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Hug Me(V's Ending)

Requested by: peachyyraphiee

~I can't beat my sad heart, again I'm enduring the dark and sleepless nights. Without regard for my despair the morning indifferently wakes me. The wound burns more than expected, the hurt goes deeper than expected, the countless nights of resenting you are like hell to me. Please stay at my side, please stay with me. Please don't let go of the me who is holding your hand, if you go one step further away like this. I can just take one more step and that's enough~

Recap:

Taehyung ran somewhere off to the right, Joshua somewhere to the left, and Mingyu simply ran straight away from you. You smirked as you decided which one to run after and took off after him, not knowing at the time that this choice would eventually change how you and him saw each other.

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Your feet took you to the right, trying yet failing on trying to keep up with Taehyung who had now disappeared into a room. You stopped running and stayed still and silent, listening for any slight noise indicating where Taehyung was. And eventually your efforts paid off when you heard a thud from the guest bedroom followed by a whispered curse. You smirked and silently walked to the door before throwing the door open and looking around with slightly narrowed eyes for the boy that was the reason you had icing on your face.

"Tae~hyung~," you called out as you walked further into the room and stopped at the foot of the bed.

You slowly kneeled down and glimpsed under the bed, growing confused when you didn't see him underneath it. Sitting back up you let out a yelp when you felt hands grab your shoulders, and turning around you saw Tae standing there laughing at your reaction.

"Haha I got you~"

"Tae, that's not funny~!" You whined as you placed your hand on your chest and pouted up at him.

He smiled fondly and pat your head, "Mian, I didn't mean to scare you that bad."

You turned your head away from him and crossed your arms, while he smirked and watched your actions with amusement.

"Are you really going to ignore me?" He asked before kneeling beside you and pouting as well, "Raphie-ah, mianhaeyo~~"

~The thousands of times in one day that I repeat and think of your appearance. The unforgiving words that you said to me, that icy gaze and those cold expressions. You were an incredibly pretty person, you were an incredibly pretty person. Please don't be like this to me, you know me well. Oh girl, the words that you said so lightly at that time made it so light, our relationship. I didn't know that 'being used to it' would be scarier than anything.~

You glanced at him then back at the floor immediately regretting your action when you felt your heart start to beat faster. Tae grabbed ahold of your chin and turned your head to face him, the pout still on his face. "Wh-What?" You stuttered out as you felt your cheeks heating up from embarrassment.

He brought his face closer to your own making your eyes widen and you tried to back away from him, only to fail when he tightened his grip and wrap his free arm around your back making sure you couldn't move anywhere. His head tilted to the side and a small smile crossed his face, "You know, there's something I haven't told you before."

"Wh-What's that?"

He moved his eyes across your face and smiled gently, as a look of what almost seemed to be adoration filled his eyes and he rubbed his thumb across your cheek softly. "I love you," he said almost as a whisper.

Your eyes widened and your mouth slightly dropped open. "W-Wh-Wha-?"

He let out a small chuckle and pulled you tighter against his chest, tucking his head into the crook of your neck. "Please just let me hold, I've been dreaming of having you in my arms since I first met you."

H-He's loved me all this time? You thought to yourself as you felt your heart start to beat faster and felt heat rush to your cheeks. "T-Taehy-hyung," you whispered against his shirt as you closed your hand around it.

"Hm?"

"I-I love you, too." You said before feeling him push you back gently and smile down at you widely.

"Awe~ Raphie, you're too cute!" He said as he kissed your forehead and then crushed you against him again.

"Ta-Tae~ that hurts," you muttered out as you pushed against him.

~I don't know your heart, up until we ultimately said a goodbye full of regret. As the days pass it gets bigger, the empty space you left. Oh shit, even if we give water to our flower bed that used to be so beautiful, the full blooms have all become nothing but memories. Only the scent of loneliness gushes forth. If I could see you again I, I want to show you everything I have. My heart that's beating to hold you tight. I want to convey it all to you, I for real for real. Until you hold this sincerity in your embrace once again~

*Time skip~ 2 weeks later*

You took a sip from your drink while you watched the tv they were playing in the corner of the cafe. Taehyung had asked for you to meet up with him here today for a date and so far he was late, which now didn't come as a surprise to you. He had his own reasons but even if you showed up 5 minutes after the set time he still wouldn't be there, so you'd usually just end up waiting for fifteen or twenty more minutes.

"Jagiya!"

You turned when you heard your boyfriend shout and felt a smile cross your face when you saw him rushing towards your table. "Hey Tae."

He bent over and tried to catch his breath as he apologized, "Mi-Mian, I got held up at a shoot with the guys."

"It's fine," you said simply but honestly as you pat his hand that was lying on the table in front of you. "Take a seat."

He smiled apologetically at you and collapsed into the chair across from you, leaning his head onto the table. His breathing was still off meaning he had run a long way to make it to your date, which made you smile.

"Tae, you didn't have to rush. If you were busy we could've rescheduled for a better ti-"

"No!" He said as he jerked his head up and pouted at you, "Because then I won't be able to be with you for long."

You smiled and reached your arm across the table, lightly squeezing his cheek. "Awe, my Tae is so sweet."

He grabbed your hand and kissed it, "Of course. I love you~"

"I love you, too. Now, let's order something to eat."

~Just hold me, hold me a little. Don't say anything and please just run to me with a heart that's nothing but lonely and anxious. I'm waiting for you like this. I love you, I love you. In the long silence, a sound comes, screaming from my foolish and weak heart.~

"Ahh~ It feels nice out tonight." Taehyung stretched his arm out and wrapped it around your shoulder, pulling you closer to his side.

"Mhm," you said absentmindedly as you looked out at the scenery.

"Yah," he said as he shook your shoulder lightly. "You're not even paying me the slightest attention."

"Oh, mian~. It's just that the scenery is really pretty up here. How'd you find this place?"

"Hm? Oh well, a few months ago I was having a bad day and to help me feel better Jin hyung brought me up here but told me to keep it a secret."

"Awe~ Well thank you for showing me, it means a lot." You told him as you leaned over and kissed his cheek.

He looked down at you and cupped your face, "I really do love you, Raphie."

You smiled, "I love you, too, Taehyung."

Save Me, I Don't Wanna Cry(Joshua, Mingyu, V x Reader)

Requested by: peachyyraphiee

Let's see how well these songs fit together shall we? x'D

~I want to breathe, I hate this night. I want to wake up, I hate this dream. I'm trapped inside of myself and I'm dead. Don't wanna be lonely, just wanna be yours. Why is it so dark where you're not here. It's dangerous how wrecked I am. Save me because I can't get a grip on myself. Because I love you, because the words I love you isn't enough, no matter what I say. I loved you so much, where'd you go? Did you leave because you don't like me anymore? Don't play around, I know you're right there. Feels like you'll appear, so I'm just waiting. I need to find you, need to find you, because if I cry right now, I might not see you~

You hummed along to the song that was playing on the radio, which just so happened to be your favorite song, and danced as you waited for the cup cakes to be done. Three of your closest friends were coming to spend the day with you since ironically you were all off on the same day and they had decided that they wanted to eat some of your baked goods since you were always praised for being good at it, even though it really wasn't that hard to do they still usually burnt the food. You didn't mind though, it gave you something to do to keep your mind occupied before they got here and you actually enjoyed it.

Hearing the oven's timer beep, you opened the small door and pulled the tray out before turning and setting it on a squared oven mitt that was lying on the counter. "Alright, now just have to let them cool down a few minutes before I can ice them," you said to yourself as you let a smile slip onto your face.

The song playing through the speakers switched to another favorite of yours and you cheered as you started to dance and sing along, not noticing the two boys that were gathered in the doorway watching you with amused smiles on their faces. You turned around while belting out a "high note" and stopped with your mouth gaped open when you saw them behind you. Your eyes widened and you blinked quickly in surprise.

"Wh-What are you guys doing in here?"

"Well, we knocked a few times but didn't get an answer and we tried both texting and calling you but neither was replied to so we got worried," Mingyu started off as both him and Joshua walked into the room and took a seat at the counter in front of you.

"Yeah, but luckily I remembered where you kept the spare key so we came in to check to see if you were alright. And by the look of things you're definitely okay, right?"

You felt heat rush to your cheeks and nodded, "That's really embarrassing though. You could've at least called out before I went and embarrassed myself even more!"

They laughed and told you not to worry, that they thought it was cute, making your cheeks redden more. You pouted and turned down the radio before hearing Joshua say, "Tae's not here yet?"

You turned and shook your head, "Nope, I thought he'd beat you guys here as well but looks like he got held up."

~Listen to my heartbeat, it calls you whenever it wants to. Because within this pitch black darkness you are shining so brightly. Give me your hand save me save me. I need your love before I fall, fall. Give me your hand save me save me. I need your love before I fall, fall. Give me your hand save me save me. Give me your hand save me save me. Save me, save me. Don't wanna cry. Don't wanna cry. I have a lot of tears but I don't wanna cry. The path that used to be familiar, it's now unfamiliar. Is this the path I know? I ask myself, what if she's looking for me? I'm looking for you right now~

Right when the words left your mouth you heard your front door opening and then heard hurried footsteps growing closer. Then you guys saw a frantic and out of breath Taehyung sanding in the archway. Your eyes widened and you hurried to his side in concern, "Geez, Tae what happened?!"

"Mian, some fans saw me and started chasing me so I took a back road and some mean dogs started to chase me. Almost got me too, so I had to sacrifice my sausage I was eating on the way here."

The three of you stared at Taehyung with wide eyes after he recapped what happened, before the two boys started to chuckle. "Holy crap, Tae. You're okay though, right?"

Taehyung rolled his eyes and smirked, "Of course I am." Then his eyes widened and he turned to you, "Sorry, I'm late though."

You smiled gently and patted his cheek, "Don't worry about that, I'm just glad you're okay. But why didn't you just come in a car?"

"Because some of the boys had stuff to do today and the managers were with them, I have the day off along with Yoongi hyung and Jungkook-ah but they were just planning on staying at the house."

"Ahh, well go ahead and go get cleaned up. I'll start icing the cup cakes."

"I wanna help!" Mingyu shouted as he stood and hurried to your side.

"Me too!" Joshua and Tae called out at the same time, before turning to each other and narrowing their eyes. "Don't do that." They said again at the same time. "Yah."

Both you and Mingyu let out laughs and you watched as the two looked at each other weirdly before starting to laugh themselves. "I wanna help too! Don't start without me!" He called out as he ran to the bathroom down the hallway.

~Today the moon shines brighter on the blank spot in my memories. It swallowed me, this lunatic, please save me tonight (Please save me tonight, please save me tonight) Within this childish madness you will save me tonight. I knew that your salvation is a part of my life, and the only helping hand that will embrace my pain. The best of me, you're the only thing I have. Please raise your voice so that I can laugh again. Play on. Don't play around, I know you're right there. Feels like you'll appear, so I'm just waiting. I need to find you, I need to go. But tears well up and it's getting blurrier. Don't wanna cry. Don't wanna cry. I have a lot of tears but I don't wanna cry~

The three of you shook your heads with amusement as you watched him disappear and then you turned and grabbed the different tubs of icing, handing one to each boy. You were smart enough to plan ahead and knew that all three of them would want to help you ice them so you bought 5 tubs, an extra in case one of them didn't like a color they had. Taehyung came running back into the room and you handed him the last two tubs to choose between, knowing that he'd choose his favorite color, and he did with a wide smile and a big thank you.

You then separated the cup cakes equally between the four of you ending up with four each, then began icing them while singing along with the music loudly. Humming along you finished you cup cakes quickly, setting them off to the side on the tray before turning and watching the other boys with a smile on your face. Hurried footsteps ran down the hall and into the kitchen bring an excited Taehyung to a sliding stop, him almost losing his footing and slipping.

"Did you save any for me?" He asked you as he rushed to the other side of the counter and pushed his way between the boys.

"Mhm, they're right there. Choose whichever icing you wa-"

Taehyung was one step ahead of you, grabbing ahold of a tub of icing and grabbing a knife. A huge smile crossed onto his face as he joined the other two in humming and dancing. You watched them all with a smile and leaned your chin on your hand laughing every so often when they'd smear icing on each other.

You frowned when they all looked at each other with smirks before turning to face you and slowly making their way around the counter towards where you were sitting. Your eyes widened and you stood from your stool backing away from the three guys that were ever so slowly getting closer to you.

"Guys," you said slowly, "What are you thinking?"

"Hm? We aren't thinking anything though, right guys?" Joshua said innocently as he looked towards the other tow.

You quickly turned your attention back to the other two and panicked when you noticed how much closer they'd gotten while Joshua had distracted you. Your eyes widened and you quickly turned around and started to run away from the kitchen with the heavy sound of footsteps not far behind you. Laughter slipped out as you ran and you soon felt a pair of arms wrap around your waist, picking you up and twirling you around.

~Listen to my heartbeat, it calls you whenever it wants to. Because within this pitch black darkness, you are shining so brightly. Give me your hand save me save me. I need your love before I fall, fall. Give me your hand save me save me. I need your love before I fall, fall. Give me your hand save me save me. Give me your hand save me save me. I'm alright (I'm not alright) I don't miss you (I miss you so much) With words I don't even mean,  even if they're lies, I need to say it. My heart won't listen like I want. Come back, come back, come back. My other half isn't here so how can I live as one? I don't wanna cry~

When you were stopped you saw Taehyung in front of you with a smirk on his face as he brought his hand out from behind his back. Your eyes widened and the smile slipped from your face when you saw the tub of icing in his hand and you quickly glanced back at his face.

"Ta-Tae, don't." You tried to say firmly but that failed when he stepped closer. "Please?" You begged quietly, batting your eyes innocently to hopefully get him to stop.

"Awe, mianhae, Raphie-ah but I have to." he said as he brought his hand to my face and wiped icing on my cheek.

You gasped and closed as you heard Mingyu and Joshua snicker. Mingyu let go of your arms and you stayed still for a moment longer, letting an eerie silence coat the room. After a few minutes you opened your eyes and looked at the boys with a blank face making them take in a sharp breath and a quick step back.

"Run," you said lowly which is exactly what they did.

Taehyung ran somewhere off to the right, Joshua somewhere to the left, and Mingyu simply ran straight away from you. You smirked as you decided which one to run after and took off after him, not knowing at the time that this choice would eventually change how you and him saw each other.

~Thank you for letting me be me. For helping me fly, for giving me wings. For straightening me out, for waking me from being suffocated. For waking me from a dream which was all I was living in. When I think of you the sun comes out so I gave my sadness to the dog (Thank you. For being 'us') Don't wanna cry. Don't wanna cry. I have a lot of tears, but I don't wanna cry. Don't wanna cry. When we see each other again. Don't wanna cry. Give me your hand save me save me. I need your love before I fall, fall. Give me your hand save me save me. I need your love before I fall, fall~

new cover for my imagines! What cha think?

EXO as students

Beautiful(Baekhyun-EXO)

Requested by: peachyyraphiee

~Hello, you came to me giving me your shy scent. In my hazy dream you were shining, dazzling. With a fluttering heart, without knowing I went to you, step by step and I stayed by your side. My heart melts at your smile. When our eyes meet my heart pounds. Oh remember my smile in your heart, think about it several times a day. Oh words I want to say to you. You're beautiful~

You looked in the mirror with a frown, glancing over the outfit that you had specially bought for Baekhyun but now was doubting your choice. It looked perfectly fine in the store but now it just looked awful, you looked awful. Groaning you quickly took it off and collapsed onto the edge of the bed shoving your face into your hands in frustration.

Why? You thought as tears started to form in the corner of your eyes, Why can't I look good in anything? Why am I so ugly?! I wanted to look beautiful for Baekhyun's birthday but I can't even do that.

You wiped your eyes and looked into the mirror scoffing at how pathetic you looked right now. Hearing the front door open your eyes widened and you quickly grabbed your clothes and rushed into the bathroom, locking the door behind you.

"Baby, I'm home!" Baekhyun called out to you as he stepped into the bedroom. "Baby?"

"I-I'm in the bathroom!" You called out, clearing your throat to sound normal.

"You okay?"

You held your breath as his voice got closer and you closed your eyes, "Yeah I'm fine. I'll be out in a bit."

"Oh, alright then. Hey, what's this? I haven't seen this outfit before." He said lowly as he walked from the door and your eyes widened in panic.

"No," you whispered. You quickly unlocked the door and rushed out, forgetting that you hadn't put your shirt back on yet. "Don't look at it!" You called out as you grabbed it from your hands and held it to your chest.

Baekhyun's eyes widened and then his features softened into a smile and he cupped your face. "I missed you," he whispered happily and he scanned your features. His gaze slowly dropped to your shirtless figure and he smirked, "I really missed you." He leaned in and kissed you making you smile a little.

You quickly gasped and broke away from Baekhyun's hold when you felt his hands touch your sides. He looked shocked and then concerned as he noticed your frightened expression. "Baby, what's wrong? Are you hurt?"

You turned your face away and shook your head silently, pulling the previously discarded outfit to your chest, making sure it covered your middle as well. Baekhyun watched you curiously as you backed away from him making sure you couldn't see anything and then turning when you reached the bathroom and quickly running in.

"Wait!" He called out as he grabbed onto your arm and pulled you gently back to his side. "What's going on? If it's about what I said then I'm sorry, I was just jo-"

"No, i-it's not that." You stammered out as you watched the panicked expression on his face as he tried figuring out what was wrong with you.

"Then what's wrong? Did someone say something to you?"

You felt tears rise in your eyes and you grew more frustrated, you knew it wasn't anyone's fault but your own and you hated yourself for making him worry so you broke your arm from his grasp and stepped back. "It's nothing, okay?!"

His eyes widened and he watched the door slowly close behind you sighing when he heard the lock turn. Then he thought back to what happened before, the clothes laying on the ground as if you dropped them in a hurry then what he didn't notice at first were the tear streaks running down your cheeks. Bringing his fist up he was about to knock on the door when he stepped closer and heard your quiet sobs, the sound breaking his heart even more.

~Thank you for meeting me, I see you, always the same. Your thick scent that waited for me deeply rings in me. With this mysterious and strong attraction I want to spread my wings toward you. My heart melts at your smile, when our eyes meet my heart pounds. Oh I'll sing for you on your spring day, think about it several times a day. Oh this is what I think of you, you're beautiful~

You patted your face dry and and looked in the mirror, sighing when you saw the puffiness under your eyes. Setting the towel down you headed to the door and opened it slightly peeking out to see that the room was empty.  You heard a clank come from the other room and decided that Baekhyun must be cooking himself something to eat.

"Yet another thing I failed at," you muttered to yourself as you sat down at the edge of the bed.

"Hey," you heard Baekhyun say from the doorway, making you jerk your head up and stare at him with wide eyes. "You hungry?"

You silently shook your head and looked back at your feet, not looking up when you heard him sigh. His footsteps grew closer and then he was crouching in front of you smiling softly up at you. Tucking a strand of hair behind your ear he sighed and cupped the side of your face.

"Will you please come eat? I made it specially for you," he said gently as he tilted his head.

Not being able to resist his charming smile you slightly nodded and followed him as he stood leading you into the kitchen and pulling out a chair for you to sit. Your eyes widened when you saw your favorite dish lying on the table. [W/e your fav dish is] "Wh-What's this?"

"Well, I know that something's been bothering you and I know you won't tell me what so I just wanted to help you feel better whatever way I can."

You felt tears rise up again at how much Baekhyun thought of you and what all he's done for you, but you held them back and stared down at your plate. "Baekhyun, this is really nice but I'm not hungry."

He sighed and set his fork down, "I know you have to be, you didn't even bother opening your salad for lunch and I heard your stomach growling earlier." You didn't look up at him the shame being too much of a burden on your shoulders. "Baby, please talk to me. Earlier when you were in the bathroom you freaked out when I picked up that dress. Has someone told you something that's made you think you're not beautiful? Because let me tell you what I see when I look at you."

You felt his hand lightly grasp your chin and tilt your head back to look at him. "When I first saw you I thought you were the most beautiful girl I have ever seen and being an idol I've seen a lot of girls. But out of the thousands of women on this earth I still think you're the most beautiful one, and you're the one I want to spend the rest of my life with."

