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Dear Fred | F.W.
Dear Fred | F.W.
Fred Weasley letter AU
Warning:sad content,references do death
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Summary:After Fredās death you leave a letter on his grave

You slowly walked towards the smooth,white gravestone:your steps were unsure,the breath stuck down your throat as you werenāt ready yet to see the cold stone with the name of your loved one engraved on its front.
In loving memory of Fred Weasley
A son
A brother
A dear friend
A caring boyfriend
And a brave fighter
April 1st,1978-May 2nd,1998
Forever missed
Never forgotten
You kneeled down and while closing your eyes you took a long breath,wiped away a tear which wet your cheek and took out the letter you had written the day before to read it one last time.
From:Y/n
To:Fred (Freddie) Weasley
Dear Fred,
Iām here collecting my thoughts. So many things are going on in my mind,so may words would love to fly from my hand to the paper,so many feelings are exploding inside me,twisting my stomach,my heart,my senses. Dizziness makes my sight almost blurred;āwickedā maybe youād say jokingly,āpainfulā Iād reply scolding. But I have no one to reply like that to,so why have you left? I have no one to scold now,I have no one to laugh with,to open up with. Normaly now Iād come to you,Iād seat on your bed,in between your legs,with my head leaned against your shoulder or in the croock of your neck,and Iād tell you what Iām feeling. You would listen,you would silently listen to my words and then you would hug me,caress my hair,let me stroke my face against the cloth of your warm sweater,leave kisses on my head and then you would say something that would make me feel a little bit happier,you would make me laugh you would...you would just be yourself,the caring,funny,goofy boy I fell in love with at Hogwarts. That boy stole my heart. He stole every little wind coming out from my mouth. He stole the emptiness of my dreams and filled it with his smile,that boy stole every seed of sadness,replacing them with little,shiny stars of happiness,and I do really think that it made life angry,so much angry that she decided to take him away from me and leave just an empty space. A space as empty as Hogwarts at 5am in the morning,when we used to run out from our dorms to meet on the astronomy tower to see the dawn. Can you see it from where you are now? Yesterday I did. I woke up at 5am,or better,I didnāt sleep at all,I was busy thinking about you...but thatās not the point;the point is that I woke up and ran to the astronomy tower thinking that seeing the sun rising would make me feel better. It didnāt. I cried. I cried because while running there wasnāt the sound of your laugh,there wasnāt your hand holding mine,your breath filling the silence. It was just me running in the shadow of my loneliness,looking like a psycho with the ruined mascara I had forgot to take off the night before. That was the moment I realised that seeing the dawn didnāt matter anymore,or maybe it had never mattered in my entire life because everything I cared about was seeing it with you. Then I reached the tower and I looked at the sun. I felt nothing but more pain. A pain growing every time the sun showed a new part of itself,and it ended with me hiding my face in between my hands not to see it anymore because even the sun was reminding me of you.
I see you everywhere,Freddie,I canāt stand it anymore. I see you at the burrow,at the joke shop,I see you even when George greets me. Poor George heās so sad. The last weekend I slept at your house:I heard him crying for the whole night. The whole night,Freddie,do you know what it means? Life teared him apart as much as she did with me,maybe even more. You need to know that Sunday morning I step in the bathroom and saw him reading the instructions of some bottles. I asked him what they were and he replied it was hair dye,blonde hair dye to be exact. I demanded him if he went crazy:he lifted up his head,showing me some red teary eyes and said āFredās presence is making me crazyā. He dyed his hair because in the mirror he couldnāt see anything more than you. No one can change chapter,read a new line of the book wich is our life. Weāre all stuck at the same sentence and we all will be for so long. Iāve been asking myself what Iām going to do with my life. Will I ever fall in love with someone again? Will I love them as much as I loved you? Will I see you in their behaviour? Will I tell them how the boy I once loved died? Iām concerned because I know that Iāll always compare them to you. They might gift me with a flower and Iād probably ask myself āwould Fred gift me with the same flower? Or would he give me something different?ā and what if the answer is āhe would give me something differentā would I still like the present?Iām going crazy,Freddie,I really am. Your absence is making me crazy. I want to feel you. I want to feel your kisses,your hugs,I want to hear your soft voice whispering to my hear that everythingās a nightmare,that soon Iāll wake up and youāll be there,next to me,comforting me with your presence. How long does it take to forget what really made you feel alive? You died Freddie,and that day a part of me died with you. Itās buried in the same grave as yours,so please,my dear Freddie,take care of that part until weāll meet again. Take care of that part as mush as you took care of me when you were here. Watch out for me,sometimes tell me if Iām doing good,help me if Iāll ever need. You were my biggest sourch of reassurance and safety,a presence no one will ever replace. Iām sorry if it will be hard for you to read this letter because of my tears which ruined the ink of the words. Will you read it? Wherever you are will you do it? Can you promise me? Do it Freddie,plese,and then give me a sign. I love you.
