It's Always Been You | S.jy

it's always been you | s.jy

pairing: sim jake x reader

summary: jake is your best friend of over a decade, and you lose your mind when he gets asked out on a date.

warnings: university setting, roommate! jake, childhood best friends to lovers, jealousy, smut, unprotected sex, hardom! jake, sub! reader, degredation, possessiveness, spanking, fingering, overstimulation, vaginal sex, cream pie, implied breeding kink, angst, misunderstanding, fluff.

note: this was originally meant to be a jungwon fic but i though jake fit the vibes more. also the ending is based off a rom-com, and if you have watched it you will definitely be able to tell what it is. also, some of the scenes are based off the addicted series by kristie and becca richie.

wc: 4.0k

This was your fault, really. You knew you had no right to be mad that Jake was seeing other girls. He didn’t have any obligation always to be there to look after you like he used to. 

The walls at your shared apartment were thin, and it’s not like it was all that large, so you could clearly hear him and his date laughing and eating the dinner he made them. 

If you remembered correctly, she asked him out a week ago after his Physics lecture. Jake told you he noticed her staring at him since the beginning of the semester, chuckling to himself. You pretended to laugh alongside him, trying your best to hide your panic at the thought of him accepting a proposal from her. Sarah, you think her name was. Or Sanah? You groaned and rubbed your forehead.

He always made meals for you, and as much as you knew you were being ridiculous, it made you feel like he didn’t care about you anymore now that he was so preoccupied with another girl. Your mind started to spiral into what the future could be once he got serious about his relationship with her. He’d probably stop spending time with you, move out of your apartment, or make you find another place to stay at. 

You and Jake have been best friends for over twelve years, and all you have ever known is him. You practically lived at each other’s houses growing up, and didn’t hesitate to move in together and attend the same university. He was your shoulder to cry on when a boy broke your heart, when your grandfather passed away, and you failed an important exam. He was always there. You had no idea how you would cope without him.

You slammed your pillow onto your face and screamed. God, you were being so ridiculously dramatic. You had to grow up and accept that Jake does not belong to you. 

You dressed into your casual errand clothes and quietly walked out of your bedroom. You definitely needed some air to think, and you couldn’t handle hearing one more giggle coming from Jake’s new girlfriend’s mouth. You knew he wasn’t that funny, so why on earth was she laughing so much?

You were crouching down slightly and tip-toeing through the main hall of your apartment, hoping to leave without the two lovebirds noticing you. You were just at the entrance putting on your running shoes when you heard, “Hi! Y/N, right?” You turned around to face the girl that has been haunting your thoughts for the past few days. She was fucking gorgeous, with a warm and kind smile. God, you hated how insecure you began to feel.

“Hello! Uhm…,” Your voice was shaky, and you couldn’t find it in you to look at her eyes. You noticed Jake behind her in the kitchen, washing their dishes. He looked slightly concerned at your state but didn’t say anything.

“Sanah! My name is Sanah. Jake has told me a lot about you. I heard you guys grew up in the same town. That’s so cool! Most of my friends from back in town went overseas for uni so it’s been quite hard to make friends here,” Sanah sighed. You hated how nice she was. You wish she would just glare at you and make catty comments so it would be easier to hate her, but no, Jake had to choose the most perfect girl in the entire fucking university. 

“So where are you off to, Y/N?” Sanah asked.

“Oh…I-I’m just going out to…to get some groceries. We’re running low on a few things,” you stumbled on your words like an idiot.

“I stocked up on everything yesterday, don’t worry about it,” Jake said from the kitchen, drying his hands on a towel. 

“We-well, uhm…I’ll just go get some snacks then,” your hands were already on the door knob.

“It’s okay, I bought your favourite. The strawberry muffins, right? They’re in the pantry.”

You gulped, and your eyes were looking around for a way to escape. Jake started walking up towards you and Sanah, but you couldn’t be around this any longer. Your hands were shaking, and you opened the door abruptly, “Uh, yeah. Well, I-I just…I’ll get going, bye.”

You walked out of the apartment and down towards the elevator at the end of the hallway. You sighed with relief but you were also sweating from stress. You hated how you acted back there, like a complete bitch. You put your face into your hands, thinking of how Sanah probably hates your guts now and Jake is going to refuse to talk to you for days for utterly embarrassing him. 

You finally walked into the elevator, but just as the doors were about to close, a strong arm stopped it, followed by Jake stepping into the space. His hair was a mess, likely due to him running the length of the hallway to get here. His eyebrows were furrowed, and he was looking at you with a completely still face. He faced away from you to press the close button.

“Jake?!” You gasped, “What are you doing here?”

“I needed to check on you,” Jake murmured. 

“I’m okay, I’m fine. What the fuck? Go back. Did you seriously just leave Sanah alone?”

“I told her to go home,” he casually put his hands in his pocket, like he wasn’t being completely absurd. Your eyes widened in shock.

“You’re not serious.”

“Deadly,” he smirked.

“Jake, this isn’t a joke. Why would you do that? I’m just going out to get some food—”

“That’s bullshit. I mean, you’ve been acting so weird for the last week. You didn’t talk to me for the entire day, and then you act like that around a girl I bring home? You barely looked me in the eyes for the past few days. I know you, Y/N, you looked devastated. I had to put an end to it,” His eyes were pleading for you to explain it. Explain why you were acting like a madwoman, because you knew all he wanted to do was fix it.

“It’s nothing.”

“I know it’s not nothing! Talk to me, Y/N,” He reached out to hold your hands. They were rough and calloused, but so damn warm, and it made you never want to let go. “You always tell me how you feel, so why are you hiding now? I feel like I’m losing my mind. I can’t handle this distance between us, so tell me. I’m begging you.”

“I…,” you began. And there it was, you were going to tell him the one thing you promised to never do. 

You wouldn’t be heartbroken if Jake didn’t reciprocate your feelings, even if you would be slightly hurt. No, your nightmares were instead filled with thoughts of him leaving you. Of him getting uncomfortable, and disgusted at the thought of you having feelings for him. You were afraid of losing your soulmate because you were stupid enough to fall in love with him.

“You..?” Jake raised his eyebrows in curiosity and concern.

“I was jealous, okay? There, I said it. I was so fucking jealous because I’m in love with you, Jake, and have been for the past two years,” your eyes began tearing up ever so slightly, “and I know you don’t feel the same way, it’s okay. I wanted to be okay with it, but I don’t think I can handle seeing you with another girl. I know I’m being stupid, but I’ll find a way to deal with this, okay? I don’t know if you even want to keep being friends with me, I just—,” Your stammering was halted by Jake’s lips slamming on yours. 

Your back was suddenly pressed against the mirror at the back of the elevator, and you felt Jake grab your waist with one hand and hold your face with his other. It wasn’t soft like you always imagined your first kiss with Jake to be. It was rough, fast, and hard. You felt his tongue plunge into your mouth, and you couldn’t breathe. 

You were gripping his shoulders, nails clawing at the fabric of his shirt. You tried your best not to make any noise, knowing how mortifying it would be, but when he pressed his thigh against your core, a soft moan managed to escape your lips. You could feel yourself getting wet just from the kiss, and you felt yourself becoming lightheaded. The moan seemed to have gotten Jake going because he began grinding his thighs harder on you. 

He began to slow down, intertwining his hands with yours. He slowly let go of your lips, not before he nipped your bottom lip, and pressed his forehead against yours, letting out a sigh.

“You don’t know how long I’ve been waiting to do that, baby,” Jake whispered.

You two stared at each other for a few moments, with you not knowing what to say. Your mind was running laps, and you were afraid the next thing that came out of your mouth would make no sense, so instead you were just breathing, loudly and quickly. 