The tears that you were holding back started to fall down your cheeks and you felt an undeniable joy well up in your chest. You smiled at him through the tears and brought a hand up to wipe them away. "I'm so sorry, Baekhyun. Today's your birthday and instead of me doing something special like I had originally planned I was selfish and you took care of me."

"Hey, I'll take care of you anytime. I love you, Raphie."

"I love you, too."

He hugged you to him and rubbed his hand on your back, helping you calm down. "Please don't ever forget what I said because I meant every word and it kills me when I see you crying."

"Okay, I'm sorry."

He pulled back and laid his hands on your shoulders, "And don't apologize. Getting to spend my birthday with you is a present itself."

"Why're you so sweet?"

"Because you make me soft therefore I'm always saying sweet things now."

You both laughed and you leaned forward, setting your head against his shoulder and closing your eyes in bliss. You never wanted this moment to end and never wanted Baekhyun to leave your side.

"I love you," you whispered once more before he kissed your forehead and you both finished your dinner.

All in all, the birthday surprise for him didn't go as suspected but at the end he had a huge smile on your face and kept close to you all night. So if you were given the choice on whether you'd go through it again you'd say yes. That night made you realize just how much you loved the sweet faced man that had turned your world completely upside down and you were thankful for it.

~When you're glad to see me my heart flutters. It's like walking on a cloud, like magic, I'm taking one more step to you. The season of you and me has come again. Can you remember this? Oh yeh all right. I'm so lucky to have met you. If we meet again, I want to tell you. Fly to you, stay by my side. You're beautiful~

Paradise(Mark, Jinyoung, Yugyeom x Reader)

Requested by: T

~You're my paradise. You're my paradise, paradise. You're my paradise. You're my paradise, paradise. Right before my eyes, ocean view, wearing a fashion look that fits the view. When you look at me, it feels so good. Don't say bye I don't wanna let you go, time is wasting, I know your heart is like my heart like decalcomanie~

"They're done!" You cheered with a smile as you pulled the cookies out of the oven. You set them on the counter and quickly took them off the tray setting them on a plate. "Geez, they smell amazing."

You hurried over to the kitchen doorway and peeked into the living room, making sure the three oblivious boys stayed that way before rushing back to the kitchen counter and stealing a cookie. Biting into it you closed your eyes in bliss. That one bite sent you straight to cookie heaven and you couldn't be happier that you were smart enough to steal one before the boys found out that you made them.

"Ahem."

You jumped slightly and shoved the rest of the cookie in your mouth before turning and smiling the best you could with your mouth closed at Mark, who stood a few feet behind you with an eyebrow raised and a small smirk on his face.

"What are you eating?"

Your eyes widened slightly and you shook your head while slowly starting to chew, eventually clearing your throat and turning around. After swallowing you turned back around and let out a yell when you saw how close he had gotten to you. He was staring down at you, that small smirk still on his face, and ever so slowly moved his gaze to the counter you were pressed against spotting the cookies.

"You had a cookie didn't you?" He asked you, amusement in his tone.

"N-No?"

"Is that a question? Because if it is then I can answer it. Yes, you had a cookie."

Your eyes narrowed and you pouted, "Only because every time I bake something you guys eat it all before I'm even able to get a crumb. A crumb!"

His smirk dropped and he lifted his hands in defense, "It's not our fault you're such an amazing baker!"

"No, but you think you coul-"

"Hey, hyung what's taking so lon- COOKIES!!!" Yugyeom yelled out as he rushed towards the counter and picked two up stuffing them quickly into his mouth.

"Hey! Don't eat them like that or there won't be any left!" You yelled out as you hit the top of his head with the side of your hand.

You sighed and turned away, noticing Jinyoung standing in the doorway watching all of you with an eyebrow raised. "What's going on in here?"

~So dangerous, you can see my heart, it's see-through. So beautiful, you're stealing my line of vision. So dangerous, you're driving me crazy baby. Even your smallest gestures, I'm done (You're my Paradise) You're beautiful girl. I'm looking at you but I miss you. You're my only girl (You're my Paradise) You're beautiful girl. When I think of you, my lips go up~

Yugyeom turned around with another cookie in his hand, "Noona made cookies." Then he turned to you, "By the way they're so~ good! Thank you!!"

You sighed and felt a smile slip onto your face, "You're welcome. Aigoo~ You've got crumbs all over your face, Yugyeom-ah."

His eyes widened as you reached up and brushed them away while shaking your head.

"How can you make such a mess," you muttered to yourself as your hand dropped back to your side.

A hand reached out and wrapped around your wrist gently yet sternly pulling you away from Yugyeom. You turned and looked back at Mark with confusion, "What?"

He smiled and grabbed the cookie plate before pulling you from the kitchen and into the living room, seating you beside him on the couch. "Here," he said before handing you the other side of the blanket that he draped across his own lap.

"Oh than-"

"Yah, hyung. You can't hog noona all to yourself!" Yugyeom shouted in frustration as he yanked the blanket toward himself and covering both himself and you. "Here you go, noona."

"And what about you maknae?" Jinyoung asked as he sat in between you and Yugyeom. "You've been hogging her all day."

You looked between the three of them confused and tried to move, only to be squeezed tighter against Jinyoung and Mark as Yugyeom pushed against Jinyoung. This wasn't new for you, every time that these three were together around you they seemed to fight over who would get your attention or who would get to sit next to you. No matter where you went as long as the three of you were together they were fighting over you non stop.

Sighing you un-wedged yourself from Mark and Jinyoung's sides and got up from the couch. "You guys are ridiculous. Why do you fight all the time when you're around me?" You asked as a pout formed on your face.

Their eyes widened and they quickly threw their hands up in defense.

"W-Wait, noona. Don't pout! It's jus-"

"We all want to be beside you, isn't that okay?" Mark asked as he looked up to you with a small, gentle smile.

Your eyes widened and you felt heat rise to your cheeks. Turning away quickly you cleared your throat and headed towards the kitchen.

"Where are you going?" Jinyoung asked as they watched you walk away.

"To get some drink," you called after you before you disappeared from their view. You leaned against the wall and laid a palm on your chest. "What the hell was that?" You whispered and you felt your heart beating fast.

~You're my paradise, you're heaven. Your shining skin, your sexy lips, your ice cream-like scent. If it's you, I'll give you everything. Hold my hand, let's walk on a flower path. I've been waiting for you. I can't go on if it's not you, I am you and you are me. So baby welcome to my zone, in our own space, let's spend time forever~

*Time Skip*

Third Person POV:

Y/n's eyes slowly shut as her head fell against Mark's shoulder and she drifted asleep, not noticing the adoring looks all three boys were throwing at her. Jinyoung smiled and tucked the blanket around her shoulders making sure she wouldn't get too cold.

"She looks so peaceful when she's sleeping," Yugyeom whispered as he watched her.

"Yeah, but don't be too loud. We don't want to wake her up." Mark told him quietly as he turned and slowly brought your head to lay on a pillow that was on his lap. He brushed her hair from her face and smiled down at her.

"Hey, hyung are we going to stay here tonight?"

Jinyoung nodded and grabbed her legs as he stood up. "Yeah, y/n already said we could. Said something about setting up blankets in here and having a 'sleepover'."

Yugyeom raised his eyebrows and snickered. "A sleepover? Aren't we a little too old for that?"

Mark smirked and turned his head to him, "Feel free to call a taxi to take you home since you're too old for it."

The younger boy's eyes widened and he shook his head quickly, "Of course I'm not too old! I just thought that you guys' wouldn't like the idea."

"I definitely don't mind having a sleepover with y/n, especially if it means that when I wake up the first face I'll see will be hers."

Jinyoung smirked and nodded along with Mark, "Same."

Yugyeom nodded and sat up straighter, "M-Me too!"

The older boys laughed and watched with amusement as the younger boys cheeks reddened. "Our maknae may act older and mature but he really is innocent huh?"

Y/n stirred and her eyes fluttered open surprising the boys when she yawned and sat up. "What are you guys doing?"

"Uhm, well I was just setting the blankets down and getting ready to go to sleep." Jinyoung told you as he laid another blanket across the floor.

You felt Mark's hand slowly rub your back and he smiled at you, "Sorry that we woke you."

You shook your head and yawned again before answering him, "It's fine. I'm gonna go change real quick. You guys still have some clothes that you left over here in the other room, so if you want to change go ahead and change."

"Alright, thanks y/n."

Your POV:

You yawned and headed into the other room listening to the boys' chatter behind you as you left them. You were only half asleep when you heard them talking about staying over and heard Mark and Jinyoung teasing Yugyeom, but it sounded so warm and comforting that you didn't want to move. Usually you were always alone and your house felt too big to you for just one person, which is why you always invited the boys to stay over, since you didn't want to be alone all the time.

After just slipping into your pjs you heard a knock on your door and went to open it seeing Jinyoung on the other side.

"Hey, do you by any chance have any of my shirts? Because I can't find one."

Your eyebrows creased together and you looked around in thought, "Uhm, maybe. Lemme check."

"Alright, thanks."

You walked to your closet and moved stuff around before finding the stash you had hidden away, after all guys shirts were so much more comfortable than girls. Making sure Jinyoung wasn't watching you quickly pulled a random shirt out and hid the other ones again.

"Uh, is this one yours?" You asked him as you held the shirt out to him.

He grabbed it from your hands and held it in front of him studying it. "Noo..I think this is Mark's." He raised his eyebrow and looked over at you smirking, "Why do you have his shirt?"

Your eyes slightly widened and you looked away, "Uhm, I'm not sure. I was probably washing it and put it in here by mistake."

"Mhm, sure. Now, do you have one of my shirts in there?" He told you after letting out a small laugh, highly amused by the blush rising on your cheeks.

~So dangerous, you can see my heart, it's see-through. So beautiful, you're stealing my line of vision. So dangerous, you're driving me crazy baby. Even your smallest gestures, I'm done (You're my Paradise) You're beautiful girl. I'm looking at you but I miss you. You're my only girl (You're my Paradise) You're beautiful girl. When I think of you, my lips go up~

After changing into one of his shirts that you had hidden Jinyoung headed out of your room and left you to collapse onto your bed, covering your face. "Oh geez," you muttered behind your hands.

"Noona! Come on!"

You sighed and sat up grabbing some blankets before walking out of your room and into the living room. Stopping with confusion when you saw a giant pillow fort stretching across the floor.

"Wha-?"

You saw one of the blankets move and saw Mark stick his head out and smile at you, "Are you coming?"

"You guys seriously built a fort?" You asked with a laugh as you handed him the extra blankets and got in front of the entrance before crawling in. Your eyes widened when you were in and you looked around in awe, "How did you guys make it like this? I've never seen a fort this cool."

"Really? Well it was pretty easy," Yugyeom told you as he scooted closer to you.

"Ooh~ Look at the maknae, trying to set mo-"

Yugyeom covered Jinyoung's mouth quickly with his hands and started to yell in panic. Your eyes widened and you watched the pair with confusion.

"What on earth is wrong with you two?"

"Nothing!" Yugyeom shouted as he turned back to you and smiled innocently. "Anyways, should we go to sleep?"

You nodded in agreement and settled down onto one of the blanket padding and covered yourself up, listening as the boys started to argue again. Sighing you turned your head and watched them as they pushed at each other in order to lay next to you.

"Yah," you called out getting annoyed when they ignored you. "Yah!"

All three boys stopped yelling and looked at you with wide eyes as you sat up and glared at them.

"Why are you guys always arguing?! Stop it! Geez, there's no reason for you guys to fight anyways right? So why are yo-"

"Because all three of us want to be close to you." Jinyoung said simply as he sighed and crossed his legs.

"Mwo?!" Your eyes widened in surprise and confusion. "Close to me? What are you talking about? You're all close to me every time I see you."

"Yes, but that's not the kind of close Jinyoung is talking about," Mark explained as he moved closer and laid a hand on your head. "Y/n, we all like you. A lot. And we fight all the time because we all want your attention to ourselves."

"Y-You like...me..." You repeated lamely as you tried to absorb the meaning behind those words. "A-As in-"

"We love you, y/n. And not as a friend." Yugyeom finished smiling lightly at you.

Love. You thought to yourself with surprise. They just confessed to me. What the hell? "I-uh-uhm I don't kn-"

"Hey, it's okay. This was rather sudden so don't worry about answering right away. We'll give you time and in the end who you choose, or even if you don't choose any of us, that'll be alright with us. As long as this doesn't affect our relationship and make you drift away from us." Mark said calmly as he grabbed ahold of your hand and squeezed it lightly.

"Yah, hyung. Don't you think you're getting a little to comfy?" Yugyeom said as he grabbed onto your other hand.

You looked between the both of them, still surprised by the confessions and not knowing what to do or say. Jinyoung thankfully noticed your dilemma and came to your rescue, "Alright guys, let's give y/n some space tonight. We don't want to freak her out too much tonight." They sighed and nodded in agreement before turning and heading towards the exit.

"Wait!" You called out, making them turn back around and watch you carefully. "Yo-You guys set all this up and if you guys leave I'll be all alone in here."

They smiled and headed back towards you, crowding around you and lying down in content. "Thank you," Mark said quietly to you as he turned his head to face you.

You smiled and nodded, not really knowing how to answer him and worried you might say something completely random since you were so nervous. Oh my gosh, pull yourself together y/n. This isn't even the first time they've stayed over, why are you so nervous?

Sighing you lied down and gasped in shock when you looked up at the 'roof' of the fort, which currently had the galaxy projected onto it. "Holy crap," you muttered in awe as you stared up at it happily.

"Do you like it?" Jinyoung asked as he too stared at it. "We figured you'd enjoy it since you're always talking about how pretty the stars are."

You felt tears rise in your eyes and let out a glee filled laugh, "Thank you guys so much." You couldn't explain how grateful you felt, no words coming to mind as you brought a hand up to wipe away the tears. All you knew was these boys paid more attention to you than you realized and without knowing it they had always done things they'd come to know that you liked. "Thank you," you whispered one last time before you felt your eyes close.

And you fell asleep with a smile on your face, for the first time feeling something other than friendship stirring in your heart as you felt the three boys' presence around you making you feel secure.

~Let's go high to the sky, be the moon above the clouds, shine on me. Don't just imagine it, I'll make all your dreams come true. I don't know what you're thinking right now, it's about that time we both go out and do something about it you know. You're my paradise. You're my paradise, paradise. You're my paradise. You're my paradise, paradise~

Colors(Day6xReader)

Requested by: T

~I've been quietly living in a deep tunnel that swallowed up the light. On the dark road ahead, I can't see a single step ahead. I can't see anything. I can't feel anything. Me in the black and white photo my world that has spread black. I'm so tired, I'm so tired. Now I'm so sick of it. The colors of you that I see from time to time it raises me up because you're the only one with your own color~

"There she is."

"Her?"

"Yeah, her."

"Why's she always by herself?"

You continued walking, ignoring all the stares and whispers that were directed at you. Everyday it was just like this. Everyday somebody was talking about you, looking at you. It was all the same and it happened so often that you seemed to be an expert at ignoring your surroundings now. Doesn't mean it makes it easier though you still felt awful every time you heard one bad thing said about you. You still feel a prick in your heart with every glare pointed your way.

Sighing you walked out of the school and headed down the street towards your home. Well, it wasn't much of a home to you anymore just more like a house to live in. You didn't want to be here, surrounded by a bunch of people who cared nothing for you. You wanted to leave, you needed to leave, you couldn't stand being here where you weren't wanted anymore.

"I hate this life," you muttered as you kicked a rock and stopped on the small crossing bridge. Leaning against the railing you rested your chin on your palm and stared out at the clear sky.

"Only thing enjoyable about this place."

"Oh? Yeah I guess that is a pretty good view." You heard a voice say from behind you suddenly, making you jump and widen your eyes.

You turned around and saw a group of guys behind you making you look at them with confusion and surprise. Since when did they get there?

"Uhm, hi?"

"Hello," the one who answered you before replied with a smile. "Sorry if I scared you, we were just passing by when I heard you."

"Uh, okay then."

You turned back around and decided to leave, thinking it was just a bit creepy that they showed up out of no where and were being nice. "Bye then," you waved at them over your shoulder and kept walking.

"Wait!"

~I try holding out my hand to catch you but you get farther away, hold out your hand. Color me like that red sunset so I won't lose myself (Colors, Colors) I'm running out of breath as I run to the deep ocean that swallowed up the stars. I see the dry land from far away but your touch is like the sweet rain, it colors my heart~

You let out another sigh and looked down at the hand that was holding your arm, keeping you from moving. You looked back at the guy and raised an eyebrow. "Yes?"

His eyes widened and he quickly removed his hand, "Uhm, well me and my friends are kinda lost so we were wondering if you could help us out and give us directions."

"To?"

"Oh! Uhm, one second." He turned around and called out to one of the guys by the railing a little further. "Hyung! Where do we need to go again?"

The other boy shrugged and turned back to another boy, making the one guy turn back and let out a nervous laugh.

What? Why the heck are they asking me for directions if they don't even know where they need to go? Are they crazy? Your eyes widened and you took a few steps back from him looking him up and down with suspicion. The guy looked at you with confusion and then his eyes widened with panic as he brought up his hands in defense.

"Oh no no. You see, our manager is the one who knows where we're supposed to be going but uhm he's not actually with us at the moment."

"Why? Where is he?"

"Uhm, you see when we got lost we kind of lost him as well."

"Well, more like we got separated from him and the more we tried to look for him the more lost we got." One of his friends said as he walked over to us. "Hey, I'm Jae. You are..?"

"Oh, uhm I'm y/n."

No one's ever asked my name before, you thought to yourself as he smiled down at you. He's tall, and cute. They're all cute. Your eyes widened and you shook the thoughts away. "Uh, have you tried callin-"

"All of our phones are dead so we can't actually get into contact with him."

"Oh," you said simply.

You bit your lip in thought and then brought your bag in front of you after deciding. Taking your phone out of the pocket you held it out and looked up at them before looking away again. "Here, you can use mine."

"Oh, thank you!" Jae said as he lightly grabbed the phone from your hands and pulled his out as well, you were guessing to look up his manager's number. "I'm gonna go over here to call him then."

"I'm Wonpil," the original guy who talked to you said as he gave you a soft smile. "And these are my friends. This is Sungjin, Dowoon, and Brian. Except he doesn't like to be called-"

"Call me Young K." Brian, well Young K said as he walked up behind the two of you and waved a hand in greeting. "Thanks for helping us out."

~The colors of you that I see from time to time, it raises me up (If you could, save me) I try holding out my hand to catch you but you get farther away, hold out your hand. Color me like that red sunset so I won't lose myself (Colors, Colors) On top of my world that's filled with scribbles (Colors, Colors)~

"Uh, no problem."

Jae came back to you guys and held your phone out to you, "Thank you for letting me borrow that. Okay, he said that there should be a small mall or something around here and told us to meet him there."

"Mall?" Sungjin asked as he walked closer.

"Uhm, I think I know what he's talkin-"

"Really?? Awesome, do you think you could take us there?" Wonpil asked excitedly as he gave you a bright smile.

"Uh," What?! Why me? Why are they even asking me this? "I-uh-I don't know about tat bu-"

"Yeah! Wonpil, that's a great idea. You know it would certainly be better than us going by ourselves and getting lost again." Jae said as he threw an arm over your shoulder and smiled down at you. "So, what do you say? Can you help us out?"

"He meant to add a please to that," Young K said as he smiled at you as well.

Crap. "O-Okay then."

The boys all cheered and walked beside you as you all started down the road. What? You thought as you listened to all the boys chatter loudly, What is happening? Why am I in this position?

"Uh, it's actually not that far from here. It's just down the road." You told them as you pointed. "As long as you keep walking straight down the road you should come across it."

You stopped and they followed you, coming to a stop as well looking back at you. "Why?" Jae asked you with confusion. "You don't want to walk with us?"

