So This Is What Ive Failed To Record But This Happened During The Skz Unveil Tour Concert :

so this is what ive failed to record but this happened during the skz unveil tour concert :

sO I WENT TO STRAY KIDS' CONCERT AND JISUNG FCKING RECOGNIZED ME SINCE THEY WERE SAYING THEIR LAST GOODBYES AND JISUNG WAS WAVING TO THE OTHER FANS THOUGH WHEN HE LOOKED TO OUR SECTION BIJ I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO WAS DOING A HALF HEART AGAIN AND AGAIN THEN JISUNG FCKING RETURNED A HALF HEART TOO AND SMILED THEN POINTED AT ME LIKE BIJJJJ XJSBXJDNKSND (SADLY I DIDNT GOT A CHANCE TO RECORD IT SINCE I WAS OUT OF STORAGE)😭😭

Foam Hearts | Hwang Hyunjin

Requested by @sweetie-yoongi7 : Can I request a Hyunjin imagine where you work a coffee shop and he becomes a regular customer because he has a crush on you ? I love fluff :3

Words: +1.6K

Genre: Barista! Au + Fluff.

Warnings: None.

A/n: This took me soooo long! I’m really sorry!!😔😔

-Mai.

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Good Enough-Bf!Chan

Request: hi!! can i request a break up scenario with chan where the reader thinks she/he’s never good enough for him so just breaks up with him? ending is up to you it could be angsty or fluffy idk,,thank you already!

Pairing: Reader x Chan (stray Kids)

Summary: You had to break up with him even if he was amazing because you didn’t deserve him, you just didn’t know how he would react. 

Genre: Angst (happy ending!)

Word count: 1615

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This wasn’t the first time you thought about breaking up with Chan. When he first asked you out you were nervous, hesitant, because you weren’t good enough for someone like him and yet here he was wanting to be with you. When your 100th day passed and you came home to a room full of white balloons and an adorable dimpled australian who you only got a simple silver bracelet with a double knot, you knew you didn’t deserve him. And now, watching him stand here, tears in his eyes after hearing what you said, you were convinced. I will never deserve you.

“I don’t understand,” he says, voice trembling with confusion and hurt. “Why? I thought everything was going great between us I don’t-”

When he hiccups and turns away, you fight the urge to run to him. Your own stream of tears silently flow down your face. The both of you had been spending his well deserved day off in the apartment. Chan really didn’t want to leave the house and you were so tired from school and work that he just suggested the two of you build a fort, order some pizza and chicken and spend the day inside.

However this image of him you knew would never leave your mind. The way his face contorted in confusion when you first told him you wanted to end this. How he grabbed after you when you got out of the fort and tried to pull you to him for an explanation. But how could you explain when you were the problem.

“Chan,” you tried to keep your voice steady, “I just…today has been amazing, you are amazing…” Your voice trails off on that thought, leading him to face you once more.

“If I’m so amazing then why?” He doesn’t finish the thought but you both know the full question. Why are you breaking up with me? Why are you breaking my heart right now?

You felt your anxieties rising just thinking about the answer to those questions.

“Because-” You take a deep breath to calm yourself, “ I just think we’re different people you know, different wants, different status in life, you’re you and I’m just….. I’m just…”

Your gaze was planted firmly on  your hamburger fuzzy socks. He got you those for your birthday and you knew if you returned anything, it wouldn’t be these. You didnt mean to cry dammit but just thinking about this whole situation hurt you.

I’m just me and honestly I don’t deserve someone as good as you…I’m not good enough for you.

When you ended  on “I’m just” Chan’s first thought was perfect. Obviously nobody in the world was perfect, but for him you were as close as it got. He never said it, but he loves you, he’s in love with you. In fact in a couple of years, if he could wait that long, he was planning to marry you. After that first date where in order not to be seen you bought burgers and fries and you both sat in your car at the Han River, Chan knew you were the one.

What he didn’t understand was why you wanted to end this. He always thought he wasn’t good enough for you. That you deserved to be with  someone who would always be there for you, not jetting off to different parts of the world, never around on important holidays. He always had that fear that you would leave him, because he wasn’t good enough for you.

“Love.” his voice was weak from holding back tears, and when he looked over and saw you with your head in your hands crying, he knew he couldn’t give up unless you told you wanted him gone.

You felt the couch dip beside you, the familiar weight of his thigh touching yours made you both comfortable and terrified. You would never see this Chan again. The one from earlier pouting that he didn’t want to leave the house. You wouldn’t see his bright smile like when he suggested you both build a fort in the living room. You wouldn’t get to poke his dimple when he steals your chicken.

