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Ana’s Fic Recommendations - April 2023

Hello! It’s me… again!

Ana with a new portion of reading I did and loved since my last list which was made in January 2023.

Enjoy :) And don’t forget to give your love and support to all those wonderful people who gave us these masterpieces <3 Please forgive me if I put smth I already recommended before in here, lol. It’s either I forgot oooor (what’s more likely) I love it sm that I wanted to include it again!

Please note that most of these might be rated 18+, so read the authors’ notes carefully!

BTS

@sopebubbles - new series Lone Wolf, 18+ - ot7 x reader

@jae-bummer - Platonic Friend Time - JJK x reader

@onlyswan - In which Jungkook is giving up on you but you have so much love left to give - JJK x reader

@soraviie - you assume it's unrequited.txt - ot7

@ugh-yoongi - Loose Lips - MYG - reader

@angelicyoongie - returned with Abubdance - ot7, 18+

STRAY KIDS

@imagine-a-life-like-this - whole masterlist and new series Sugar and Spice, 18+ - LMH x Reader

@jae-bummer - An Influx of Chargers - HHJ x reader, You Found Me - HJS x reader, Game Night Gone Awry - BCH x reader, Fake Boyfriends & Melted Ice Cream - BCH x reader

@taeminsung - The View - LMH x reader, Close To You - LMH x reader

@j-a-nuary - In which Han thought he was dating his best friend

@bloomingbutterflysworld - masterlist

@outro-jo - When skz says “no” - ot8

@feelbokkie - masterlist

@pettypuppy-jonghyun - Confession - BCH x reader

@voquenutella - SKZ find out you're pregnant 1 - 2

@leviackermanscleaningbuddy - SKZ Prompt Game - Changbin, Minho. 18+

@sluttywonwoo - Instead Of You - LMH x reader + HJS, 18+

@yxngbxkkie - masterlist

@lixie-phoria - masterlist

@dreamescapeswriting - Time Heals All Wounds - SCB

@yangkitties - SKZ as your college boyfriends - ot8

@astraystayyh - Conversationd with Minho, LMH x reader, Vanilla - BCH x reader

@angelwonie - Kiss Me More, LMH x reader, 18+

@caseiloveu - Confessing Your Crush - ot8

@staytheword - Kind Regards - SCB x reader, 18+, Falling Rain - BCH x reader, 18+

@straylightdream - Between The Lines - BCH x reader, 18+

@sugrlamb - Love Blinks - LMH x reader

@bbujiikseu - Playdate - LFX x reader, 18+

ATEEZ

@imagine-a-life-like-this - whole masterlist

@mangiverse - masterlist

@ateezforpresident - Your first vacation together - ot8

@ateezreactionsandscenarios - Let Me Show You - KYS x reader, 18+

@sluttywoozi - What Should We Become? - CHS x reader + KYS, 18+

@bluehwale - unconventional first encounters with ateez + part 2

@nczennie - Royal Icing - JWY x reader, 18+

@ohmyamor - He's Kinda Hot - KHJ x reader

@talkbykhalid - Idiot in Love - KYS x reader

@hwaightme - Like The Cherry Blossom Falls - JYH x reader

stop tormenting this man and his inability to swim

MINHYUK in Reason Era

BREATHE by LEEHI SAN, 2023    ❝ even when everyone turns their back on you, i’ll always be on (your) side so always straighten your shoulders and let’s be happy ❞

I love so many people, and there are so many good reads on tumblr, yet so hard to find them. Here are a few that I super love. A lot of fluff, sometimes angst, fun and just stuff that makes me feel giddy inside. 

A bunch of longer fanfic reads, story based, or just scenarios I really love. No 18 stuff, but some may hint at it. Read the warnings on each writing before continuing on the story, please! Oh, and I tried to tag the authors so there’s easier access, but it reached the limit so I just mentioned them if you wanna search them up!