You widened your eyes with surprise and looked at the sad look in their eyes. What?! Why do they look so sad? "I-Wha-? No, that's no-"

"So, will you walk with us?" Young K asked as he walked back towards you and looked down at you. "You're not used to people wanting to be with you are you?"

"Why?" You asked them quietly, almost whispering it into the silence.

"Hm? Why what?"

"Why do you want to be with me?"

"Because you're interesting," Jae told you with a small smirk. "It's alright that we want to know more about you right?"

"Yeah, can we be friends?" Wonpil asked as they all stepped closer to you.

"Fr-Friends?" You looked at all of them with surprise as they all looked back to you with wide smiles on their face.

"Yup, what do you think?"

You stayed silent for a few minutes and thought about it all. Friends, you thought, they want to be friends. Unknowingly a smile crossed your face and you nodded slightly. "Okay, should we continue to the mall?"

"Yeah, let's go."

You started down the road with the boys around you and silently thanking them for wanting to be your friends, your first friends and the first people who didn't judge you the second they met you.

~With your white hand cover me with your color. I try holding out my hand to catch you but you get farther away, hold out your hand. Color me like that red sunset so I won't lose myself. Hold out your hand, hold out your hand~

I Wait(Wonpil-Day6)

Requested by: Kim Gaby

~Just tell me you don't want me. Tell me not to even dream about it. Tell me we won't ever meet again, say it. Just tell me you're not even interested. Tell me to just leave. Tell me honestly, say it. Always (what chu doing) When you answer (what chu doing) Just once (what chu doing why why why) Always (what chu doing) Make it (what chu doing) ambiguous oh no. I'm never (what chu doing) Able (what chu doing) To leave you (what chu doing why why why) Confusing (what chu doing) my heart~

"Bye, y/n!"

You smiled at the little twins and waved, "Bye guys, have fun at the zoo!"

You watched them wave goodbye as they stepped out of the little diner and headed away towards their mother's car. The small family of four were regulars in the diner you worked at and the twins always found something to talk to you about or show you and you found it adorable.

"Y/n," Jihee interrupted your train of thoughts as she came up beside you, "There's another table that I need you to get. They just came in."

"Hm? Oh alright, I'll get it."

"Thank you," she said as she headed towards another table with their food.

You took out your little notepad and headed towards the table that was full of guys that were very loud. Smiling you stopped in front of their table and laid out menus, greeting them with the usual saying and introducing the daily specials. Though you quickly seemed to notice that something was wrong and noticed that everyone had fallen silent.

Glancing up from your notepad you froze and stared straight into the pair of eyes that were gazing widely at you.

"Y-Y/n?" He stuttered out with surprise.

"Wonpil?"

You heard one of the guys clear their throats and you quickly excused yourself before turning and rushing back into the kitchen. You didn't hear anything over the sound of your blood rushing. It was unbelievable, how could he be there? How is it possible that after all this time he'd show up at the place where you work?

You groaned and closed your eyes when you felt tears rising, and you didn't want to cry because you didn't want to admit to yourself what you already knew deep down. That you still loved him even after all this time, but you were able to keep it locked away. Until your eyes met his and you fell into them like you always have before, you were were sucked into them and you knew that if you hadn't run away when you did you would have cried in front of him and you weren't about to let that happen. You couldn't let him see your pain.

~I'm lost right now (I wait) I'm in the same place (oh why) Waiting for you to hold my hand. Eh eh. I'm tied to you (I wait) I'm in the same place. Either untie me or pull me closer. Eh eh. Waitin' all day. Hold onto me even tighter babe. Tear down the walls babe. Let me in, let me in. Hold onto me even tighter babe. Pull me in even more, let me be by your side with ya~

"Y/n?" You wiped the tears away quickly and turned to face Jihee as she stepped into the back. "Are you alright?" She came towards you and you watched her as she noticed your tears and quickly embraced you. "Hey, what's going on? What's wrong?"

"Wo-Wonpil is out there," you whispered as you sighed and laid your head on her shoulder.

"Wonpil?" She paused for a second figuring out how that name sounded familiar, then her eyes widened. "Wait, that Wonpil?! As in your ex Wonpil?!?!"

You nodded and rubbed your eyes again, "Yeah that Wonpil."

"He'e here?! The Wonpil that you have talked and probably thought about for every day that I've known you, is here?! In this building."

"Yes but don-"

She took off quickly towards the kitchen doors and you followed her with wide eyes, calling after her to stop her. "Wait, what are you doing?!"

"Are you insane? I'm going to talk to him!"

"What?! No! Don't do that!"

She stopped and turned towards you, "Y/n he hurt you and you're my best friend! Meaning as your best friend I have to go and tell him he's an idiot."

"No! Seriously, Jihee please don't."

She stopped and sighed, "Fine. At least let me see what he looks like." She pressed her face against the glass and glanced at the table of boys, trying to figure out which one he was. "So, which one is he?"

"The only one on the end."

She went quiet and tilted her head as she studied him, "Hmm. So that's the guy you're head over heels for."

Your eyes widened and you felt heat rise to your cheeks, hiding your face you punched her arm and started to stutter. "I-I am so no-not head over heels for-for him!"

"Ow," she complained as she rubbed her arm where you had landed your hit, "That friggin hurt! What the hell were you in another life?! Bruce Lee?!?"

You stopped and stared at her, "What?"

She froze as well and stared back at me, "What?"

"Bruce Lee? Really?"

"Yes, your hit actually left a mark. It hurt!"

You smiled as you watched her start to pout and shook your head, "You're such a drama queen."

"I'm serious! Look!"

"At what?" You asked her as you stared at her tan skin.

"This!" She exclaimed and pointed to a random spot on her arm.

"Doof, I didn't even hit you there."

You shook your head and looked to the window on the door with wide eyes, dropping quickly when you saw who was behind it and knocking.

~Always (what chu doing) When you answer (what chu doing) Just once (what chu doing why why why) Always (what chu doing) Make it (what chu doing) ambiguous oh no. I'm never (what chu doing) Able (what chu doing) To leave you (what chu doing why why why) Hurting (what chu doing) my heart even more. I'm lost right now (I wait) I'm in the same place (oh why) Waiting for you to hold my hand Eh eh. I'm tied to you (I wait) I'm in the same place, either untie me or pull me closer. Eh eh. Waitin' all day ~

Jihee looked down at you with confusion then glanced at the small window. "Oh, lookey here." She smirked and looked back at you, "Shall I distract him for you?"

You scowled and looked away, "Yes please."

She sighed and smiled before leaning over and patting your head gently, "Alright. I'll help you just give me a few minutes and I'll see if I can get him away okay?"

"Thanks," you whispered.

You watched her walk out of the door and heard her start talking to Wonpil, trying to slowly lead him away from the kitchen and away from you. You thanked her in your head and closed your eyes, listening to his voice and reveling in the memories it brought. Tears rose behind your eyelids as the bittersweet memories replayed again and again in your head.

"Hey, wait!"

The kitchen door was thrown open and before you could open your eyes you were pulled against a warm chest. Wonpil laid a hand against the back of our head and whispered beside your ear apologies and words of comfort.

"Wo-Wonpil?" You muttered from shock, you couldn't believe that he was holding you right now. That he rushed in here and hugged you. That he's comforting you the best he can and not expecting anything in return.

"Y/n, I'm so sorry."

"Wha-Why-What are you doing?"

"I'm sorry," he repeated as he pulled me closer. "I missed you," he whispered making me pull back and look up at him.

"What?"

He cupped your face and wiped away your tears, a pain crossing over his facial expressions as he realized the reason you were crying. "I never wanted to see you cry. It's killing me knowing that I'm the reason you're crying. I-I've missed you so much, y/n."

You felt fresh tears rise when you saw that he was telling the truth and you couldn't take it. Raising a hand you hit his chest and felt the tears fall down your cheeks. "You left. You can't say these things after we see each other again." You kept hitting him, trying your best to get your pain out. "You aren't supposed to be the one in pain. You left me. You left me!"

"Shhh, I know I know. And I'm so sorry baby."

"Why?! Why'd you leave? Why didn't you at least tell me goodbye?!"

He sighed and dropped his head down, "I'm sorry. I can't tell you how sorry I am. There was a reason but I can't tell you why because you'd hate me, and I don't want you to hate me anymore than you already do."

"That's the problem," you said dejectedly as you kept your hand against his chest, "I don't hate you."

Wonpil looked at you with tears in his eyes, "What?"

"I don't hate you Wonpil," you told him gently as you cupped his cheek, "After everything. I still love you."

"Y-Y/n." He cried out and wrapped his arms around you, pulling you tightly against him and kissing your forehead. "I-I still lo-love you."

~Don't trap me inside walls where I can't see, no. If you won't have me, then let me go. Don't trap me inside walls where I can't see, no. If you won't have me, then let me go. I'm lost right now (I wait) I'm in the same place (oh why) Waiting for you to hold my hand. Eh eh. I'm tied to you (I wait) I'm in the same place. Either untie me or pull me closer. Eh eh. Waitin' all day~

Easy Love(Youngbin- SF9)

Requested by: ImChaeRinVevo 

~Did you change or not? You're acting a bit awkward, it's obvious, it's a fact. I'm a bit strange. With my lips, I say no, no. Your face has a mask (Telling me to go, go. Telling me to turn around) Words you're spitting out to me. From some point, there was a crack then we broke apart. Ridiculously, I was ruined. I'll piss off, though I hate you I don't wanna be a loser~

"Look, see I told you they have it here." Lyn informed Jisoo as she pointed at the menu. "This is why you should listen to me!"

Jisoo rolled her eyes and shook Lyn's hand off, "Okay okay. Hey, y/n what do you want to order?"

You glanced over at the both of them and shrugged, "I'm not even hungry so can you just get me a drink? I'm gonna go sit down, alright?"

"Hmm? Oh, okay."

They looked to each other with concern as you walked off towards a random table and taking a seat. You hadn't even wanted to leave your house today you just wanted to stay in and watch netflix while pigging out on ice cream, but the girls decided to take you out and help you get over the breakup.

You sighed and laid your chin on your hand, resting your elbow on the table. Your boyfriend and you had just broken up and even though the ending of the relationship hadn't been the best the beginning had been perfect. Honestly you still loved him, but Youngbin being gone all the time had just built up a lot of stress on the relationship and every time he came back all you both did was fight. The last time you saw him was when he had just gotten back from another trip and you both started to fight, yet again, but you told him in the end that you were done. You didn't want to fight with him anymore.

To be happy you make sacrifices but most of the time those sacrifices aren't ones willingly made, sometimes things change in life that you don't want to change. And sometimes you lose the people you really love because you love them too much. You did love him and you were sure he had loved you, but in the end miscommunication had won.

~Breaking up is so easy for you though it hurts so much for me. Leaving me is so easy for you because it's nothing to you (Just tell me you wanna go) You had no tears at all (Drinks up let's lose control) I hate love, cause it hurts. Cause I'm saying that I hate you. Cause I'm turning into ice (Just tell me you wanna go) Cause it remains as a scar (Drinks up let's lose control)~

"Oh, y/n what about this one?!" Jisoo asked you as she held up a shirt which you actually thought would look nice on her.

You smiled faintly and nodded at her, "That's cute."

"Good, here."

You shook your head and pushed her hand back towards herself, "No you get it. It'll look better on you."

"Oh, really? You think so?"

"Mhm."

She smiled widely and hugged you, "Okay I'm gonna go try it on."

You watched her walk off with a smile on your face and shook your head. You walked around and looked at different things, but when you got to the jewelry casing you stopped and felt your heart drop. "It's-it's the necklace," you whispered as you looked down into the glass.

Behind the counter was a necklace that seemed very similar to the one that Youngbin had gotten you for your anniversary last year. As you stared at it you felt tears start to well in your eyes and quickly brought a hand up to wipe them away before anyone saw them. You let out a pained sigh after and laid your hand flat on the glass, right over the necklace.

"Why do I miss you so much?" You whispered to yourself, still staring at the piece of jewelry that brought good and bad memories to surface.

"Y/n?"

You straightened and wiped under your eyes again fastly, before debating whether to turn or not and face the person behind the oh so familiar voice. Finally, taking in a deep breath and gathering courage you didn't know you had you slowly turned around and stopped when you saw the man behind you, the one and only man you've ever loved.

"Youngbin."

~I was forced to wear you like clothes now it's too tight. If I can't take it off, I'll rip it off so let's break up now. I'll leave, it's what you wanted. I'm letting you go right now, I hope this song becomes an echo in people's hearts and reaches your ears. From some point, there was a crack then we broke apart. Ridiculously, I was ruined. I'll piss off, though I hate you I don't wanna be a loser~

He stood there stiffly and stared at you, his eyes wide and his mouth slightly parted, neither of you saying a thing and creating a suffocating silence. "H-Wha-Uhm," he stuttered out, not knowing what to say either.

He's still so handsome, you thought to yourself as you watched him figure out what to say to you. Why does this have to happen? Why today? Why now?

You were honestly thinking about just turning and walking away but you were frozen, you couldn't even take a step back. It was like seeing him all over again this soon made it seem like the breakup was slapping you in the face again, and you weren't sure how to deal with it. Thankfully you were saved by some girl walking up to the both of you, unfortunately she wrapped her arms through his and pulled him close to her staring curiously at you.

"Oppa, who's this?" She asked him as she gave you a smile.

Oppa? Ar-Are they together? You felt more tears rise behind your eyes and quickly moved your gaze away from the pair. And finally you felt that you could move again so you did just that. You turned and started moving quickly towards the exit.

"Wait, y/n! Wait!" You heard Youngbin calling after you and covered your ears before taking off running.

You didn't care that you were now running through a mall that was crowded with people, nor did you care about the fact that the tears were falling from your eyes and rising again making your vision blurry. You just wanted out of there, you needed to get out.

You didn't hear anything and you didn't see anyone, it was like you had a tunnel vision that was leading you straight towards the double-doored exit. All you knew was that if you didn't get outside, away from everyone, than you'd break and you refused to let Younbin see you break. And thankfully you seemed to reach the exit and push the doors open just as you felt a hand grab ahold of your arm, pulling you to a stop.

Youngbin's POV:

"Oppa, do you think he'll like this one?" Jihee asked me as she held out a nice dress.

"Yeah, I don't see why not, though I doubt he'll be paying attention to your clothes."

Jihee smiled and rolled her eyes at me, shaking her head. "Yeah yeah. Hey, do you think you can go and find me some earrings that match this? I'm gonna go try it on and make sure this size fits."

I nodded and turned away, heading towards the jewelry counter. I couldn't believe that my cousin had roped me into coming and helping her find an outfit for her date with her fiance tonight. I sighed and started to look through the earrings, not really finding any that would go nicely with her. My eyes ran across the rows and racks of jewelry, stopping only once though it wasn't for earrings but for a very familiar figure standing with her hand pressed against the glass casing.

~Breaking up is so easy for you though it hurts so much for me. Leaving me is so easy for you because it's nothing to you (Just tell me you wanna go) You had no tears at all (Drinks up let's lose control) I hate love, cause it hurts. Cause I'm saying that I hate you. Cause I'm turning into ice (Just tell me you wanna go) Cause it remains as a scar (Drinks up let's lose control)~

I felt my heart stop beating and felt the familiar pain that's stayed with me since the breakup. The memory of her walking away crying still plays in my mind every second I'm at home, that's why I've found myself avoiding the place much more than I used and want to. Opening my mouth I stopped myself and stayed silent as I watched her stare down at something. If I said something, anything, there was a chance she'd turn and walk away from me again and I didn't want that. I couldn't bear to see that again. But, I wanted to take a chance.

"Y/n?"

I watched with sadness as she stiffened and didn't turn around for a few seconds before finally she turned and our eyes connected. I felt my heart start to race and felt myself at a loss for words. She's still so beautiful, I thought as I stared at her.

And if I thought her beauty was enough to make my heart race it was nothing compared to how I felt when she started to speak.

"Youngbin?"

I stood there, motionless, as I tried to figure out what I could say to her. Maybe I could talk to her and we could- we could. No, she wouldn't want me back. "H-Wha-Uhm," I managed to stutter out, not knowing what to say in the end.

A thick silence surrounded us as we stared at each other, her eyes skimming away every few seconds and I could tell she was thinking of leaving. Yet, before I could open my mouth again and ask her to stay another voice interrupted us, cutting through the silence like a knife.

Jihee walked up to me and wrapped her arms through mine, pulling herself close to me like she usually did and stared curiously at y/n.  

 "Oppa, who's this?" She asked me as she gave her a smile.

I went to introduce them, forgetting that they'd never met when y/n turned and started to walk away. I panicked and started towards her, "Y/n, wait!"

She took off running and my eyes widened. I turned to Jihee and told her firmly, "Stay here."

She nodded and listened as I took off running after y/n, hoping to catch her before she hurt herself somehow. But every time I even got close to her someone would bump into me or I'd loose sight of her for a brief second making me slow. I called out her name but it seemed as though she didn't hear me, and was making a bee-line for the door not noticing how the people around her parted ways for her quickly before getting ran over.

"Wait, y/n! Stop!"

She reached the door and started to push on it, slowing down enough for me to grab onto her arm and gently pull her back towards me. The exit doors slammed shut behind her and I felt a lightness settle in my chest as I held her in my arms, almost as if a weight had been lifted off of it or as if all I needed to be complete again was her.

~I though we were still in love but you just turned away on your own. I don't wanna let this go, you just wanna end this love. Your arms are now just a dream, your scent is now my breath. My breath is quickening. The flowing tears swallows me up. Thorns rise up above me covering this thorny story. The end of us ended with our last kiss~

Your POV:

You stood stock still as his arms wrapped tightly around you, holding you close to himself as he breathed out a sigh. With surprise you felt something wet fall onto your head and moving it back you realized he was crying. Tears were falling down Youngbin's face and didn't stop even as he stared down at you, and looking into them felt like you were looking through a broken window. It felt as though you could feel his pain and it didn't exactly help you keep the tears at bay.

"Yo-Youngbin?" You questioned him as he kept his grip tight on you.

"Please, please stay here for a minute. I feel whole again."

Your eyes widened at his words and yet you grew even more confused. "What?"

"I missed you," he whispered brokenly to you as he laid his face in the crook of your neck, "I missed you so much."

"Yo-You miss me?" You repeated dumbly, not really knowing how you were supposed to react. "Y-You can't say that."

"Why not? It's true."

You felt as if you had stopped breathing, you weren't sure at all why he said he missed you because he was with someone else. "Be-Because won't your girlfriend be mad?"

Youngbin pulled back and you saw his eyebrows draw together, "Girlfriend?" He asked you slowly, still not exactly understanding what you were saying. Then you saw a smile rise on his face and a laugh escape. "Her? Y/n, that's not my girlfriend. Actually I don't have a girlfriend."

You frowned and looked at him, confused now beyond belief. "Then, who was that?"

"That would be my cousin, Jihee."

"Your-Your cousin?"

He nodded and smiled down at you, pushing a strand of hair behind your ear. "Tell me something," he told you as his face grew sad again, "Do you miss me?"

You stayed silent and debated on answering him. "Yes," you finally whispered. "I miss you so much my heart hurts when I even think about you. Like earlier I saw a necklace and I started to cry because it looked like the one-"

"I got you for our anniversary?" He finished for you making you smile.

"Yeah, that one."

"Well, it can't be exactly the same." He said simply as he took your hand and led you to a bench.

"Why?" You asked him confused, yet again.

"Because I had that one made specially for you."

Your eyes widened and you turned to face him quickly, "What?"

He smiled and rubbed his thumb on your cheek, "You don't think I'd just buy you any necklace for a day that special do you?"

"Yo-You-" You couldn't say anything and felt tears rise again. He did something like that for me?

He smiled fondly and cradled your head in his hands as he stared down at you, "Don't make that face. It was supposed to make you happy."

"I am, it makes me so happy. I just-I just can't stop crying."

He closed his eyes and leaned his forehead against mine, "Don't cry baby."

"I've missed you, so much." You said simply as you closed your eyes as well.

"I've missed you, too. Please take me back."

