I Dont Even Understand My Own Feelings, So Why Should I Tell You? Its Not Like Youd Get It Or Something.

I don’t even understand my own feelings, so why should I tell you? Its not like you’d get it or something….

Some days I just want to escape the world, escape my life and who I am. My mind travels out of my body, into a world that only exists in my eyes. The feeling of not having anyone to judge, question or change anything about me or how I feel. I’ve alway wondered what it would be like to be someone...

beautiful... 

I Need Answers!!!

i just want to disappear, evaporate into thin air. life isn't worth living, i'm sad constantly, i have no friends, i've been slowly pushing my family away from me. i've been praying to God that he'll just kill me off already. what the hell is my purpose in this life. where am i supposed to end up. how do i go on constantly knowing i'm worthless and sad!!!