“I can’t believe you would even think I didn’t love you back. I mean, how could you be so stupid?” Jake asked, “You say you’ve been in love with me for two years, but try eight. You have been the love of my life for eight fucking years. I loved you before I even knew what it meant. What you felt today, I felt for eight years watching you get chased around by guys who were never good enough for someone as perfect as you.”

You were fully crying now, and his hands went up to your cheeks to rub the tears off them. “It’s okay baby, you’re okay,” He said before placing a firm kiss on your forehead, “I’ll never let anything hurt you. It’s always been you, okay? You’re mine now,” he began gently rubbing your back.

Throughout all this, his thighs were still pressed up against your cunt, “Jake, can we go back home?” You asked, looking up at him with shiny doe eyes that made him weak in the knees. You were desperate to get back to your apartment so you could finally calm down and properly talk to him.

Jake grinned, knowing from your blushing face and your nervousness that you were horny beyond your own comprehension. He pushed his leg up to tease you even further, surprising you and eliciting a whimper from your lips, much too loud for your liking. 

“I’ll take you home, don’t you worry your sweet head. It’s a real shame we didn’t say anything earlier. You don’t know the things I would’ve done to hear you make those noises when I was younger,” he whispered into your ear, making you grip harder onto him, afraid that if you were to let go of him you’d collapse onto the floor. 

The elevator door opened to reveal your neighbour. Jake quickly let go of you, still holding onto your waist to help steady you. He acted as if nothing had just transpired, and beamed his charming smile towards the elderly lady standing in front of you, “Good evening, Mrs. Kim!” 

You were lying on Jake’s bed, his lips sucking on your neck and your legs wrapped around his waist. Your mind has been so hazy that you can’t even remember how you got here. Thanks to Jake, your jeans have been discarded on the floor, leaving you only in your panties and your thin white shirt. 

You tapped Jake on the shoulder, “Jakey,” you said breathily, “are you going to make love to me?”

Jake’s corner of his lips raised to form a devilish smirk, “As much as I’d love that, baby, I really should punish you for the way you’ve been acting. You should’ve known better, I hate being ignored. Would you say you’ve been acting like a good girl recently?” 

“No…I-I guess no-not,” you drawled, body shaking. 

“I don’t plan on going soft on you tonight, sweetheart. You know what a safe word is, right?” He asked, making you nervously nod. If he had to ask you about a safe word, you knew your mind and body would be broken by the end of the night. It made you weirdly excited. “If at any point it becomes too much for you, you can either tap me three times or say Red, you got that?” 

You nodded again, making Jake spank the side of your thigh, followed by a yelp from you.

“Words, baby. I need you to use them, or is your mind already not working properly after barely kissing?” His voice was husky.

“Yes, Jake. I understand,” you managed to spit out.

He immediately went on to strip you of your shirt and your bra, leaving you with only your dark lace panties. He turned you around on your stomach and laid your hips over his lap, leaving your ass on display for him. He took a handful of your ass and began to kiss you up and down your spine, asking you, “Pick a number, baby.”

“Twenty-three?” 

You yelped when you felt his hand roughly come in contact with your ass, leaving a stinging sensation behind, while also dampening your panties further, even though they were already soaking. Before you could even catch your breath, he spanked you again, harsher than before. 

“Twenty-one to go, baby,” he said, and even though you couldn’t see him, you were sure he was grinning ear to ear. 

He was surprisingly quick with carrying out his punishment. At this point, he was getting more and more desperate to get his dick inside you, and although he enjoyed punishing you, he knew he’d have plenty of more opportunities in the future to carry them out slower. 

Your ass was bright red, and you were wondering how on earth you were going to be able to sit down tomorrow, or for the few days after that. You hissed when you felt his warm hands come down to rub your abused skin. 

You began to mewl as he pressed started rubbing his thumb on your clit, feeling the friction of the laced fabric of your panties, making you roll back your eyes in pleasure. “God, did you get this turned on by me punishing you? I mean,what’s the point in doing it if you enjoy it so much?” He asked, “I wouldn’t have expected you to be such a whore that gets this wet after being spanked. I would tie you up and punish you further, but you’d like that wouldn’t you?” He began rubbing harder, and eventually moving your panties to the side, sliding in his ring and middle fingers. 

You mewled at the sensation of his fingers stretching you open. You wanted so desperately to turn around so you could see his beautiful face while he was ruining your body. You were becoming so desperate that you began thrusting back onto his fingers. 

“Fuck, look at you, you desperate cock slut. I think you’re all ready to take my cock.”

“Please, fuck me. Please,” you begged, making him take his fingers out of you, much to your protest. Your insides were clenching at nothing as you were desperate for something to fill you again, preferably his cock. He turned you around so you were finally facing him, back resting on his plush mattress. 

He ripped your panties off, throwing them to the floor, followed by taking stripping himself off his clothes, but before you could even take a look at it, he plunged his cock deep inside you. It was huge. Like really huge. Your back arched off the bed, as Jake slowly started moving in and out of your cunt, your moans becoming louder and louder.

“You’re so good at taking my cock already, yeah. Just like that baby,” he was gripping your hips harshly, which was definitely going to leave a bruise for tomorrow, “Your cunt was made for me, princess.”

“P-Please don’t stop, J-Jake,” you whined, unable to keep a steady voice as his cock kept hitting all the right places inside you.

“I have no plan of doing that anytime soon,” Jake was getting rougher by the moment, speeding up his thrusts, and your mind began fogging up, not being able to handle the mixture of pleasure and pain. 

"I'm go-gonna...I'm gonna cum," you managed to cry out, weakly placing a hand on his chest. However, he grabbed your wrists and pinned them above you. 

"Go ahead baby, cum for me," his voice was breathy. He once again began rubbing your clit with his thumb, giving you the final push before your toes curled in as an orgasm washed over you, making you roll your eyes back. Jake felt like he could've cum just by the sight of your body during your release. You looked like a goddess, your body on full display, shining with the sweat of your exhaustion. Your eyes were sultry, squinting slightly, and your body was shaking.

He didn't stop, however, chasing his own release now that he knew he managed to satisfy you. You began sobbing underneath him, "S-sensitive. Baby, p-please...p-please slow down," your eyes were shiny and pleading.

"Not a chance," Jake groaned. Your tits were bouncing as he kept thrusting harder and harder, and you were babbling incoherently as your mind slowly stopped working. A white ring formed around the base of his cock due to your release, making him even harder, if that were possible. 

"I'm going to cum inside you, okay?"

Your eyes lit up at that, and a small smile formed on your lips, much to Jake's amusement. "P-Please, Jake. Please come inside me."

You suddenly felt his seed spill inside you. It felt heavenly and warm, and you never wanted to let go, even with how sensitive your cunt became. The feeling of his seed inside you, filling you to the brim, caused you to orgasm once more, alongside him riding out his own. 

"Fuck, did you cum again?" Jake asked, feeling your cunt clenching around him again, and you nodded softly, your body beyond exhaustion. You weren't sure if you could move at this point. 

He stayed inside you but leaned down to press a kiss against your forehead and rub your hair. "You're already glowing, you know?" You blushed at him saying that. He chuckled at you, "Oh, so you get shy on me now? You were begging me to cum inside your cunt barely two minutes ago and now you're getting all shy?" He teased.

You giggle at him. "I'm sorry, I'm just really tired," you whispered, "Hopefully my stamina will be better next time." 

You were startled by Jake's sudden burst of laughter and were confused as he began brushing the hair out of your face and kissing your forehead. 

"Is something wrong, Jake?" You asked.

His grin was still wide, "Nothing is wrong, princess. I just can't believe you think I'm done with you."

You woke up to the feeling of strong arms wrapped around your torso firmly, and Jake’s breath fanning the back of your neck. A little bit of sunlight was peaking through the curtains of his bedroom and you could hear the sound of traffic coming from the outside. 

