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The RFA Bois React To Empath MC

the RFA bois react to empath MC

so in this context im gonna say MC is an empath in that she can feel other peoples emotions. they feel separate from hers though as she’s had a lot of time to learn to compartmentalize her emotions separate from others. she can also promote emotions to other people but not force them. think of it like the difference between being near a small campfire and wrapped up in a blanket in you house. if your feeling sad she can help you feel a little better help you not slip too far into depression but she cant solve the problem. if your surrounds by cold sadness she can be a small campfire to warm up next to until you have enough strength to make it home. some people can tell the difference between her promoted feelings and their genuine ones but its difficult and often takes a lot of practice.

I might add jaehee and Saeran a bit later. if you guys want me to leave a comment. otherwise i’ll probably move on to my next project.

oh and master list

Jumin

Curious, defensive, once he accepts it he’s thankful that you can understand his feelings so easily

-        He doesn’t believe you at first. At least he says he doesn’t but you can feel his curiosity

-        You tell him to ask any questions he has and he does

-        “Can you make people feel something?” Sorta but not really, I can promote or encourage feelings but not force them

-        “Can you tell when people lie to you?” it depends on why their lying. I can fell maliciousness and that can tell me if their lying.

-        “Have you ever used this power on me?” You can feel the anxiety behind that question. He doesn’t want his love for you to be something you created. You don’t have to be an empath or a mind reader to see that concern.

-        I can’t turn off feeling other people’s emotions that’s how I knew how much you were hurting. “you know that’s not what I’m asking MC”

-        You sigh defeated yes, but it isn’t what you think. I didn’t make you love me; I could never do that. there isn’t a point if those feeling aren’t genuine. I tried to calm you down, make you feel more safe and secure. You were so anxious I couldn’t stand to see you so hurting like that so I tried to encourage peace

-        You could feel him processing that, you watched as his grim and serious face slowly melted into the gentle smile you loved you could feel his warm and soothing love

-        can I show you something? I, I’ve never done this but I want to try to make you feel how I feel about you.so you can understand “you may”

-        you instructed him to breathe deeply. The way he did when he meditated (a hobby he had begun after reading about it in a book about Romanian vampires)

-        it’s easier if your empty and open. A blank slate to receive what I’m projecting are you ready?

-        He nods and you start. You pour every ounce of energy you have into showing him how much you love him the warmth in your face when you catch his eye, the tingles in your fingertips when he kisses you, the giddy bubbliness in your heart when he makes those silly dry jokes of his and last the hunger in your blood when he smirks at you.

-        When you stop sending him your feelings you can feel them mirrored back at you with their signature Jumin charm.

-        His face may not burn but he’s never found it difficult to fight a smile before he met you, his fingers may not tingle but they twitch with the need to hold you, and he feels that same giddy bubbliness when you laugh at his jokes, last but certainly not least you feel the aching need for you when you glance at him slyly

-        You laugh at the cosmic ridiculousness of it all, you two felt so similar yet so different two sides of the same coin.

-        You wouldn’t have it any other way

 Yoosung

Embarrassed, thinks you can mind read, tries to not think anything naughty thinks EVERYTHING naughty

-        When you tell him he turns bright red and you almost choke on the embarrassment he’s feeling

-        Why is he so embarrassed though? you don’t get it feelings aren’t embarrassing

-        “so you um you know all my thoughts?” oh okay now you get it he doesn’t understand

-        No I can’t read your thoughts I just feel your emotions, like if your happy I can feel your happiness or if your sad I can feel that sadness

-        “so um can you feel if I feel um like nope never mind no its nothing I’m going to go study”

-        Now you’re curious so while he’s studying your focused on him searching for something anything beyond the pure embarrassment he’s feeling

-        Slowly you can feel a small piece of his emotion a wavering flickering determination to hide something

-        You don’t approve of spying. But he was acting so strange you were worried. So you watched him for the rest of the evening as you scampered around doing everything in his power to stay busy and avoid you

-        You can’t keep avoiding me forever Yoosung what are you so afraid ill feel that I haven’t felt already

-        That’s when he locks eyes with you and you can feel his need ;) at the same time that his face flushes a near impossible shade of red