Forever yours,
the one who loved you like no one else,
Y/n.
After reading you folded the paper sheet and put it into a small white envelope you closed with a litte piece of red paper,you took the red roses you bought on the way there and left everything on Fredās grave. Then you made a little step back and looked for a few seconds at his imagine,smiling with more tears coming down from your eyes. In that moment a drip fell on your forehead,and then another one,and another,a few minutes later the sky was pouring rain all over you. It was the sign you asked for. Fred had read the letter and now he was crying with you.
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Fred Weasley Reading List
hiii !! This is some of the fics I enjoyed reading and these writers are AMAZING !! I'm going to post more reading list in this blog of characters I read. I love y'all <33
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Fluff š§ø
Arm Rest by @obsessedwithbuckybarnes
His Clothes by @anchoeritic
I'd Always Pamper You by @feetoffthetablee
Dandelions by @butterbeerblurbs *
Make Him Squirm by @oliverwoodswifee
Kiss Prompt #1 by @wand3ringr0s3
Uh.... Little Help? by @fredshufflepuff
Fred x Shy!Reader HC by @midnightgremlin
Fred x Shy!Reader HC by @weasleyhome
Cuddling With Fred HC by @rosaliepostsstuff
Fred x Shy!Hufflepuff!Reader by @cursestothemoon
Physical Touch HC by @vogueweasley
No Returns or Exchanges by @lumosandnoxwriting
The Missing Piece by @plant-flwrs
An Angel and Her Firecracker by @prismarts
Can I Sit There by @sunny-bunnny
My Heart is Yours by @onlyfreds
Gold Rush by @hufflepuffhaze
Through The Years by @ginnyweasely *
Shortie by @lupinlongbottom
Just The Two Of Us by @rogue-durin-16 *
Love by @myboipotterimagines
Freddie's Snuggles by @oliverwoodswifee
Mad In Love With You by @eatingcloudsxx
Small Hands, Big Goof by @fredshufflepuff
Different by @natasha-romancff
Soft Boy by @omg-imatotalmess
Done For by @fweasleyswhore
Three Rules by @fallin-4-ya
A Quite Common Room and An Everlasting Essay by @skivingsmutbox
White Dress by @durmstrange
Flirting with Fred by @midnight-lightning
Home by @wonderfilworld
Angst š
When You're Gone by @comfortwriting *
Ghost by @midnightgremlin
Everyday, for the rest of forever by @lumosandnoxwriting *
Out by @margraveth *
Afterlife by @band--psycho
Kiss Prompt #39 by @wand3ringr0s3 *
Congratulations Weasley by @hxlyhead-harpies
Dear Fred by @malfoysapples *
I Hate That Girl by @xmalfoyweasleyx
Series/ Mini-Series š
In A Crowds of Thousands by @rcwenaclaw *
The Love Languages by @weaxleyz
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āReady Fred?ā
āReady George.ā
The Weasley twins are plotting.
In our attic of happy memories| R.W.
Ron Weasley x reader
Flashbacks in italic
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Summary:after having your first child you and Ron are moving to a bigger house. Youāre packing some objects you have in your attic when you find old stuff from your days at Hogwarts.

<<Sweet dreams>> you kissed your one year old daughter and covered her little body with warm blankets,immediately switching off the lights and walking out from the pink bedroom.
<<Did it work?>> Ron asked,appearing in front of you with a mug of coffe in his hands. You sighed and nodded,wrapping your arms around the manās waist and resting your chin on his chest. His free hand moved in between your hair while you looked in his eyes with a little,sweet smile <<It did. Iām glad you bought her that book of fairies,she falls asleep as soon as I reach the end of the story>> <<Thank you,Merlin>> the ginger smiled and kissed the tip of your nose <<Do you still have to pack anything?>> he asked. You nodded again <<Yes,I do. I still have a few things to pack in the attic. What about you?>> <<I have to close a few boxes.When Iām done Iāll help you sweetheart,donāt worry>> <<Thank you,Ron. Now Iāll go>> you ended,leaving a kiss on his cheek and patting his tummy <<You need some gym>> you laughed and Ron rolled his eyes.