You placed a kiss on Jake’s hand, groaning as he pulled you closer to him, your body jolting in pain at every slight movement. “Jake, I’m sore, be careful,” you said with a raspy voice. You definitely damaged your vocal cords after yesterday’s activities. 

You could hear Jake chuckle being muffled into your skin, as he was peppering kisses all over the back of your head, neck, and chest, “I guess that was my fault, sorry.”

God, his low morning voice was so attractive. If you had more energy in you, you would have pounced on him now and started bouncing on his cock the way you wish you could’ve yesterday. You needed to have a conversation with him about letting you be on top next time. 

He was rubbing your hips now, trying to soothe the bruises and the marks left all over your body. “I don’t think I even have any clothes that can cover up all these hickeys,” you sighed disappointedly. 

“You could just walk around like that, no? Show everyone how I made you mine last night, and how you’re off limits now.”

“Jake, it’s been a day and you’re already getting this possessive?”

“Can’t help it. My girlfriend is the most perfect being in this world. I’ve had to fend off guys from you since we were kids, and I don’t plan on stopping,” he mumbled into your shoulder blade. 

“Girlfriend?” You asked slowly and timidly.

“What, would you rather be my wife? I wouldn’t mind that either. We could have a wedding on a beach like you’ve always wanted. We could move into a big house in the suburbs, and settle down. I could get you pregnant with my kids,” you felt his erection stiffen as he said that, and continued, “Five minimum, I’m thinking,” he chuckled. 

You slapped his arm and groaned, “Jake! It’s way too early for that, you know that,” you couldn’t help but smile to yourself though. 

Jake laughed at your whiny voice, “Okay, okay. I guess girlfriend will work, for now.”

“Yeah, I like that, boyfriend,” you giggled, finally turning around to face him. 

He pecked your lips before saying, “You know, I actually have a story to tell you.”

You nodded in response, giving him the go-ahead.

“Yesterday wasn’t our first kiss,” he said with a reminiscent smile on his face.

You raised your eyebrows, having absolutely no idea what he was talking about, “What do you mean?”

He began brushing your hair out of your face before continuing, “On your eighteenth birthday, you remember how I took you out to the club because you could legally drink then?” 

You nodded. You apparently had so much vodka that night that you ended up in the toilet with a stressed-out Jake holding back your hair as you emptied out the contents of your stomach for fifteen minutes. 

“You don’t remember much from that night, so I had to explain to you most of what happened, but I kept out one key detail. After you had your,” he looked around as he was wondering for a number, “sixth shot of vodka, I believe, you pulled me up to the dance floor and kissed me, right before you fainted and fell on your ass in front of everyone.”

“You’re joking!” You screeched.

“It happened! I remember it like the back of my hand. I mean I planned on getting drunk with you but after seeing how fucked up you got I couldn’t get myself to drink more than a beer, so I remember it all,” he laughed to himself. He thought of how his eighteen-year-old self would be so proud to know that you were finally his. 

“God, that’s humiliating. Why didn’t you say anything?” You pressed your face against his chest, trying to hide away from him in shame.

“I didn’t want you to react like this. I know you're embarrassed but, I couldn't think about anything other than that kiss for the next few weeks. A part of me was relieved you didn't remember it, but a part of me wishes you did. Maybe we wouldn't have gotten into that mess yesterday if we just realized our feelings earlier," he pondered. 

You leaned up to kiss his cheek, "Don't think about that, okay? Let's not focus on the past because right now, all that matters to me is that you are here and in my arms. And I'm never letting you go, Jake," your eyes went sparkly in the way that always caused Jake to become weak.

"Fuck, I love you so much," he whispered, placing a kiss on your lips once more.

First Time, Down Bad

Pairing: Heeseung x fem!reader

Sypnosis: Heeseung is more than ready to have his first time with you. Starting with a make out session, making you feel things you never felt before. How will things turn out?

Genre: smut, angst | MINORS DNI

Warnings: kissing, making out, heeseung hurt is knee, a curious jake, jerking off, Heeseung eating reader out 2x (in the shower), sex (always use protection), pet names: bambi, baby, if i missed something lmk

Note: do NOT JUST LIKE my writing, it gets me shadowbanned! Reblog and give feedback!

Note2: this is my writing style and I won't change it! Don't like it, don't read it!!

Taglist: @jakeflvrz @wonbin-s @sumzysworld @rayofsunshineeee @jayjw16enxp @mintseung @avaleyshin @mheretoreadff @jinostooth @getluckyhoonie

There are probably still some grammar mistakes but it can happen. I'm not a book author also I'm really busy. This part is mostly about Heeseung and reader. Be kind or go away!

Series: what are you willing to do?

Part1 - Close to you (<- read first)

You decided to give heeseung a little more time to think about it. Simply because you wanted him to be sure about losing his virginity to you. Him in turn assured you that he was very sure about it, which leads you to the situation at this very moment.

Mid make out session the two of you got interrupted by a very noisy Jake, he bursted into your room without knocking which startled both of you so much that you pushed Heeseung off the bed.

Heeseung landed with a thud on the floor, rubbing his knee while Jake looked confused between the two of you.

“What are you two doing?” He asked in a teasing tone

“Nothing that should be important to you.” You said

“I thought I heard noises.. why are you on the floor?”

“Uh-I was looking for something..one of my headphones fell down.”

“Ahh, got it.Okay, have fun.Oh and y/n?Maybe you should help him.”

With that Jake left the room again.

You turned your head to heeseung.

“I'm sorry, I didn't mean to push you off the bed like that.” You got up and walked over to him.

You saw his knee got a little scratch

“It's okay, I can understand.”

“Wait, let me get a-” but he stopped you.

“It's okay, really. It's nothing bad and it doesn't hurt.” He smiled at you and got up, sitting back on the bed.

You let your eyes wander over his body. He must have seen the way you were checking him out.

“Like what you see?” He said and winked at you

“Oh don't be so cocky now.”

“You know, I'm still hard and I still want this, I still want you.” He suddenly said, feeling shy again.

He was ready to have his first time with you, not only his first time but many other times too. Heeseung patted the spot beside him but you climbed on top of his lap instead.

His hands caressed your bare thighs softly, making your skin tingle.

“Why do you make me feel like this?” You asked him, your voice barely audible

“Like what,hm?” He asked you as he tucked a piece of your hair behind your ear.

You didn't answer him, instead you leaned down to kiss him. He moaned into your mouth and kissed you back, feverishly, passionately. Heeseung pulled you even closer, making you sit on his boner. You started to grind on his lap and his hips automatically bucked upwards. His hands cupped your cheeks then he let them roam over your body.

You tugged on his shirt, trying to take it off. He finally got the message and took it off, throwing it somewhere across the room.

“Take yours off too,please.” He said between kisses.

You did as he told you and then he gently laid you down so you were under him. You opened his jeans, leaving him in only his boxers. Meanwhile he fumbled with your short shorts until you finally undressed them yourself. He took in the sight in front of him, making you feel shy all of a sudden.

Thank god you actually packed your favorite lingerie.

“You are so beautiful.” He said in awe

You traced your fingers over his toned chest and smiled at him “so are you.”

He looked away shyly, then he felt your lips on his chest.

“Are you still sure?”

“Yes, I'm sure..I wanna make love to you, y/n.” He assured you.

“I'm going to take off my underwear.” You let him know

Heeseung swallowed hard as he watched you take off the rest of your clothes. He sat back on his knees, his cock throbbing in his boxers. And you were naked in front of him and just for him. His eyes stopped on your tits, god he wanted to suck your nipples so bad.

“Take off your boxers too?” You asked and smiled at him

“Uh-yeah..I-I just..we need protection right?”