J-HOPE

By It’s Cover [an 8 part series] by @crystaljins

JIMIN

Would I Choose You? [a 6 part series] by crystaljins

V

Umbra [a series] by @kimvvantae

JUNGKOOK

17 going on 27 by @hansolmates

End Game by @minyoongijjangjjangmanboongboong

Serendipity by @goldenscript

The Art of Rom-Com by @gukyi

SEVENTEEN

exes confront each other by @by-moonflower

Hogwarts!AU Masterlist by @wennjunwho

Soulmate!AU Bulletpoints [It starts with Seungkwan and continues on, and the writer is pretty adamant on reading in order, so the link starts from Seungkwan’s!] by @svtskneecaps

SCOUPS

Catching Stars by @secndlife

I’ll Wait by @gamerwoo

Install Me by @noona-clock

the jump before the fall by goldenscript

the yellow kiddie sized umbrella by @tonicandjins

you’re satan by tonicandjins

JEONGHAN

A Jeonghan Fluff by secndlife

Acting Classes by @flowerfallinsvt

Ah! Love [slightly suggestive, but all the feels 🥺] by secndlife

Chicken Run by hansolmates

My Sunshine by @bootyful-seventeen

Storm by tonicandjins

to all the boys i’ve loved before [pt. 1, pt. 2, pt. 3] by @svtntntn

JOSHUA

Cuddles + Kisses + “I really have to go, baby…” by @17mounteens

Encounter by @thekidultlife

Expiration Date by @leejihoonownsmyheart

Joshua + sweater paws by thekidultlife

Let You Go by @starlightxsvt

Midnight Run by @chillihansol

Misread by @soundofseventeen

Practice Boyfriend by @luvshuas

Something Like Fate by soundofseventeen

tenerte by soundofseventeen

two drunks walk into a dark room by gamerwoo

Whipped by @kabira

*\_them gains_/* by svtntntn

(You’re in My) System by @interludeshadow

JUN

Adoption by soundofseventeen

HOSHI

between sleep and kisses by by-moonflower

Messages from You by chillihansol

Night Intruder by chillihansol

WONWOO

A Wonwoo fluff scenario by 17mounteens

Hogwarts Alumni Shirt by tonicandjins

Long Way Home by soundofseventeen

new york: the city of dreams by tonicandjins

soulmate services: reception by by-moonflower

Study Buddy by @withnosuchgrace

Ten Questions by @chocosvt

two-meters away by tonicandjins

Washi Tape by soundofseventeen

WOOZI

Circles by soundofseventeen

Clingy by gamerwoo

Distant by 17mounteens

Know Your Worth by @jae-bummer

roses🌹 by svtntntn

Three Time’s a Charm by @viastro

THE8

Bandaids by soundofseventeen

Muffins by soundofseventeen

MINGYU

A Mingyu fluffy angst scenario by 17mounteens

at the end of the day by svtntntn

Breathe by soundofseventeen

Death of a Bachelor by withnosuchgrace

Peace of Mind by svtntntn

the quiz by secndlife

Tipsy Talk by @jejublr

SEUNGKWAN

not so bad by tonicandjins

VERNON

Blue (Burgundy) by @twogyuu

JACKSON WANG

It’s Always Been You by @solastia

LEVI & MIKASA

Prelude by @pieck-aboo

SHORTER READS

Mostly incorrect subs or texts or chats, but there are other scenarios as well for BTS and Seventeen!

HASHTAGS

J-Hope: #the legend of hobi

V: #kim taehyung is art

Jeonghan: #yoon slyhan

Joshua: #shua is the normal one

Hoshi: #kwon hoshi is crazy

Seungkwan: #cutieboo for life

Seventeen: #seventeen on crack

These are just random scenarios I’ve imagined and written down myself! ✨

SEVENTEEN

Underground - a Mafia!AU

NAMJOON

Hogwarts!AU: Kim Namjoon - Gryffindor!

SEOKJIN

Hogwarts!AU: Kim Seokjin - Hufflepuff!

JUNGKOOK

War of Hormones - fluffy Highschool!AU

JEONGHAN

Flustered - Fluffy Actor!AU

Priority [Extra 1] [Extra 2] - fluffs

JOSHUA

Exhilarating - fluffs

WONWOO

Late Night Wonders & Refresh - fluffs

I’ll try to update this list when I find more (or if I write more)! <3

If you know of fics to recommend, go ahead and message me! Also, if there are links that don’t work, feel free to tell me about it!

still thinking about this jungkook

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I got this idea in my head of reader and eddie in an established relationship and eddie is a little down about the everything the town is saying about him, and readers sibling (8-10yrs maybe) decided to dress up as eddie for Halloween because they looks up to him and it’s cheers eddie up.