You walked upstairs and sit on the floor of the attic,looking around as you saw some old stuff like a wooden chess,some books and different colourful boxes <<Come on,I can do this in less than an hour then Iāll finally go to sleep>> you tried to cheer yourself and then started closing the objects in big boxes
You were holding a book when it hit a blue little box which fell on the floor,revealing what it was hiding inside:photos from your school years.
<<For Merlinās beard,these are so old!>> you exclaimed laughing at the look you had in the first pic.
You remembered the exact moment it had been taken:you had just came back from your usual Quidditch practice,during the third year,and one of your housemates,Lya,that was her name,had the brilliant idea to show you how dirty your uniform was and how funny you looked with your face covered in sweat and mud.
You smiled and rolled your eyes,ready to move on the next photo when you heard someone walking in:it was Ron.
<<What are you looking at?>> he demanded,sitting next to you <<Look,do you remember when these pics were taken?>> you asked. Ron laughed at them and then nodded <<Most of them. Here,for example,Iām sure you were at the Yull Ball. You looked so pretty in that dress,I was so jealous of Oliver! He had the luck to invite the prettiest girl in the school meanwhile I was just sitting there,with an embarrassing dress and a bored Harry>> he joked <<Oliver invited me at the Yull Ball but youāre the one I decided to spend the rest of my life with>> you replied,showing him your wedding ring <<Thereās always a winner,honey>> he replied,kissing the back of your hand and looking again at the photos.
<<Look at this one. Fifth year,Iām sure!>> he exclaimed <<Youāre sure?>> you asked <<Yes. During that year you used to tie your hair in a ponytail every single day!>> you laughed remembering it <<Youāre right. I looked so ugly>> <<You didnāt! You looked as pretty as always!>> Ron immediately answered <<If you say so...wat about this one?>> you asked,holding a pic of you two.
The photo was showing Ron sitting on the grass,his back laying on the wood of a three while your head was resting in his lap. You were busy reading meanwhile Ron was busy staring at you with lovely,bright eyes.
<<Luna took this pic of us>> you said <<She did? Yes,she called it āThe pic of loveā or something like that,I cringed a little bit,Iāll be honest,but she was so happy for us. At the time our relationship had just started>> <<So this is from seventh year>> <<It is. We had so much fun at Hogwarts,didnāt we?>> you demanded,your head was now on Ronās shoulder <<We had. Iām so grateful for those years. Imagine if one of us didnāt attend those classes...we wouldnāt had met...I canāt imagine a life without you>> Ron said,kissing your forehead,you smiled <<I love how you tell me these things like itās the first time we met>> you replied <<Every time I look at you itās like the first time we met. I love you so much Y/n. Youāre everything I always wanted>> <<Even when I had to give you advices on how to flirt with Hermione?>> you taunted your husband <<You did?>> his face turned red <<You donāt remember it?>> Ron shaked his head <<Why should I remember it now that my heart belongs to you?>>. You laughed and lifted up an eyebrow <<Smart answer,Weasley...smart answer>>.
<<Look at this other photo>> Ron said showing you a pic that had been taken at the Burrow. You,Harry and Hermione were sitting on the couch,surrounded by the Weasley family. <<Second year. We were just kids>> you smiled <<Bill was so much taller than you>> he pointed at the image of the boy who was standing next to you,making you laugh <<At the time I had such a big crush on your brother>> you admitted <<Wait you what?>> the ginger demanded visibly surprised <<Iāve never told you that? Really?>> you asked <<Really! What story is this?>>. You shrugged your shoulders <<I was twelve honey,and Bill was so charming. Fleurās really lucky>> you laughed <<What a good news knowing that my wife has a crush on my brother>> Ron joked <<I had! Now Iām all yours>> you smiled kissing the ginger on his lips.
Suddenly Rom stood up <<Thatās my chess!-he exclaimed- I thought you had threw it away>> <<Oh dear I would never! I know how much you loved playing chess. I still have our uniforms as werl. Right there>> you admitted,opening a cupboardand and revealing the clothing <<I canāt believe it>> Ron smiled,grabbing his robe.
He wore it and coughed as it was covered in dust. You laughed,looking at how short it was. <<I remember it covered your knees too Ron,I suppose the kid has grown up a lot>> <<What about yours?>> he asked,giving the uniform to you. <<Letās find out>> you smiled,wearing it.