“We can use it,sure..But I'm clean and on birth control and I guess you're clean too?”

His doe eyes went big “you mean we can do it without a condom?” This must be a dream, right? His first time with you and without a condom? He would be stupid to say no.

“Yes, Hee..it's up to you.”

“I-i wanna do it without.” He couldn't even look you in the eyes right now.

“Your boxers are still on, bambi” his cock twitched at the pet name you gave him, how embarrassing he thought.

Then he finally took his boxers off. He dropped them beside the bed when he caught you staring at his cock, great now his ears got red.

“No need to be shy, I already saw you the day before.Now come here.” You said softly.

He finally positioned himself between your legs “can I..can I touch you there?”

“Please touch me Hee, I wanna feel your touch.”

In an awkward position, Heeseung's fingers ghosted over your body until he reached your pussy. His middle finger found your folds and then he entered you easily since you were really wet.

“You're so wet.” He said, not once looking away from where his finger went in and out of you.

“Yeah..it's because of you, only for you.” You moaned quietly.

Hearing you say that made his excitement and the butterflies in his stomach going wild. You're this wet because of him, he made you like this. Oh, he needed to feel you now. So he pulled his finger out of you and finally positioned his cock right where you wanted him.

When he bottomed out, he let out a moan of your name. He was scared at first but when he started to move it felt so natural. You could tell he never had sex from the way he didn't find the right pace or rhythm. But it was enough for you. Your hand found his nape, playing with his hair.

Heeseung liked it. His mouth found your neck, leaving open mouth kisses on it. Then he kissed along your jawline until he reached your lips. His tongue begged for entrance, exploring your mouth.

When you started to clench around his cock, he almost lost it. “Please don't do that or I'm going to cum.” He whined against your lips.

“It's okay..I want you to cum.” You coo against his lips

“Oh god..i'm close already..i'm sorry.”

He picked up pace and then he became a moaning mess. His face on your neck, moaning right into your ear.

“fuck heeseung, right there.Keep on going.” You moaned

Without any warning he let out a loud moan and then his cum was painting your walls. His skin was burning, his head thrown back, his mouth slightly open. He never came this hard while he was fucking his own hand.

Seeing his face so full of pleasure made you cum too. Both of you moaning each other's names until he dropped his body on top of yours.

“Heeseung? Are you okay?” you said and carefully nudged his shoulder.

He let out a sigh “I'm okay..just embarrassed that's all.” He mumbled against your neck.

He came too fast and yet he felt like he was on cloud nine.

“There is nothing to be embarrassed about, everything is okay. And there is always a next time.”

This made him lift up his head “wait, there will be a next time?For real?”

Heeseung actually thought it's a one time thing, even though he is in love with you he wasn't so sure about your feelings for him. You take his virginity and that's it. So he didn't dare to ask if you two are dating now or not. After you told him there will be a next time, the butterflies in his stomach were acting crazy again.

After taking a shower (but not together) both of you went out for breakfast. You decided to spend your day with Heeseung apart from the other's. On your way to the city you enjoyed the warm summer breeze on your skin, you looked over to heeseung who had a small smile on his face, looking around the area.

Your hands brushed against his so heeseung took the opportunity to hold your hand, intertwining your fingers with his. He looked at you, smiling fondly.

“It's nice here, isn't it?” He asked

“It really is, I wouldn't mind staying here a little longer.”

“by yourself or with..me?”

“I don't know, maybe.. together with you wouldn't be so bad.”

His heart started beating fast and his ears got red once again.

“really?So if we had the chance would you stay here with me for a few more days?”

“Maybe.” You said smiling mischievously at him and then you walked towards a small bakery.

Heeseung and you enjoyed a little breakfast, you talked about this and that until you decided to go back.

-----

Both of you got a message from the others that they won't be back until the evening which made Heeseung feel nervous. He thought about your words earlier and of course he popped a boner, he felt ashamed and it got even worse when he saw you walking around in your underwear.

He could feel his precum all sticky in his boxers. When you saw him standing there a little flustered you got worried

“Heeseung, are you okay?”

“Uh-yes I'm okay, I guess.” He said and avoided looking at you.

You slowly walked over to him “are you sure?”

Heeseung's hands were over his crotch to hide his boner. Your eyes wandered to where his hands were and then it hit you.

“Ohhh, that's why.” You giggled.

“I'm sorry, I didn't mean to get hard..It's just– you were walking around like that and you're really beautiful and attractive and-” He immediately stopped talking when he felt your hand on his clothed cock. You started to palm him through his sweatpants.

“I already told you, it's okay, it's only natural.” You whispered into his ear.

He took a deep breath “I want you,y/n. It's crazy what you're doing to me.”

You kissed along his neck, making him thrust into your hand. You absolutely loved the noises he made.

“We have the holiday apartment all to ourselves, we can be as loud as we want to be or we could just have sex right there in the living room.You decide, bambi.” then you reached inside of his pants starting to jerk him off.

His breath hitched “I prefer the bed.”

He couldn't even think straight right now, he just wanted you. Leading him to your shared bed, you made him sit on it. Heeseung couldn't believe how fast you undressed yourself.

“Can..can you ride me?” He avoided looking at you as most of the time

“Then lay down for me.”

He took off his own clothes and did as you told him. His cock was standing in full glory, precum pooling out of his slit, dripping down his length. How bad you wanted to suck him off.

You straddled him and then you leaned down to kiss him, his hands quickly found your waist. When you started to kiss his chest, your mouth found his nipples. When sucked on them and licked them, Heeseung's cock twitched.

“Please stop, I'm going to cum.Oh shit.” He whined.

“Oh?Your nipples are really sensitive..which means I can make you cum like that.” You said feeling proud

And suddenly you were the one under Heeseung. He hovered above you, smiling at you. “I changed my mind, I wanna try something.” He said and his eyebrows raised while he was talking.

You just let him do his thing. Heeseung spread your legs a little more, then he laid between them. He kissed your inner thighs softly until he reached your pussy, licking a long stripe along your folds. Then he started to suck lightly on your clit, you were surprised so your hips automatically bucked upwards. Heeseung was quick to react and held them down.

Delving his tongue into your hole made you moan his name out loud while he moaned into your pussy. Is this what he was missing all the time? You scent, your taste it he fucking loved it.

“Are you sure you never did this before?” You said almost breathless

Heeseung hummed a yes, what you assumed and then you could feel his nose perfectly stimulating your clit.

He was eating you out like a starved man.

Your juices were dripping down on the bed sheets by now and Heeseung made sure to catch every drop with his tongue. And then you could feel your orgasm approaching you.

“Hee, I'm going to cum, oh god.”

“Cum for me, baby. Cum and make a mess on my tongue.” He groaned.

You had your hands in his hair, pulling on it while you had the most intense orgasm ever. You were seeing stars and your eyes rolled back. Heeseung gathered your cum and then he went back up to you. Leaning in for a kiss, his tongue quickly found yours and you could taste yourself on his tongue. Both of you moaned into each other's mouths.

Heeseung positioned himself between your legs and entered you with a blissful look on his face . He didn't waste any time and you could feel him so deep and made both of you feel dizzy. Heeseung never felt like this before, he wanted more. He needed more. He felt hot and cold at the same time while his thrusts became sloppy.

You could feel him hitting your g-spot so good and honestly, if someone came back to the apartment by now they could definitely hear the both of you. Your moans, the heavy breathing just everything turned you on. And when one of his hands found your nipple, pinching it and sucking on it after it was too much. You started to clench around his cock which made Heeseung feel like he was going insane.

“Y/N, I'm close and I can't hold it back if you keep on doing that.”

“But I want you to cum, please Hee.”

“No, not yet..I don't want this to be over yet.I need more.” He whined against your lips.