I’m obviously terrible at wording things but yeah 😅

My Hero

First of all, stop putting yourself down because I completely understood where you were going with this and second, I stopped writing something else because I needed this to be in the world that much sooner. I'm crying fkasdbfka. Thank you so much for requesting and I hope you love it. Also, this is post events of the season finale, so our boy is alive. <3

Eddie was slumped against you on your bed as you flipped through a book. Your hand drifted to his hair and you twirled a piece around your finger. He sighed and curled up tighter, pulling his jacket over his face. The events before the "earthquake" had been hard enough on him and the aftermath was even worse. People had somehow convinced themself that a single teenager had the power of the devil to kill people and had caused the destruction of Hawkins.

Because of the gaping hole in the trailer, Wayne was staying with a coworker and Eddie was residing in your house. Your parents had always liked Eddie. He'd been nothing but polite to them and good to you and your little sister. And she absolutely worshipped him. When she'd gone for a haircut before the quake and they asked her how she wanted it, she squealed, "Like Eddie, like Eddie!" The stylist had frozen, unsure how to proceed, but under the power of your mother's death glare, she'd cut bangs that rested on your sister's forehead just like Eddie's.

She hadn't been able to show him until he'd returned from the Upside Down. It was something he hadn't wanted to share with you, but he knew ignorance wasn't guaranteed to keep you safe. You kept his wounds clean and helped check his bandages every day and in that time, your relationship had only grown stronger. When he'd shown up, bloody and worn, you had pulled him inside before anyone outside could see. Your parents were surprised to see him and fretted over his injuries which he'd passed off to them as because of the quake.

When your sister had finally gotten up the next morning, she almost burst everyone's eardrums when she saw him and realized she could eat her breakfast with her favorite person. She rambled on and on about her new hair and he smiled for the first time after all of the horror he'd endured.

Now, many of your days were spent like this. Curled up together. Staying inside where people couldn't find him. He'd go outside again one day. But it wouldn't be today.

~~~

Your little sister poked her head in your room a bit later and grinned cheekily at you, missing a couple teeth on the sides. "Pssst! Come here!"

You both rose off of the bed, Eddie wincing in pain and she pointed at him. "Not you!"

He frowned a bit. "But why not?"

"Because it's a secret!" she said with a foot stomp for emphasis.

He grinned at her and said, "But secrets don't make friends."

Her face fell, mouth partially open. "But I thought we were already friends."

He scooted to the edge of the bed and held his arms out. "Of course we are, Giggles. Don't worry, I'm just teasin' ya."

She rushed to him and wound her arms around his neck. He stood carefully and swung her around before setting her back on the floor and sending her off with a pat on the head. She whirled and raced to her room, grabbing your hand on the way. Before shutting her door she slapped a sign on the door that said 'No Eddies aloud'. She dove into her closet, a blur of chaos and yanked out a bag that crinkled as she dug into it.

"Look what Mama got me!" She pulled out a vest and jacket similar to Eddie's and thrust it at you. You looked at it confused until she pulled out a Hellfire club shirt. "Dustin gave this one to me, too!"

"What is all this for, Giggles?"

Her shoulders drooped and her bottom lip poked out. "Well. I get happy when me and my friends dress like each other. I figured maybe he would too. For Halloween, we can be twins!"

Her face brightened at the end and you stroked the wild hairs on her head back, gently running your fingers through it. "That would be really nice, I think. Since you guys are best friends and all," you added with a wink.

She gave you another big toothy grin before sticking her hand in your face and wiggling her finger at you. "But you have to pinkie promise not to tell him!!"

Her brow furrowed as best as a child could manage and you fought the urge to laugh, schooling your face into a serious expression. You linked your pinkie with hers.

"I absolutely promise to not tell Eddie about the coolest Halloween costume ever."