You smiled and didn't say anything, instead you tipped your head back and kissed him. And you didn't know how much you missed doing it until it happened. You didn't want it to end but you pulled back anyways, smiling up at him. "Always."

~Letting you go is easy I'm telling myself. Erasing me is so easy for you because you're not saying anything (Just tell me you wanna go) That's how I can endure (Drinks up let's lose control) I hate love, cause it hurts. Cause I'm saying that I hate you. Cause I'm turning into ice (Just tell me you wanna go) Cause it remains as a scar (Drinks up let's lose control)~

Without You(Hansol- NCT)

Requested by: lolamahone

~Like a grown up child, like a tree that's all alone, look into someone's world that's tired of being lonely. Look at the person's scars that they're trying to hide, they desperately wanted something but was unable to find it and was pushed aside. We are born alone and wait for the someone who will walk with me despite the fact that I'm a little slow~

[A/n: please bear with me, I suck at fighting scenes D'x]

"How many times do I have to tell you?! He's my flipping co-"

"I couldn't care less about who the hell he is? The point I'm trying to make is that you're married to me and you shouldn't be hanging onto other guys like that!"

You stared at your husband in disbelief, honestly not knowing his jealousy could extend so far to keep you from explaining. Shaking your head you let out a weary sigh and rubbed your temples. "Hansol, listen to me. That guy that I was so called 'hanging onto' is my co-"

"Y/n, I said I don't care." He scoffed and shook his head, "Why won't you just apologize?"

"Apologize?!?! Why the hell should I be the one to apologize?!" You broke, finally letting your anger out and yelling at him.

"Because you're the one who's being a slut around other guys behind my back!"

He stopped short and you fell silent, staring at him as you felt tears rise. Out of the 5 years you'd been married and all the fights you've both had, he'd never called you a name ad it hurt you a lot more than you would've thought. His mouth opened and closed several times but nothing ever came out, no apology or take back. You were both shocked into silence. The fight ending as quickly as it started from that one word.

You turned away quickly and closed your eyes, holding back the tears so he wouldn't see them. "Whatever," you muttered brokenly as you rushed out of the room and into the bathroom.

You shut and locked the door behind you, sliding down it to sit on the floor bringing your knees up to your chest to lay your head on them. The tears slid down your cheeks leaving wet trails behind yet being wet again by more tears. Your heart felt crushed, broken, and you felt betrayed not believing that the man you still loved after all these years would think something like that about you.

Third Person:

Hansol stood in the same spot, staring blankly at the spot where his love had just ran from. He never hated himself more than at that moment. Of course he didn't think she was a slut but it had just slipped out and he wished nothing more than for him to be able to take it back, for her to have never heard him call her that. He crouched down on the floor and reached his hands into his hair, pulling at the strands with frustration.

Standing back up he walked towards the closed bathroom door and laid his palm flat against it before laying his forehead against it and listening to her sob. His heart was breaking even more at the sound and he realized with shame that he had broken his one promise to her after all these years. I'll never make you cry. He turned and pressed his back against the wall, slumping down and falling to the ground feeling the tears run down his cheeks.

~Hold my hand and draw a circle, we shared this much together. All of my heart is by your side, your dream is by mine. Living and enduring if we're together it's a little bit happier, it connects again without an end. Can't live without you. Like being swept in the waves, like wandering in the sea, I'm growing tired but I still can't see the paradise.~

Your POV:

You weren't sure exactly how long you'd been sitting on the floor in the bathroom, but you had long since finished crying and were now starting to feel chills. Though you stayed in the bathroom you wanted to go out and check on Hansol. You knew that he didn't mean it, no matter how much it had hurt you, and you couldn't be sure of what exactly he would do to himself since he knew how much he'd hurt you by his words. Sighing you stood from the floor and turned on the faucet splashing your face then drying it off before taking a look at your reflection in the mirror and trying your best to not flinch.

Your eyes were red and puffy, you had wet trail marks down your cheek, and your skin color was paler than normal. You wiped off your cheeks and closed your eyes again, bringing your hand up to your forehead to try to rub away the headache that had set in. Deciding to just go out and get a pill you turned to the door unlocking it and slowly opening it. You jumped back as you saw something fall to the floor whenever you did and your eyes widened in surprise when you saw Hansol laying there.

"Ha-Hansol?!" You quickly crouched down and laid your hand on his forehead, checking to see if he was alright.

You stopped when his hand reached up and held onto your wrist gently. "Don't," he told you simply as he let his hand fall back to the floor and he stared up at the ceiling. "I don't deserve your care."

You stared at him silently, knowing that he'd be like this. Hating himself on the inside and not letting you see, not wanting to hurt you even more. You knew how he worked and you knew that right now he's stopping you from touching him because he's terrified he'll hurt you again.

"Will you at least get up off the floor?" You asked him softly, not wanting him to think you were angry. Because if you were honest, you weren't angry. Yeah, him calling you that did hurt but you knew that his jealousy got out of hand quickly and when it did he couldn't control his temper.

After all, you loved him with all you had and you didn't believe that one fight would change that. He didn't make a move from his position so you grabbed ahold of his arm and pulled him up, his eyes slightly widening as you did.

"Come on," you told him as you pulled him off the floor successfully and into the other room where you decided to leave him.

"Why?" His simple question stopped you in your tracks and you turned to look at him over your shoulder. "Why are you being like this? You should hate me."

You sighed and shook your head, "No I shouldn't because after all these years I've said worse things to you."

"I made you cry." He said as a pained expression crossed his face and your expression dropped as you watched him with sadness.

Sighing you turned and decided to head into the kitchen, that way you could take a pill for your headache and try to find a way to show him that you did in fact forgive him.

~I need your warmth, it tells me that I'm doing alright. I need you, I need you. Hold my hand and draw a circle. We shared this much together. All of my heart is by your side, your dream is by mine. Living and enduring if we're together it's a little bit happier, it connects again without an end. Can't live without you.~

"Hansol," you said as you walked into the quiet room, your voice breaking what seemed to be a suffocating silence. "Dinner's ready."

"I'm not hungry, but thanks." He said monotonously, barely  even blinking as he answered you.

You sighed and walked over to him, crouching in front of him and grabbing his hands. "Come on," you said gently, "Yo have to eat something."

He didn't respond to any of your attempts so finally you sat beside him on the couch in defeat, not knowing what else to do. Until an idea popped in your head and you slightly grinned.

"Hansol," you said trying to get his attention. "How about for every bite you take of this," you explained as you held the plate in your hands, "I give you a kiss."

Hansol sighed and shook his head getting up and heading for the bedroom. You watched him walk away and thought of ways to get him to cheer up.

Funny, you thought to yourself, I was the one hurt but I'm trying to help him feel better. You laughed bitterly and decided to follow him into the bedroom, knocking lightly on the door to announce your presence. "Hansol?" You called out quietly as you walked in and looked around the room, your gaze landing on his slumped figure sitting on the bed.

He didn't move or look at you to even show that he knew you had walked in there. You walked over to him and took a seat beside him on the bed, taking his hand in yours.

"You hurt me," you said making him flinch but deciding the truth was the best way to make him understand. "But I know that you didn't mean to, you were jealous and even though that's not an excuse I know your anger sometimes gets the best of you. I forgive you Hansol, and not just because it doesn't hurt being called that but because I love you and I don't want to fight with you."

He looked over to you and you saw tears rise in his eyes, "How did I ever find someone like you?"

You smiled and held the hand that was cupping your cheek, "I could ask the same thing. But, next time you're upset about something tell me about it okay?"

He smiled slightly and nodded before leaning over and kissing your forehead. "I really am sorry, jagi."

"I know, I know."

"Thank you for loving me so much," he whispered as he closed his eyes and smiled.

~Even when I close my eyes I can feel you with your warmth, we are right next to each other just a step away. You are my companion, you give me comfort. I'm with you. You are the courage that gives me strength to live again. I will believe in you because you will lend me your shoulder and empathize with me. Once more when we face sadness hold my hand and draw a circle, we shared this much together. All of my heart is by your side, your dream is by mine. Living and enduring, if we're together it's a little bit happier. It connects again without an end. Can't live without you.~

It's Definitely You(V's Ending)

Requested by: peachyyraphiee

~In my cracked heart, your cold sighs. Like a slowly withering flower fall onto my heart. This damn love, because of you I can't move even if I'm hurt. Even if I die, it's only you. Without you, tears fill up my heart. It's just black hell. To me, that's who you are~

"Raphie!"

You turned and smiled at the figure running quickly towards you, a huge smile on his face as he got closer and closer. He finally reached you and collapsed beside you on the bench leaning his head back and trying to catch his breath before turning his head and smiling at you yet again. You smiled in return and reached up, wiping his forehead with your extra napkin you had from the ice cream you had just bought.

"Here," you said as you offered him his ice cream, "It'll help you cool off."

"Thank you jagiya~" He cheered as he took the offered cone and started to eat it, looking over at you every once in a while with some on his nose.

You laughed and wiped it off before going back to your own delicious dessert. "You shouldn't be running in this heat," you scolded him once you were done. "I've told you before you could get heat stroke or someth-"

You stopped talking when you felt something wet against your cheek, your eyes widening when you realized that that something wet was Taehyung's lips covered in ice cream. Squealing you lightly pushed his chest making him move backwards, an amused laugh falling from his mouth, as he watched you frantically wipe at the spot.

"Taehyung~~" You whined at you realized that your cheek would now be sticky.

Taehyung apologized and got up, "One second."

You watched as he disappeared and went back to trying to get your cheek un-sticky.

"Here," you heard him say suddenly surprising you as he held a wet napkin to your cheek and cleaned it off. "Mianhae, jagi."

You smiled and shook your head at him, "Anniyo. It's okay, thank you for going to wet that. Wait where did you wet it at?"

"Hm? Oh, there's a drinking fountain over there." He told you as he pointed behind him, making you frown.

"Really? Hmm, I never knew they had one over there."

"Never? I always knew they had one over there," he replied innocently making your expression turn blank. "Oh, look! Let's go to the fountain!"

You watched as he jumped up and started towards the fountain, raising your eyebrow at how fast he can change subjects. He stopped though when he noticed you weren't following him and turned around to give you a confused look.

"You coming?"

You smiled and stood from the bench, walking towards him. "Coming coming."

~Don't leave me, don't leave me here. Turn the footsteps of your heart back to me. I really want you, I put my life on the line. Take me into the scattered light, to the end of the world na na na na na na. It's gonna be you na na na na na na. It's gonna be you na na na na na na. I can't let go. The key of my fate that I gave to the sky it's in my hands again. I swallow in a long sigh and burn up my soul so I can have you~

"Okay, here you go." Taehyung said as he placed the coin in your hand. "Now close your eyes and make your wish."

You smiled and followed his lead as you closed your eyes and made your wish silently to yourself, before throwing the coin into the fountain. After you heard it hit the water you opened your eyes and smiled, turning to see Taehyung with his fist still clenched together tightly and his eyes still shut. You watched him with curiosity wondering what he was wishing for and wanting to know how big it must be for him to wish so long and hard.

After a few more minutes he finally smiled and threw the coin into the water, opening his eyes and staring where it dropped to the bottom of the fountain.

"You think your wish will come true?" You asked with curiosity, still wondering what he'd wished for.

He smiled at you and nodded enthusiastically, "Of course it will. What about you?"

"Hmm, I hope so."

He grabbed onto your hand and squeezed lightly before pulling you along beside him, the both of you enjoying the breeze as you walked along the trail. "So, what did you wish for?" You finally asked him, being the curious person you were.

He frowned at you and shook his head, "Are you kidding? If I tell you what I wished for then it definitely won't come true!"

You laughed and patted his arm, "Okay okay. You don't have to tell me then."

He paused and was silent for a moment, a look of concentration on his face before turning back to you. "What did you wish for?"

You smirked at him and shook your head, "Nuh uh, if I don't get to know yours, you don't get to know mine."

He sighed and nodded, "Fine."

You smiled and laid your head against his arm while you thought back to a month ago when him and Joshua had confessed to you. For almost a week straight you stayed to yourself not knowing what you were going to do. Whether you'd choose Joshua, Tae, or no one. So you didn't talk to either of them and they didn't bother you or force you to make a decision. Of course it wasn't until your mother came and talked to you that you realized what choice you wanted to make.

*Flashback*

You were sitting on your bed, your chin lying on your knees as you thought back to what had happened a few days ago. Your heart was hurting from all the conflicted emotions you were feeling and you didn't know what you were supposed to do. Letting out another groan you placed your forehead against his knees and closed your eyes, not moving when you heard a knock on the door.

"Raphie, sweetheart it's me." You heard your mother say from the other side of the door.

"It's open," you called out lifting your head in time to see your mom walk in and shut the door behind her, a gentle smile on her face.

~This damn love, because of you I can't quit. Even if I'm hurt, even if I die, it's only you. Without you, I have no blood or tears, I become a dangerous shadow. To me, that's who you are. Don't leave me, don't leave me here. Turn the footsteps of your heart back to me. I really want you, I put my life on the line. Take me into the scattered light, to the end of the world na na na na na na. It's gonna be you na na na na na na. It's gonna be you na na na na na na. I can't let go~

"Wanna talk about it?" She asked you as she sat beside you and wrapped an arm around your shoulder, pulling you against her side and playing with your hair comfortingly.

You closed your eyes at the familiar feeling and sighed as you felt the tears well up again. "What do I do mom? I can't just keep ignoring them, I can't lead them on like that."

"Sweetie, I think if you didn't care for them you wouldn't be feeling this way. Wouldn't the best way be to figure out which one of them is making you feel like this more than the other?"

Your eyebrows creased together and you sat up to turn to face her. "What do you mean?"

She brought her hand up and laid it against your cheek, rubbing it lightly. "Oh my precious girl, don't you see? You love them, but one's a different love than the other one. Isn't it?"

Your looked to your comforter and thought about what she said. One's a different love than the other? You thought about all the memories you had with the both of them and realized that she was right, you did love them both but one was a different type of love.

*End of Flashback*

"What're you smiling about?" Taehyung, your handsome boyfriend, asked you as he poked your cheek and stared at you curiously.

"Hm? Oh I was just thinking."

"......About....??"

You laughed and reached up, pinching his cheek lightly. He pouted and rubbed his cheek before a smirk spread across his face making your smile drop. "Tae, no." You tried to say it firmly but ended up almost stuttering as you became nervous from knowing that no good came from Taehyung smirking.

"You pinched my cheek and it hurt," he said that same smirk still on his face.

You squealed and took off running, trying to outrun him to keep him from catching you. You weren't sure what he'd do once he caught you but you knew you didn't want to find out. Unfortunately you weren't fast enough and you felt his arms wrap around your waist, pulling you to a quick stop and spinning you around.  You gasped and laughed at the feeling of his fingers tickling your sides.

"No, taehyung!"

He laughed and stopped re-wrapping his arms around your waist and laying his chin on your shoulder. "Thank you," he said quietly beside your ear making you turn your head slightly towards him.

"For what? I tried to run as fast as I could, it's not like I was tryin-"

He laughed and shook his head, "No not for me catching you. Thank you for choosing me."

Your eyes widened and you felt a blush rise on your cheeks, making you bring your hands up to your face and cover your cheeks. "T-Tae, don't say things like that. It's embarrassing!"

He smiled against the side of your head and then laid his lips there, closing his eyes and enjoying the feeling of you in his arms. "I love you," he whispered.

You smiled and laid your hands on his arms, "I love you, too."

~I'll sacrifice myself to protect you, I'll do it obviously. I will make this crisis into an opportunity. You are my best decision, nothing can stop me. Take me into the scattered light, to the end of the world na na na na na na. It's gonna be you na na na na na na. It's gonna be you na na na na na na. I can't let go. Na na na na na na Na na na na na na~

Crazy In Love(Joshua's Ending)

Requested by: peachyyraphiee

~It's what you hear at least once when you're young, the same old story that you get crazy in love. What I thought only happened in movies or TV shows something like that is happening to me too hey. Woo woo huh yeah. The lyrics that say they cried a lot because of you, I didn't understand before but I understand now. It started as one strand and it sprouted into an emotional fireworks blah-lah-lah. I can't resist, I'll say anything in front of you blah-lah-lah~

It had been two weeks since the boys, your best friends, had confessed their feelings to you and it had been two and a half weeks since Joshua had become your boyfriend. It took a few days for you to work out your feelings and figure out a way to let them know without letting Tae down but in the end you really had nothing to worry about because Taehyung had accepted your choice with a bright smile on his face.

"Hey, Raphie your mom let me up," Joshua said from your doorway as he pushed the slightly cracked door fully open.

You turned your head and smiled brightly at your ever so handsome boyfriend who was returning your smile. "Hey, you're here early."

He laughed and walked in, taking a seat on your bed and leaning back on his hands. "So I've been told by your mother. She said she hasn't even started to cook dinner yet."

You laughed and shook your head, "I don't what I expected though, it's always like you to be early when it's a family dinner. You've always been like that."

"Well," he said with a shrug, "I kind of had to since Taehyung was always late."

You let out another and heard him join you before you heard your mother call for you from the kitchen. "Coming!" You called out getting off your bed and heading towards the door, Joshua following closely behind. "Yes, ma'am?"

"Do you think you can help with the food?"

"Of course," you told her as you started to wash off your hands.

"Can I help as well, Miss (l/n)?" Joshua asked her politely as he laid his palms on the island and smiled at her.

"Yes, that would help me out a lot. Thank you Joshua."

He waved off her gratification and headed to the sink as well, "I'm glad to be able to help."

Your mother set him to work on cutting some vegetables and she walked over to where you were stirring the noodles, leaning up to whisper in your ear. "I'm so glad you two are going out."

"Mother!" You whisper-shouted as you turned your head towards her with wide eyes, watching as she started to laugh in amusement.

She lightly pinched your cheek then rubbed her thumb over it, "Oh my sweet girl is embarrassed. Your cheeks are turning as red as a tomato dear."

You fanned your face quickly, scowling at your mother as she started to laugh again and headed away from you. Shaking your head you glanced over at Joshua and felt a small smile cover your face as you watched him concentrate on cutting the food. You couldn't help but think about how cute he was and didn't even notice when he started to smirk, knowing you were watching him.

~When I'm talking about love woo. When you're talking about love woo. We may be apart but we have faith. Thinking about us woo. When I'm talking about love woo. When you're talking about love woo. Am I really crazy for you? Woo woo huh yeah. It's okay because it's the two of us, crazy in love crazy in love. You and I are untainted, crazy in love crazy in love. I believe you, I don't doubt you. Past, present and future, crazy in love crazy in love~

"Thank you for the delicious meal, Mrs. (l/n)."

Your mother smiled kindly at Joshua and waved her hand, "Oh no need to thank me, hun, seeing as you and Raphie did end up helping after all."

"Yes, thank you for that Joshua." Your father told him, holding onto your mother's hand and squeezing it slightly. "She might not act like it but she is getting old."

Your eyes widened and you let out a laugh, covering your mouth quickly so you wouldn't get caught in the cross fire. Joshua on the other hand also had wide eyes while his mouth slightly hung open from the shock, which seemed to help you father understand just what he had said. He turned to your mother who's face was now blank of all emotion before swallowing nervously and opening his mouth to explain.

"OLD?!" She yelled at him as she started to hit his arm. "I'll show you old, you old -"

You bit back your laughter and grabbed ahold of Joshua's hand, leading him outside and away from the war going on in the dinning room. Once you both stepped outside and the fresh air hit you, the two of you bent over from laughter.

"Oh my gosh," Joshua said as he took a seat on the porch swing and wiped his eyes that had become red from crying because he laughed so hard. "You're parents always make me laugh when I come over here."

You sat beside him and wiped your tears away as well. "Yeah, my dad's always saying something without thinking and it usually has it's consequences."

He smiled contently as he wrapped his arm around your shoulder and pulled you closer to him. "It feels great out tonight doesn't it?"

"Yeah," you told him quietly as you laid your head back against his arm, grateful for his presence. "Thanks for coming tonight."

"Why're you thanking me? Didn't I ask if I could come over?" He asked as he looked down at you, a slight smirk on his face.

