Me, Reading My Own Incomplete Writing : *gasp* And Then What Happened?

me, reading my own incomplete writing : *gasp* and then what happened?

Also the thousands of thoughts about home I'm going to get there. Do I drive? And if so, whats parking going to be like?

Just organized to hand out with a friend, and am now going through the next stage of doing so, which is naturally a crippling fear that they're only hanging out with me out of pity. Good times.

Thanks for the tag!!

Open tags cause I'm tired :P

found a cute picrew so imma do tag games!

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sweetheart your palsy, honeyed eyes

make me restless

and when your teeth grazed my neck

for a flash, I wasn’t a corpse, what horror!

your touch almost brought me to life

honey, you mortify me

and like a moth I chase your glow

hungry for more, I jump to your arms

I crave more of you, your tongue

your lips, your fingers, your teeth

.

I’ve come to loathe your devoted gaze

the way you sound in the mornings

or right before bed, quiet, soft and inviting

one word and I could fall to my knees

beg and drool for more, more, more, more

.

your softness stabs me with all innocence

and I bleed all guilty on these white sheets

your affection breaks my obstinance

and I choke on my own pride and reason

your devotion is a knife to my lungs

but I yearn for something to fill my chest

.

I am a woman that turns love to violence

and you, with all your downy intensity

and grotesque affections..

what are you?

I have no words for you

I have no words for you

-Nidhi Bhasin, excerpts from a book I don’t want to write

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I just entered my first poetry competition, and am currently losing my mind