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Ok but the accuracy with the 3 one (2nd question pic)

1- Megumi Fushiguro

2- Toge Inumaki

3- Suguru Geto

So- Instead of using My OC I'll just use GN!Y/N Headconnons here-

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Here goes nothing- (yes ima bad writer, show mercy!)

Warning: Swearing.

1- Who Do You Get Along With The Most.(Megumi)

When y/n joined as a jujutsu sorcerer, They weren't much of a talker- not in a way of being super introverted but they weren't really an extrovert too can't say they were an ambivert either cause one moment they were silent AF like planning a mass murder or just super- duper exited like they took some Drugs or shit. Though this behavior of their's made them understand other's or more specifically Fushiguro Megumi.

Poor boy thought they were quite the silent type unlike too extroverted yet dumb like Yuji or too bossy like Nobara so he was drawn to them, talking and explaining them all about the jujutsu sorcerer's. Until they got too comfortable and started to acting like the other two fellows- Boy was confident that he actually found a sensible person to talk too after so long but nonetheless the more he saw the different sides of them the more he got along with them, to a point that he started to understand them more than Nobara or Yuji themself did. Understanding your mood shifts, to understanding how to comfort you.

He, himself can't believe that he can do that but there he is and he is glad that he can do so. Y/n even started to open up to him to which he replied with a stoic face(not always) though a rational answer's and ofc you would have thought it as rude but you knew better.. Knew him better.

Now Megumi and y/n freely open up to each other. Megumi is so very glad to meet them.

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2- Who likes you the least.(Geto)

Let's just say that after you rejecting his offer on joining him (Before becoming a jujutsu sorcerer) and insulting him publicly, for being a creepy old fuck following you like a needy motherfucker just to join some stupid organization (or you can change).... Yea he hates the very sight of you.

He still thinks your useful though might as well destroy you then force you to join.

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3- Who has a crush on you.(Inumaki)

Ok, so for this one lets just say that you knew 2nd year sorcerer's through Megumi as he was like a guider to you for the first few weeks, he introduced you to Maki , Panda and Inumaki. You surprisingly got along with panda and Inumaki but for Maki it took you quite some while. Let's just say she was impressed with your skills, they weren't enough but you held quite a good fight with her so she said she will help you with training but only if you promised her to give a good, no better fight next time.

"She didn't mean to sound rude just trying to sort of hype you up"

Panda whispered in your ears before tagging along with Megumi and Maki. Now you were left with Inumaki and you definitely were nervous, yes you knew he can't talk because of his cursed speech but that didn't help you. You weren't sure how to proceed with a conversation with him since you were always called up by others in a convo but him. He seemed to have noticed your uncomfortable form and put a hand on your shoulder-

Tuna Tuna (Look)

you turned to face him-

Tuna mayo? (talk?)

You can hear the worried tone of his voice even if the words where small. You let out a breathy chuckle before replying that you're ok and you aren't hurt to which he nodded and listened as you took this opportunity to have a convo with him. Sometimes he used ingredients of Onigiri and when you didn't understand he either made hand gestures or even write it down. You felt bad but he reassured you that it's ok and nothing to be worried about.

It has now become your mission to try and understand him like Megumi and others, so he to can feel easy and not write it down again and again. He on the other hand loved the time you both spend together, Knowing that not many people talk to him because of his cursed speech but you trying your level best to understand him made him. . . Melt. The fun times you both spend together, The jokes , the laughter, the horror of Maki's anger, the comfort of cuddling with panda and sleeping. He at first was unsure of his feeling but every time you had to part made him sad, was an under statement.

you most definitely developed a crush on them panda said to Inumaki continuing with "I had noticed by you looking at them".

A crush...yes.

Thought inumaki with a small smile that was covered by his clothes.