You cleared your throat as you felt heat rise to your cheeks, "Yes but I can't thank you?"

Joshua laughed and you felt his grip slightly tighten around your shoulders, "Mian mian. Thank you for letting me come. I always feel more at ease when you're by my side."

"Joshua!" You exclaimed with embarrassment as you hid your face in your hands, hearing his laughter before feeling his hand on your head.

"What? I can't be honest?"

"Your honesty is em-" You stopped short when you brought your head back up and realized how close his face was to your own.

"Yes?" He asked, that smirk back on his face. "My honesty is -?"

"No-Nothing," you stuttered out before looking away and fanning your, now burning, cheeks.

~I won't doubt even when time passes. Past, present and future, crazy in love crazy in love. Ice, ice I'm frozen you are the only fire that melts me. There's a line in a movie that says that love comes around I didn't understand before but I understand now. Zig zag this energy that I feel now, it's a primal feeling that beats the drums of the pulse. I dance internally, I dream of you. What are you gonna do about my excitement?~

"Raphie," he called your name softly making you turn your head towards him in confusion.

His lips touched your and your eyes closed on instinct, the kiss making your heart feel like it stopped beating and you felt the world melt away. You felt like it was only the both of you there and you wouldn't have it any other way. Your first kiss was given to the boy you loved who loved you back just as much, if not more, and you were perfectly fine with that.

Slowly, Joshua pulled away and raised his hand to lay softly on your cheek making you flutter your eyes open and stare at him with surprise. He had a small smile on his face and an emotion in his eyes that made them look brighter and fuller. His forehead laid against yours and you shut your eyes again, a smile covering your own face.

"I love you," he whispered.

"I love you, too." You replied, and it was true. Your whole life you'd been looking for someone to share a love with like your parents have and he's sitting right in front of you.

"My beautiful, perfect, amazing light of my life."

You felt the blush rise to your cheeks again and your eyes slightly widened. "Joshua."

He smirked and raised an eyebrow, "What? You can't say it's not true."

"No one's perfect," you corrected him with a smile.

He shook his head at your words and cupped your face in both hands, "Nope. You're living proof that someone can be perfect, but too bad no one is going to see. Because you're all mine."

"Joshu-"

He cut you off by leaning forward again and recapturing your lips in a sweet, loving kiss. One that would be burned into your memory your whole life. If you thought your first kiss was amazing the second one was even better, and as embarrassing as it was to admit you couldn't wait to share anymore.

~When I'm talking about love woo. When you're talking about love woo. We may be apart but we have faith, thinking about us woo. When I'm talking about love woo. When you're talking about love woo. Am I really crazy for you? Woo woo huh yeah. It's okay because it's the two of us, crazy in love crazy in love. You and I are untainted. Crazy in love crazy in love. I believe you, I don't doubt you. Past, present and future, crazy in love crazy in love. Crazy in love crazy in love crazy in love. Crazy in love crazy in love crazy in love~

You're So Fly (Minhyuk- BTOB)

Requested by: AisyahMelody

~On a starry night, my heart pounds. The moment my eyes looked at you I start to imagine you next to me. I hope this moment will stop baby. Oh this is the moment. There's no need to think about it, just come into my arms. The place to be is a club filled with girls? No no, I'll follow you around like your private soldier, like a flowing stream. Lala, I'm heart is pounding, hot hot, it's getting hot, look at me. I mean what I say, don't play hard to get, don't spin around but just come right now~

"Minhyuk, will you stop following me around?" You asked your boyfriend, annoyed, for the fifth time that night.

He kept his gaze around the room and narrowed his eyes at some of the guys looking at you guys, "Of course not, do you see how many guys are here? Staring at you?!"

You rolled your eyes and shook your head, not believing the length his jealousy could go to. "It's not like any one of them would try anything with how close you are to me. I mean, you're practically on top of me."

He smirked and your eyes widened before you smacked his arm, "Not like that!"

He laughed and wrapped his arm around your waist, pulling him closer to him and shooting another glare to yet another unfortunate guy. The both of you finally found your group of friends and walked over to their table sitting down and greeting everyone. Minah, Hyunsik's girlfriend turned towards you and started to talk to you keeping you company while the others caught up with each other.

You and Minah had each other laughing and you were having a great time, glad that Minhyuk had convinced you into coming with him. The other boys talked to you as well and made you laugh but you were constantly distracted by Minhyuk pulling you to closer to him every few minutes. In result you were now scowling and looking at Minhyuk through the corner of your eye.

"Seriously Minhyuk? I'm feeling a bit claustrophobic right now."

He leaned closer to your ear, "But I wanna be close to you. I only have a few days left to spend with you and I don't want to waste a single moment."

Your heart swelled at his words and your scowl turned into a smile, but you didn't say anything just laid your head on his shoulder and ignored the jabs the boys threw at the both of you.

~You're so fly, from your head, shoulders, waist and legs. You're so fly, your softly smiling face. My heart races after looking at you. It doesn't know how to stop, I'm not joking around, you're so fly. Lalala lalala lalalala lalala lalala lalala lalala. My eyes keep going to you, my heart keeps going to you. The more I see you, the more dazzling you are, you're so pretty, you're so fly~

After about two hours you and Minhyuk decided to head home since it was getting pretty late and Minhyuk said he had a special day planned for tomorrow. The both of you were walking down the street under the street lamps and Minhyuk's arm was wrapped around your waist as he held you close. The moon helping light the path when there was no lamp made it even more special.

"Minhyuk," you said lowly almost whispering, "I wish time would freeze right now. I wish we could stay like this forever."

He glanced down at you and smiled lightly, "Yeah, me too."

The both of you sat down on a bench and looked up at the stars as you laid your head on his shoulder, both too comfortable to move. You let out a contented sigh and closed your eyes as you let yourself relax back into his hold, hit grip tightening around you and him laying his head on your chin.

"Hey, y/n?"

"Yeah?"

"I love you," he said with a tone to where you could practically hear the smile in his voice.

You let out a smile of your own and answered him, "I love you, too."

"You remember how we met?"

You let out a laugh as the memory popped in your head and you nodded. "I remember it like it was yesterday."

"You had come to that party with Minah and then I was pushed and-"

"You spilled your drink all over me," you finished for him with another laugh.

~Excuse me, when do you go home? Wanna be together before that? Let's be together on this feel good night. It feels like something will happen on this starry night, yeah. Oh Venus, what kind of girl is this? It's a little crazy, I've fallen completely for her. If beauty is an issue, you need to be inspected. Even dolls are jealous of your national treasure visual. Lala, I'm heart is pounding, hot hot, it's getting hot, look at me. You are my goddess, do you have time tonight? 10pm?~

Flashback:

"Minah, I told you I didn't want to come here tonight." You complained as you dodged yet another drunken person.

She looked over her shoulder at you and laughed, "Oh come on, don't be such a party pooper! I've brought you to finally get over your ex and that's what we'll do!! So no more complaining and pouting and let's find you a dude."

You narrowed your eyes at her and shook your head, mumbling under your breath. Honestly you didn't even remember why you had agreed to come in the first place seeing as how parties weren't exactly your favorite hobby. But somehow she had managed to rope you in and convinced you to go along with her so she wouldn't be alone. You weren't even sure if you'd be able to keep your sight on her with how many people were crowding around the small room, and you were positive that even if you did find someone at least a little interesting here you probably wouldn't be staying long enough to get to know more than their name.

"Minah, I'm here can we just g-" You stopped talking when you looked up and noticed she was gone.

Sighing you looked around you, not really seeing more than the bodies pressed close to you, and decided to head for the kitchen. Once there you were relieved to see that it seemed to be the only empty room in the house and you took revel in that, heading to the counter and getting an unopened bottle of water deciding not to trust the open punch bowl in a party full of drunk young adults.

You turned and took a sip of water before deciding to head outside, hoping to get away from the loud music and smell of sweat and get some fresh air and peace and quiet. Once you had stepped from the kitchen you looked around and noticed the back door to the patio. You smiled and headed there, dodging more and more people that seemed to bump into you along the way. But once you were a few steps from the door you felt something hard being shoved against you and something wet spill down the front of you.

You gasped and looked down at your outfit that was now soaked in an unknown drink. Blinking away the shock you felt anger rise as you caught a glimpse of the equally shocked dude who's drink was now on you. He kept moving his gaze between your now ruined shirt and your face, his mouth silently closing and opening which just pissed you off even more.

"I-i'm so sorry!" He stuttered out as he quickly set his cup down and grabbed some napkins.

You were quick to hit them away before he made the stain bigger and groaned as you realized you couldn't just walk around a huge party with a stained shirt, especially since it was Minah's and not yours. "Just great," you muttered as you took a napkin and gently patted at the stain.

"I really am sorry! Here, follow me!"

"Why?" You asked him suspiciously as he took a hold of your arm and motioned for you to follow him down a hallway.

He rolled his eyes and pointed at your shirt, "So you can wash that before you leave and get rid of the stain."

~You're so fly, from your head, shoulders, waist and legs. You're so fly, your softly smiling face. My heart races after looking at you. It doesn't know how to stop, I'm not joking around, you're so fly. Lalala lalala lalalala Lalala lalala lalala lalala. My eyes keep going to you, my heart keeps going to you. The more I see you, the more dazzling you are, you're so pretty, you're so fly~

You sighed and followed his lead down the hall and into a room, which you assumed to be his. Glancing around you felt slightly relaxed as his walls were bare and he didn't seem to have any stuff lying around the room that you'd label pervy or strange. He disappeared through a doorway, which you guessed led to his closet, and came back out with a larger shirt in his hand before handing it to you and motioning to another door.

"You can wear this while your clothes are getting washed. The bathroom's in there, go ahead and get changed so I can go throw your shirt into the washer."

You simply nodded and did as he said changing into the very large t-shirt before heading back out and handing him your shirt. "Thank you," you said quietly quickly reverting back to your usual quiet self since the anger had dispersed.

He smiled and grabbed your shirt from your hand and standing from the bed he said, "No problem. I'll be back, you can stay in here since you didn't look like you were having much fun out there."

You watched the door shut behind him and let a smile slip onto your lips, not knowing that that night would change everything for you and bring the most unexpected turn of events to you.

End of Flashback:

You laughed as you remembered the night and felt Minhyuk start to laugh as well. "I still think you did that on purpose," you mused as the joyful thoughts stirred around your brain.

"Yah! I've told you millions of times! I didn't do it on purpose! Changsub pushed me!"

"Mhm," you said with a fond smile as you looked up at him and kissed his cheek. "I know, I just love messing with you."

He pouted and then looked to you confused, "Wait, how do you know?"

"Because of the look on your face after it happened." You started to laugh again as the face he had made popped into your head at that moment. "You looked so funny!"

"Yah~" He teased, laughing himself. "Don't be mean! I was freaking out! I thought you'd turn psycho and kill me!"

"Over a shirt? Naw~ But Minah would've killed you."

"What? Why?"

You smirked and looked to him so you could see his reaction, "Because it was her shirt."

Minhyuk's eyes widened and his mouth dropped open. "What?! Thank god I decided to wash it before you left! You never told her right?!"

You shook your head and patted his leg, "No, don't worry your secret's safe with me. Besides if I told her you wouldn't be the only one she'd go after."

He laughed and tightened his embrace around you, "I love you. And truthfully I still thank Changsub for pushing me."

You scowled and shook your head, "Of course you do. But I love you, too."

~It's a little crazy, honestly, you're too pretty. You're so fly, even when said backwards, I agree 1. Oh baby, you got me love struck like crazy. The moment time and my eyes stop, I'm only focusing on her, let's go get em. You're so fly, from your head, shoulders, waist and legs. You're so fly, your softly smiling face. My heart races after looking at you. It doesn't know how to stop, I'm not joking around, you're so fly. Lalala lalala lalalala Lalala lalala lalala lalala. My eyes keep going to you, my heart keeps going to you. The more I see you, the more dazzling you are, you're so pretty, you're so fly~

Man In Love(L-Infinite)

Requested by: AisyahMelody

~I start humming along to love songs that I didn't like before. All of the melodramas in the world seem like my story. I try to look good when I didn't before by paying attention to my appearance. I'm acquiring the bitter taste of coffee. Time goes so fast and my heart grows impatient. I imagine you next to me and film a movie of my own~

You sat in your chair at the desk watching the door and waiting impatiently for him to walk through, to show up. It had become a habit that had started out innocently. It had all started the day you first saw him, the man who you quickly fell in love with yet was only able to love from afar. You sighed and rested your head on your hand, your gaze still zeroed in on the doorway not paying any attention to all the unfamiliar faces that walked into the room and headed to their seas. About to give up you frowned slightly and was about to turn when you caught sight of him.

Your breath stopped and you froze as your eyes followed his laughing figure as he walked into the room and sat at his desk that was off to the side of your own. Your trance was broken when you saw a hand being waved in front of your face. "What?" You asked Joonhee as she smirked at you.

"You were staring again, you're lucky I stepped in and stopped you from getting caught by him. I mean, imagine if he caught you staring at him." You stayed quiet knowing exactly what she was meaning yet not wanting to hear it out loud. "He'd probably think you were a stalker and that'd result in him avoiding you for the rest of your life...or he'd think you were mental.The results would still be the same though."

You sighed and flicked her forehead, "Okay okay. I get it."

She pouted and rubbed her head. "Yah! You don't have to be so mean!"

You laughed and patted her shoulder, "Mian."

"Hey, y/n." Your eyes widened when you heard the oh so familiar and sweet voice from behind you.

You turned around slowly and held back a gasp as your eyes connected to Myungsoo's. "Y-Yes?"

"Can I borrow your notes from yesterday's session? I'm sorry but I was absent yesterday and I heard that it wa-"

"It's okay, no need to explain." You told him while you opened your notebook to the right page and handed it to him. "Here you go."

He smiled and you could've swore that your heart stopped beating. "Thanks, I'll make sure to give it back to you before the end of the day."

"Oh, it's alright. Keep it as long as you need to." You returned his smile and watched as he turned around and started to copy the notes.

~When a man's in love, he wants to stay by your side. There's always so much he wants to do for you. When I'm in love, I want to give everything in my life to you. With just one expectation, your heart. When I'm in love. When a man's in love, when a man's in love. My cheeks get redder and my head slowly drops. I'm only looking at you as I'm on my way. My confession gushes out as if I've been crazily running. When a man's in love, even if he loses ten to gain one. He gives all he has as if today is the last day so he won't regret – all I have~

"So, wanna go to the cafe after classes end today?" Joonhee asked as you basically zombie walked with her to your next class. She seemed to have noticed your lack in attention and bumped her shoulder into yours causing you to blink quickly and look at her.

"What?"

Joonhee rolled her eyes and sighed, "You know you're so smitten it's interfering with my time."

You laughed and wrapped your arm around her shoulder, "Mianhae. I'll try to be less 'smitten'."

She smiled and pushed you away slightly, "Thank you for the effort."

You both laughed and continued to class never noticing the pair of eyes that was following the both of you, never noticing the admiration held in them.

Third Person POV:

Myungsoo watched as she walked away with her friend, that beautiful smile covering her face showing off those adorable dimples. His trance was broken though when Sungjong tapped his shoulder and looked towards where Myungsoo's  attention was. "Ah," he said as understanding dawned on him, "have you talked to her today?"

"Hm? Oh, nothing like that. I do have to give her her notebook back though."

"Oh? So what? Did you take it just so you'd have an excuse to talk to her?"

"What? No, I was absent yesterday so I asked her if I could borrow her notes."

"Hyung, isn't Sungyeol hyung in the same class though? Couldn't you have jus- Ahhh~ I see. You did that on purpose."

Myungsoo felt heat rise to his cheeks as he cleared his throat, "N-No."

Sungjong laughed and shook his head, "Hyung why don't you just ask her out already?"

"I can't just ask her out. I mean, I don't even know if she feels the same."

"Are you serious?" Sungjong asked with wide eyes and after seeing my confused expression he smirked and shook his head, "Wow. I canno believe this. I've gotta go hyung, but I'll see you later."

Myungsoo watched the younger boy get up and hurry away with confusion, leaving the elder to sit and wonder...What if he was wrong?

~Like a young child, I keep laughing for no reason. I control myself by saying that I'm different from others. When a man's in love, he wants to stay by your side. There's always so much he wants to do for you. When I'm in love, I want to give everything in my life to you. With just one expectation, your heart. When I'm in love~

Your POV:

You were sitting at a table outside the campus building after your classes were finished and doing your work while enjoying the nice weather when you heard footsteps headed towards you. You ignored it, thinking they were going to go past you, so instead you kept your attention on your work and paid none to the person who was now right behind you.

"Hey," you heard suddenly making you jump and place your hand on your chest as you quickly turned around.

"Oh my gosh, Myungsoo-ah you scared me!"

He smiled and sat beside you, "Mian I didn't mean to scare you, just trying to get your attention."

"Well, you definately have that now."

You both laughed and you smiled when you thought about how at ease you were talking to him right now. Honestly, you thought you'd be so nervous you wouldn't be able to get a word out but here you were laughing with him. The man you loved.

"So, I-uh have your notes," he told you as he laid them down on the table.

"Oh thanks, were you able to get it all?"

"Yeah, thanks again for letting me borrow them."

You smiled and accepted the notebook from him, fighting back a blush when your hands touched. "An-anytime."

"Uhm, so I was wondering if you'd like to maybe go out on a date with me?"

Your eyes widened and you stared at Myungsoo with shock, "Wh-What?"

He turned his head away and you watched him as he brought a hand up and scratched the back of his neck awkwardly, red tainting his cheeks. "You don't have to! It was just a -uh- a suggestion. I mean I understand if you don't want to, but I just have a lot to-"

"Yes," you said interrupting him and making him be the one with wide eyes.

"Y-yes?"

You smiled at him and nodded, "Yes. I'll go on a date with you. Can't believe you asked me that to be honest. Didn't think you ever liked me enough to even have more than a 10 minute conversation with me."

"Really? I- uh- I thought you didn't like me."

"Of course I do," you muttered as another blush rose on your cheeks, "Li-Like you that is."

Myungsoo reached over and grabbed your hand squeezing it lightly. "So, uhm, how about tomorrow?"

You laughed and nodded, "Okay yeah. Tomorrow." He smiled and turned his head away from you, suddenly feeling shy. "Oh crap, I've gotta go." You said before standing and hurriedly putting all your things into your bag.

Myungsoo stood as well and helped hand you your stuff before you put it all away. "Did you drive?"

"Huh? Oh no, I don't have a car."

"Well, I could drive you home then."

"What? Uh, actually I'm not going home yet, I've gotta go to work."

Myungsoo raised his eyebrows in surprise, "Oh I didn't know you had a job."

"Hm? Yeah, I had to get one to help pay off the expenses for my tuition."

He frowned and shrugged, "Okay then I'll take you to work."

"Wha-? No! That's okay."

"Oh well," he shrugged and took your bag from your hold, walking off with it over his shoulder.

"H-Hey! Wait a second! Myungsoo!"

~I can't escape because I'm in too deep. The letters in my book are dancing as they form your name. As if you're the main character of the movie, as if you're the moon in the sky, I keep seeing you. I draw you out every day. My heart will rest only when you come into my arms. I'll be your resting place that will never cool down. Look carefully – if you feel this, that means he's fallen for you. If someone gives you a sign like I am right now, then please notice it~

Third Person POV:

Myungsoo and y/n both sat silently in the car as it drove past all the cars and buildings towards it's destination. Y/n sat with her hands in her lap nervously twisting her fingers together  and awkwardly staring out the window, meanwhile Myungsoo sat in the driver's seat thinking up things to say that could get a conversation started. He wanted to spend the rest of the trip just talking to her, and he had unconsciously slowed down his speed so they wouldn't reach her work too soon.

Unknowingly he had come to enjoy talking to her and having y/n around him made him happier without a doubt. Myungsoo knew he had to say something and soon because he could see the road coming up to where they would soon part ways until tomorrow night.

"Y-Y/n."

"Hm?" Y/n's attention turned from the window and Myungsoo's hands suddenly started to fidget around the wheel nervously.