Your hand wandered between your bodies, towards your pussy. Rubbing your clit in circles, made you clench around him once more.

“I'm going to cum.no–fuck I'm cumming.”

“Me too, bambi..Me too.”

Both of you were cumming with high pitched moans of each other's names.

Riding out both of your highs, Heeseung couldn't get enough of you, he kissed your neck and sucked on your skin until there was a hickey.

After what felt like hours you were lying side by side “we should take a shower, before the others will be back.” You said.

“Can we take a shower together?”

“Sure, let's go”

Heeseung followed you to the bathroom and while you were going for another round in the shower , Jake was the first one who got back to the holiday apartment. He didn't think much of it when he entered the bathroom, thinking Heeseung was the one in there. So when he turned around he saw Heeseung on his knees, eating you out.

“Oh my god, my eyes, my poor eyes.” He started to scream.

You made eye contact with Jake “Jake, oh my god.”

Heeseung was so immersed in pleasing you that he didn't even realize what was going on until you said Jake's name. He stopped immediately “what did you just call me?” until he saw Jake standing there.

He got up and covered you with his own body “Can you please fucking leave now.” Heeseung said through gritted teeth.

Heeseung felt embarrassed about what just happened “I'm really sorry Y/N.”

“It's okay, don't worry about it.” You cupped his cheeks and kissed him.

-----

After you had dinner together with the others, you were sitting outside watching the sunset. Sunghoon joined you and by the way he was looking at you, you were sure Jake couldn't keep his mouth shut.

“I hope you know, Heeseung is really into you like head over heels for you. And after what Jake told me, you two had sex. So please don't break his heart.” He said in a serious tone

“Why should I break his heart? I would never do that.”

“I'm not so sure about it.. I mean, you were the one running from him since we arrived here and now you took his virginity. Let me ask you one thing, are you in love with Heeseung?”

His question caught you off guard and you didn't know how to answer him.

“I like him a lot. I-I'm in love with him.” you answered him

“Then you should let him know.”

Sunghoon got up and went inside, leaving you alone again.

Just a few minutes later, Heeseung sat down beside you, he took your hand in his and intertwined your fingers with his.

“Jake and the other's are teasing me.” He said pouting at you

“They're just jealous, you know.”

“I love you, y/n. Will you be my girlfriend, will you be mine?”

His expectant look and his big doe eyes made you feel dizzy.

And then you remembered Sunghoon's words. What are you willing to do?

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Close to you

Pairing: Heeseung x fem!reader

Sypnosis: going on a little holiday trip with your best friends sounds nice. Heeseung finally gets his chance to show you how much he likes you and you don't know how to feel about it.

Genre: smut, angst, | MINORS DNI

Warnings: jerking off, kissing, making out in general, heeseung being sad, reader being unsure about her feelings, sex talk between reader and Heeseung | ficitonal characters named Mina and Jack + all the others in the story are just a supporting role!!

More smut will be in part. 2 because i wanted to build the story first!

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Note2: this is my writing style and I won't change it! Don't like it, don't read it!!

I had so much struggle writing this part. It's a lot of conversations going on. I don't really like it, yet I'm proud of it because it's the first time for me to build a story. So PLEASE just keep all of your rude comments to yourself! I put all my heart and free time in it. If you don't like it, just don't read it! i'm not an author just a hobby writer, keep that in mind.

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Series: what are you willing to?

Part2 -> First time, down bad Part3 -> Let me love you

Finally a few days away from the daily trouble, just you and your best friends. You were looking forward to this trip the whole time.

And now all of you were gathered at your place. “Damn,Y/N.It's only for a few days, what did you pack?” Jake muttered while he took your suitcase(s) to the car.

“I'm a girl and unless like you guys I need more stuff. I can't just leave with headphones and my phone.” You said.

He turned around slowly “planning to seduce one of us, so you packed sexy lingerie?” He said and wiggled his eyebrows

“You wish, Jake.”

“I'm sure Heeseung wouldn't mind.” Jake said more to himself than to you.

“What did you say?” You asked

He told you it was nothing and finally put your suitcases in the car. You were trying to shrug it off, he was probably just joking.

“So, we need to decide the groups for the car. Also since Jungwon is coming with us we're more people.” Jay said, while walking towards you.

“I wanna be in the same car as Y/N.” Sunghoon shouted somewhere from the other side.

“Me too.” Heeseung said almost shyly.

You looked at Heeseung and he smiled at you. You returned his smile and then Sunghoon suddenly was beside you, putting his arm around your shoulder. You didn't see it but Heeseung's smile turned into a frown.

In the car you were in the backseat, between Sunghoon and Heeseung, the driver was a close friend of yours and her boyfriend in the passenger seat.

Right, you asked your girl best friend to join you as well, so you had at least some girl time. And you were more than happy that she agreed.

The drive started out good, with listening to music, talking and laughing. But soon you got tired and you eventually fell asleep. Heeseung didn't even dare to move, when he suddenly felt your head on his shoulder. He started to sweat but tried to keep calm.

Sunghoon looked over to him and had a mischievous smile on his face.

“at least you're one step closer to getting close to her.” He teased him

Heeseung just sent his friend a look that could kill someone and decided just to close his eyes.

When you woke, your head was still on Heeseung's shoulder and Sunghoon somehow ended up being closer to you too.

“I guess you had a nice sleep.” Your friend said and smiled.

You just rolled your eyes at her “definitely not.Are we there?”

“In a few minutes, yes.” She said.

-----

You had to wake up Sunghoon and Heeseung and then you finally arrived there.

Jay rented a holiday apartment and you were really looking forward to it.

The others arrived just a few minutes before you guys did. Sunghoon then climbed out of the car and you followed right after him. Somehow you wanted to get away from Heeseung, it's not that you didn't like him, god no. He belongs to your closest friends but still you tried to stay away from him.

After everyone gathered in the living room, you had to pick your rooms.

“So, there problem is or it's not really one but some of us have to share a room. One room goes to Mina and Jack.” Jay said. 

“I'm going to share my room with Jake” Sunghoon said and Jake gave him a handshake and a yeah bro.

The four of them went to get their suitcases and now there was only Jay, Jungwon, Heeseung and you left. You saw the way Heeseung was looking at you the whole time. And you didn't know how to feel about it.

“Heeseung and Y/N you can share a room, right?” Jay asked the two of you.

"Yeah, sure.” You said, not really sounding happy about it.

The couple and the besties were sharing rooms, of course. You were not mad about it and Heeseung is your friend too but it's different.

-----

You went to the car to get your suitcases and Heeseung followed right behind you.

“Let me help you.” He said softly and took your stuff.

He brought everything in your now shared room and you just followed him. The room looked nice until you saw there was only one big bed.

“There is only one bed?” You said with a sigh.

“I can sleep on the couch in the living room, it's no big deal. He suggested

You felf bad and you knew he was just as excited for this trip as everyone else was.

“No, we can sleep together.. I mean we can share the bed.” You quickly said.

Heeseung giggled and assured you he knows what you meant.

Heeseung could feel the way you kept your distance towards him. He didn't know why because actually you're not like that. And he knew you were not happy about sharing the room with him. But he was happy about it, he liked you and he liked you a lot.

Some time later you and Mina went out for a walk “It's really so lovely here, isn't it?” She said

“It is, yes.It's nice.”

She stopped walking “What's wrong? Is it because you're sharing a room with Hee? I can ask Jack if he wants to switch roommates.”

“No, there is no need for it. It's just, I don't know. He is always so kind and yes he is also one of my best friends but in the car it was weird.” You said quietly.

“You know he likes you right? In the car before he fell asleep, he kept looking at you and his eyes spoke for him.”

“Oh come on, that's ridiculous..” And with that you turned around and went back to the house.

