it's my drama. appreciate my flaws & learn from my mistakes. it's okay to cry your heart out but don't forget that there's always a second chance. be strong but don't forget to be yourself. you can be wild and carefree but don't forget to be serious at times. oh remember to laugh too! life is amazing and unfair at the same time... deal with it even if it's not the reality that you wanted!
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Birthday Greetings
birthday greetings
Aigooo why am i so teary-eyed after reading their birthday greetings... Its so touching. I feel so loved by these people. Best gift ever :)
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Kahit ngayon lang... Pwede?
Anu bang kasalanan ko sayo at ganito ang trato mo sa akin? Kung ayaw mo ako makausap e di sabhihin mo sa akin. Kung ayaw mo akong makita e di ipaalam mo din sa akin. Kung ayaw mong marinig akong nagsasalita, tumatawa o nagkukwento, sabihin mo sa akin agad kaysa naman sinisigawan mo ako na wag akong maingay palagi. Sana naging pipi na lang ako o kaya sana namatay na lang ako para hindi mo na ako makikita ulit at hindi mo na ako proproblemahin pa. Sorry sa mga pagkukulang ko. Sorry. I'm trying my best to be strong pero sa lahat ng ginagawa mo sa akin, mga sinasabi mo at expectations mo... Lahat un ang humihila sa akin pababa. Im becoming weaker araw araw kasi hindi mo ako pinapahalagahan. Until now hindi ko pa din nararamdaman sayo kahit minsan na naging proud ka sa akin o kayanatiwa ka sa akin. Ganun ba talaga ako sayo? Hindi ba talaga ako mahalaga sayo? Wala ba talaga akong kwentang anak sayo? Kelan mo ba ako matatanggap bilang ako at hindi bilang ang ideal perfect daughter mo?? Hindi mo ba ako kayang suportahan man lang at sabihan ako na kaya kong gawin ang isang bagay kasi kaya ko talaga yon kesa sasabayan mo ng mga shortcomings ko?? Ang hirap maging anak mo. Ang hirap hirap... Pero kakayanin ko. Titiisin ko. Pero isa lang hiling ko sana may end din to... At sa ending na yon sana maappreciate mo kung sino ako at anung kaya ko...
Tama bang ganito nararamdaman ko? May karapatan ba akong mapagod? Hanggang kelan ko kailangan maging matatag? Magtiis? Minsan kasi parang susuko na ako...
This is me when i drove around the area by myself... I almost cried before driving because they're giving me too much pressure :(
I was so nervous and it is very nerve wrecking ;.;
Anyhoo, i made it! I was able to go back home without getting into any accidents. It was a big relief for me...
But if i were given a chance i wouldn't want to drive alone :(
Sick.
A-yo!
Omg still not feeling well since friday morning :( i kept sneezing, blowin my nose and coughing for the past 2 days. And i hafta blame it to california's fucked up weather. Even the fam are sick too. This is sad. I cant even enjoy the sun outside... :(
Oh & wanna know what's sick-er than this? HYUN BIN, my HYUN BIN, just left for his marines enlistment. Meaning he'll be gone for almost 2yrs. His duty will hopefully end on Dec6th 2012. Thats a long long time... Bohooo! And thinking abt Leeteuk's enlistment by the end of this year or ealry next year... breaks my heart. Idk how i will react once he leaves. Gaaah :(
Omg this is SICK! i am SICK!
I just want you to be proud of me...
Sana man lang naging masaya ka for me kahit ngayon lang. kc it hurts me na mas naappreciate pa ng iba kung anung meron ako ngayon kaysa ikaw na inaakala kong unang magiging masaya for me :'( *sigh I feel like these efforts i made are worthless for you. It hurts to know that you dont appreciate them. It hurts that i hafta fish for compliments from other people just to feel okay about my self and capability when some people would automatically recieve it without making it too obvious...
Do you really dislike me so much that you hafta make me feel sad today when it is supposed to be a happy day for me? It should be a day where you are pattig my head and telling me i did a good job... But no, you dont do that. Your time is more precious to waste for me. You have more important things to attend to. I just really wish you can at least be happy for me even for just this day. I think i am expecting too much from you... Im sorry.
The korean boyfriend
Gaaah my friend has a korean boyfriend. Idek why i feel so giddy just by knowing this. Woah i still cant believe that love between a korean dude & a girl exists... I only think it happens in dramas & not in real life.
Shiz i am stoked! Bahahaha i wonder where i can find my korean boyfriend. Now my friend has an oppa in real life unlike me who is forever alone. OTL
Bohooo i want a korean boyfriend too... or maybe just a chingu will do xD