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4. Who do you kick out after seeing him/her watching you sleep? (Megumi)

"God damn it.. Not again!" megumi groaned in anger as one of his divine dogs, who were suppose to guard the hotel rooms while the others slept peacefully, was gone. After the group went to finish off a curse they didn't notice that the time went really quick so as a result gojo gave them a small feast and bought rooms in the hotel for a night. Megumi wasn't really as tired since he did the least as this was suppose to be more of a training for y/n and yuji so most of the time megumi took naps which resulted him not finding any sleep at the night. As annoying as it was, this was the third time that one of his divine went without giving any sorts of signal. Lucky the cursed energy flowing through the snow furred animal was enough to follow its trail, while his other void furred dog also lead him towards a room. Megumi was very hesitant to enter because he didn't expect that divine dog to enter a room, nontheless your room. wait on the first place how did it enter the said room?..

"Great what am I suppose to say to them now.." he said while holding the bridge of his nose. After a few minutes of contemplating he decided to knock on the room and then he would apologize but when you didn't open the door after few hard knocks, he genuinely gets worried. thoughts like 'What if their is a strong curse that attacked you when you were asleep' ran through his head as he held the unlocked handle of you room.

"maybe that's why the divine dog wasn't able to report back" he mumbled to himself as he slowly but carefully open the door and seek in for any threats only to find his divine dog to be patiently sitting near the edge of the bed you were asleep on. He slowly entered inside your room with light steps making sure not to make any noise and head towards his divine dog. when he didn't feel any threat he quickly just wanted to silently retreat back outside but when you started to move to change your position form facing the wall towards the other side he froze ready to hear you scream, when nothing happen he looked down towards your face where there was a strip of moon light falling from between the blinds making you look venust. The room wasn't very dark but dim from the moonlight, While looking at you he figured out the reason why you weren't opening your door. Apparently you fell asleep with your airpods on and maybe the music must be playing still. feeling lucky he was confident he would silently move out and save the embarrassment. Unfortunately he took too much time to think cause a few message ringtones went off in your airpods and after shifting a little you sat up blinking your eyes a few times. You turned to grab your phone only to catch a dark silhouette standing near the edge of your temporary bed. A loud scream was about to erupt from your mouth only for it to be muffled by a large hand. After a few protest punches, the person let out a groan which made you halt. I have heard that voice, you thought.

"Quite down please, People will panic if you keep shouting" said a gruff voice. You know that voice until it clicked to you. You moved the palm off you mouth and said in a whispering loud voice-

"MEGUMI?!" You couldn't believe your eyes, W.T.F is HE doing in YOUR room?!.

"See I know its very awkward situation right now but let me ex-"

"No..Out of my room.. please" You said in a bewailed yet shocked voice. Without another word megumi left your room and you made sure to lock you door.

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You weren't able to sleep properly that night. (but megumi explained himself in the morning though :^) ,also you were the one who brought the doggo in to play a bit it wasn't until late that he realised it was gone)

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5. Date your Sis/Bro/BFF to make you jealous. (Inumaki)

Lets just say that it was panda's idea because apparently

It has worked in movies so why not.

And Maki warned him... He should have listened to her...

Lets just say... That made you think of him more like a brother than effecting you even a little..

Inumaki did broke off with the said person, It was hard but it wasn't what he wanted in the first place...

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6. You end up in a relationship with. (Megumi)

It shouldn't be like this... It really shouldn't..

Then why, Why did your heart beat so fast when you heard him light laugh on one of your worst jokes ever. He should be annoyed right?.. "That's was the worst of worst's I have ever heard from you" he said with a small smile dangling on his face.

"Oh - ah haha it wasn't even that bad" you tried to recollect yourself. Its not just that day, somethings different. Usually when both of yours eyes met by coincidence, you would always wiggle your eyebrows to tease him but that damn day- that day when your eyes met in practice area, when his hair stuck to his sweaty forehead as he held a tired out expression, your heart sank in your stomach as butterflies flew uncomfortably. What was this feeling erupting within you. It hasn't happen before(It has) when your with megumi but suddenly everything with him seems so... tough.