Sunghoon and Jay were sitting in the kitchen when you walked inside. They spared each other some glances and Sunghoon raised his eyebrows.

“Bad mood?” Sunghoon asked you

You didn't even bother to answer him and went to the bathroom. You took a shower and then you realized that you were really hungry. You didn't eat anything after you had breakfast and since you arrived at the holiday apartment.

Heeseung, Jungwon and Jake got back from buying food. Heeseung saw you standing there talking to Mina and her boyfriend. Your hair was a little wet from your shower but he thought right now you looked absolutely beautiful.

“You should just talk to her.” Sunghoon told him

“She doesn't even want to share a room with me, let alone the bed. So what should I tell her?” Heeseung said quietly.

Sunghoon sighed “ but maybe she likes you back and that's the reason why she is acting this way.”

He only wished that Sunghoon was right. So during dinner Heeseung decided to sit next to you. Sunghoon was eyeing both of you all the time and he almost felt sorry for heeseung , since you tried to keep the distance between the two of you.

-----

Heeseung took a shower and got ready for bed too. He felt nervous to share a bed with you and he hoped not to pop a boner because that would be awkward as fuck. He thought a lot about you and you could never know about how he was jerking off, thinking about you almost every night.

When he entered the bedroom, you were already lying in bed. He put his clothes on the chair that was in the room and climbed into bed as well. He then saw your sleeping clothes, your short shorts and a simple T Shirt but it was enough for him to let his mind wander. Great, he thought.

You had to admit, he smelled heavenly and he looked handsome. Especially right now with the faint light from outside and he looked kind of cuddly.

“Wanna talk a little bit?” He asked you, bringing you back from your thoughts.

“Yes, sure.”

He took a deep breath “can I ask you something?”

“Of course, go ahead.”

"Did you sleep with someone before?"

"Huh?What do you mean? As in the same bed?" You asked him, a little taken aback from his question.

"I mean, have you ever had sex before?"

You blinked once, twice before you could even answer him.

"Uhh yes, I had sex.What about you?”

"I never had sex before." He admitted feeling a little bit nervous.

His answer surprised you. He was attractive, kind hearted and everything a girl could wish for.

"Oh so, you're a virgin?"

You almost sounded disappointed. He turned around to face you.

"Is it bad? I mean I kissed someone before.”

You looked into his eyes, his pretty doe eyes.

"You never went further with a girl then?” You asked him

He took in your features, how bad he wanted to kiss you right now.

"No, it just never happened. I want to do it with someone I'm in love with.” He said softly.

"And is there someone you're in love with?” You whispered.

"Yes there is a girl and I think I'm in love with her.”

Lucky girl, you thought.

“That's nice, really nice.” You said.

It was weird, you pushed him away but somehow it made you feel sad to hear that he was in love with someone.

“And you?Do you like someone?” He already regretted his question.

“No, there is no one. Good night, Heeseung.” with that you turned around, trying to sleep.

Good night, Y/N”. His heart dropped. But what did he expect? Heeseung tried to sleep as well.

In the morning you woke up with Heeseung's arm wrapped around your waist. He felt warm and cuddly just like you thought last night. But something else seemed to be awake too. You closed your eyes and then you carefully pushed your back a little bit closer to him, he automatically wrapped one of his legs around yours. And you were right, now you could feel it, he was hard.

When you moved, a quiet moan left his lips. Heeseung woke up from your movements and the sticky feeling in his boxers. He quickly let go of you, feeling embarrassed.

“Oh my god, i'm so sorry y/n.” He apologized. He was just about to get up when you stopped him.

“It's okay, it's only natural.. and I could help you.. if you want me to.”

He swallowed hard at your words. He must be dreaming.

“I–I don't know..I can do it myself.” He mumbled

“If that's what you want.” And then you closed your eyes again.

Of course it's not what he wants, he wants to feel your fingers around his cock, he wants to feel your touch. And looking at you, with your exposed skin makes it even worse.

“Okay.”

“Okay what?” You teased, looking at him again.

“I want you to touch me.” He said shyly

“close your eyes and relax okay?”

He nodded and laid back down, doing as you told him. You started to palm him through his clothed cock and his breath hitched. He didn't even dare to open his eyes

You then let your hand travel towards the waistband of his sleeping shorts, signaling him to take it off. He lets you pull down his shorts followed by his boxers. You had to admit, he had a pretty cock, the perfect size you thought. You could see the precum pooling out of his slit and then you reached for it and started to pump him slowly.

Letting your thumb glide over his slit, made his cock twitch. Just when he opened his eyes he saw you spitting on his cock and that's it for him.

“Fuck, oh god.” He moaned

You jerked him off at a steady pace, making him thrust in your hand. “Does that feel good,hm?”

“God,yes..it feels so fucking good.better than i imagined.” He groaned.

You looked at him after he said the last sentence. He imagined this? No fucking way. Then you just kept on going, playing with his balls, letting him fuck your hand.

“Y/N..I'm going to cum.” He whined

His skin prickled everywhere, his muscles tensed and he couldn't stop moaning your name.

“It's okay, cum for me.” And then his cum spurted out of his cock. So much cum you thought. It landed on your hand and his abdomen. You had to resist the urge to lick it off of him.

Heeseung felt like he was in heaven. He catches his breath and opens his eyes. His soft doe eyes.

You were about to get up and wash your hands when he stopped you “Thank you.” He said smiling shyly at you once again.

You just nodded at him and left the room going straight to the bathroom.

“Good morning, Y/N.” Jungwon greeted you happily when you got out of the bathroom.

“Good morning, Jungwon.” You said back with a smile.

“Did you sleep well?”

“I slept pretty good, what about you?”

“Me too.” He said and took a bite from his toast.

“Was it okay? To share the bed with Heeseung?"

You almost choked on your own toast when he asked you that “yes– yes it was okay.”

Jungwon looked at you and then he finished his food. You didn't feel like eating anymore and decided to go for a morning walk. Jungwon waved you goodbye and then you got everything you needed.

-----

Breathing in the fresh air felt amazing. You took another deep breath, you were just about to put your headphones in, you heard someone calling your name.

You turned around to see who it was unbelievable you thought.

“Y/N wait, I'm coming with you.” A very happy Heeseung shouted over to you.

He jogged over to you and the two of you walked quietly for a while. When you reached a bench the two of you sat down. Heeseung was debating whether to tell you or not. He decided it's now or never.

“Y/N.. I–I need to tell you something.” He said hesitantly

“Tell me then.”

He took a deep breath “Look, I know we're best friends but.. the thing is, I really like you and I like you a lot.”

At this moment you didn't know what to think or how to feel. He looked at you with so much hope, so sincere.

“Heeseung..”

He scooted closer to you, bringing his hand to your cheek caressing it gently with his thumb. You melted into his touch and then his face got closer to yours.

“I wanna kiss you, I wanna kiss you so bad.”

When you didn't answer, he studied your face carefully. And then he leaned in. His lips felt soft and warm. He kissed you so passionately yet desperately and then you finally kissed him back. His tongue begged for entrance and you let him, tongues now chasing each other and then he pulled you on his lap.

You straddled him and the kiss got even more heated. Heeseung thought he was in heaven once again. Here he was outside on a bench making out with you and he loved every second of it.

And then you stopped kissing him “This is a mistake, I'm sorry.”

“No Y/N, please wait.” He said and you could hear how hurt he was.

“Please, Y/N..what is it? Am I not experienced enough? Is it that bad that I like you? That I'm in love with you?”

So you were the girl he was in love with and everyone knew and fuck they even told you.

“No, that's not it..It's just – nevermind.” You just left him standing there, you didn't even dare to look back because you know you hurt his feelings.

Heeseung stayed there for a while, he felt embarrassed and sad. The way you kissed him, just like he kissed you, passionately.

