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RHAENICENT APPRECIATION WEEK: day #5 — tragedy

Summary: You are Helaena's childhood friend, your job at court is it to entertain the princess and be a friend to her. But often you crash together with her careless husband-brother Aegon, who gets on your nerves terribly. You try to be his friend but quickly realize that it's not just friendship that connects you two. You struggle with your father's expectations and goals, the rumors at court, and your own confusing feelings for a married man.

enemies to lovers, slow burn, angst, family promblems, canon typical violence, canon typical misogyny

Part 1 :You are Helaena's childhood friend, your job at court is it to entertain the princess and be a friend to her. Your life is actually quite pleasant, if it weren't for your friend's husband-brother Aegon, who gets on your nerves terribly, but somehow you can't get him out of your head.

Part 2: You are Helaena's childhood friend, your job at court is it to entertain the princess and be a friend to her. Your life is actually quite pleasant, and even her brother is no longer so unbearable for you. You would even call Aegon your friend. But everything changes and you slowly realize that your idyllic life in the Red Keep isn't so idyllic after all. Everything you've been holding on to and belives in begins to crumble.

Part 3: Your life changed completely when you allowed your enemy Aegon to become your friend Aegon. While you have to deal with your place in the world and in the royal court, the hypocrisy, the lies, your family and your worries about Helaena, he becomes your support. You can rely on him and slowly you realize that you don't want Aegon to be just your friend. He makes his intentions clear, but you don't know if you can give yourself to him. Just as you try to come to terms with your feelings, the house of cards that has become your life collapses.

[coming soon.]

Part 4:

The way she can touch him, but he can't touch her

inspo. (Helaemond 01x10/02x08)

eddard/catelyn and jon/sansa parallels

She might have overlooked a dozen bastards for Ned’s sake, so long as they were out of sight. Jon was never out of sight, and as he grew, he looked more like Ned than any of the trueborn sons she bore him. Somehow, that made it worse. - catelyn ii, agot 

“I see it now,” the Lady Lysa said, as she set the core aside. “You look so much like Catelyn.” “It’s kind of you to say so.” “It was not meant as flattery. If truth be told, you look too much like Catelyn. Something must be done.” - sansa vi, asos