Megumi was your friend.. You cannot right..

All he has ever done is be nice and respectable with you ever since you joined jujutsu high.

. . You cannot believe you have fallen for him.

Its been tough trying to act as if everything is smooth like butter but you know you cannot control that feeling when he's around you, talking, light laughing, smiling, something he doesn't show easily yet with you he's all clam and open-ish.

You have been quite since morning, something very normal cause sometimes everyone enjoys staying calm rather than always jumping like literal monkeys every now and then plus everyone from gojo sensei to all students of 1st and 2nd year knows how sometimes you liked to stay more reserved and silent. So no one disturbed you, no one but Megumi because he knew your silence, he knew you. So when everyone(Yuji,Nobara,Gojo) where moving to have lunch you stayed back..with megumi.

You purposefully didn't wanted to go to cafeteria and wanted to gather your thoughts but being left with him your thoughts instead of calming down took a speed of bullet train. You couldn't stop thinking as every step he took, your heart felt it was trying to move up your throat and jump out your mouth to run away and hide some where. Sensing your discomfort megumi stopped in a friendly distance while taking a little while asking you "what's the matter."

"Hmm?" you look at him confused. That one emotion took every single vein in your body to stay and appear calm.

"I said what's the matter?" he said in the same tone.

"Nothing?" you said trying to look confused. But he wasn't a fool and you knew that.

"Im not falling for that" he said after staying silent for a while.

Megumi unlike you had many goals and was very determined so surpass his own limit to be able to stay on itadori's level. not in a rivalry way but more to prove that he is strong enough to fight when itadori is down on his knees. Megumi had goals. You weren't even sure of yours. Megumi deserves better ofc. You wouldn't have been scared to confront, if it wasn't for the obvious fact that megumi isn't interest in dating anyone.. or more over the reason you have been hurt so much that you don't want to lose him too. Things like this are the reason for friendships to break and you were scared.

"[Name]?" Megumi called out to you while you were space out finding the floor more interesting. When you didn't respond megumi place both of his hands on each of your shoulder's. Not until he gave you a little gentle shake that you looked up at him while he looked down at your seated position.

"Please tell me... what happen?" If someone would see megumi right now, they will catch a fever because he isn't like this. His eyes isn't soft they are sharp. His voice isn't so light its always serious. His lips aren't in a worried frown when they are always pressed together in a pursed manner forming a line. His face doesn't look sad when its always in a annoyed or tired expression. You're hurting him...

"[Name] whatever happene-" you cut him off.

"Megumi.." you're hurting him... "I'm sorry"

"??" He seemed confused on your sudden apology.

"I like you.." You said it, you finally said it and it feels great to get it of you chest but u know whats about to come next so your ready, hardening your heart as megumi slowly moved away from you. you couldn't see his expression because you found the floor to be more interesting again. After a few minutes of silence you heard megumi sign.

'Here it comes' you thought bracing yourself for the rejection. . . . . you felt warm.. '....' you stayed silent as megumi rested you're pounding head on his chest as you heard his ever speeding heartbeat.

"I.." Megumi began only to stop for a moment. . . "I.. Feel the same about you.." Megumi said, his voice soft and light. 'Its a dream' you thought, 'Its a beautiful lie, yea its a dream' you started shaking, not crying but lightly shaking not believing which only made megumi to hold you tight around your shoulders. You didn't even notice he was hugging you.

"You got me all worried you know" his voice as sweet as honey filling you're ears.

"Is this a dream?" you asked not sure what to say at which he lightly chuckled. "Funny cause right now... even I feel like this all is a dream.." he replied.

After a few moments of silence you wrapped your arms around his torso apologizing a few more times to which he only rubbed your back.

He was yours and you were his... No one could change that now.

