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recently I told this guy that i'm genderqueer and that I use the name "rem" now. it's an adult that knew me since I was born. every time I come out to people i tell them that they don't need to immediately switch, that i know that it can be hard. a few hours after i came out to him he deadnamed me. i was fully ready to ignore it, but he quickly went "oh i deadnamed you sorry rem" so i was like "oh it's fine i understand" as i always do, and he was like "nah sorry i won't do it again" and he actually never did. he fully switched. and it's just so insane because that's kinda like basic human decency but it's also the first time an adult reacted like that. it was such a shocking concept to me that someone could do that

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Flashback Friday: June 17th, 2020

Don't you just love it when everything feels like your fault and the more you overthink the more it seems true?

"...then i will become history's most brutal queen."

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Nd (possibly autism) culture is needing help even to infodump because if you don't get any questions or comments back you don't know how to proceed either because 1. You struggle to keep a conversation all by yourself or 2. You think they're actually uninterested and feels like shit

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Burnt out ADHD culture is overworking yourself because you don't know how not to then wondering why you keep getting sick and everything hurts

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just wanted to say as fan of this story that you could take longer than gta 6 to finish this and id still be checking your patreon to give u my money (hopefully this is received as the positive feedback i intended it as but if not ignore!)

That's really sweet, anon! 🥲

Hopefully I don't take that long but it seems like I can only manage to release 2 chapters per year which does kill me a bit lmao. I'll try to be faster! 🙏

ND culture is never failing to bring up anything to do with Nuclear Science in any given conversation

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nd culture is giving so much time and effort to others, that you have none left for yourself

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ND culture is having no executive function to do anything productive all day (especially when I have a deadline coming up) and then all of a sudden I'm making a pineapple cobbler at one in the morning

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shattered stone

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ND culture is telling people you forgot to do something but really you've been thinking about doing it all day/week/month/year but your brain won't let you

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autism culture is being touch starved while also getting overstimulated from touch

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Day 148

Todays vitamin!!!

TEST

Hello! Could you perhaps draw MizuRui just hanging out together and totally not running away from the teacher who caught Rui in the act again (based on their one area convo where Rui runs to Mizuki after blowing something up so they'll both be in trouble)

thanks for the request!! 🤗

one day, i'll get it right

It's really sad seeing how scared I am of asking people to just help me test neo pronouns, I know they all want to support me and are loving friends and probably actually would try even without getting it but all I've seen from others makes it so scary because what if they don't like me trying it what if they just ignore it. Positives I just asked one of my (to my knowledge) cis friends and they actually reacted pretty good even tho it needed some explaining for them to understand how to use them.

Honestly sad but not surprising how people can think of fatness causing disability but never other way around or not related at all. Like isn't it common sense if you can't move as much and eat as healthy it easy to gain weight and really hard to impossible to lose the weight. I know it's because ableism and hating fat people but it's stupid and frustrating

it's really annoying being fat and disabled because everyone always assumes i just need to lose weight and i won't be disabled anymore. that im just lazy or something. they never consider the fact that i actually became disabled while i was thin. the chronic pain began when i was thin. my loss of mobility happened when i was thin. i used to go on runs several times a week. i walked and biked absolutely everywhere. my job allowed to do good manual labour every day, lots of heavy lifting and exercise. i ate healthy and balanced. i didn't become fat until after my disability left me functionally housebound. they just tell me, lose the weight, fatty, and the disability will go away. they don't understand. they don't want to. they just hate fat people. they hate disabled people. I'm fat and disabled. they despise me for daring to exist.