You looked at your robe,realising it still suited you well. <<Well...someoneās here hasnāt grown up at all>> your husband laughe and you rolled your eyes <<Women grown mentally and physically faster than men...weāre even smarter>> you joked <<Youāre going to regret what you had just said!>> Ron exclaimed.
The boy run towards you and begun to tickle your tummy. You burst into laughter and fell on the ground. <<Stop,stop!>> you almost yelled. In that moment time seemed to stop and go back the years the photos reminded you of.
...<<Excuse me,can you tell me where the potion class is?>> you asked,almost whispering.The kid with ginger hair who was walking the corridor right in front of you stopped and turned,facing you. <<What did you say?>> he asked with a candy in his mouth and a book stained in chocolate held in his right hand. You looked at him and gulped,feeling nervous as you were a really shy little girl. <<I...uhm...I said...I mean I asked...where the potion class...i...is...>> you babbled. The boy nodded,chewing the long candy <<I donāt know but I have to attend potion class too so we can look for it together. Whatās your name?>> he asked,you gulped <<Itās...Y/n>> you whispered <<What?>> he demanded again <<Y/n...-you immediately lowered your tone,realising that you had just yelled-...I mean...Y/n...Iām...Iām...sorry...>> you looked down embarrassed,but Ron shrugged is shoulders and took out a small lollipop from the pocket of his robe <<Nice to mee you,Y/n! Iām Ron,Ron Weasley!>>...
<<What are you thinking about honey?>> Ron asked seeing you had stopped laughing,bringing you back from your thoughts. You shaked your head,a smile was shining on your lips <<Do you remember the very first time we met?>> you asked. Ron laughed <<Yes,I do-he said,standing up and taking off his robe to put it in one of the boxes-we were kids attending the first year. You literally yelled your name on my face because you were so shy that talking to anyone made you extremely embarrassed.You were so cute>>. You laughed and put your robe in the same box as him <<And the very first time we kissed?>> <<Fifth year. Astronomy tower,the Quidditch match had just ended. Are you testing me or something?>> Ron laughed again. You immediately shaked your head <<No,of course not. Iām just...I mean...I love you so much Ron and I love all we made together...all these memories they...they make me happy. Thatās it.>> your lips curved in a smile as Ron walked towards you,wrapping his arms around your waist. The tip of his nose stroking yours <<Me too Y/n. Youāre my world,the prettiest thing that has ever happened in my life. Everything we have built together makes me the proudest man alive. You and our little girl are everything I need to be happy so letās keep building beautiful things>> he kissed your forehead <<Sure Ron...but you know-you looked around-to build more beautiful things we need to pack all this staff>>. Ron laughed <<Fine. But the chess deserves the best packaging,weāre going to play it together in the new house>>. You nodded and kissed him once again <<Fine. Iāll beat you!>> you exclaimed <<Letās see it>> he replied.
The golden deer| F.W.
Fred Weasley x Female reader
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Warning:death,sad content,bad language,blood
Authorās notes:Iām back!! Sorry for the long hiatus but I really needed a break. I was stressed and demotivated but I saw that even tho I wasnāt posting people kept interacting and leaving feedbacks on my stories;I was so happy and I decided to not give up. Iām working on new content,stay tuned. Thank you for your support and sorry id this story isnāt really good,itās an old draft.
Summary:A deer with a golden coat suddenly appears in the Forbidden Forest and becomes Fredās best friend but no one knows the animal is hiding a secret

<<So youāre telling me that the deer is still out there?!>> Ron asked shocked as his hands cupped his cheeks,squeezing them in a really funny way that made you laugh <<It is,Ron!>> Ginny exclaimed,hitting the big table of the Great Hall with both of her hands. It shaked and George looked at it <<Ginny do you want to destroy everything?>> he asked.
The girl rolled her eyes <<Listen we need to find it! I wanna see its golden coat!>> she looked so excited <<Are you mad?-Hermione called her out-the Forbidden Forest is too dangerous>> <<Oh come on,Harry and Draco went there during first year and theyāre both still alive>> she mumbled <<Iāve already told you that Hagrid came with us>> Harry butted into the conversation <<Then letās call him!>> <<No ,Ginny! Thatās the worst idea youāve ever gotten. He wonāt help us. And what if it is just a rumor for real?>> George sighed <<Itās not! Parkinson swore that Seamus swore that Crabbe swore that Hagrid had seen it! We need to go into the forest. No oneās gonna know>> she was so hard to dissuade.