"Uhm, I-uh-I've enjoyed driving you and having you around so if you wouldn't mind, I'd love to take you to school and drop you off."

Y/n's eyes widened and she could've sworn her heart had stopped beating. "Y-You really don't have to do that, I mean, I don't want you wasting gas on me."

"It's fine, honestly. I really have enjoyed having you around me, be it he time was short, but I want to spend more time with you. I want to get to know you more." He then briefly turned and gave her a smile. "Please?"

Y/n knew she was stuck, there was no way she could say no to him now. "O-Okay, if you're sure it won't be too much of a burden."

"Of course not," he said relieved. He felt a weight rise off of his shoulders and silently took a chance to reach over and grab her hand.

His heart swelling even more with joy when she wrapped her own around his in return. "Thank you," she said quietly as he pulled up outside of her work's building. "Uhm, I'll see you tomorrow?"

He nodded and watched as she reached out to open her door, a sudden pain filling his chest as her hand wrapped around the handle. "Wait," he called out causing her to turn to him in question.

"Something wrong?"

"Yes, I mean no. I just- Can I do something?"

Her eyebrows drew together but nevertheless she nodded and watched silently as he reached out and cupped her cheeks, bringing her face towards his own and kissing her. He pulled back shortly after and watched with adoration and amusement as y/n kept her eyes closed with shock. Slowly her eyes fluttered open and she looked at Myungsoo with an emotion she knew all too well, love.

"Sorry," he muttered with a smile as he rubbed her cheek with his finger. "Couldn't resist."

She returned his smile with one of her own and shyly shook her head, "Don't be."

"So...I can kiss you again?" He asked, slightly teasing and slightly serious.

Y/n's eyes widened and she swat at his arm. "Don't kid around, you'll have to wait."

"Oh? So I'll be able to kiss you tomo-"

"Goodnight!" She called out as she hopped out of the car, a blush flaming red on her cheeks.

Myungsoo watched her walk into the building, a small content smile resting on his face as he thought excitedly about seeing her tomorrow. With a short laugh he pulled away and realized his hands were shaking again. Except this time, it wasn't caused by nerves but excitement. Excitement about seeing his first love tomorrow night for their first date, but hopefully not their last.

~When a man's in love, he wants to stay by your side. There's always so much he wants to do for you. When I'm in love, I want to give everything in my life to you. With just one expectation, your heart. When I'm in love (Yeah~) When a man's in love. When a man's in love. When I'm in love. When I have fallen for you~

Lie(Jimin-BTS)

Requested by: missyhattermlp

~Tell me, with your sweet smile. Tell me, tell me like you're whispering into my ears. Don't be like a prey be smooth like a like a snake, I want to escape but. Ah woo woo get away away away from me, get away away from me. Ah woo woo whatever it takes, save me, me. Save me. It keeps happening even though I run away, I'm caught in a lie~

Third Person POV:

Jimin sighed while watching y/n rub her weary and go back to writing, trying to finish her work before it got too late. He wished he could help her with anything, something, even if it was just a little bit yet he couldn't. Sighing, he got up and walked over to y/n setting his hands on her shoulders and lightly squeezing them.

"Hey, you wanna take a little break so you can get some sleep?"

She jumped slightly, not noticing that he had even moved from his chair, "Oh no I'm alright. Just want to get this over with before Soo Ho{Random as heck name} gets home."

She laid her hand lightly over top of Jimin's and looked at the clock before a frown settled on her face. Jimin noticed her look at glanced at the clock as well, "What's wrong?"

"It's already 9, he's supposed to be home by now."

"Hm? Well, you go ahead and go to bed I'll give him a call and see if everything's alright. Okay?"

Y/n glanced up at her friend with concern, "Are you okay?"

"I'm doing better than you are right now so go and get some sleep."

Jimin's heart contracted as she smiled at him and laid her own hand upon his, "Thank you." She told him gratefully before standing from the table and walking to her bedroom to get some well deserved rest.

"You're welcome," he lightly called out after her, "Night."

Then turning he scrolled through the contacts on his list before pressing call on the one man who pissed him off for hurting the one he loved.

~Caught in a lie, find the me that was innocent. I can't free myself from this lie give me back my laughter. Caught in a lie, take me out of his hell. I can't free myself from this pain. Save the me who's being punished. Want me, the me who has lost the way. Want me like always, I~

"Hello?"

"Hey, where are you at? Y/n said you were supposed to be home already?"

There was a pause before Soo Ho finally said something, "Uhm actually I won't be coming home tonight."

Jimin's eyes narrowed in suspicion when he hear a giggle on the other end. "Oh? Wae?"

"Uh, you know how work is."

"Mhm, yeah."

He hung up and set his phone down before clenching his hands into fists and letting out a frustrated sigh. "Jimin," he heard faintly and jerked up turning around to see y/n leaning against the archway. "He's not coming is he?"

Jimin sighed and looked down at the table, not wanting to see the hurt behind those beautiful (e/c) eyes. "Yeah, said he got stuck at-"

"Work?" The girl finished his sentence for him and shook her head, trying her best to hold back the tears that were rising fast. "Yeah, let me guess you heard a giggle. No no, you heard a girl talking to him? Maybe calling him oppa?"

Jimin's eyebrows drew together and he slowly turned around to look at her with wide eyes, "W-What?"

Y/n couldn't hold the tears back anymore and let them slide down her cheeks. "Yeah, I've known about it for a while now. Just been denying it I suppose."

"Why have you stayed with him?! Why haven't you left him by now??"

"Because stupid me loved him and I thought he loved me back," she broke down. A cry of pain escaping his mouth as she fell into Jimin's open arms and finally showed her pain.

~I feel so far away, you always come my way. I repeat again ah woo woo. Get away away away from me, get away away from me. Ah woo woo. Whatever it takes, save me, me, save me. It keeps happening even though I run away, I'm caught in a lie. Caught in a lie, find the me that was innocent. I can't free myself from this lie. Give me back my laughter~

Your POV: {bet you were saying finally xp}

You sighed and took the offered mug from Jimin with shaking hands. "Thanks," you said hoarsely before taking a sip.

"No problem, it should help calm your nerves back down."

You set the mug back down on top of the coffee table and laid your head on his shoulder. "I guess it's time to let him go huh?"

Jimin was silent for a few minutes before turning his head and looking at you. "I think it's time for you to be free."

"Why?" You asked, finishing when you saw the confused look on his face. "Why are you here? Helping me? You were his friend before you were ever mine."

Jimin sighed and clapsed your hands in his own. "Because I love you."

Your eyes widened and you stared at your hands in his grip, "Wh-wha-"

"I have, before you and Soo Ho ever started to date. I fell in love with you that first day when you tripped and crushed your ice cream cone on my shirt." You laughed and smiled bitterly, waiting patiently for him to continue. "I love you, y/n."

"Jimin I- now- I jus-"

"Shh, no it's okay." He said soothingly as he let go of your hands and cupped your face. "I understand. I just wanted you to know that I'll be here for you, no matter what."

You felt tears rise again and wrapped your arms around his neck, burying your face in his neck. "Thank you," you whispered.

"Always."

~Caught in a lie, take me out of his hell. I can't free myself from this pain, save the me who's being punished. I'm still the same me, the me from before is still here but the lie that's gotten too big is trying to swallow me up. Caught in a lie, find the me that was innocent. I can't free myself from this lie, give me back my laughter. Caught in a lie, take me out of his hell. I can't free myself from this pain, save the me who's being punished~

Blood, Sweat and Tears(V-BTS)

Requested by: missyhattermlp

~My blood, sweat and tears take away my last dance. My blood, sweat and tears take away my cold breath. My blood, sweat and tears. Even my blood, sweat and tears. Even my body, heart and soul. I know that it's all yours. This is a spell that'll punish me. Peaches and cream, sweeter than sweet. Chocolate cheeks and chocolate wings, but your wings are wings of the devil. In front of your sweet is bitter bitter~

You sighed and clutched your jacket tighter around you as you walked, the wind blowing through your hair whipping it around your face. "Ugh," you grumbled as you quickly tied it back into a ponytail and then started to run wanting to get home before the storm would hit.

Glancing up at the sky you sighed as you saw the dark clouds getting closer to you. You shook your head and continued on your way home, hoping to beat the storm before it beat you. You felt your phone buzzing in your pocket and quickly pulled it out, turning the screen on to see the text from your fiance letting you know he'd stay at his friend's house for the night since he probably wouldn't make it home before the storm hit.

Great, you thought, now I'll have to be alone during the storm. 

Your thoughts were cut short when you reached your home and hurried to pull your keys out to unlock the door. Then you went inside and sighed in relief as you slouched against the front door and kicked your shoes off of you. Your head dropped forward and you rubbed the back of your neck since it was tense from stress.

"Right," you said suddenly, "Dinner."

You scratched your head and walked into the kitchen before stopping, "Why am I making dinner if it's just me tonight?" 

You forgot about it and decided to just make yourself some ramen before heading upstairs to take a shower. Though, after you did eat and were upstairs preparing the shower you stopped and decided to just take a bath instead deciding it would help you to relax.

~Kiss me, I don't care if it hurts, hurry and choke me so I can't hurt any more. Baby, I don't care if I get drunk, I'll drink you in now. Your whiskey, deep into my throat. My blood, sweat and tears take away my last dance. My blood, sweat and tears take away my cold breath. I want you a lot, a lot, a lot. I want you a lot, a lot, a lot. I want you a lot, a lot, a lot. I want you a lot, a lot, a lot~

You were halfway asleep in the tub, having warmed up and your muscles had finally untensed, when you were scared by your ringtone suddenly blaring out. Echoing due to the fact that you were in the bathroom. You groaned and reached for your phone, before leaning against the side of the tub to make sure you wouldn't drop your phone into the water and answered the call. 

"Hello?" You rasped out, wincing when you realized how sore your throat was.

"Yah, where've you been? I've been trying to call your phone about six times now and you're just now answering?"

"Wha-?" You pulled your phone back from your face and saw that you did in fact have seven missed calls from your fiance. "Ah, mianhae. I had taken a bath and guess I fell asleep in the tub."

Taehyung sighed and you could picture him rubbing his face, "Yah I've told you countless number of times that you shouldn't fall asleep in the tub!"

"I know, I know. I just, I didn'-" You stopped talking when you suddenly felt dizzy, dropping your phone as it got worse.

"Y/n? Yah, y/n! Are you alright? What's going on?!"

You could hear Taehyung shouting and stood from the tub to get it and assure him that everything was alright, but as soon as you stepped from the tub you felt yourself falling to your knees. You shook your head, trying in vain to get the dizziness to go away, and reached for your towel wrapping it around yourself before crawling towards the door since you couldn't walk grabbing your phone on the way. I just have to make it to the bedroom, you thought.

"Jagiya, I'm on my way!" You distantly head Tae shout through the phone before you felt yourself collapse onto the floor and felt your eyes droop shut.

~I don't care if it hurts, tie me up so I can't run away. Grab me tightly and shake me so I can't snap out of it. Kiss me on the lips lips, our own little secret. I wanna be addicted to your prison so I can't serve anyone that's not you. Even though I know, I drink the poisonous Holy Grail~

Third person POV:

Taehyung was driving as fast as he was able, not caring if he would get caught for speeding, the only thing on his mind being the fact that y/n had collapsed. He knew something had been wrong with her today though he figured it out too late. 

"Hold on, y/n. I'm coming."

Meanwhile, y/n was still collapsed on the floor yet to move. Her head was burning with a fever and she still only had the towel around her while the house was getting chilly. She didn't dream, she didn't wake up, she just laid there and prayed that Taehyung would get there fast.

Her prayers seemed to have been answered though when the sound of keys were unlocking the front door and it was thrown open to reveal her panicking fiance. 

Taehyung's POV:

Finally arriving at the house, he threw his car door open after turning the car off and rushed to the front door. Hurrying to unlock it so he could get inside and get to her. 

"Come on, dang it. Work."

He sighed in relief when the door lock clicked and he threw it open, and not even stopping to take off his shoes he ran upstairs to the master bedroom where he found his love laying on the floor motionless. He ran to her and knelt down, tapping her cheeks and calling out to her. Shaking his head he hurriedly picked her up in his arms and stood from the floor before bringing her to the bed and setting her down.

"Jagiya, you're going to be okay. I've got you now," he said softly as he threw the comforter and extra blankets on top of her still, yet cold, form.

He rushed into the closet and got her an outfit for bed before going to her and getting her dressed, hoping that he had actually gotten there in time and she wouldn't get pneumonia. Then, after turning the heat on and getting into the bed beside her and pulling her close he kept a damp rag on her forehead and checked her fever every few minutes.

~My blood, sweat and tears take away my last dance. My blood, sweat and tears take away my cold breath. I want you a lot, a lot, a lot. I want you a lot, a lot, a lot. I want you a lot, a lot, a lot. I want you a lot, a lot, a lot. Kill me softly, close my eyes with your touch. I can't even reject you anyway, I can't run away anymore. You're too sweet, too sweet because you're too sweet. My blood, sweat and tears. My blood, sweat and tears~

Your POV:

You opened your eyes slowly and brought your hand up to your forehead which was pounding. Groaning you turned onto your side and looked out at the window where the sunlight was streaming through. What time is it? You thought. What day is it? You sighed and went to get up, only to fall back down onto the bed when an arm stopped you from moving any father.

"Wha-?" You turned onto your back and turned your head to see your fiance laying by your side, bags under his eyes. Frowning, you brought a hand up and touched underneath his eyes. "Tae-ah, you didn't sleep again?"

"No," he muttered out scaring you half to death. 

"Oh my gosh!"

His eyes slowly opened and he smiled triedly at you, "Mianhae I didn't mean to scare you."

"Oppa, why didn't you sleep?"

"Because I was taking care of you, you were sick and I was so worried that you weren't going to wake up or you'd get worse."

"Awe, Taehyung. Mianhae."

"Yah~ Don't apologize," he said softly as he cupped your cheek with his hand. "I'm glad I made it in time-well, actually I didn't make it in time before you fainted but I'm pretty sure I got there soon after you did."

You smiled and covered his hand with your own, "Awe~ my very own knight."

He gave you his famous boxed smile and kissed your forehead. "Always. So, are you feeling better this morning?"

"Yeah, I guess I was just sleep deprived." You moved to get up and turned back around. "Hey, you go back to sleep and I'll go make some food."

"MM, okay. Love you."

"Love you," you told him leaning over to kiss him before turning and leaving him to get some well needed rest.

You loved your knight and you knew that you'd always be safe with him in your life.

Attention(Bit-to-Up10tion)

Requested by: 유권 Kim YuKwon

~Attention, I got something I want to say. Alright? 1 2 3 4. Just gotta let you know girl you're so wonderful. When you're with me, stop looking at your phone. Who is it that you're texting with for hours? Is it a guy? It keeps bugging me. I can't be just friends with you anymore. I don't like it. You're not recognizing me yet, you're still wandering. Listen carefully to what I say right now, I like you~

You smiled and laughed as you looked at the text (f/n) had sent you, not noticing the stare that was burning into the side of your head. After replying you turned your attention back to the drama that was playing on the tv and smiled at the cute scene that had just came on. You frowned though when you finally felt the feeling that someone was watching you and moved your gaze sideways and saw that Changhyun was in fact gazing at you.

"Uhm, Oppa? Is everything alright?"

He blinked quickly and looked away, a faint red coloring his cheeks. "U-Uhm, uh huh. I'm fine."

"You sure?"

"Yeah, I was-uhm-just lost in thought."

"Oh, alright then."

You turned your attention back to your phone when you felt it buzz in your hands and smiled at yet another amusing text your friend had sent you. "Oh my gosh," you muttered as you shook your head.

"What is it?" Wooseok asked you as he sat beside you on the couch.

"Hmm? Oh, just (f/n) texting me."

"Ahhh~"

~Answer me, I know I'm in your heart. Erase anything else that's not me from your heart. Don't take your eyes off me, only look at me. Don't look anywhere else from now on, only pay attention to me. What kind of man did you dream of? I will be that man. Even if you think you know me, it'll be different when you see me as a man~

You sighed as you laid your head back against the back of the couch the boredom now starting to creep up on you. The boys had all split into different groups to do different things, some stayed with you in the living room watching the movie, some had gone off to play games, and the rest well you had no clue. Bit-to had stayed with you in the living room, as had Wooseok, both were currently sitting on either side of you and pursed your lips as you thought about what you should do.

"Oppa," you said as you turned your head towards Changhyun.

His eyes widened and he raised his eyebrow at you, "Yes?"

"I'm bo~red~"

"And you expect me to..?"

"Do something with me!"

"Like what?"

"I don't know jus-"

"Yah~ You two go in the other room to flirt please!"

Your eyes widened and you felt heat rise onto your cheeks, "Y-Yah! I-I'm not flirting!"

"M-Me either!" Changhyun stuttered out as he stood up quickly from the couch.

You stood up as well and followed after him as he quickly walked from the room. "Yah~"

"Why are you following me?" He asked as he bit back a laugh.

"Because I'm bored and Wooseok oppa obviously isn't going to do anything with me."

He sighed and you smiled in victory as he finally gave in, "Fine. What do you want to do?"

~I don't like it, walking one step away from you. Listen carefully, don't smile and call other guys "oppa" anymore. Answer me, I know I'm in your heart. Erase anything else that's not me from your heart. Don't take your eyes off me, only look at me. Don't look anywhere else from now on, only pay attention to me~

"Yeah! Another win for me!" You cried out as you threw your arms up in victory.

Changhyun frowned and narrowed his eyes at you, "Yah! Are you cheating?!"

"Bwah?! Cheating?! Of course I'm not cheating! Don't be such a sore loser!" You teased as you stuck your tongue out at him.

"I am not a sore loser! Yo-You're just a bragging winner!"

You raised your eyebrow and laughed at him, "Seriously?"

"What?"

"Is that really the best you could come up with?"

He narrowed his eyes at you, "You're being very mean today." He told you as he pouted.

You smiled and reached over poking his cheek, "Mian Mian."

The both of you went back to playing the game and every so often you looked up and smiled at him. "Oh and Changhyun, don't think I didn't notice that jealousy earlier," you said teasingly as you smiled down at the table.

His eyes widened, "What?! I was-wasn't jealous!"

"Mhm. Then~ why else were you watching me as I messaged (f/n)?"

"Y-You were messaging (f/n)?"

"Mhmm~"

"O-Oh, well then." He said as he scratched the back of his neck awkwardly.

"Did you think I was messaging another guy?"

His eyes widened and he coughed, "U-uh no!"

Your eyes narrowed and you shook your head before rolling your eyes. "I cannot believe you," you told him before letting out a laugh.

~Hey wait, did you really not know my heart? How can I be more obvious? This is frustrating, I won't twist my words anymore. Either choose me or reject me, answer me now. I'll do everything for you, on any day. Before you sleep, I'll call you every night. Come here, look at me. Don't think about anything else with me by your side~

"Yah, you know that you're the only man in my life." You said as you lightly pinched his cheek. "Well you and the other boys of course."

"Wha- Other boys? Oh no, just me!"

You let out a laugh and nodded as he grabbed your hand, "Alright, alright. Just you."

He smiled and leaned over, kissing your forehead before smiling sweetly at you. "And you're the only girl for me?"

You frowned at him and narrowed your eyes slightly, "Girl?"

"Lady?" He paused before continuing, "Wo-Woman?"

You both heard a laugh from behind you and saw Hwanhee leaning in the doorway, watching the both of you. "Hyung, you should know that no woman likes being called a girl."

"How should I have known that?" Changhyun said defensively as he crossed his arms. "It's not like I have a lot of experience with women!"

You shook your head, smiling in amusement at the scene going on in front of you. "Yah~ Noona," Hwanhee called out as he sat beside you and poked your arm. "Isn't that right?"

"Hmm~" You made a noise of neither agreement nor disagreement and went back to playing the game.

"See! Noona agrees! Call noona a woman!"

Changhyun scoffed and shook his head, "I know more about women than you do! Why are you-"

"Boys! Your petty little argument is not going to result in anything."

