Endless Mornings And Endless Nights

Endless mornings and endless nights

I wake after they bite i wonder will I ever wake up before daylight

Endless commotion, I'm filled to the brim with emotion

I'm still asleep they have so much devotion

Ruptured vein I'm blood-stained

The truth is like blood under your fingernails

I'm awake.

Filled with rage

I have an upset stomach and little girls despondent laughter sounds louder on stage

Choke me just enough for me to breathe so I stay engaged

Ticking Tok on the clock, you're an ethereal timepiece in this age

Turn me over like a page do me like that when you offstage

While your fans fight to be front row in the barricade

I know they’d kill for this exchange

I'm off the rails some may call me deranged but I'm just off my meds

Living a teenage rampage drugged with your love

Will we last or be another short story?

You cry, outraged at the thought of me leaving estranged, so you keep me in range

Afraid I'll let go when the feeling subsides

I left my shoes in the street so you could carry me

Don't worry, darling, you have my heart in a cage

You're the lighthouse in the middle of this enraged storm

Filled with love

Loving you from afar feels like drowning in an ocean of my own tears, while you stand on the shore, oblivious to my plight

I cried again tonight. I thought I could get through the night but my tears kept on falling. I've lost count. I don't know why I'm like this. Why do you make me like this? Can't you just stay as a fond memory and let me live? Even so, I'll always be yours no matter how many times I try to block you out. I always come back here to write about you.

My la verità.

I’m falling again

I’m falling again

I’m falling again

Where do I go?

Where do I stand?

I find it hard to convey how I feel till this day

I can't think without thinking of you

You’re so hard to understand

Can’t begin to comprehend

What I’d do to have you

Pain is so easy to feel

Just bite your tongue

And don't spill the truth that burdens you

cries you to sleep

Just don’t let the blood seep

through your teeth when you smile

Call out to me

When you’re ready I'll be there

Waiting for you

Till we meet again, my love.