He was so deep in thoughts, he didn't even realize that Sunghoon was now sitting next to him.

“Are you okay,bro?”

“Yeah.”

“Do you wanna talk about it?” Sunghoon asked him

“We kissed and she ran away.”

That's something Sunghoon wasn't expecting (the kissing part especially). But that explained why you were acting grumpy.

“I really like her, Hoon.. Back home she acts normal around me but since we arrived here, she's different.”

Sunghoon was listening to the older boy, he didn't like it seeing him so sad.

-----

“Why are you being so grumpy?” Mina asked you

“It's nothing.”

"Are you sure?”

“Heeseung and I..we kissed”

“Aaand?”

You rolled your eyes at her “And nothing.”

“No y/n, what I think is you actually like him too.Come on, he is a catch personality wise and he is good looking too.”

You didn't even bother to answer her and just went to your room. You would be fully aware of your feelings for him.

Heeseung spent the rest of the day with the boys while you went shopping with Mina. And yet he couldn't stop thinking about you, about the way your lips felt on his. He wanted you so bad not sexually (that too) but as his girlfriend. He was crazy in love with you or better said a fool in love. He felt that way for a long time and he wanted to take the chance on this trip to confess his feelings.

Back at the apartment, Heeseung was waiting for you in your shared room. He got your favorite dessert and he even made the room look more romantic. He was pacing back and forth, talking to himself to get over the nervousness.

When you finally entered the room, you were taken aback. Rose Petals, the dim light and candles. On the small table you have a strawberry-cheesecake, one piece for you and one for heeseung. And Heeseung? He was standing in the room with a hopeful look in his eyes, smiling at you.

“What are you doing?” You asked him in almost a whisper.

“Let's eat some cake and I will tell you, okay?”

You nodded and sat across from him.

“The cake is so good, I think it's the best one I have ever tried.” you said.

“I'm glad you like it.”

“The room looks pretty too.”

He smiled to himself feeling proud.

“Y/N, I need to tell you something.”

it took him a lot of courage, especially after you ran away after kissing each other.

“I'm in love with you. I truly love you so much.”

You didn't say anything, you didn't even know what to think right now. What makes it even worse, Heeseung's teary eyes.

“Hee, I–I don't know what to say.. Just one question, is that the reason why you told me..that you're a virgin? Is that why you asked me all of this?”

Heeseung stared into the air, his grip on the fork made his knuckles turn white.

“What is it going to take to make you love me? What more can I do? Is falling in love with me..that bad?”

you didn't really expect it to be Heeseung, maybe Jake because at home he was flirting with you all the time. but now it kind of makes sense, Heeseung did everything for you, he was there for you all the time. He took care of you and all the things a boyfriend would do. Okay, since you guys arrived here you were acting like a bitch towards him and why? Because you were scared of your own feelings.

You got up and walked over to him, cupping his cheeks you practically had to force him to look at you. His eyes were red and your heart dropped even more.

“Lee Heeseung, there is not a single bad thing about falling in love with you, okay?”

He put his hands over yours and then you leaned down to kiss him. Surprised by your actions at first it didn't take long for him to kiss you back. He got up, slowly walking towards the bed until he was on top of you. The kiss got more intense and it turned you on, you could tell it was the same for Heeseung. You could feel his boner against your clothed pussy.

Heeseung started moaning into the kiss, his cock was throbbing in his jeans. He really wanted you, so so bad. His first time with you? Fuck, yes.

“I wanna feel you, y/n. I wanna feel you so bad.” He said in between kisses.

You moaned against his lips “It's your first time, are you sure about it?”

This is what he wanted all the time, right?

He wants to be close to you.

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「notes」 : anony first off thank you <33 second this ask had me drooling the whole entire time i was writing it, so i hope you enjoy!!

Hands Off, Hands On | P.JS

「paring」 : bf!jay x fem!reader 「word count」 : 2.4k

「synopsis」 : it was the first time that you were meeting jay's parents and at a fancy restaurant at that, however, neither you nor jay could seem to keep your hands to themselves.

「genre」 : smut

「warning」 : making out, choking, mirror sex, public sex, teasing, creampie, mentions of pregnancy, slight breeding kink, unprotected sex (no ma'am), petnames (babe, baby, princess, good girl...), praising, lmk if I missed anything!

The dinner conversation that was happening around you was cheerful and full of happiness. However, you couldn't pay any attention to it, seeing as your boyfriend's hand trailed the length of your bare thigh. Squeezing the plump flesh every so often and his fingers wandering a little too dangerously close to your clothed core. Every time you thought that he was finally going to touch you, he would move back down to just right above your knee.

You smiled sweetly at Jay's mother when she asked how you liked the food. You told her that it was very new to you, but you enjoyed it nonetheless. However, your hand that was gripping the side of your chair, trying to stabilize yourself, released its vice grip before reaching over to your boyfriend's lap. 

Jay nearly choked on his water when he felt your small hand palming his growing erection. You sat there with your hand over your mouth to conceal the smirk you had plastered over your lips. Moving your wandering hand to pat his back gently, cooing at him to be more careful. He gave you a pointed glare before harshly squeezing your thigh, making your body jolt, and a gasp fell from your covered lips.

“Are you alright, y/n dear?” Jay’s mother asked, concern filling her eyes at your sudden movement. Now it was Jay’s turn to stifle a smirk as you tried to cover up by saying it was just the hiccups.

Your hand then found his crotch once more, grabbing his dick through his dress slacks. He bit back a groan at the sudden feeling before moving his hand further up your thigh, pressing a firm finger to your clit, and watching as your jaw clenched.

This little game of both of yours seemed to have gone on for ages when, in reality, it had only been about ten minutes. Jay was fully hard in his pants to the point that it was almost painful while you had soaked entirely through your underwear, sure that some of it had dripped onto the expensive chair you were sitting on.

Jay’s parents sat across from the two of you, blissfully unaware of what shenanigans the two of you were up to. You should have been embarrassed by what was happening; it was your first time meeting them, after all, but the lust had already consumed you far before you even stepped foot into this fancy five-star restaurant. 

You blamed it on the little red dress you were wearing that Jay had bought for you. The moment you walked out of the bathroom wearing it, your boyfriend had his hands all over you, leaving your body hot under his touch. His kisses on your neck left you wanting more, but you were rudely cut short when his mother called asking when you two were heading to the restaurant. The same little red dress that Jay so badly wanted to rip off of your body and bend you over the nearest surface to fuck you stupid, not caring who could see. But he knew he needed to have a little patience because he knew the moment the two of you got home, you’d be begging him to bury his cock deep inside your dripping cunt.

The feeling of your pretty, manicured fingers stroking his dick through his pants damn near made him cum then and there. That was the last straw; he didn't want to look like some loser who comes in their slacks because of their girlfriend's touch; no, if he was going to cum, then it was going to be into your weeping pussy, pumping his load so deep into your womb.

Jay quickly tugged your hand away from his lap as he felt his high creeping up way too quick, surprising you. He, however, didn’t spare you a glance as he smiled adoringly at his parents.

“I just remembered, y/n brought a gift for you guys, but we left it in the car.” His words came out quickly, almost incoherent, but the older couple seemed to understand, “We’re gonna go grab it and be right back.”

You looked over at your boyfriend, eyebrows scrunched together, confused, “But babe, I didn’t bring any-” You were then cut off when your breath hitched in your throat as Jay harshly pressed down on your clit with his thumb. Quickly picking up on what he was trying to do, your ears started to burn red. Your eyes shifted to meet his parents, “I did bring something. I hope you guys like it.” A slight pout adorned your face, causing Jay’s mother to coo at you, telling you that she was sure that they’d love anything you brought.