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OMG IM FINALLY DONE- This was in my drafts for months holy god.(cause I honestly wasn't planning on posting, I ain't built like that fr 😔)

Im so sorry if this a OOC but I hope you enjoyed this because i don't know If I'll ever write again HAHA :)

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Have a great time, Love, BlackCat_0491

So some thing about this cause tumblr won't let me edit save it-

So Akira and Baji have sibling relationship with each other so when Akira got hurt he panicked as heck and even so him and Atsushi had talked about it before, Baji still argued and later felt bad.

Secondly my oc Akira is actually 5'5 and I just figured that baji is 5'9 so... he's not to tall right? (。_。)

yeaa thats all I gotta say- and sorry for my grammar - I know it's shit ;-;

I kinda thought hanma is sus like why will he invite me to beach...I get it now >,>

he fucking planed it out ;w;

but thx to mikey im alive right now 〒▽〒

Baji was being adorable he bought Ice-cream for us and we both watched sunset together, of couse others were there to 😊 *TW*: Contain Swearing alot.

|*|what I think the scenarios well be like|*|

1.Hanma:-

Hanma: lets go beach Akira Akira: umm why all of the sudden- Hanma: lets just go its fucking hot right now gz Akira: okkkkkk- But I will invite others to Hanma: why- Akira: What u mean why? Hanma: Oh nothing nothing go ahead and do so. Akira:OKIES!! :D Hanma: -Fu*king hell- --------------------At The Beach------------------- Hanma: *Staring at Akira* Mitsuya: Hanma?....EARTH TO HANMA. Hanma: Eh?! what mitsuya? (￣^￣；) Mitsuya: what are u staring at huh? Hanma: Nothing...(¬_¬ ) (¬_¬") Mitsuya: hmmmm.......AKIRA HANMA IS STA- Hanma: OI! *Covers Mitsuya's Mouth*

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2.Draken

*Akira Sleeping*

Draken : heh mikey I have a Idea Mikey : Eh? what is it ken-chin

Draken : *Bends down,Putting a hand around mikeys shoulder and whisper his Idea into his ears*

Mikey : *A big Smile made a way to his face* Lets do it ken-chin.

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*Starts to wake up as she blinked her eyes afew times adjusting her eyes with the brightness around her.*

-Why do I feel weight upon me..- *tries to get up only to find out that she can't even move a muscle* Akira: what the f- *Tries again to get up or atlest to turn her head back cause she was laying on her stomach only to find out everyone was either Laughing or gigling* OI LET ME OUT!!! Chifuyu: *Giggles* sorry but ask Draken not my Idea *Giggles* Mikey and Draken: *Laughing there Ass off* BAHAHAHAHAHA Akira: I swear Once I get out I will beat your asses u- Mikey: *pfft* But how are u going to g-get "out" BAHAHA Draken: Heh Best Idea ever. Akira: I SWEAR- JUST LET ME OUT!! *everyone laughing and Emma recording everthing while trying to hold her laughter*

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3.Takuya

Akira: *tries to apply Suncreen on her back* Takuya: Want me to help u Akira: Ah yes sure please,I would be more than happy if u do so.(〒▽〒) Takuya: sure :^)

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4.Angry

Angry: *playing alone in the sand trying to make a sand castle as his older brother is swiming* Baji: *Trying to run away from mikey after stealing one of his Dorayaki* Mikey: *Yelling and chasing Baji down* OI GIVE ME BACK MY DORAYAKI B*TCH Baji: SORRY BUT I CAN'T HEAR U! *As they both are running they didn't notice Angry's half made sand castle and stomp on it ignoring the fact that it was ever there* Angry: HEY MY CASTLE! Akira:those dumb asses anr b*tching around again- Mikey & Baji: WE F*CKING HEARD U AKIRA!! Akira: whatever 🙄 *looks at angry* want me to help u? Angry: Don't u have to go and swim?? Akira: Not right now, akkun and Takemicchi went to rent a surfboard form the local beach store..So I can help u build a sand castle :D. Angry: hmm Sure then *smiles* (U know like half angry and half smile face, yea like that) *Both starts building a sand castle And everytime Mikey & Baji came around she would give them Death Glares*

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5.Akkun (Atsushi)

Akkun: Akiraaa! We are back with surfboards so get ready for surffing lessonsss! Akira:Oh-looks like they are here I should be get going all u have to do is make the outside walls :-) Angry: *noded in agreement and then asked* Surffing lessons? Akira: yeah- I actually don't know how to surf so he would teach me and takemicchi would teach hina.

