My Current Status Quo

My Current Status Quo

Well, since I graduated on February and got my college degree for medicine, I've got nothing much to do. I am currently being jobless and work-less. I still got a long long way to go before I really graduate from med school and become a doctor. Actually I am going to be a "co-assistant" for about two years at the hospital before I become a doctor, and I have to wait for about 5 or 6 months more before I become a "co-ass", which is why I am currently jobless and work-less. I am not on holiday, but I don't have much thing to do, but log in to my facebook or twitter account or play games. It was really fun and exciting at first, but I think I just have reached the limit of having that excitement and fun in playing those old games on facebook (like Ninja Saga or Typing Maniac) that I don't think those things are as much fun as they were before. 

Honestly I feel so excited about having lots of free times everyday. It is very exciting to finally get a long rest from college activities (which are so tiring) before I get back to the college routine and have a new life (I don't know if being a co-ass can really be called a life or not). Even though I don't have much interesting things to do, at least I am not bored. Actually I have lots of plans going on my mind, like going out of this city for a while, improving my knowledge about medicine, reading lots of books, playing more games, taking lots of pictures, spending more time with my family here, shopping, improving my writing skill, etc. I really do have lots of things that I have been planning to do, but so far nothing really works out the way I plan, maybe it's because I plan too much. I really want to make my "5 months off" exciting by planning lots of good things to do, but I just don't know how to make all my plans work in 5 months. 

So, now... I still don't know what I'm going to do next. I have no moves. I will probably just sit and wait for something good to come into my life (I really hope I don't make it sound pathetic), or I will just finish all my unfinished books (I still have 5 books to read) while I wait for those good things which are on their ways to come. There's a saying "Good things happen to those who wait." I say, "Good things happen to those who wait patiently while do any other thing." hehehe :D I really hope something good-unexpected-and-exciting will happen to me while I'm waiting, yeah whatever, at least I know what I want to do for now. 

See you later, alligator. 

Happy Late Anniversary! :)

I don't wanna count how many years it's been, just want to keep growing together for more years and get stronger each day...

I know I should have posted this yesterday right at the time. But I was busy yesterday... so Happy late Anniversary to me and my boyfriend. GOD bless us all the way... ♡

Need to keep this in my mind. Always. :)

STOP thinking about what you can't do. START doing what you can do.

Joyce Meyer

"Just don't give up because times are hard, especially if you really want something. Keep fighting for what you want until you can't fight anymore... until giving up is the only option left..."

Gossip Girl

Little Thoughts In The Morning

Good morning, tumblr!

I mean good afternoon or good evening. I don’t know. It is literally morning here, but even if it is afternoon or evening, I guess I will still be using “Good Morning” instead, only because I personally think morning is the best time of the day; not only because of the sunshine, but also because of the birds singing, the morning breeze, and the morning haze that makes everything in the morning so good to enjoy.

Right now, I am sitting at my bed enjoying this very special feeling of mine about this morning. I don’t how to explain this, but I’m feeling really good about this morning; not only about this morning honestly, but also today. And it makes me wonder if it’s because today is Saturday or because I finally have a DAY OFF literally from all the hospital stuffs and the work as a 5th year medical student. I think it is both.

Yeah, I have been busy; not only busy, but too busy to even get to take care of myself (here I go again being hyperbolic). Well, not as busy as that... I still have time to take care of myself of course even though in a messy way. But for doing any other things that I love, my answer is NO. I honestly have no time for any other things that I love doing like tumblr-ing, writing, going to see movies, shopping, and even reading good novels (I have like 3 or 4 new novels that I haven’t done reading; not even started reading them yet).

Well, I love being at the hospital taking care of patients and learning about new things there, but sometimes it can get a little bit overwhelming and frustrating and tiring, especially when I have tons of homework to do and tests coming while having another responsibility to do: NIGHT SHIFT and NEVER ENDING MORNING SHIFT everyday.

But that is just it. That’s just how things work here as a medical student, especially when you finally get to practice medicine as a co-assistant at the hospital. I think I finally am used to it, and better... I enjoy doing things that I am doing here, despite of the pressure, paperwork, homework and test that I have to face everyday here. :)

It’s tiring, but it’s great... And I need to remember and cherish every moment that I have here as a med student because one day when I become a doctor, I will look back on these days and smile.

By the way, I still want to talk about other things here.

But I have to hit the shower right now. I got a quality time with my family today. Well, not exactly a quality time. But I have to drop my grandma at her house today, because she has something important to do there.

Well, my grandma is staying with me right now at my parents’ house because I’m living alone here. My brother who happens to live with me is having a great time with my Mom somewhere at East Asia seeing Cherry Blossom blooming at the spring time, while I stuck here in South East Asia seeing palms tress and coconut trees everywhere with the sunshine burning my skin tone. And people in my family believe that it is not good for a 21 years old single girl to live alone. So, here I am... staying with my grandma for a week.

Don’t get me wrong... I love staying with my grandma. She’s a good person to live with... :) but somehow I just don’t like it how the people in my family still treat me like a little kid, while I feel just mature enough to live alone for a week. Well, I am not sure honestly... but I’m glad that my grandma is staying with me somehow...

Okay, I’m kinda in a rush so I guess this post just ends here.

Have a beautiful day, people.

See you later, Aligator. :)