Jay pulled his hand away from your needy core, causing you to bite back a whine before he stood from the table, quickly adjusting his pants. Once his chair was pushed in, he walked over to you, holding a hand out. You grabbed it, allowing him to pull you to your feet. Your grip on Jay’s hand tightened as your legs felt wobbly, not missing the smirk that tugged on the corner of his lips.

You punched his side softly as he told his parents once again that you guys would be right back before tugging you toward the front entrance. You weren’t sure what your boyfriend’s game plan was, but as you neared the exit, you were sure he was really dragging you to the car. The thought worried you a little bit. It’s not like the two of you haven’t done it in the car before, but you were in a more secluded area, not surrounded by so many people at that time.

However, just as you made it to the entrance, Jay looked over his shoulder to make sure his parents weren’t paying any attention before dragging you off in the direction of the bathrooms. He quickly opened the door before pushing you inside, and he followed shortly after. When he had the door locked, he turned around to face you, his fingers quickly finding your neck, encasing your soft flesh, and pulling you towards him.

“God, you are such a fucking tease.” Jay groaned against your lips, causing you to whine out, saying that he started it. 

Then his lips were on yours, kissing you with a bruising force, knocking all of the air out of your lungs, leaving you breathless. Jay pushed your body backward until your lower back hit the edge of the countertop. Neither of your hands left the other's body, fingers gripping and pulling at fabric, desperate to feel skin on skin.

“Jay…” You whined out as his lips trailed down your jaw before finding that one spot on your neck that made your knees weak. His hand then moved down to cup your soaping heat, causing a choked moan to leave your lips.

“Gotta be quiet, princess. We can’t have anyone find us now, can we?” Jay cooed in your ear, and you bit your lip, nodding.

Your hands then went to his belt, and you fumbled to undo it. As soon as the button was unfastened, you were ready to drop to your knees, but Jay was quick to stop you. 

“As much as I would love to have your pretty little mouth wrapped around me, we don’t have the time.” He mumbled against your cheek before pressing a searing kiss to your lips; he pulled away with a groan as your hand wrapped around his cock. “Turn around.” 

You didn’t think twice before following his instructions and turning, only to feel your face grow warm when you caught sight of your reflection in the mirror. Your eyes were glazed over with lust, your cheeks a shade that resembled a strawberry, and your lips were swollen. Jay smirked as your eyes then trailed up to meet his in the mirror.

Before you could even utter a word, Jay wrapped his hand around the back of your neck, pushing the front of your body against the countertop. A whimper fell from your lips when he pressed his hips against yours, his bulge pressing against your weeping core.

“Fuck baby, you’re so warm, and I’m not even in you yet.” He groaned in your ear, his chest laying against your back.

“Jay, please.” You choked out, wiggling your hips, desperate to feel him buried in you. Jay’s other hand found purchase on your thigh, just below the hem of your dress.

“Please, what, princess?” He chuckled as he bunched up your dress up over your hips, his eyes falling on the black lace panties that were sticking to your pussy, outlining everything. A groan fell from his lips at the sight, his fingers grazing over your clothed slit, causing your hips to buck and a whine to escape your mouth.

“Fuck me already, Jjong, please.” The nickname falling from your swollen lips made his dick twitch.

Jay’s lip was pulled between his lips as he rid himself of his slacks and underwear, letting his rock-hard dick spring free. Your eyes watched him through the mirror, your mouth watering at the sight of his angry red tip. Catching your gaze, he wrapped his hand around his base, pumping himself a few times, causing you to whine, your core throbbing.

Sensing your impatience, he removed his hand from himself before grabbing your panties and pulling them to the side. His thumb pressed against your slick entrance, watching as your juices pooled out.

“You’re so wet, baby. Did I really make you this needy?” He asked with a smug smirk, knowing damn well that he did. You let out a breathy moan as he pushed his thumb into your hole, but he was quick to pull it out.

You were about to let out another whine when you felt the head of his cock prodding at your entrance. A choked moan tore through your lips when he bottoms out completely, your mind going fuzzy as he starts moving at a harsh pace, leaving no time for you to adjust.

“J-Jay- fuck!” His name fell from your lips as he continued to piston his hips into yours at a mind-numbing pace. Jay chuckled as you clasped a hand over your mouth to conceal the moans that were slipping past your lips.

Jay watched your eyes roll back as he positioned his hips until his tip brushed over your sweet spot, a sweet moan muffled by your fingers. He knew he wouldn’t last much longer, not with the way you were clenching around him crazily.

“Jay, I’m close.” You whined, feeling the knot in your lower gut starting to tighten.

Jay moved his hand from the back of your neck to the front, pulling your body up, your back flush against his chest. The new angle had stars clouding your vision, his tip kissing your cervix with every thrust. Your sweet moans flooded right into his ears until you were squeezing his cock so deliciously. 

“Fuck, look how beautiful you are taking my cock like a good girl.” His voice was low and raspy as you lifted your head to look in the mirror. Your walls contracted around him as your eyes fell to where the two of you were connected, watching as his dick slid in and out of you with ease.

Your body twitches when his fingers start rubbing sharp circles on your swollen bundle of nerves. Choked moans leave your lips; Jay’s hand wraps around your neck and squeezes slightly, keeping your noises from getting too loud.

“Cum for me, princess.” He peppered kisses along your jaw as your vision clouded over when your orgasm washed over your body, making your ears ring and knees weak. A groan tore through his lips as your pussy tightened around him like a vice, and with a few more thrusts, he spilled deep inside your womb, painting your gummy walls white. His hips moved slowly against yours, riding out both of your highs until he came to a complete stop, allowing the two of you to catch your breath.

Jay mumbled soft praises in your ear as his hand moved from your neck to rest right under your breasts, holding you close. After a few moments, you muttered something about his parents waiting, causing him to chuckle. He pulled out of your carefully, listening to the soft whimpers that would fall from your lips. Once he pulled out completely, he moved your underwear back in place, allowing the fabric to absorb the mixture of your cum.

He then moved away a bit, letting you fix your dress while he pulled his underwear and slacks back up, making sure he was still presentable. 

“What about this so-called gift I got for your parents?” You teased as you turned to fix his collar, looking up to meet his eyes. He smirked as his hands wrapped around your waist, pulling your body closer to his before leaning down to your ear.

“We could always go home and return in a few weeks to surprise them with a grandchild.” Jay couldn’t help but laugh when he pulled away to see your flushed face; your eyes were blown wide at his words. They made your body feel warm and tingly, taking everything in you not to pull him back down to connect your lips.

Instead, you pinched his side with a pout, “You’re not funny, Jay, plus I just met them tonight.”

“Who says I’m joking, baby?” His voice left an open promise as he leaned his forehead against yours, causing your eyes to flutter shut and your hands rested on his chest. The thought of you walking around with a round, swollen belly, carrying his child, made his dick twitch again.

“Come on, we’ve left them waiting long enough.” Your meek voice broke the silence, Jay moved away only to grab your hand, and you both left the bathroom.

When you got back to the table, you were quick to come up with a reasonable excuse that you and Jay had searched the car front to back but couldn’t find the gift, promising to give it to them the next time you’re able to meet. Jay’s mother just beamed hearing that you wanted to see them again and told you that your presence in their son's life, as well as theirs, was worth more than any gift.

Seeing you with his parents, Jay knew he was locked in with you, not that he really minded. Then he remembered his words in the bathroom moments ago, his body growing tense with need once more. He just couldn’t wait to go home and pump you so full of his cum until he was sure that you were carrying his child.

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[SUNGHOON] First week of music broadcast for our 2nd full length album has finished. I wanted to quickly have our activities with ENGENEs, and it’s more fun than expected ㅎㅎ Just looking at ENGENEs gives me strength. Let’s go for second week too!