~~~

The night of Halloween came around and you got ready for trick-or-treating. You were having trouble with the wings you wanted to add to your costume and had turned around to ask Eddie to help you when you saw him sitting there with a mask in his hand. He flipped it back and forth and then turned to you, holding it up to his face. You sat beside him on the bed and rubbed his back gently, prompting him to lean on you.

"What is it, honey?"

He heaved a soul-deep sigh, dropping his hands to his lap, and murmured, "Doesn't matter what I wear, people will see me how they want to, regardless."

Your eyes welled with tears as you held him close, rocking him carefully. A knock startled you two apart and you heard a small voice being projected deeper.

"The Dungeon Master requests entrance to the castle!"

He puffed a small breath of air through his nose and looked to you. You pushed off of the bed and started to open up the door. You started to pull it open before you felt a strong tug from the other side.

"No, not yet!" Your sister cried. "Make him close his eyes!"

You turned back to the bed and gestured to Eddie, "You heard her."

He slapped his hands over his eyes and said, "Okay, eyes closed!"

"No peeking!" she called back.

"Not even a smidge, Giggles," he chuckled.

You opened the door and covered your mouth, tears already streaming down your cheeks. She trotted over to him giddily and tapped his knees with her hands.

"Okay, okay, open!"

He looked at her, eyes adjusting from the darkness and looked her over, registering her outfit. Complete with a blowup guitar slung across her body, she truly did look like a mini Eddie. His brow furrowed and he looked to you and back to her.

"What? I don't- I don't understand. Why are you dressed like me?"

She gave him her signature grin while she explained to him how "twinning" with her friends makes her happy and his face softened toward her. "Plus, you're my hero!"

He spluttered for a moment and she looked panicked.

"I'm your what?.."

She flipped back to her dazzling grin. "My hero! I know.." Her worried eyes darted up to his and she hugged him around the waist while she finished speaking. "I know people say mean things about you. But I know that you're not mean. You're always so so nice! And you get me ice cream! And you're nice to Y/N! Plus, Mommy and Daddy reallllly like you! And they don't like mean people. So that's how I know you're good. And good people are heroes," she pulled back and finished with a sharp nod, eyes laser-focused on him.

He crushed her to his chest, the guitar squeaking as he squished it. Her little voice came out muffled as he rocked her back and forth.

"Can't. Breathe."

"Oops. Sorry, kid."

He let go and she threw her head back, gasping dramatically before looking at him curiously.

"Are you not gonna wear your mask, Eddie?"

He smiled at her and ruffled her already mussed hair.

"Nah, I think I'd like to twin with you. You're my hero, too."

She beamed and took off running, calling behind her, "Come on, slowpokes! I'm gonna get all the best candy!!"

***

Note: Actually cried while writing this. Multiple times. How dare you. 😭

san is comfy ♡

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yookihhh: 몸 조심히 건강히 잘다녀와

몬베베들 기다리니께

Take care of yourself and stay healthy

Monbebe are waiting for you

Translated by monstax-info

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As One Direction once said, (s)he lights up my world like nobody else

For Always

For @thefreak0fhawkinshigh I hope things only get better for you. 🫶🏻

Reader is in a dark place, here, friends. They've pulled away from the person that loves them most in the world. If you don't feel in the right headspace to read it, then please take care of yourself!

‘There’, you thought as you put the final touches on the letter. Better for him that I don’t drag him down with me. You laid it on his pillow before leaving your key and pulling the door closed behind you.

~~~

You had first noticed it when you were cuddled up together on the couch. Eddie’s arm was around your shoulders while he chatted away about the new campaign for Hellfire.

“Y/N. Y/N. You okay? Did you hear a word I said?”

You paused and thought for a moment, “No, I’m sorry.”

“It’s alright. I know I can get a bit carried away sometimes.” He laughed quietly before kissing your cheek. “I know you’re tired. Let’s go to bed.”

That night you laid in bed, thinking over the day. It wasn’t that you hadn’t wanted to listen. This always seemed to happen when the darker moods came over you. Sighing, you tried to think of happier things to pull you from the fog creeping across your brain.

