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im done trying to get your attention, i knew a long time ago that i was going to need to try to hold onto my feelings, because if i let myself give up, I knew I would, and now that im letting myself, I care so much less, i dont care what you think of me anymore, my soft spot for you is really gone, and I'm ready to move on with my life. Being around you still reminds me that Im blind to you in the moment. Somehow you have some odd charm that permits me from feeling anything but blank around you. If I felt the anger I do at home in my bathroom, you would not like the me I become, so im glad you cant see that me. Im sad, but ive been mourning your loss all along, so now, I dont think I even care very much, go fuck whoever you want, fall in love, whatever, ive accepted it was never me, and it never will be, and you know what, thats okay. Getting over you is going to be easy as shit because you're a piece of shit, and not a catch honestly. Have a nice life asshat.

If you don’t accept me at my worst I make sure you won’t ever see the best of me.

k.b. // u never deserved my best in the first place

Your soul knows. It will tell you when it's time to distance yourself from those who no longer align with you mentally, emotionally, physically, or energetically.

“Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else’s opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation.”

— Oscar Wilde, De Profundis

My brain is full but so so empty

Like the cluttered house of a man long dead

- E.C