"Pe-petty? Hyung, did noona just say the word 'petty'?"

~Answer me, I know I'm in your heart. I know you feel the same, I'm right. Don't take your eyes off me, only look at me. Don't look anywhere else, only pay attention to me. I'm gonna hold your hand while we walk now. I'm gonna hug you without reason. Say A-yo (A, A-yo) Say A-yo (A, A-yo)~

Changhyun and Hwanhee started to laugh at you and you scowled as you looked away from the both of them in annoyance. "Seriously guys? You were just arguing." They continued to laugh and you got up from the table heading out of the room. "Stupid boys," you muttered as you walked around the house to find Soo Il.

Walking past the living room you stopped when you heard shouting and laughing, so peeking your head in the doorway you sighed in relief when you found him. "Soo Il, oppa~" You whined as you walked in and plopped down beside him on the couch, laying your head on his shoulder.

"What's up, shortie?"

You hit his arm quickly and shook your head, "Don't call me that! And Changhyun and Hwanhee are being mean enough!"

"Awe~ I'm sorry, how're they being mean?"

"They keep laughing at me."

"Oh? Why's that?"

"Ugh, never mind it doesn't matter."

"Jagiya! There you are!"

You turned your head and Changhyun walked into the room with a smile on his face. You pouted and turned your head away, "Oppa, I do believe there's a bee in here."

"What?" Soo Il asked as he laughed at you.

"Yah~ Jagi. Mianhae~" Changhyun said as he knelt beside you and held your hand. "Really, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to laugh at you."

You pouted and narrowed your eyes, fighting to hold back your smile, "You really hurt my feelings! Who laughs at their girlfriend for saying something?"

"You're right, come here." He told you as he pulled you up and made you follow behind him out onto the porch. "Now, have a seat." He said as he sat down on the swing and pulled you down beside him.

"What?" You asked as you stubbornly stuck up your chin and pouted.

He smiled softly and tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, "Mianhae."

"You mean it?"

"Ah, of course I do! Look, I didn't mean to make you upset I just thought that you talking like that was cute."

"Cute."

"Yes, cute. I love when you use words like petty." You smiled and nudged him with your shoulder. "I'm serious," He cupped your face in his hands and rubbed your cheeks with his thumbs, "I love you."

You smiled and felt a blush cover your cheeks, "I-uh-uhm."

He smiled and brought your face towards his, kissing you before pulling back and raising his eyebrows. "Well?"

"I love you, too."

~and one more I'm gonna call you mine. I'm gonna care for you more than anyone else. Say A-yo (A, A-yo) Say A-yo (A, A-yo) HaHa I like that. Only pay attention to me~

Catch Me(Hwanhee-Up10tion)

Requested by: 유권 Kim YuKwon

~hey hey gather here. Hold my finger tight. Let's go, from now on. Gather here. Everyone who wants my lips, gather here. If you like guys with pretty butts, gather here[A/n: ahahaha oh my gosh never even realized that's what they say x'D] You'll want me from my head to my toes, you'll go crazy. Once you fall for me, you won't ever get out~

"Yah~ Oppa! How's come you get the rest of the ice cream??"

Kuhn smirked and pat your head as he let out a chuckle. "Because I'm the best."

You both heard a scoff from behind you and you turned to see your boyfriend shaking his head while walking towards the pair of you. "Hyung, please. Y/n here is  better than you and you know it." Hwanhee told him as he stuck his tongue out.

Kuhn's mouth fell open in disbelief and he stared at Hwanhee with a look of betrayal, while you smiled and kissed your boyfriend's cheek. "Thank you."

"Dude! Didn't you know it was bros before h-" Kuhn shook his head quickly before continuing, "Girls. Bros before girls."

You rolled your eyes and shook your head, "Mhm nice save."

Hwanhee laughed and wrapped his arm around your shoulders, "Sorry. This girl's too special to put her last." Then he turned his head to look down at you and gave you a sweet smile. "Come on, I'll just go buy us some ice cream."

You pouted, "Ah, aniya. Oppa, I don't want you spending your money on stuff like that."

"Oh, come on! It's fine! Besides I haven't been able to take you on a real date yet so we'll use this time to go on an ice cream date. How's that sound? Better?"

You laughed and nodded, agreeing since it did in fact sound like a good idea. It had been a while since you both had a real date. "Okay, let's do it."

Kuhn looked at you both with curiosity and then smirked, "Hmmm~? Can I come??"

"What? Hyung, no." Hwanhee looked at him as if he was stupid and grabbed your hand, pulling you out of the room and quickly moving to the front door. "Hurry, jagiya. Let's go! Bye guys!"

~Everyone have some manners, I know that she knows what's really cool. All other guys are just there for show but I definitely recognized her luxury. I won't pull, I'll keep pushing. Only trust me in this maze. Try stopping me, I'll keep going hard. I'm gonna knock you out~

"What would you both like?"

"Jagi?"

"Hmm~ I think this time I'll go with (w/e your fav flavor is)."

"Okay then, we'll take one of that flavor and I'd like....a chocolate please."

We smiled in glee after we got our ice cream and headed to an empty table to eat them, both of your mood's lifting after taking a bite of it. "Thank you Hwanhee, this was a good idea."

"Yeah," he said as he smiled at you, "I'm glad I suggested it. I always loved when I get to spend time with you alone."

You smiled and shook your head before grabbing a napkin from the dispenser and leaning over the table, "Come here. You have ice cream on your face."

He laughed and leaned forward. "Thank you jagi."

"Mhm," you set the napkin down and went back to eating your own ice cream. "How are you so messy?" You asked him, joking around with him.

He pouted and looked at you with shock, "Yah jagiya! You're not supposed to be mean today!"

"Who said?" You asked as you stuck your tongue out.

Hwanhee narrowed his eyes and smirked before leaning forward and getting closer to your face, making you loose your smile and stare at him with surprise. "Y-Yah! Hwanhee what are you doing?"

"Jagiya, you have ice cream on your cheek." He said lowly before wiping your cheek with a napkin. Then he sat back down and started to clean up the mess that had gotten on the table. You sat in your side of the booth with your eyes wide, staring at your boyfriend in shock as you tried to piece together what had just happened.

"Yah!" You yelled out as your cheeks started to heat up with embarrassment.

"What?" Hwanhee asked you innocently as he batted his eyelashes and smiled. "Is there something wrong?"

"Pabo," you muttered as you stood from the booth and went to throw your trash away, heading outside to wait from hwanhee.

~One two three lalala Gather here. Three two one lalala I will have her. My heart has dropped, she's perfect just like I heard (A plus) She's mine, I called dibs. I will have you. It's what you like. Not about sugar-coated words. Anyone can see that you're WOW from head to toe. I'll enter at the perfect time, come into these arms for you. My hands stretch to you. I can't wait, you're mine~

You both were now walking along the sidewalk, just walking around town and enjoying your time together before you both got busy again. Both Hwanhee and yourself took turns pointing out different things you thought were cool along the walk and trying different things on. Hwanhee now had his arm around your shoulder and was laughing at something you had said, which you hadn't realized was funny.

"Stop laughing at me," you told him as you bumped your hip into his.

"Mian mian," he said while he calmed down and pulled you closer, "It's just the way you said it."

You shook your head and stopped when a little store caught your attention. "Yah, oppa, let's go in here."

"Hmm? Okay."

You smiled widely and grabbed his hand, pulling him in through the doorway behind you. "Oh! Look at this!"

Hwanhee smiled as he watched you pick up random things you thought was interesting and felt his heart warm. He adored having you in his life and didn't think he'd know what he'd do if he had never been introduced to you. Walking over behind you he wrapped his arms around your waist and laid his chin on your shoulder.

"Found anything you want to buy yet?"

"Hm? Oh, no."

Hwanhee watched with curiosity as he noticed your eyes light up when they landed on a necklace but he frowned when you looked away and stepped away from his embrace. She doesn't want it? A slight smirk covered his face as an idea popped up in his head, grabbing the necklace from the rack he headed towards the register and paid for it.

~Yeah I rolled up, I'll stop playing now. I'll say some things and naturally go to you. I'm gonna sit next to you and throw some stones in the water. Till the sun rises, we party party like ladi dadi. It's electrifying to think about kicking off my blanket tomorrow. I won't hurt you and leave you like in the dramas, your overflowing charms are breathtaking~

"So, where do you want to go next?" Hwanhee asked as he pulled you closer to his side and laid his head against yours.

"Hmm~ I wonder. Want to go by the fountain?"

"Why there?" He asked as he looked to you with confusion.

You shrugged and continued walking, "Because it feels nice out today and I like the view there."

He smiled and nodded. "Let's go then."

***

"Ahh~ It feels nice out here," you said as you laid out beside your boyfriend on the grass, your head rested on your arm.

"Yeah, great idea."

"We both seem to be having a lot of those today."

Your eyes closed and you had a relaxed smile on your face, content with how your day was going so far. "Here," you heard and opened your eyes to see a small jewelry box in front of your face.

"What is it?" You asked him as you carefully took the box from his outstretched hand.

"Just open it and see," he said with a loving smile as he patted your head.

You narrowed your eyes with a smile and slowly opened the box, your eyes widening when you saw what was laying inside of it. "Hw-Hwanhee, thi-this is-"

"Yeah, I saw you looking at it in the store and I saw your eyes light up." He tucked a strand of hair behind your ear while you stared at the necklace in shock. "Why didn't you want to get it in the store?"

You felt your cheeks redden and you looked away guiltily, "Uhm, well I didn't feel like it was really my type so I wasn't going to get it."

~Everyone keeps staying next to you. Everyone's thinking the same, no one wants to leave. Your waist is shaking even more. Ma honey, don't be cold you got to hurry. I won't pull, I'll keep pushing. Only trust me in this maze. Try stopping me, I'll keep going hard. I'm gonna knock you out~

"Wasn't your type?"

You peeked over at Hwanhee and saw him frowning. "Mhm."

He sighed and shook his head before getting onto his knees and wobbling to kneel behind you. "Here, let me see it."

You hesitantly handed him the case and heard him pull the necklace out before gently moving your hair out of the way. "Alright," he said, "Here we go."

You felt him place a kiss on the top of your head and felt him settle onto the ground beside you. He smiled softly at you and moved your hair away from your neck to look at the necklace more clearly.

"I think it suits your perfectly."

"Y-You do?"

"Yes," he said simply before picking up your hand and kissing your cheek. "Here look."

You looked at your reflection in his phone screen and stared in wonder at the beautiful piece of jewelry that was laying against your chest. "I-It's too beautiful!"

Hwanhee laughed and shook his head in disbelief. "It's only beautiful because of the person wearing it."

You felt another blush rise on your cheeks and lightly hit his arm, "Yah~"

He laughed and laid his palms against your cheeks before pulling your closer and kissing you. "I'm serious."

You smiled and laid your forehead against his own, "I love you."

"I love you, too."

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You guys, so many groups are having comebacks this month and I am not ready for it! Like Map6, B.I.G, and A.C.E's debut. Then 24K on the 25th. I think I'm going to die from all these comebacks o.o

Promise(Chanyeol-EXO)

Requested by: samplanet 

EDIT: Crap crap crap crap crap!! I totally forgot to add that [your] name is Sam!!! Oml!! I am so~ sorry!!!!! D'x Mianhaaeeee~~~~~!!!!!!

~Sometimes, I close the door and fall into my thoughts. Thinking about myself on stage. You even liked my clumsy moments but I wonder if I even deserve that love. You always waited for me at that spot. You embraced me with your arms, so thankful to you. I won't ever forget. I will make you happy. Just like the saying, we are one~

You sighed and laid your head in your hands as your headache got worse. Groaning you shook your head and rubbed your eyes, getting quickly tired of the never ending workload that seemed to be laid upon you to finish. You heard your phone ding and unlocked the screen seeing that it was a message from your best friend, f/n. It felt nice being able to talk to her and tell her your troubles, especially the main trouble that was the reason you weren't sleeping well at night.

Rubbing your bleary eyes you turned your phone off and headed to bed, ready for the day to just be over and done with. You let out a grateful sigh as you sunk into your bed a feeling of it being empty crashing into you as you turned onto your side and stared at the empty spot next to you. Your hand was lying in the spot where it slightly indented, the only proof you had to show you that it was in fact being used. It was also the only thing that actually made you feel connected to the owner of the spot who was far away from you.

After a few minutes of unbearable silence you felt your eyes slowly start to slip closed and blissfully welcomed sleep. Your dreams were a welcoming distraction from your every day life for the past year as it was the only place you were able to see the loving face of the person you missed so much, your husband. Dreams were the place where you could feel his arms around you again and hear his wonderful voice. It was, no doubt, the only place you felt happiness at since he had left for work. 

~Even after time, I couldn’t say anything and just swallowed my words. Words saying, I’m sorry, I love you, please believe in me like you do now. I’ll hug you, I’ll hold your hands. If your heart can be at rest I’ll give it my all. I want to protect your smile (protect) Always~

You were awaken sometime early in the morning to kisses being placed on your face. Your still blurry eyes opened and instantly shut again when the sunlight streaming through the curtain met them. You could still feel the warmth of arms wrapped around you and the kisses being placed lightly on your cheeks, though it wasn't until your heard that deep voice you missed so much that your eyes were wide open and you turned your head coming face to face with the one person on earth who you missed so dearly.

"Chanyeol!" You screamed out as you were now wide awake and attacking him into a hug which made him laugh and squeeze you tighter into his hold.

"So, looks like someone missed me." He said, slightly teasing, as he rested his chin on the crown of your head. "I missed you too, baby."

You instantly relaxed further into his hold at the familiar term on endearment and felt a small smile rest on your face and you closed your eyes. This moment was the first moment in the past year that you felt so content and you weren't ready for it to end yet. So when you felt Chanyeol stirring, as if he wanted to get up, you wrapped your hold tighter around and snuggled your face into his chest not willing to let him leave again after you just got him back.

He chuckled and rubbed a hand on your back, "Don't worry jagiya, I'm not leaving you anymore. Not ever again."

~At some point, it seemed like you were crying even when you were smiling. You couldn’t love me with a peaceful heart. And you longed for me as you remembered the memories. My heart ached for you. I couldn’t even comfort you, saying that it’ll get better, that it’ll be forgotten. So I’m nervous again, I want to hold onto you and ask you not to leave~

Confused you glanced up at him, even though a small part of you was slightly rejoicing at hearing that the larger part was concerned. You knew how much Chanyeol's work meant for him, you knew that to him it wasn't just a job or fans but his life and family. So to hear him say this made you ultimately concerned and you instantly wanted to know if something happened.

He noticed your look of panic and softly smiled as he placed his hand on your cheek, "Don't worry. I didn't quit or anything like that. But I may have caused everyone to be concerned about me when I got so depressed about not seeing you that they have agreed to let you come with me on the next tour, or if you want you can come whenever you want to even if you're just visiting and stay with us for a few shows."

"Really?" You asked, gobsmacked. 

You knew that everyone loved the both of you together and that everyone was always supporting of your relationship, even when others weren't. But this news was just really shocking to you. You never actually understood that other people could ever be concerned about you. Of course, you knew that Chanyeol was instantly a person that others worried about, but you never even thought about the fact that others actually genuinely liked you.

"Yeah, it was the guys' idea at first but soon everyone came to agree and overall everyone said that no matter what you decide they'd love to have you along. Especially all the female staff, they said it would be nice to have a new face to talk with and get to know better."

You laughed and laid your head on his chest again, "So we won't have to be apart long ever again?"

"Never again," Chanyeol promised as he tightened his arms around you again and brought his lips to your forehead, sealing the promise with a kiss.

~I know I can’t turn back a promise that I’ve already broken but I want to live and breathe next to you for all my life. I pray that you’ll be happy like you were in the beginning. Thank you, I’m sorry, I love you. Even if I give you my everything, it’s not enough. My love, I’ll protect you forever, just follow me~

Lucky(Baekhyun- EXO)

Requested by: CuteLittleGirl

~Being born in the same country, talking in the same language. We're so lucky, it's such a relief. Nothing is for certain in this world on a day that I wore nice clothes, I met you, I was lucky. It's because I did good in the past~

"Yeobo~" You called out as you opened the front door after unlocking it and stepped inside. Looking around as you slipped your heels off you lent down, picked them up, and headed further into the house looking around in confusion for your husband. "Yeobo?"

Hearing no response you sighed and decided to head to the bedroom, wanting to get in a hot relaxing bath to ease your aching muscles that were sore once again from work. You wanted to snuggle with your husband after you got done but you doubted that he would be home no matter how long you take, so instead you sighed and sunk back into the tub and enjoyed your time to yourself. 

After what seemed like a couple minutes, but in all actuality was a couple hours, you stood from the now cold water and wrapped your towel around yourself. Glad that your tense muscles seemed to have relaxed a lot, you rolled your neck around and stretched your arms. You yawned and headed from the bathroom and into the closet to get dressed into your pjs before you could go blissfully to sleep. 

You were slipping your nightgown on when you heard the front door open and then close. Stepping from your bedroom you looked down the hallway as you waited to see your husband, who had just started tiptoeing down the hallway while looking down at his feet shoes in hand. You cleared your throat and watched with amusement as his head snapped up and he looked to you with wide eyes.

"U-Uh, hey jagi. What're you doing up?"

"Well I just got done with a bath and was about to get in the bed. Was work okay? You got home pretty late."

He sighed and gave you a small smile before walking up to you and kisses your forehead. "Yeah, just tiring like always."

~I can call your name and I can hold your hand. Is the falling sunlight only shining on me? Can I be this happy? You call my name and you lean on my shoulder. Is the sky's sunlight only shining on you? Can you be that dazzling?~

"Ah. Well why don't you go and take a shower or a bath and then come to bed. No use stressing out about anything tonight." You told him as you leaned up and kissed his cheek, heading towards your side of the bed and pulling the duvet back.

You sat on the bed and saw Baekhyun looking at you with a smirk. "What..?"

"I know one thing that will make it even more re-"

"Go get in the shower," you said as you rolled your eyes and slipped under the convers. 

You heard him let out a laugh and smiled as you turned onto your side and closed your eyes. Next thing you knew you felt the bed dip behind you and arms being wrapped around your waist. Baekhyun snuggled up close to you and kissed the back of your neck softly. 

"I love you," he told you his voice almost a whisper.

"I love you too," you mumbled out, "now go to sleep."

You felt his chest move as he laughed and felt his arms tighten around you.

~So lucky, my love, so lucky to have you. So lucky to be your love, i am. hmm. We like the same colors, we like the same movies, lucky. It's a love that's meant to be. I can call your name and I can hold your hand~

You woke the next morning to the sunlight streaming through your windows and a warmness wrapped around your body. Yawning you turned, well tried to turn, onto your back and turned your head towards your still sleeping husband. A smile slipped onto your face as you looked at his handsome features, which seemed to be too cute since his mouth was partly opened and he was snoring and then he scrunched up his nose and you felt a giggle leave your mouth.

Sighing you moved his arm off of you and kissed his cheek before getting off the bed and trudging towards the bathroom. Once you were done getting ready you walked out of the bathroom, your hands behind your neck fastening a necklace clasp, when you felt arms wrap around your waist and felt someone's breath on your neck.

"Oh so are you finally up?" You asked as you looked at your still sleepy husband over your shoulder in the mirror.

"Mmmm," he groaned out and you smiled when you saw his eyes closed meaning he was probably going back to sleep.

You patted his arm and then turned around, wrapping your arms around his neck. "What do you have planned today?"

"Nothing, I was just planning on staying with you and snuggling all day."

"Well, I would love that," you smiled widely as you paused, "but I can't. I have to go run errands today."

He pouted and groaned as he sat on the bed and pulled you towards him, laying his head on your stomach. You smiled and rubbed your hands through his hair.

"You can come with me if you want, I definitely wouldn't mind your company."

His head snapped up to you and a wide smile covered his face as a look of hope crossed his features. "Really?!"

"Of course," you said gently as you patted his head then turned and walked towards the bedroom door. "Just go ahead and get ready, I'll start making breakfast."

