Kal1ka - KAL1KA

How many times. How many times do I have to face my fears and do the thing before I stop feeling like I'm constantly being stalked by a tiger.

once i beat the depression and the burnout and the anxiety and the loneliness and the exhaustion and the guilt and the awkwardness and the apathy and the low income and the chronic illness and the impatience and the vulnerability and the creative block and the capitalism and the cruelty THEN you'll see

Could it be?

That heaven is fleeting and always

And nothing is forever, and wishing will get you nowhere

i can't keep living like this!!! [does not change a single aspect of my life]

you have to let yourself be a weird woman or you will not survive