I Get So Scared Whenever I Interact With My Mutuals.

I get so scared whenever I interact with my mutuals.

They're all royalty whilst I'm just a simple little peasant boy offering my rambles in hopes of appeasing them

Literally how I look at them-

Rewatching BE yet again (I swear its for research purposes) and am I going doo-lally or is Dongsik wearing Juwon's blue coat???

??? Boyfriend coat???

rpwp

People trying to pathologize like eating sweets and jerking off is wild. "I stopped doing this thing that feels good and I want more now ?? So this is an addiction and I have to keep avoiding it until the craving goes away" no you just want to enjoy things because you're a human being. Chocolate and porn and whatever aren't, like. Meth. It won't kill you to feel good. You don't have to be a medieval monk