-        “MC can you feel when I have naughty thoughts?” He blurts clearly a little panicked

-        You can’t help but giggle because you can feel his nervousness under laden by the obvious thoughts he’s been trying not to think

-        Only when you think about them really hard *you wiggle your eyebrows at him*

-        And now you’ve broken him he’s a puddle of embarrassment on the floor you should probably stop teasing him now

-        Yoosung listen if you’re worried about me thinking your weird, or not feeling the same way myself. You don’t need to. Honestly most of the time I feel how sincerely you love me, how much you enjoy being with me, how much you cherish me. Every now and then I feel you get a little needy and to be honest, I feel the exact same way. I love you of course I feel that way sometimes.

-        Then his lips are on yours and your drowning in the intensity of his emotion

-        How can such a cute and innocent looking boy feel so, hungry. You have to admit its intoxicating

-        you hold him tight against you and try to make him feel your love the way you feel his love right now

-        you don’t know if it comes through but you figure you probably have the rest of your life to keep trying.

-        At least if the devotion and love you feel from him is really as strong as it feels

-        You know better than anyone that feelings can change in the blink of an eye

-        But you have no intention of letting this go

Saeyoung

skeptical at first, he jokes about conspiracies and magic because they seem so far fetched to me so you’ll have to prove yourself.

-        when she tells him he doesn’t believe you

-        “prove it what am feeling right now” he said teasingly

-        Skeptical? You replied blandly it didn’t take an empath to figure that one out

-        Saeyoung laughed at that and you couldn’t help the bloom off love in your heart

-        “okay that wasn’t a good example” he joked “how about this what’s Saeran feeling”

-        “emotionally exhausted, a little depressed, but mostly apathetically curious

-        ... it’s the best he’s felt in a while to be honest but it’s getting better” you said solemnly

-        You felt his heart sink the all too familiar weight of guilt he carried quickly pushed aside to focus on more pleasant things

-        “that would have been a better example if I could fact check it but it seems right” he said with a glance to his brother lost at the computer in the corner of the room

-        I can try to affect your mood would that prove it? You offered

-        He brightened instantly at that “oh yeah! that’s a good idea bet you can’t scare me”

-        “I can’t force emotions but I can promote them so let’s try it out. First it’s easier if you clear your mind and start with a blank slate” you instructed

-        “my minds always a blank slate” he quipped giving you his signature goofy grin

-        you couldn’t help but laugh for a moment and you felt his pride swell at your giggling

-        after a moment you calm yourself down and begin to focus on proving your point

-        suddenly he’s stiff and trembling in front of you

-        “I don’t like that” he whispered stopping you immediately

-        “I’m sorry did I push too hard” you fretted

-        “I, don’t, I believe you just don’t do that again”

-        “of course I’m sorry” you promised worriedly

-        “I haven’t felt like that since, never mind I just don’t like it”

-        “here let me try something else something better”

-        This time you sent warmth, comfort and love. the feeling of stepping inside your warm home on a cold winter day. you can feel him beginning to relax into it and you hope this makes up for your earlier faux pas

-        “I recognize that feeling you’ve done this for me before”

-        you caught me I did this a lot when you were with me at Rikas place I didn’t like you feeling bad so I tried to help usually the calls helped with they didn’t I did this

-        he pulls you into his arms and hugs you tight you can feel his adoration and gratefulness

-        “you’ve been helping me since the beginning. thank you”

 zen

instant belief (because he has psychic dreams after all) probably falls more in love with you because you can completely understand his feelings

-        now he knows why you believed him about his psychic dreams so wholeheartedly with no hesitation

-        no one had ever believed him so quickly and honestly it meant so much that you had trusted him

-        then his eye’s glint and he asks if you can feel what characters are supposed to be feeling

-        you almost laugh at that but he’s serious

-        he thinks about how helpful that would be for his career, how easy it would make character analysis

-        you almost wish you could when you see how passionate and ambitious he is

-        but you shake your head and explain

-        “I have to be with the person”

-        He nods at that but you can feel his confusion grow mixed with curiosity so you continue

-        “and if there’s multiple people I have to work harder to focus on just the person I want to read.”

