Coz Taymee Can Make My Day Complete Just By A Simple Reply From My Tweet...kekeke He's Really Nice To

coz Taymee can make my day complete just by a simple reply from my tweet...kekeke he's really nice to reply to my tweet. I hope i don't scare him or creep him out with my mentions. i just like how sweet and cute he is. i was smiling the whole day in school because of this. i even sent him a thank you pic at IG lol :) aigoo i think i am starting to act carelessly again since he made my heart skip a beat. I just wish there's still someone like him in this universe that is meant to love me and be with me forever. 10-10-11

running away...

I feel like running away from reality. Everything is too much. I am so done with it and I don't know if I can still continue... Life has been pretty hard and it keeps on beating me. I am so stressed out with all of these things happening around. What else should I give up to earn some luck?? I feel so empty and tired and useless. Is it still worth it?

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Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

It's never too late, right?...

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short call

i called back home and was able to talk to my godmother. god it has been a long time since i talked to her. it was cool that she didn't changed at all. She was the same woman who inspires me coz she is a fighter and she is really smart. I can't help but shed some tears coz i felt her effort to encourage me and guide me. I really look up to her an i am thankful she is my godmother. I wish i was able to hug her and tell her miss her. It was nice catching up with her. I felt like she cares about me and she really wants me to e successful. Maybe i should call her often then. I have to tell her that i am thankful she's there for me...

Why is it that...

the more i put effort in it, the more i get hurt?