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Angry: I see...Won't hold u any longer than bye *waves a bye smilling* Akira:*waves back smilling* -------------At the Deeper part of Ocean-----------

Akkun: and like that u have to balance,see its simple. Akira:Only for u ⊙﹏⊙∥ Akkun: *gets off the surffing Board* u try on. AKira: U sure (⊙_⊙;) Akkun: stop being a baby and just get aboard ￣へ￣ Akira: Gz Fine *gets on surfboard trembling* I will fall (┬┬﹏┬┬)

Akkun: No u won't just hold my Hand and it will be fine *reaches out to hold her hand* Akira: *does the same but losses her blance and falls down Draging akkun with her* Akuun: -v- Akira: sorry!! I didn't mean to hurt u but I lost my balance and- Akkun: its fine my first try was same (〃￣︶￣)/ Akira: *tries to get on the surfboard again,successfully this time but still quivering abit* really? Akkun: *holds my left arm balancing my body weight perfectly on both the sides* yup,and now see u are able to balance on it too. Akira: *gasps* HELL YA! Akkun: OI DON'T MOVE U WILL FALL! Akira:Sorry ≡(▔﹏▔)≡ Akkun: its fine, anyway if u put your left feet ahead u can balance on waves but its your choise if u want left or right feet ahead, then---

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6.Mikey

Akkun: ok u practice balancing Ima go ahead and grab a drink. Akira: oh ok *concentrates on balancing on the surfboard* akkun: *smiles at her* sure then I'll be back in few. Akira: Pls be quick ;-; Akkun: I'll be. ------------------Few Moments later--------------- Akira: *trying to keep her blance the best she could* *even hina and takemicchi went out to grab a drink but she wasn't thirsty so she continued practicing*