Ron sighed <<What do you think Y/n? And you Fred? You havenāt spoken yet>> <<I donāt think we should do such a thing,itās too dangerous and if McGonagall finds out we sneaked into the forest sheās gonna expell us all>> you said <<I do agree>> Fred nodded <<Since when you respect the rules?>> Ginny asked <<I just think that an animal deserves its spaces>> the ginger boy added.
<<Fine,letās vote. Who wants to see it must raise his hand>> Ginny said,her hand already up in the air,Ron followed her and after thinking a little bit George did the same together with Harry <<Four against three. Youāre free to not come but tonight weāre going to find that deer>> the girl winked and left the Great Hall.
Midnight
<<You all came>> Ginny smirked <<Y/n didnāt>> Ron pointed out <<She fell asleep as soon as she had touched the bed. I didnāt feel to wake her up>> Hermione explained <<Fine. Weāre gonna tell her tomorrow. Wands in your hands,here we go!>> Ginny smiled and walked into the forest followed by her brothers and friends.
The Gryffindors walked through the threes and the high blades of grass for hours,everyone was tired except Ginny who focused on scanning every small corner of the forest as she was determined to find the golden deer.
<<Come on guys,itās just a story for children! Letās go back,itās too cold and Iām tired of walking>> Fred mumbled <<Are you scared?>> Ron asked him <<Scared? No,I just donāt believe in that damm deer>> he added <<Heās right tho. Itās almost four in the morning. We really need to go back>> Hermione whispered <<But- >> Ginnyās sentence got cut off by Harryās <<Theyāre right. Weāve been here for too long>> <<Fine,letās go back>> the ginger girl sighed,giving up.
The group of friends was leaving the forest when Fred noticed he had lost them. <<Fuck!>> he swore,walking around in hope to find at least one of the Gryffindors he had came with,but nothing. He was left alone with his panic growing as he began to hear strange noises all around him.
<<Keep calm Fred,youāre a fucking wizard with a fucking wand. You can survive>> he tried to reassure himself as he was already imagining a tragic end where he died by the hand of a strange creature. But nothing of what he expected turned into reality,otherwise something he couldnāt believe in happened:the golden deer appeared in front of him,sneaking out from behind a green bush full of flowers.
<<For Godās sakes>> he muttered,almost fainting as the animal bowed at him with his head an walked around him,its head stroking against his soft coat. The Weasley caressed the soft golden furr of the animal,whispering in amusement of how pretty and soft it was <<Wanna be my friend?>> he asked,with a smile on his face as the animal moved,letting him understand to follow him out from that dangerous forest.
A few months later
Potion class had just ended when Fred stole some biscuits from the Hogwarts kitchen and sneaked into the Forbidden Forest.
<<Buddy come here-he called the golden deer-I know you can hear me,Iāve brought some biscuits!>> the ginger boy yelled,feeling safe even tho he was in the most dangerous place he could be,he knew that until the deer was around not a single creature would had touched him.
The animal suddenly appeared in front of him and Fred caressed its head,offering him a biscuit <<Here you are buddy! How are you?>> he asked,leaving a kiss on the nose of the animal.
Fred felt happy everytime his new fri showed up and spent some time in his company,they often walked through the threes or played in the big clearing of the Forbidden Forest. He didnāt know how or why but he felt such a strong bond with that animal.
A few hours later he was back on his way to Hogwarts.
He had just reached the garden when he came across you <<Y/n>> he greeted you shaking his hand in the air <<Whatās up>> you smiled and he looked at you,his eyebrows furrowed <<You have leaves in your hair>> he said,grabbing them and letting them fall on the ground <<I was studying some plants for the Hebology test weāll attend next week>> you said,he nodded. <<Fine. Iāll let you work>> he was about to leave when you stopped him <<Have you been to the Hogwarts kitchen?>> you asked <<Why?>> he demanded <<You smell like hot biscuits>> you laughed.Fredās face became as red as his hair <<I may have sneaked there,yeah...>> he replied,visibly embarrassed <<The biscuits are good,but donāt get caught>> you smiled and left him.
Three months later
<<Weasley and Y/l/n>> Snape said in a cold voice as you looked at the boy and walked towards his desk <<We finally got paired!>> you exclaimed almost in a whisper <<Iām sure that working with me will be funnier than working with Goyle or Malfoy>> he said,you laughed,remembering how unlucky you had been during the previous lessons <<It will>> you replied,looking at the ingredients on the table.
