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Waiting for public transport with ur comfort character

This is inspired by the post I saw around Tuesday by @tf2-pony, it was cute and I made it goofy
This is from May 2021

(it was a drawing I wanted to do for funsies bc I got back to playing Nintendogs on my 3DS)
And this is the (probably) forever WIP I did today bc I got back to playing Nintendogs on my 3DS

Doodle dump from class (trying out Krita)

“Let’s go gambling!”

Gecko thing I guess

The cube.
I finally drew something again

Doodle of Clara I just finished, hope u like it
If there’s a screen
(I grew up with my consoles not having access to internet (bc shitty wifi n parental control or something))
I’ve had Nintendogs + Cats for 14 years and just now have gotten a gift from a cat, I had to look it up and all. Holy shit.
(P.S.: she brought me a piece of rubber)
I just remembered the time I had a nervous breakdown in art class when the teacher said that wasn’t how the drawing was meant to go (perspective wise) after I had the whole sketch done (mind you it was a sketch with more perspective of the last supper, yes, the last supper (the assignment was do ur spin of an old famous art piece)) and then she downplayed it kinda with the whole “don’t cry, this isn’t a crying matter” WOMAN, I WAS ABOUT TO RIP MY HAIR OFF AND CHEW MY SKIN AWAY
So yeah, the only times I had compliments about my art from her was the month leading to her retirement

After a month (sorry) I come back with angst of a redesigned old OC (5 years old)
Her name is Clara and she’s a defective android
This is her in the alleyway being discarded
I can’t stand people that don’t let me speak hyperbolically. If I can’t respond to a minor inconvenience that someone should get shot in the fucking head for it then what’s the point of it all.
Tadpoles I found on the hike I did today

So, another OC redraw (apologies, I may have slight art block)
This is Nuka (2021):

And this…

is Nuka in 2024! I just redid their jumbled design a lil (and gave em a racoon tail cuz I love it)
went to my gender therapist. walked out thinking that i made it clear im transgender (its not really in questioning, im sure i am and this blog is evidence enough, I've been sure for years now), just not ready to come out of the closet before I do any kind of HRT because im afraid i'll be harassed or targeted for "faking It" or "being a man pretending to be a woman" (really popular arguments in my area) or all that bullshit and I prefer to go under the radar.
the gal said to my parents, who I told her need a "profesional opinion" to accept me as transgender (as again, I myself already have that clear that im a woman) decided to tell them "I'm not sure your kid is transgender, so take it in smalls steps because they could regret it later."
the fucking audacity makes my blood boil and what makes It worse is the fact that she didn't tell me any of this before telling my parents
what a way to ruin all the trust she had gained in the prior session

Another MLP “OC” from 6 years ago
Her name is Dragoness and she should supposedly have some dragon in her but… yeah, now it’s a weird lion/unicorn chimera
So I also posted the last drawing on TikTok right? And the video ended up being so cute!
I love it!
Since I did a one year difference in art last time, how about
SIX YEARS??

Yep, a MLP OC from 2018 (maybe 2017)
So her name is Biggie, she’s- she has big wings and… that’s it. Yep. No cutie mark, nothing.
She didn’t even have a color palette, I had to randomize her color palette (except of hair, I color picked the blue pen)
A year ago (20th June 2023)

Yeah, not the greatest, right? These are Pokémon??
But after a week of hard work

I fixed it. NOW they’re really Pokémon

oh no, furries
But wait!
There’s more

With a cutie patootie too! Oh nooooo!
(Snowdrop (snow leopard) is from @lillythepyromancer, it’s her fursona)
Coping with the end of dungeon meshi thursdays, wtf do I do now? get a job?

I was drawing (digital) and a huge lighting, I’m talking flashbang (both flash and bang), just came down close from my house…
Needless to say I’m not drawing anymore today and I unplugged anything that I value from the outlets/sockets