-        it’s in this moment that clarity dawns on Zen’s face you were so good at isolating people’s problems focusing on exactly who you needed to. the reason you were always so focused on him and his feelings was because you worked at it. You had practice.

-        You could feel his admiration though you weren’t sure what thoughts a brought it you had started talking and now it felt like you couldn’t stop you had never told anyone about how your power felt and now it was pouring out of you

-        “It’s like being in a crowded room and trying to isolate one person’s voice from all the others. it can be overwhelming because people don’t have inside emotions like they have inside voices. when something exciting happens in a movie, sometimes it feels like the whole theater is screaming.

-        “that’s why you hadn’t heard of me before we met. You avoided the theater because it was to emotional?”

-        “I couldn’t get into the story because the actors never felt genuine and I got a headache from all the people in the crowd it was easier to watch things at home where I couldn’t read people so easily”

-        “but you come see my plays now?”

-        You blushed at that averting your eyes “your acting is different. You actually feel the part. You make it easy for even me to believe you. if it’s you, I think it’s worth the headache from the crowd. If it’s you I think I understand how the crowd can get so worked up.”

-        He lunged at you and in a flash your back was against the couch as he loomed over you hungry and full of adoration he leaned down to whisper in your ear

-        “can you tell how I feel right now?”

-        You shut your eyes tight and nodded face red with embarrassment.

-        “then you must have some idea of how much I love you. still I’d like to prove it, if you’ll let me Jagi”

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5 years ago

Ahhh no one had messaged you yet?! Seriously?! I'm so surprised that you're new to MysMe, you already have all of the characters' personalities down so well in your writing! Keep up the good work!

I hope your the same person that asked me to add Saeran and V to the Depressed MC and MC that leaves when angry

I added Saeran to both but umm I’ll be honest I’m 8 days into V’s route and i don’t think i can write for V. I have a pretty long history of being a codependent enabler and V hits a bit close to him so it’s really hard for me to write that without going back to some really unpleasant hurts. 

sorry. i really wanted to write both for you but even just playing his route is really difficult for me because i see so much of my past in his actions.

um anyway i did add saeran so i hope you enjoy those at least.

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5 years ago

I don't know if you take requests but... Jumin offhandedly mentioned he never had tried ramen and MC being the spoiling wife Jumin deserves sacrifices her first born child to make the 9 hours long (and complicated) recipe for home-made ramen... Only to discover Jumin was actually talking about instant noodles.... Jumin's reaction would be? 😂

I should absolutely be asleep right now okay but i saw your ask and then i was like well i can write that tomorrow, and then well i should make a note on my phone in case i forget, then i could just do the outline, and now I’m here at my laptop at 3:40 AM because when God made me he skimped on 3 things, eyesight, serotonin and self control.

also don’t worry no one knows if i do requests. I don’t even know if i do requests. 

but I did this one, so I hope you enjoy it! 

when he opened the door 3 things jumped to his attention

1: the pent house smelled amazing 2: you were nowhere to be seen 3: there was an awful lot of noise coming from the kitchen

he investigated and found you, apron on, sleeves rolled up to your elbows, hair in a messy bun, and putting the finishing touches on a delicious looking bowl of ramen. looking around the slightly chaotic kitchen he could tell you had made even the noodles from scratch. he suspected it must have taken you all day at least. he cleared his throat to announce his presence and you spun to face him.

“Darling” you cried cheerfully as you wiped your forehead. Suddenly your face fell and you hurriedly glanced around you, then down at your own appearance. “I haven’t cleaned up at all! I’m so sorry I got so caught up making the” you cut yourself off quickly turning to grab the bowl you had just finished. Eyes sparkling you presented him the large bowl “I made you ramen! here you sit down I’ll go clean up and be right back I can’t wait to see you try it!” he chuckled taking the bowl to the table. He searched around a bit before he found your slightly smaller portion and brought it to the table as well. then he set about cleaning what he could of the kitchen before you returned. When you did your hair was let down, face and hands washed clean of their day’s work, and your apron was gone. You were beautiful though he had to admit the loss of your cat patterned apron was a pity.

you both sat and he raised an eyebrow curiously as you watched him intently “my love?” he asked.