*At the beach In the stall* Kazushi: eh isn't she coming? Takemicchi: I was thinking the same point. Akkun: nah I don't think anytime soon, she is to concentrated. Baji: eh what is she even doing? leaning how to surf? Akkun: yes- Hina: GUYS! *everyone heads outsdie quickly and looks at her direction* Draken: what happen? Hina: *Points at me and behind me while shouting my name* AKIRAA LOOK BEHIND UUUU,LOOK BEHINDDD! *everyone looks back at akira only to see a big wave coming her way* "Fuck!/Shit!/Wth!" *few of then cursed while emma,hina,akkun and takemicchi shouted her name* ------------------Meanwhile with me---------------- Akira: finally Im able to balence on this!! Hina: *faint voice* Akiraaa! Akiraaaaa! Emma: *faint voice* Backkk! Akira: *looks up and sees everyone of them waving saying something* WHAT?? *she shouted back as she felt the motion of the water rise balancing it* wtf.. Draken: *Faint* Dumb*ss look back! *everyone*: *faint* Look Back!/Come Back fast!/Swim to the surface!/come here!. Akira: wha- *as the motion of the water rises she fell on her knees and arms like a animal to balance properly* WTF- Emma(shouting really loudly): AKIRRA COME BACK DON'T LOOK BACK! Akira: wha- *turns her head back but before she could let out any type of emotion the big water wave hit her hard on her head as she went down drowning deep in the ocean and almost losing her consciousness. Before she could pass out she felt a pair of arms around her body, finally seeing black. --------------------------------------------------- Akira: *wakes up gasping for air and coughing out some water* The wave!- *looks around to see hina almost having tears as emma patted her back and everyone tensed. after listening to her voice they immediately rush to her.* Hina: Akira are u ok?! Emma: Can u breath properly?! *and many more questions everyone asked* Akira: Guys- GUYS IM FINE CHILL!- *coughs* Im fine. Baji: Are u fu*king NUTS OR WHAT?! WE SCREAMED U TO CAME BACK BUT U WERE THERE FOOLING AROUND- U WOULD HAVE DROWNED ONLY IF MIKEY DIDN'T SAVE YOUR A*S! Draken: OI Baji calm down Baji: BUT- Chifuyu: Baji-san pls calm down let her breath properly Baji: *low growls* Whatever Im going! *walks off* Draken: *signs* sorry he gets to worried sometimes. Akira:...What happened after that big wave hit me? Takemicchi: After that big wave hit u, u lost your balance and fell off. Mikey-kun,Baji-kun and Akkun jumped into the water almost imidiatly to search for u after few seconds mikey-kun came with your water soaked ,almost lifeless body.. Smiley: *sad smile* it almost looked like u are dead. after that baji and atsushi had a small fight about leaving u in the water alone. Akira: But it was my falut as I denied to come out.. *emma covered her body with a dry towel and hina bought some tea from the picknic basket as she took it* Draken: thats what Atsushi told baji, at first he didn't belived it but gave up after a few Akira: Im sorry...*looks down both sad and ashamed of her dumbness* Chifuyu: its fine don't worry at least u are ok..Baji-san and mikey-kun got really worried as the others tried to help and check if u were ok. Akira: I made everyone worried- Draken: Now stop with all that sad bullsh*t and get ok fast. Akira: *looks up at him only to see he was smilling a small soft smile as she smiled back and nodded* yes sure *she gets up placing the hot tea aside and holding on to the half wet towel* can anyone tell me where mikey is and the direction baji head? Takuya: but u should rest- Draken: Mikey is outside the stall on the right and baji went left. Akira: Thank u, to all of u. Emma: what are friends for. Akira: *looks at her and smiles* thank u :-) *she heads out to the right side of stall and saw mikey standing there with a small smile on his face* Akira: mikey..? Mikey: Oh U are Better again thats good! *however akira saw the thin line of tears fall from his right eye* Akira:...Im so sorry! So sorry! so sorry! so sorrry!! Im so- *before she could complete her line someone flicked her forehead* owww Hey! that hurts! Mikey: *giggles* I know I

know Thats why its

fun. Akira: *she paused for a moment before smiling and flicking his forehead hard* Mikey: OW!HEY! Akira: CATCH ME IF U FU*KING CAN HAHA!! *Mikey starts chasing akira down while he flicked her forehead and she flicked his* *from the stall* Draken: They never changed will they? *grins* Mitsuya: nope *smiles* Draken: well *pats mitsuya's back* Tag your it. *he runs off* Mitsuya: huh? *everyone fron the stall ran off Giggling* Mitsuya: not me again! ಥ_ಥ -x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-