~~~

Every day got harder from that point. You continued checking out, everything becoming sepia-toned in your mind. Just one big feeling of blah. Eddie did his best, trying to brighten your day when you got off of work. In your free time together, he’d encourage you to get out of bed and go for a walk with him or maybe go to that new restaurant in town.

The more you said no, the less he asked. Soon enough, the space between you was a gaping chasm. You could see his light starting to dim and that was the last thing you wanted. So, you wrote a note.

~~~

Tears spilled over for the first few minutes of the drive before the numbness set back in. You blinked and suddenly you were back at the small apartment you barely occupied anymore.

You tugged all the curtains closed and stripped completely, finally crawling into bed. You pulled the blankets over your head, settling into the darkness that mirrored your soul.

~~~

Days passed. You’d only gotten up to go to the bathroom and even that was monumentally difficult. You’d almost exhausted your supply of easy snack food. You’d have to venture out and get more, but that was too big to even consider, so you went back to bed. You trudged to your room, wrapping a flannel around you that Eddie had left a few weeks back. Hours later you startled awake, hearing pounding at the door.

~~~

Eddie was furious. His knuckles clenched the steering wheel so hard that they turned white. He’d come home after work and read your note. At first, it was just denial. This absolutely could not be true. Then came the devastation. He drank a full day away and after about a week, he’d decided to get an explanation from you.

He threw his van into park and yanked the door open before pausing to calm himself. Surely, something had to have happened. There had to be a reasonable explanation for why you would just up and leave with only a note. He grabbed the paper and knocked lightly on the door. No answer. He knocked again, calling your name. He continued knocking until a panic took over and he began saying your name again. Loudly.

The door opened just a crack and you saw him. He looked wild, strands of hair coming out of his ponytail. His face contorted with emotion before he held up his fist, the crumpled note poking out of it. “What is this.. this bullshit?” He spat.

You flinched and started to close the door before he stopped it with his foot.

“Wait. Wait, I’m sorry. I just want to ask.. I just want to know why.”

Warily, you opened the door slightly wider, and he took in your appearance. His flannel was swallowing your body. Dark circles ringed your eyes. You fidgeted with the sleeves, avoiding his too-intense eyes. Your hair was sticking up all over the place and his mouth trembled.

“Oh, honey,” he whispered. He’d seen you like this once before when it had gotten really bad. “Can I come in?”

You stepped back after a moment’s hesitation, allowing him through the doorway. He stepped in tentatively and glanced around, seeing food wrappers, piled dishes, and clothes strewn about. A panic rose in you, fearing judgement and criticism. You put a hand up to your chest, trying to stave off the anxiety.

His hand came down on your shoulder. “Sit with me?”

He cleaned a small spot on the couch where you could sit together. You were half-turned toward each other and his hand scooped yours up gently. You stared blankly at the wall, trying to linger in the numbness, too afraid to allow any emotion in.

He mulled over his words before glancing at your expressionless face. “So… what’s going on?”

You sat quietly for a moment before he pulled the back of your hand to his lips, pressing a kiss to it. “Love, I need to know what happened. I want to fix it. Or if… if it’s unfixable,” his voice broke, “then at least let me say goodbye. We can’t just.. leave it like this! Not after all we’ve been through.”

Tears sprang to your eyes and you hunched over on yourself, feeling so exposed, so vulnerable. “I can’t.” You pulled your hand from his grip and pressed the heels of your hands to your eyes as you rocked back and forth.

He reached for your elbows, pulling you close, and wrapped his arms around you. “Honey.. Do you just not love me anymore?”

You jerked back, horrified. “Eddie, no! I love you more than anything. You’ve brought so much light into my life. But I can’t be the one to snuff it out. You can’t fix me. We can’t fix us. I am too broken to be healed. It’s better to stop it now before I make you into someone like me. I couldn’t bear that.”

The silence permeated every bit of space in the room. Swiftly, Eddie got down in front of you, resting his forehead against your knees. “In sickness and in health. For better or worse.” He clutched desperately at you, trying to get you to look at him.

