hellofears

Hellofears

Fears He/they | 18 | Autistic | Wasian | #hellofearsoc

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I Got A New Graphics Card While I Was Inactive And I Just Tried To Render A Cycles Scene AND IT WAS SO

i got a new graphics card while i was inactive and i just tried to render a cycles scene AND IT WAS SO FAST AND QUIET!~ ty blender jesus.

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hellofears

1 year ago

Hello

The stage of taking the risk to relate the picture has ended and the stage of trying to survive has begun. I have transferred enough, and I bear witness to God that it was for his own sake and for the service of my country.

We are now living under the beginning of an internal siege. We cannot go out, whether toward the north or the south. Israeli tanks are surrounding the central region of the north and south.

Our situation is tragic beyond what you can imagine. Remember. We are not content for sharing. We are people who are being killed and a cause that we're trying to keep from being erased from existence

Oh, we are alone!

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free palestine i will never understand those who hope for war or romanticize it. i talked to my mum about it and she told me it was propaganda and that - this was just to get back at something that happened 75+ years ago. i dont get it. even if that were the case those ppl who hurt their ppl hypothetically would mostly be dead naturally.its never pieces of shit in power who led tyranny or absolute revolting atrocities that suffe it is the public and it is the children of those ppl born innocent who have to drown in what the ppl before them created if the cycle is not cut off it will never end that back and forth will go on further and just lead to suffering and more suffering. its handing something terrible to the people of the future who have to now carry on with what someone else started passing on baggage - people may say oh well its still getting back at their ancestors bitch those kids probably hardly fucking knew those ppl. do you think - they're around somewhere like oh no my great great grandson oh no why? because they're dead. loss just results in loss and more loss and more. no one deserves to have their family ripped away from them - their loved ones. their community. their future. it is awful. i cannot fathom it at all it feels so unreal and to try and process for many others they can't have that disbelief. because it is infront of them. if they were to not see reality it'd probably mean their death. there is no point in violence. i dont know the history well over the past few weeks its been over a month i think i've learnt alot. to call this revenge is crazy. all its going to do is snowball into a never ending cycle of hatred grief and loss. and at the end of the day just more and more people will be harmed scarred and lose their life/loved ones. i can understand being upset and wanting to get back at people but doing it to ppl down the line that didn't inflict that harm is just not the answer to me. maybe im idealistic. those ppl the root of who caused that harm are gone. u cant take revenge anymore thosse people did nothing. the kids did nothing. faith in whatever or not i just can't see them being pissed ur murdering their grandchild ren. why? because its not them. age took them. u didn't end the ppl who harmed in the end. ppl can say well they had to prepare or recover the ppl they made probably have their values its always going to be this way etc i dont have an answer but i know a cycle of violence will do nothing it will solve nothing it shows you dont want to solve anything it just becomes something each gen has learnt through habit like its a fucking christmas tradition. this planning this absolute horrific treatment of people the earth the nature. what is failure and what it success and im saying this all under the notion what i was told is true when will it end. when will anyone be satisified when will ppl stop putting a prejiduce or grudge or just pressure onto the people around - them so they think whats been taught and are driven by hatred hatred for those they probably didn't know. it is insane. generational trauma we can talk about the past we can grieve ppl should be allowe to heal. but that cant be done if ppl want to keep opening wounds. another family line gone. another child lost. another individual brutali ized. another part of a history ones culture places their memories take place in all lost because of bombs. maybe im dumb but im just like. why cant u bitches at the top letting this happen and pushing it forward to make it an event because a pers

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hellofears

1 year ago

What’s crazy is someone believing in aliens/the supernatural but refusing to like acknowledge or try to acknowledge they/them pronouns++. Like where am I. Zing zap zop up there all doing their thing & over this shit

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hellofears

1 year ago

Just wanted to remind everybody that today is the last day of the "humanitarian pause" in gaza. Starting from tomorrow Tuesday 7:00am, Israel will go back to carpet bombing gaza.

We need a permanent ceasefire. Keep speaking up!

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hellofears

1 year ago

"this is the story of how I got out of zionism

there is obviously much more to say, but I want to be clear here:

every single thing I learned from Palestinians. please do not listen to my voice over Palestinian voices. if you are moved by what I said literally every single Palestinian has 100000 more stories and can teach you WAY more than I can. start listening to PALESTINIANS. it should not have to take a white male jew to tell you to listen to Palestinians. none of us are free until all of us are free. please, let's get over our fragility and just start to listen. Being open to Palestinians freed from my internalized white supremacy, patriarchy, self hatred, chronic pain and fear paradigm that was destroying my life. We need to compost our fear and fragility and start to listen and unlearn colonial white supremacy- we have to in order to get free"

--Shlomo Yitzchak

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hellofears

1 year ago

When ppl know you’ve been in a car accident/hit and run/just generally have trauma with vehicles roads drivers etc it’s wild that people fucking speed anyway. Like thanks

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