7.Baji

*It was almost sunset and baji didn't return* Akira: Has anyone seen Baji after the incident? All: Nah/nope/not really../no idea Draken: He will be fine, he might just be taking a nap or so to calm down Takemicchi and chifuyu: ARe u sure? *worried tone* Draken: *looks at them* yea..this has happened before so don't worry.btw pass me the log the suset is almost happening, we have to create a fire place for night. *everyone leaving Akira and mikey* HAI! Akira: *she walks off the same direction where baji went* I'll be back Mikey and emma: be careful! Akira: hai! *as she walked off a quite big distence she started to get worried. every step made her anxiety about baji not being safe starts to grow more and more. she even checked the stalls only to find them quite busy or empty* Akira:-Where in the world did he go..- *she thought to herself* Baji! Baji! baji! *she kept shouting in hopes that he will respond before falling on her face* aaaaaeeeee *she sat up groaning and spited out some of the sand which entered her mouth* ???: BAHAHAHAHAHA LOOK AT U BAHAHAHA *A recognisable male voice started laughing at her* Akira: *Anger boiled through her body as she looked back up quickly to punch that person on his face only to find baji standing there laughing with a polythene bag filled with ice? she wasn't sure but she was sure that the person infront of her was baji as she quickly hugged him leaving him in a shook state* Akira: Im so sorry I made u fu*king worried Baji: *he smiles* eh- wait do u think thats my I went away? Seriously u guys are too soft *grins* Akira: huh? Baji: I went to grab some Ice-cream..As an appology to Atsushi,u know that dark pink haired dude. I..shouted at him for no reason so.. uhh Akira: aww *smiles* is little baji worried? Baji: Who are u calling little?! Akira: U cause Im older U^U Baji: But u are small hah! Akira: only a little bit! Baji: Stillllll Im tall U_U✨ Akira: noo! Baji: heh..*looks at the sky* -almost sunset- hey wanna eat ice-cream? akira: here?? Baji: I have 2 extra Akira: Hell yea! *they both sat down and ate there Ice-cream while looking at the sun as it slowly Fades into the ocean* *from behind the bushes and trees Mikey and takemicchi smiled happy that both of them are safe*

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this is so fuckin big Im so sorry ;-;

but hope u liked it lol this is my first time writting a scenario :3

this is so dumb lol. btw Comment if you like it, I wanna know if its good- tips will be much better (;-;)

Man... Being wondering if I should write fanfics... (T ~ T)

Re-blog this if:

- you’re gay - can read - support gay people - want to hold a match between your fingers as you wander the halls of an ancient castle because it’s your only source of light amidst the ghosts of people long past - are an antelope - or want a chocolate bar.

No one will know which applies.

Bonten!Sanzu be like:

cw// tokyo revengers ch 241 spoilers below the cut; discussion about (child) mental illness. please DO NOT READ if you find any of these subjects triggering.

i’ve been thinking many thoughts and would just like to put them out somewhere. my opinion may spark some controversy (especially since it’s one that i feel like many WILL disagree with), but please refrain from sending hate. i’m open to having a fruitful and respectful discussion, but if you spam me hate or anything of the sort, i WILL delete it. thanks.

if you’re reading this you may have already seen the spoilers/leaks for tokrev 241, but if you haven’t, i advise that you do so because i will be referencing the chapter in this “analysis” (of sorts).

according to this chapter, mikey was the one who gave sanzu his scars— and all allegedly over a toy. (i use the word “allegedly” because we’re viewing the story from senju’s perspective, who wasn’t present in the room when mikey hurt sanzu. it’s totally possible that there were other reasons for mikey hurting sanzu, but with the limited information we have right now, i’m going to just take the story at face value and assume that it was over the toy.)

because of this new revelation, it’s safe to conclude that mikey has had his “dark impulses” even PRIOR to shinichiro’s death, rather than that these impulses were a RESULT of his death. this has caused a lot of people to therefore label mikey as the “true villain” of the story (and i understand where they’re coming from, i truly do), but i am hesitant to make any reservations or judgements about mikey for the following reason:

i really do believe that mikey’s “dark impulses” are an allegory for some mental illness (not exactly sure what it is, i’m not a licensed psychiatrist so i won’t be diagnosing a character we have very limited information on), and in this case, it’s a mental illness that he’s been dealing with since he was very young. i think that when we reframe the dark impulses in this fashion— rather than viewing it as some supernatural or innate evilness/darkness that lurks within mikey— it will help us reframe the way we view mikey’s character.

