎

Spooky season is Poe Party season


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eternalyraven
9 months ago

If yes, tell me what it is in the tags!


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9 months ago
Soundless Love Song.
Soundless Love Song.
Soundless Love Song.

soundless love song.


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eternalyraven
9 months ago
Learning Very Whale.
Learning Very Whale.
Learning Very Whale.

Learning very whale.


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eternalyraven
9 months ago

Little Muppet Sesame Things #29

Little Muppet Sesame Things #29
Little Muppet Sesame Things #29
Little Muppet Sesame Things #29
Little Muppet Sesame Things #29

"Cookie Monster Isn't A Letter In The Alphabet!"

If there ever was a go-to example of how unscripted the Muppet/Kid interactions were, this is the one I'd think of first. Every second of Kermit's interactions with Joey is top tier adorable and silly. All of Kermit's reactions to Joey slipping in Cookie Monster into the song are adorable, especially the third time when you can hear Jim Henson nearly break into laughter. the ending is wonderful with Kermit storming off, but coming back when Joey suddenly says "I love you." He comes back, says he loves her too, and gets a kiss in response. I'd love to kiss Kermit, too, but as long as a certain Pig isn't around.

Also, the Kermit Scrunchie faces:

Little Muppet Sesame Things #29
Little Muppet Sesame Things #29

Classic.


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eternalyraven
9 months ago

Every time you reblog this jk.rowling steps on a lego

eternalyraven
9 months ago
Fun Fact: I Named This File "if I Had A Wiggly For Every Time Joey Played A Villain Consumed By Magic

Fun Fact: I named this file "if i had a wiggly for every time joey played a villain consumed by magic powers beyond their comprehension expressed through green light i'd have way more wigglys than anyone can handle but its weird that it happened twice" because I couldn't get it out of my head so welcome back to art that's specifically funny to only me and combine it with "I'll just do a quick simple drawing" that goes a bit out of hand anyway....eh it happens


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eternalyraven
9 months ago
It's Officially Fall! Best Season Time

it's officially fall! 🍂 best season time

eternalyraven
9 months ago
eternalyraven - Just Sittin Here Watching The Wheels Go Round
eternalyraven - Just Sittin Here Watching The Wheels Go Round
eternalyraven
10 months ago
Found This On A Subreddit And I Nearly Fucking Choked.

Found this on a subreddit and I nearly fucking choked.