Suddenly you felt Fredās eyes staring at you so you turned and looked at him <<Is everything okay?>> you asked confused,Fred was busy looking at your shoulder <<Whatās that?>> he asked,grabbing some strands of furr which were stucked on your robe. Your cheeks got red as you hit his hand,making them fall <<Hermioneās cat. I played with him before coming here>> you gulped. Suddenly you felt your hands shake <<Sorry>> you said,calling Snape and asking to go to the bathroom.
You rush in hurry out from the class to the garden,your body twisted by costant spasms <<Fuck>> you mumbled,the pain was running through your body. There was nothing worse than turn into the golden deer.
Apparently your trasformation could look like something romantic or common,since a lot of animagus existed. But it wasnāt and,most of all,you werenāt an animagus:it was a curse. A curse your mother enchanted you with when you were a child,it was a punishment for being born.
You fell on your knees,the hands grabbing the blades of grass while you felt your body ripping in hundreds pieces. You started coughing and gasping for air,your entire chest ached,a fire seemed to be burning inside it. You suddenly spit out some blood that stained the green grass and then,when you felt you were completely losing your human form,you collected the strength to stand up and ran inside the Forbidden Forest.
Twigs were now breaking under the hooves of your deer form. Your body still aching like never before:more days passed by,more your transformation was hard to stand,your body was slowly weakening,driving you to a painful death.
You suddenly stumbled on something and fell into a dense picker bush. You wagged in fear and pain,trying to escape the thorns that were scratching and and ripping your already damaged body. You painstakingly slipped out from the brush,dragging your body all along the grass,standing up and stepping a few meters away before falling on the ground again and slowly getting your human form back.
You could barely move:blood covering your arms,your face and even your legs. You had bruises ruining your sensitive skin and deep cuts marking your slender body. A few weak moans of pain escaped your mouth while the tears were falling down from your eyes,making your injuries burn. You were about to pass out,the minimum of lucidity your mind had allowed you to think you were exhaling your last breath when,suddenly,you heard a voice.
<<Y/n! Y/n!>> someone called you,holding you gently. The warm of Fredās body made you feel a little safer <<What are you doing here?>> you asked in a breath of sound,not able to talk properly. He slowly wiped one of your tears away and left a kiss on your forehead <<I followed you. I saw that something was wrong,but I couldnāt imagine you were...>> you couldnāt hear what he had to say:everything went black.
You opened your eyes,lulled by a warm breeze,and immediately met Fredās brown ones <<Youāre awake>> he smiled,caressing one of your cheeks. You rubbed your eyes and sat,realising your head had just laid on Fredās lap. You looked at your ripped skirt and shirt:your clothes were completely ruined and stained with blood but you noticed the cuts turned into scars <<You cured me>> you said;Fred nodded <<I need some explanations. Donāt you think?>> he asked,his face a fee centimetres away from yours,you sighed <<Youāve seen everything,am I right?>> you demanded <<I have>> he replied <<Donāt tell anything to no one,please>> you begged him,holding his hands <<Why should I? But tell me whatās happening,please>> <<Itās a curse,Fred. A curse by my mother,she didnāt want me to be born so she decided to kill me in the most painful way. Everyday I turn into my deer form,destroying my own body.The transformation will make me weaker and weake until I wonāt be able to stand it anymore so...-you paused,your voice cracking up-so one day Iāll die in pain>> you cried,looking down and resting your chin on your knees you brought nearer to your chest.
The Gryffindorās eyes widened at your words <<Weāll find a way to free you>> <<We wonāt. Thereās no much time left,you saw it,Fred,you saw me falling on the ground twisted by spasms,I even spitted out blood. Iām not able to walk without my body aching,I-you paused,looking for air-I canāt even breath. Iām slowly dying,I donāt even know if Iāll be able to stand the next trasformation>> you cried,your voice shaking,filled with panic and fear while your head rested on the boyās shoulder <<You canāt save me anymore,Fred,but you can still do something special to me>> <<What?>> he asked in tears <<Stay with me,donāt let me die alone. Iāve spent the last months happily knowing thay you would come and play with the deer...>> you grabbed his arm,sinking your face in the cloth of his shirt. He slowly took off his robe and covered your body <<I wonāt leave you,Y/n,Iāll stay with you until youāll be able to she the sunlight>> he whispered,leaving a kiss on your forhead and resting his chin on the top of your head.
You stayed there for hours,silent,and suddenly,knowing that Fred was by your side,made the death look less scary.