You tried to gather yourself, but you knew you couldn’t look at him. If you did you would crumble and for his sake you had to stay strong. He deserves better than me. You held onto that thought, repeating over and over.

“Love,” he tried again, “I’ll only leave on one condition.” He waited patiently for you to dry your tears, and turn in his direction indicating you were listening to him. “If you tell me that it’s me…I’m the reason you want to end this?”

It had been so hard for him to say. All his insecurities came to the forefront and he felt himself panic that it really was because of him. You no longer wanted him.

Just as it had been hard for him to say, it was even harder for you to hear. How could he possibly think he was the problem.? Did he not know how amazing he was?

He must have taken your silence as a confirmation that he was in fact the problem. After a few moments he nodded, muttering a small, “okay,” getting off the couch. He walked around the room picking up things like his wallet, his jacket and his keys. You watched as the man you loved prepared himself to walk out of your life forever.

A part of you felt like you should let him leave. But how could you let him leave thinking he was the problem when clearly it was you. Before he stepped out the door you called out to him, almost falling in your sprint to stop him.

“Chan!” you called after him breathlessly, watching him freeze at the door, “It’s not you.”

At this he turns in the foyer and faces you once more, tears freely streaming down his face making your heart break even more.

“I know it sounds cliché,” you start, “ but it really is me. I just-” you voice cracks, and you feel the tears starting again.

“You what?” He doesn’t move, he really wants to but his insecurities are raging and he’s beyond confused.

“I’m just not good enough,” you whisper. You feel like a piece of crap for breaking his heart, but he deserves so much better.

“..Not-not good enough?” he questions, slipping off his shoes and walking towards you. “You don’t think you’re good enough? For me?”

“Yes.” Your voice is low and weary from crying, but now he knows the truth maybe he can see why you did it. Surprisingly however, he starts to laugh.

Full blown laughter leaves his lips before he can stop it. He sees the shocked look on your face and he laughs harder drying the last of his tears. When he finally caught his breath he sauntered over and pulled you into one of his bone crushing hugs.

“We’re so stupid babe,” he says softly, kissing your temples. Pulling back to look at you, he sees the shock and confusion, and even the tiniest bit of amusement.

“Stupid?” you question him.

“Yea, stupid.” He kisses your eyes, your nose and both cheeks before he leans his forehead down and looks at you.

“Why are we stupid?” you ask softly, entranced by his warm brown eyes.

“Because, I thought-,”he pauses entranced by your stare,”I thought it was because I wasn’t good enough for you-”

“Which is stupid,” you cut him off gently.

“And you thought you weren’t good enough for me,” he continues like you didn’t interrupt him. “Which is stupid too.”

“But I’m not-” He leans forward and kisses you rapidly. He doesn’t do it to be one of those assholes that cut his woman off to shut her up. He does it because he couldn’t hold back anymore.

“Earlier,” he starts, “you know what I thought when I woke up this morning?” You shake your head best you could with your foreheads still touching. He smiles gently, and you feel any resolve you had melting slowly.

“I thought that this was the life I want forever.”

“Forever is a long time Chris,” you say slightly overwhelmed by all the emotions you’re feeling. Forever?

“I know.” He felt his heart flutter when you called him Chris, something you only say when you’re really happy. “But as greasy as it is, I want forever with you.”

His hand comes up and cradles your face, brushing away fresh tears his words brought, immediately comforted as you return the gesture. You lean forward and kiss him, deeper and longer than before. You try to show him how much he means to you and when he pulls you closer by your waist, you think he gets the message.

Parting leaves a whimper falling from your lips and a needy sigh from his, but he wants you to hear this. He needs you to know.

“Y/N, I know we’re young, but when, not if, when, I propose to you, know that it’s because I love you, and I want to spend the rest of forever proving that you’re more than good enough for me.”

“Chris,” you start, a bit choked up, “when I say yes, you should know that it’s because I love you too, and we can spend the rest of forever proving to each other that we’re more than good enough.”

After that, no more words are needed. You two spend the rest of the night reassuring the other of your love and in the morning when you both wake up you share a smile at the beginning of your forever.

stay selca day!! and probably a face reveal??

행복해 😌

sprout and their joy. | seo changbin

Pairing: seo changbin x reader

Genre: fluff, angst, platonic relationship

Description: your father wasn’t that good at parenting, neither was changbin, but he seemed to be the only one who cares about you these days. and he does, a little too much. / loosely based on this blurb.

Word Count: 17K +

Author’s note: here is what i have, finally. i would say it gets better later but that is not up for me to decide. i do love these two immensely, though. 

Warning: mentions of self-harm, some missed mistakes in proof read (which i will be doing again in near future).

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