“What the- Eddie, we aren’t married.”

“But we could be! Someday if you wanted. And if there’s anybody for me, it’s you. So why would I wait until then for a piece of paper to tell me the right way to love you? Why would I not take those words seriously now?”

He put a palm against your cheek, brushing his thumb over your quivering mouth. “To love and to cherish. Always. Tell me what’s going on.”

You slid off the couch into his open arms. Curling around him, the dam burst and you wept into his chest. He stroked your hair carefully and murmured, “Shh, Y/N. Everything is going to be okay. I’ve got you.”

When you’d cried yourself out, you slumped against him. He slid a hand under your shirt and traced small shapes with his fingers. “Honey,” he whispered.

“Hmm?” You mumbled back.

“How does food and a shower sound?”

You scrunched up your nose and sighed. “I don’t think I can stand up long enough for it.”

It was silent for a beat while he thought. “Hold on.”

He stepped into the kitchen and called for delivery from your favorite restaurant. “They’ll be here in a bit.”

He ran to the corner and unloaded the plastic chair that had become a catch-all over the last week. He carried it to the bathroom, sticking it in the shower. He stripped down to his underwear and came back to get you off of the floor.

He helped you up and shuffled at your pace to the bathroom. You crossed your arms over yourself, insecure. He noticed and turned his back to you while you undressed and stepped in. He draped his flannel over you and when you opened your mouth to protest, he assured you that it could be dried later. He carefully laid your head against the back of the chair, tucking a cloth under to support your neck. He ran his fingers through your hair, wetting it. He leaned over you and his stray hairs fell around his face as he smiled down at you.

His eyes still seemed dim, so you put a gentle hand on his hip and murmured, “What is it, Eddie?”

He pinched his lips together, trying to stop them from quivering. “Eddie.”

He let out a pitiful whimper. “You took away my choice. You didn’t talk to me and we didn’t figure it out together and I couldn’t… be there for you when you needed someone.

“Eddie, baby, I’m so sorry.”

You reached for him and he fell at your feet, pressing his head to your chest. You sobbed together, water falling over your heads as you clung to each other. He gripped you around the waist and put his ear to your heart. You regulated together and the rest of the shower passed in silence.

He stepped out, reaching for a towel to wrap around his waist. He held up a towel for you and averted his eyes. You wrapped it around you and hung his soaked flannel over the shower rod.

The doorbell rang and Eddie called out, “Coming!” As he yanked a shirt over his head and quickly pulled on a pair of your pajama pants. He walked quickly to the door, paid and tipped the delivery driver and set up the food at your small table in the corner. He was quiet and focused on his task. Once he checked the order, his shoulders drooped. “I can feel you watching me. What’s up?”

His deep brown eyes locked onto yours and you moved to him, hesitantly reaching your arms out to wrap around him. It was only a heartbeat before his arms wrapped around you.

“What happens now?” You mumbled into his chest. Your stomach followed up with a loud gurgle.

His breath came out in a huff of laughter against your neck. “First, I’m going to make sure you eat, baby. And second, I need you to decide if you want to be my partner. You don’t have to share every little thing if you don’t want to, although I’ll always be here to talk to you. But, I need you to decide if you’re open to me being here for you. I want it all. I want you. No matter how dark it gets. I’m in it for always.”

You nodded and looked at him, arms still tight around each other. “I’m here. I’m with you. And I’m so sorry. I don’t deserve you..”

He grabbed your chin, pulling your gaze to him. “Nope. None of that. I’m sorry you feel that way, but it is absolutely not true. We’re all a little broken and just trying to make it in the world. I just need you to know that you don’t have to deal with it alone.”

Your stomach growled loudly, disrupting the moment. He burst into laughter and rubbed a gentle hand on your stomach. “Alright, alright, tummy. Food is coming your way right now.” He picked up a bite and brought it to your mouth, mimicking train noises.

“Eddie, are you kidding me?” 

You looked at him, deadpan before he planted a deep kiss on your lips. He pulled back slightly and bumped his nose against yours. His body surrounded yours as much as possible until all either of you knew was peace.

Happy 5 Years with STRAY KIDS! 

vol.254 wishey before champagne

jungkook tying his hair up ♡ 🥹