Today I Went Out, I Looked Up To The Sky And Breathed. Tears Poured Down My Eyes And I Called Out To

Today I went out, I looked up to the sky and breathed. Tears poured down my eyes and I called out to my Rab.

“Ya rab, I need you more than anything. Ya Rab, I have no one but You. You’re my Khalil, my everything. Ya Rab you’re sitting above the sky I’m looking at. Hear my pleas Oh Friend of mine, Oh The One who is watching tears roll down my cheeks. I have no one but You. Forgive me Ya Rehman and grant me what I’ve been longing to have.”

In the midst of it all, I suddenly went quiet and kept looking up at the sky. I breathed in and realised I felt His presence. Oddly, I felt comfort as if I were being hugged as if He was replying to my worries, to my grief.

My humble brothers and sisters, when you do not know what to do, when you do not know where to go. Leave your house, leave the place where you’re experiencing anxiety and go seek solitude. Talk to your Lord just as our dear Prophet Muhammad PBUH went in seclusion in Cave Hira. Pour your heart out to Allah, make him your friend, forget you exist in this World. I promise you, you will experience tranquility like never before.

Cry out to him look up at him. He is the All Seeing the All Hearing. For indeed He never leaves His servants alone.

When you think of Allah, think of his greatness. You will immediately be humbled and in awe.

Are u a sister or brother?

Sister Alhumdulillah ✨

I know it’s not easy to stay strong on your Imaan at all times. Some days you feel you’re really close to Allah and some days you start getting distant from praying, reading Quran and talking to Allah.

When you start drifting farther from Allah and you start feeling guilty about it, remember it’s a sign from Allah that he wants you back. He loves you, he will always love you. Just keep doing Istighfar even at times you lose interest, even in the moments of happiness. Do not ever let shaytaan get through the crack of your “low Imaan” days. Keep yourself sane with Istighfar.

May Allah help us all. Ameen.

I was doing dhikr while I thought about this.

When we see something unfair happening to someone we help them out and once we help them out, we expect that person to pay us back. What does it mean by “expect that person to pay us back”? It does not necessarily mean that we had this thought exactly at the same time we helped them out. No. We have this thought when that person hurts us, betrays us, mentally disturbs us. Then we think I helped him or her then how could he or she do this to me?

But what did Allah say? Did Allah ever tell us to expect something from this World? Did he? No! He merely said do good to everyone and I will be the one to reward you. You do good to everyone for ME. Not for your own benefit. You do it only for Allah and Allah alone. You want peace? You find it in the remembrance of Allah. You will always ALWAYS break if you always expect something from this World. You will be a prisoner to your nafs if you always expect something from this World.

So remember brothers and sisters ‘Be in this World as if you were a stranger or a traveler.’

(Sahih Al-Bukhari Book#76, Hadith #425)

Pray to the Almighty to never go astray.