now when you look at it from this framework, it makes mikey a character that i personally empathize with and feel for more (keyword: personally). according to this perspective, mikey was a child struggling with some unknown mental illness/issues— one that he didn’t know how to properly navigate, mitigate, and unlearn. of course, one could argue that he had a sufficient support system and a loving family (i.e. baji, shinichiro, emma, etc.), but the sad reality is that sometimes, especially in severe cases, that’s simply not enough. a loving and caring support system is definitely beneficial in overcoming mental illness, but the fact is that sometimes your family and loved ones just don’t have all the facilities or resources necessary to help you fully. sometimes, people need more attention and care, which often comes in the form of professional or medical help— things that it seems like mikey didn’t receive in his youth. and honestly, even then sometimes medical/professional help still isn’t enough to “cure” you. (i’m using the word “cure” here for a lack of a better word, because mental illness is so often something that’s just mitigated and not completely “fixed,” and i am speaking from personal experience here lol.)

imagine being a young child with some unknown mental illness— one that distorts your perceptions of right and wrong— and not having the tools necessary to combat this inner turmoil. i can’t even fathom how hard that must be, and it must be exponentially harder to overcome when everyone who was once your support system dies and leaves you alone to figure shit out for yourself.

does this mean i condone what mikey did? absolutely not. i don’t condone mur/der nor physically scarring your childhood friend. does this mean that i think that sanzu deserves what happened to him? hell no! do i still think that sanzu deserves better? of course, the sweet boy deserves the world. does mikey’s supposed mental illness absolve him of accountability over his actions? absolutely not, he’s still responsible for his shitty actions and decisions. but does this make mikey someone who is undeserving of love, redemption, and empathy? no. i certainly think that it makes him (at best) a morally gray character, but definitely not one who’s unworthy of these things.

i think one recurring theme in tokyo revengers is that people are simply products of their environment, socialization, and traumas— that they’re distillations of their hurt, pain, anger, suffering, decisions, and actions. take for example izana, who at first seemed like a batshit crazy villain, who in the end, turned out to just be a traumatized adult still suffering from the repercussions of the hardships he lived through as a child. i view mikey in the same regard— that he’s a product of his external suffering (i.e. literally everyone he loves dying) as well as his internal turmoil (i.e. his mental illness)— and that’s why i still empathize and feel for him.

it’s totally possible that in the upcoming chapters wakui will throw us in for a loop and i’ll end up eating my own words. but in the meantime, my heart will continue to hurt for mikey because at the end of the day, he’s just a troubled kid who clearly has shit going on inside of him that we as readers don’t even know about.

call me a mikey apologist or whatever, but if being a mikey apologist means caring for a mentally ill child who’s been suffering with his issues since his early youth, then so be it.

p.s. i’m open to hearing your thoughts and analyses as well. feel free to dispute my thoughts and observations (in fact i encourage it! the best way to create a fruitful discussion is by having an open and honest conversation!), but please approach it in a respectful manner. if you don’t, i’ll just ignore it, which will be a shame since i’m sure you’ll raise valid points as well. thanks for reading!

Lets see (but damn- a legit golden statue)

REBLOG golden mikey for good luck ✨

idk lol dis statue just radiates good luck,,,, let see if something happens

Ima ✨ Smooth Criminal✨

Shinichiro 🛐 Cradits tiktok: darkx.ae

no words just Yuji <33

AYOO-

So I was just watching some dancing vids- ya know- for no reasons pure timepass- and I thought....... What if Izana (Yes Izana kurokawa) was there- Like imagine Izana Shirtless, in black jeans, and a black cap covering his face- while he dances (I mean you can think of any think but danm-) Like IMGINE How hot that dude would look- ...... Yes Im Simping- If someone made a fanart of this I will die- I'll die simping-

do you ever have those bloggers that you know by a nickname you kinda just gave them and you get excited to see them on your dash even though you’ve barely/never spoken to them ever

I don't know why but in this picture

when I look at it..I feel..guilt..sorrow...what ever u name it but for some reason it looks like (in this picture) gojo isn't happy..Like he is so very sad and broken and it makes me worry. I feel so bad everytime I look into them...(╯︿╰)

Love it , like it , want it 😩💞💘