“I want to see your first bite! I hope you like it I worked really hard and spent hours making it just right!” he was baffled; this wasn’t the first time you had cooked for him but it was the first time you had been so invested in seeing his reaction. slowly he took a bite and honestly it was amazing. he closed his eyes to savor the taste and hummed his appreciation. You had always been a splendid cook and he would be lying if he said he didn’t appreciate that you only ever cooked for him.

“darling it is more delicious than any other I’ve ever had” he praised whole heartedly as he caught your expectant gaze. He could see your delight crumble at his words and he was quick to ask what was wrong. “my love? It’s so good. why are you upset? You should be proud.”

“any other? you’ve? you’ve had ramen before? I thought you said you’d never?” you mumbled barly audible. He was confused, until you pulled out your phone and searched through the messenger. your heart sunk at the sight of those two words.

“cup noodle”

Jumin had made his way around the table to look over your shoulder and see what had you so worked up. when he saw you deflate at the words “cup noodle” he understood. you thought he had meant all ramen. not simply the instant cup variety. you had worked so hard, spent all day working, to give him the best first ramen ever and he had dashed your hopes by letting slip that it wasn’t his first at all.

he tried not to laugh. he really did. he hated to see you so disappointed, but your pout was so cute and the mistake so genuine and full of love he couldn’t help himself. His laughter was low and deep, had you been less disappointed in your failure you would have let that laughter roll over you as you had several times before. His laughter was always so warm, so rich and quiet it felt like the night. Once he gathered himself he knelt beside you and cupped you’re face in his hands still shaking ever so slightly with laughter.

“mrs. Han would you do me the honor of escorting me to a convenience store so that we may purchase some cup noodles?” he asked as though proposing. You glanced between him and the meticulously created ramen, suddenly an idea sparked in your brain. your face lit up and you locked eyes with Jumin

“juju? have you ever had left overs?” he tilted his head to the side a little a confused curiosity painting his expression before answering.

“I don’t believe so, no” he said slowly. You leapt up at that and gathered both bowls and turning to the kitchen.

“great! then help me pack this up. tonight is cup noodles and tomorrow” you glance back at him a twinkle in your eye “I’m going to show you how to re-heat leftovers”

5 years ago

guys i have a legitimate question okay.

why do you like your favorite mysme character?

for instance

I like Jumin best because i understand how hard it is to express and even understand my emotions sometime. also i like people who are bluntly straight forward since i don’t pick up hints well i feel like if he wanted something or had a problem with me he would tell me. which is comforting because then i don’t need to worry about if he’s secretly upset about something. as if all that weren’t good enough i adore cats and dry humor.

now reblog and tell me why you like your guy! please?

5 years ago

Recovering codependent enabler here! You aren't alone! V hits me the same way. My ex even had a cultish following for a while (seriously). I've watched/read summaries of his route because I don't feel they handle a lot of the more serious mental health issues right (psychosis and Stockholm Syndrome being the big two). I actually am working on a fanfic (that will probably never seen the light of day) for him to address a lot of that. In a way, it's cathartic... but I'm also weird.

honestly it makes me feel so much better hearing that! I was worried i was just being a baby ^~^ I know a lot of people like him and my dislike definitely stems from how much he reminds me of myself i hate the way i used to act sometimes. i’ve never dated (i got asked out once and the idea that i might disappoint them because i didn’t feel the same way sent me into my first panic attack) but i became codependent on one of my friends.

as for the fic being cathartic for you, your not weird for that!

everyone handles recovery differently as long as your making progress towards a better and healthier life your good! as far as catharsis goes sometimes things get all caught up and tangled in your head or heart and they way you down they choke you out and make it hard to think so it’s healthy to let that out! i’ve written 2 fanfics to kind of express my feelings like that since quarantine makes it harder for me to do the things that normally help me cope (they closed the state park near where i used to go to calm down) I also write poetry to help kind of purge those feelings. so if this fic is helping you than i thinks it’s a wonderful thing!!

5 years ago

look this is quite literally how me and my sister operate

Shiro: Name one mean thing I’ve ever done

Keith: When we were kids you convinced me eggs weren’t real

Shiro: They’re not

Keith: Haha very funny

Shiro: I’m serious. Didn’t you hear?

Keith: No? what happened?

Shiro: Literally why would you fall for this again