~Is the falling sunlight only shining on me? Can I be this happy? You call my name and you lean on my shoulder. Is the sky's sunlight only shining on you? Can you be that dazzling? So lucky, my love~

"Jaaggiiyyaa~ I'm ready!" Baekhyun yelled out as he walked into the kitchen, making you cover your ears quickly.

"Jeez, keep it down. Inside voice! How many times do I have to tell you that?"

He chuckled and leaned down to kiss your cheek, "Mianhae. Oooh pancakes for breakfast? Yum!"

You chuckled as he sat down across from you and started to eat, moaning and mumbling about how good it was. Standing you walked to the sink and started to wash the dishes absentmindedly talking with Byun about what we were going to get and where we'd stop to eat lunch while we were out.

You glanced over your shoulder after Baekhyun had been silent for a few minutes only to find the table unoccupied and the kitchen empty, leaving only his now empty plate and glass on the table. Shaking your head you grabbed then and then started to was those as well setting them in the drying rack when they were done.

"Byun?" You called out as you stepped from the kitchen and glanced around, trying to find your husband. 

As you passed the living room you saw Baekhyun from the corner of your eye standing by the shelf underneath the tv [it's like a mantle]. You leaned against the archway and watched as he smiled softly at a picture frame he held in his hands.

"Byun? What are you looking at that has you smiling like that?" You teased as you stepped closer to him.

~We smile brightly in the photo, we’re a perfect harmony. I think I’m a lucky guy, it’s so good like we’re in a fairy tale of our dreams. Oh my god, it’s the best thing to hear. Her voice melts me like ice cream. She is picture perfect~

He turned his head towards you and smiled widely as he held the frame up to let you see the picture. You smiled and walked closer when you saw it was the one you both had taken when he proposed to you, the night you still remember clearly even though it was years ago.

"I still remember every little detail about that night," he told you as he wrapped his arms around your waist and laid his chin on your shoulder.

"Me too."

You could tell he was smiling, which just made you smile wider, and sighed in content relaxing into his hold as he started to sway the both of you gently back and forth.

"I would never change a single day. Not a single fight or any minute that I had to be without you, because every fight and every single second I spent without was made me love you so much more."

You turned and laid your hands on his shoulders, "Neither would I."

"I love you, Mrs. Byun."

You laughed and laid your forehead against his, "I love you too."

"Forever, right?"

"Yup, forever."

~Because you’re my first, Because this song is about you. I’m smiling like this, so only you can see, are you looking at me right now? I have a new dream, it’s to be one a better man. Because your eyes that look at me make me run once again more than anything else. So lucky, my love. So lucky to have you. So lucky to be your love, I am. hmm~

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I am literally cringing from my cheesiness x'D

Okay sooo~~~ I may have been totally cheating on my favorite groups with SNUPER, because they just quickly took over my number one spot. Like I really loved them before but I've just been watching their videos non-stop and they've quickly stolen ma heart. They're so adorable and sweet and and and....~~~~

Eyes, Nose, Lips(Johnny- NCT)

This one is going to seem short because I'm not adding lyrics to this one, that's why!

Honestly though, 눈, 코, 입(Eyes, Nose, Lips) is still one of my all-time favorite songs ever. His voice in it is just...mezmerizing....

Requested by: lolamahone

"Good morning, baby."

You smiled when you felt arms wrap around your waist and you snuggled back into the warmth of your boyfriend, "Good morning."

"Ugh," your friend said as she rolled her eyes, "Please don't do that crap this morning. You guys are so cute it makes me want to throw up."

You both laughed at her and you hit her arm, "Be nice."

"This is me being nice." She told you as she stuck her tongue out at you, you quickly copying her.

"Come on," Johnny said as he kept an arm around your waist and started to walk to the building. "Class will start before too long."

"Ugh, thank everything holy that today is our last day that we have to be in this hell hole."

You laughed at her and then looked to Johnny only to see him staring at the ground as he walked with his eyebrows drawn together. You bumped him lightly with your shoulder and questioned, "You okay?"

"Hm? Oh yeah I'm alright. Just thinking."

"'Bout what?"

"Nothing, I'll tell you later."

"Oh, okay."

You didn't question him anymore, sensing that he didn't want to talk about it, and headed after him inside the school building you and f/n excited about it being the last day while Johnny kept quiet with a blank face. There was something wrong but you knew already not to push it when he told you that he'd tell you later, and he would because he always did. You were just worried for him and didn't want him to be sad on you guys' very last day of school life.

*Time Skip to after school*

"Yes!!! We're finished!!!!" F/n cried out as she threw her arms in the air and did her excited dance. 

You smiled slightly and looked around worriedly, nervous since you hadn't seen Johnny since he kissed your cheek and left for his own class. He had never shown at the lunch table and no one who you asked had seen him and it all worried you. You were extremely worried because you didn't know if something had happened or if he had just gotten sick, you were hoping that neither was true. The look of pain that was on his face this morning after f/n had mentioned about it being the last day of school popped back into your head and you thought over the possibilities that it might be.

"Hey," f/n asked as she turned back towards you and tilted her head, "Is Johnny going to be gone this whole summer as well?"

"What?"

"You know, he always goes out of the country to 'visit family' during the summer. Is he doing that again this summer? Because I was hoping that we could do a double date."

Your eyebrows drew together and you quickly brought your phone out, "Hey I'll talk to you later. I'm gonna swing by his house before I head home."

"Alright, see you later!" She called out as you hurried off down the street towards your boyfriend's house. 

You tried calling him but neither times he picked up so you put your phone away and started to race to his house, suddenly getting a growing pit in the bottom off your gut which you knew wasn't a good sign. Your gut feelings had always been right and you knew that if something bad was happening you wouldn't forgive yourself for not seeing him.

Out of breath, you reached his house and set your palms on your knees as you caught your breath. With relief you noticed that all cars were in the driveway and headed up to the front door to knock, your stomach doing somersaults. The door opened and you smiled brightly as his mother's face gently smiled back at you.

"Hello, y/n dear."

"Hi, Mrs. Seo. Is Johnny home?"

"Hm? Oh yeah, he's up in his room packing."

Your smile dropped from your face and your face went blank, "Pa-Packing?"

"A-ah, he hasn't told you yet." Her expression turned into one of worry and she motioned for you to come in as she patted your shoulder. "Why don't you go and talk to him sweetheart."

"Alright, thanks." You said before hurrying down the hall and towards Johnny's room, where you heard music playing softly through the door. 

You paused and brought your ear closer to the door, a smile crossing your face when you realized he was playing the song you both first met at. Knocking softly on the door you cracked it open and tried hard to ignore all the boxes scattered around the room, instead focusing all your attention on the lone figure sitting on the bed with his back facing you.

"Hey," you told him softly before sinking down onto the bed beside him and grabbing ahold of his hand. "Wanna talk now?"

With surprise you heard a sniffle and looked up with widened eyes when you saw tears falling from his eyes. You brought a hand up and wiped them away before bringing his head to your shoulder and rubbing his back. "It's alright," you said trying to comfort, "It's okay. Go ahead and cry."

"No," he said his voice muffled from being pressed against your shirt, "It's not a manly thing to do."

"Well, I think that only a real man cries." You joked, succeeding when you heard him let out a laugh.

He sat up and wiped his eyes with his jacket sleeves before turning to you and laying a palm on your cheek. "Don't hate me when I tell you."

"I don't think I could ever hate you." You told him, knowing it was the truth.

"I love you, y/n. Please remember that. No matter what happens that won't change." You nodded and stayed silent so he could finish his sentence before he wimped out. "I-I'm leaving...for Seoul."

"Like every summer?"

Slowly he shook his head and sighed before bringing his face to his palms, his elbows now resting on his knees. "For good. I can't visit, I have to go and finish training. I haven't been visiting family, for the past couple of summers I've been going to Seoul and training to debut in a group."

You mind was blank and you had no clue how you were supposed to react. "Wh-What?"

He enclosed your hands in his own and looked you straight in the eyes, "I won't be able to come to visit for a long time. I won't be able to see you or even talk to you. I'm so sorry, y/n, but I have to en-"

"No!" You cried out as you tore your hands from his own and stood from the bed. Tears were threatening to fall from your eyes and you faced him, your chest heaving from the heavy breaths you were taking to calm yourself. "After five years you're going to do this to me?! You've known that you would leave for years and you're just now telling me?! Was this some game to you?!?! I love you and you never even bothered to tell me that you'd be leaving!"

Tears were now pouring from your eyes as you yelled in frustration and you noticed tears also falling from his eyes. "It's not like that, y/n."

You shook your head in denial and walked backwards away from him, "Please tell me this is all some kind of sick joke. Plea-Please."

Johnny jumped from the bed quickly and caught you as your knees gave away, and falling to the floor he knelt there and held you to his chest letting you cry and yell out. He stayed still as you hit his chest in frustration and anger, knowing that that was what you needed to stay calm or you'd explode.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry baby." He told you softly through soft sobs as he kissed your forehead and rocked slightly. "I'm so sorry."

"Don't say sorry," you said. "Just don't leave me. Don't tell me we're over. Please."

Third Person POV:

Y/n stayed in Johnny's arms for the rest of evening until she got up and was able to talk to him sensibly. She was still upset but she realized the sad truth of it all, what she knew from the very moment he told her, that this was his dream and he needed to live it. If he didn't,  if she was the reason he didn't, she'd hate herself and she didn't want him to stay because of her.

"Go," she told him softly holding back the rest of her tears, "And make it big. Achieve your dream Johnny."

"Baby-"

"No, I'm serious. I had no right to yell at you. This is your dream and I'm not going to be the one to ruin it for you, so go and live it. Just remember me, remember that I love you with all my heart because I'll never forget you. And maybe when I'll come to one of your concerts or something."

He let out a laugh and hugged you close to him, "I love you."

"I love you too," she said before they shared one last kiss and she walked away. Let him leave to live his dream.

She was true to her word though, the next few years she never forgot him and yeah she'd moved on but she still loved him. 

5 Years Later:

"Y/n, are you ready for rehearsal?"

"Hm? Oh yeah, just a bit nervous." You admitted as you looked to your manager.

She laughed and put her arm around your shoulders, "It's alright. You have every right to be nervous, it's your first time that you'll be going on a show before your debut."

"Yeah. Hey, did you ever find out who I'm going to be doing the duet with?"

"Uhm, yes but you just made me forget. Oh crap, what was that boys name." 

She trailed off as she mumbled to herself in frustration, making you laugh as you guys rounded the corner and the recording room came into view. You felt butterflies in your stomach and stopped in your tracks before turning to your manager. 

"What if my partner doesn't like me? What if I don't like hi-"

"Youngho!"

Your heart dropped to your stomach at the ever so familiar name. "What?"

"That's the boy's name! Youngho! I don't remember his last name though," she pouted as she realized.

You smiled and shook your head, "How did you ever become a manager?"

"Oh hush! Now, go on in before they decide to kick you off for being late."

"Yes ma'am!"

You both giggled as you opened the door and stepped inside, instantly stopping when you heard the familiar voice that was drifting through the speakers. "Should I do this part like this?" It asked the man behind the booth who turned to us as we walked in.

You still weren't able to see inside the recording booth and smiled as the man introduced himself to you. "Y/n," you told him in return as you bowed your head.

"Well, your partner is in there and ready to practice. You all ready?"

Nodding nervously you followed the path to the door behind the man and kept your gaze on your feet as you stepped inside. "Johnny, this is y/n."

You didn't hear anything so you decided to risk it and you glanced at him. Johnny was frozen on the stool he was sitting on and staring at you with wide eyes, an emotion swirling in them you couldn't recognize. You brought your gaze back down to your feet when you felt tears rise and ignored the throbbing pain in your chest. 

"Y-Y/n?"

"Hi," you said softly as the man looked between the both of us with confusion.

"You two already know each other?"

"Yeah we lived in the same area growing up," Johnny said quickly making your heart break even more.

"Oh, well isn't that neat? Must be fate," he said before walking out of the booth and shutting the door behind him.

You stayed silent and sat on the stool beside Johnny's putting your headphones on and getting ready to sing.

Halfway through the song:

Love you, loved you. I must have not been enough. Maybe I could see you just once by coincidence. Everyday I grow restless, everything about you is becoming faint. You smile back in our pictures, unknowing of our approaching farewell. 

Johnny looked over at you as tears welled once again in your eyes yet you blinked them away. You wouldn't let him see you cry, not again. You knew it would hurt him more if you did cry so you held it in for his sake.

My selfishness that couldn’t let you go turned into an obsession that imprisoned you. Were you hurt because of me? You sit silently. Why am I a fool, why can’t I forget you. You’re already gone.

You glanced over at him as he sang his part, emotion filling his voice and making him sound even better. Is it also fate that they chose this song? You thought to yourself as you got ready to harmonize with him.

Your eyes, nose, lips. Your touch that used to touch me, to the ends of your fingertips. I can still feel you but like a burnt out flame, burnt and destroyed all of our love. It hurts so much, but now I’ll call you a memory. 

Johnny stopped singing and your eyes widened when you saw something roll down his cheek. 

Your black eyes that only saw me, your nose that held the sweetest breath, your lips that whispered ‘I love you, I love you’… I…Your eyes, nose, lips. Your touch that used to touch me, to the ends of your fingertips. I can still feel you but like a burnt out flame, burnt and destroyed all of our love. It hurts so much, but now I’ll call you a memory 

You and Johnny finished the song by harmonizing perfectly and holding back your emotions. The man and your manager clapped and you looked to see tears in her eyes. 

"That was beautiful," the man said as you and Johnny took off your headphones and walked out of the booth. "You guys perform like that on the stage and you'll get a lot of positive feedback."

You thanked him and asked for a break before heading out of the room and towards the closest hallway, wanting to give yourself some time to collect yourself. Thankfully the man had started to talk to Johnny so he'd be preoccupied with talking to him that he wouldn't notice you leaving.

"Hey," you heard a voice say softly making you jump from the wall in surprise.

"You scared me," you told Johnny as a small smile crossed his face.

"Sorry."

You both were silent and you didn't move until you heard your manager calling for you. "Coming!" You called back as you started past Johnny and back towards the room. 

Only to be stopped when he wrapped his arms around your waist and rested his forehead on your shoulder. You felt wetness touch your shoulder and knew he was crying, your own heart breaking at the thought.

"Johnny, please don't do this."

"I'm sorry. I didn't realize how much I missed you until you walked into that room. Gosh, I missed you so much baby. I missed hugging you and kissing you good morning." He paused to collect his breath, his sobs starting to get the best of him. "I missed you so much. I still love you, y/n."

Your heart stopped and you closed your eyes as you heard the words you hadn't realized you'd been wanting to hear. "Johnny, we can't."

"I know," he said before detaching himself from you, "I didn't know you wanted to become an idol."

"I didn't either, I was street casted."

"Oh, well they chose right." He said with a smile as he ran a finger along your cheek. "Maybe in a few more years we'll be able to be together again. Would you wait for me?"

Your heart broke, yet you didn't know if it was from pure happiness that you felt or the heartbreak of having to wait more years. "I'd wait for you forever."

He smiled and pulled you into his arms, giving you a hug that you were thankful to sink into.

Chivalry Is Dead(Sungjae- BTOB)

Requested by: NandosJustBecause

~Girl, just let your hair down. Let's paint the whole town. Life is our playground, yeah. But I'm not a kid no more so I must open doors and make you feel like the lady you are. My momma raised me to be classy, not flashy. I'm happy to please you though I can tell that's not what you're used to~

"Sungjae-ah~" You called out as you sat across from your friend in the little cafe. "What did you want to talk about? It sounded urgent, is everything okay?"

"Hm? Oh, yeah of course."

Your eyebrows drew together and you looked at him confused. "You sure?"

"Yeah," he awkwardly laughed as he looked away. "Hey, you want to go out tonight?"

"Sure, what did you have in mind? A movie?"

"Uh, no not exactly. I was thinking more like dinner?"

"Okay, pick me up at 6 okay?"

"Alright, I'll see you then. Wait a minute, where are you going?"

"Huh? Oh, I got called into work to cover w/n for a couple hours but you called and you sounded like you were upset so I came to make sure you were alright."

He was silent for a few minutes before clearing his throat and looking down at the table top, a faint red covering his  cheeks. Your mouth dropped open slightly and you started to smirk. "Well well well, are you blushing Sungjae? I mean, is the Yook Sungjae blushing?!" You leaned forward and poked at his cheeks, teasing him.

He hit your hand away and pouted over at you, "Yah! Stop that!"

You laughed and stood from the table, "Arasso~ I'll see you later alright? 6, remember that."

"Alright, see you later."

"Bye~"

Sungjae watched you walked out of the door and disappear down the street, the whole time mentally scolding himself on almost giving everything away. Tonight, he thought to himself, tonight I'll tell her everything. Tonight, everything changes.

~And they say (They say) chivalry is dead (Dead, Dead) Girl, let a real man pick up the slack and treat you with respect, yeah. And you don't have to love me, love me, love me. You don't have to love me, love me, love me. Just 'cause I'm a gentleman don't mean I ain't taking you to bed~

You finished straightening your last strand of hair and looked yourself over once more before smiling to yourself and heading downstairs to wait for Sungjae. Luckily, as soon as you stepped into the kitchen you heard a knock on your door.

"Coming!" You called out as you walked to the front door and opened it, grabbing your coat and keys. "Hey," you said as you smiled at Sungjae.

"Hey, you look pret...ty nice." He cleared his throat and looked away with wide eyes, making you laugh and grab a hold of his arm. 

"Thank you. You look handsome yourself."

You smiled and held back a laugh when you saw redness cover his cheeks, tightening your grip on his arm slightly and stepping closer to him. 

"You sure are doing that a lot lately," you said trailing off as he surprised you and opened your door. "Thanks."

He nodded and walked quickly over to his side of the car and got in, "Doing what?"

"Blushing."

"I-I haven't been blushing, you're just seeing things."

"Really? You're going to use that as an excuse?"

"I-It's not an excuse!"

You shook your head and looked out the window watching the scenery go by and enjoying being able to come out and spend time with Sungjae. 

"We're here," he said softly as he shut the car off and opened his door hurrying around to your side to open your door for you.

"Thanks again," you said as your eyebrows drew together from his odd behaviour.

He set a hand on your back as you guys walked into the restaurant and you studied him closely as he held the door open for you, making his eyes widen and he quickly brought his free hand up to his face.

"What? Is there something on my face?"

You walked closer and set your hand on his forehead, "You're not feeling sick today, right?"

"Of course not, I feel fine. Why?"

"Yeah, you opened the car door for me and now your holding this door open for me. You've never acted like this before."

"Oh, well do you not like it?"

You pursed your lips and walked through the doorway, "I never said that. Thank you."

~Ahhh, baby let me buy your meals. I see you're head over heels. I feel like you deserve it. There's no pressure, we can do whatever makes you comfortable, yeah. I could float your boat. If you're cold take my coat. I'll sing a music note from a song that I just wrote. Girl, just take my hand and let me be your man, though that's not what you're used to~

"Oh, wait y/n." Sungjae rushed out as he hurried in front of me and pulled out my chair. "Here you go."

"Oh, uhm thank you...Sungjae-ah."

You bent your legs and fell into the chair when it hit the back of your knees hard. "Umpf!"

"Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry! I thought you were already on the chair!"

You looked at his panicking expression with wide eyes before you started to laugh, making him stop and stare at you. "O-Oh my gosh, Sungjae. It's alright! Hahaha."

He sat in his seat and watched you with a soft smile on his face, "Mian."

"Will you stop apologizing? Come on, I want to hang out with fun Sungjae tonight. I want my Sungjae not someone who opens every door for me and no matter how nice it is, I don't like you pulling my chair out. It all makes me feel helpless. Besides, you know what I love best about you?"

He shook his head and laid his chin on his palm, watching you with a gentle look in his eyes.

"I miss how you were always messing around and," you stopped and looked down at your hand, suddenly too embarrassed to finish your sentence.

"What?" He asked, his interest suddenly piqued.

You sighed and looked him straight in the eye, "And I don't like you doing all this stuff for me because it makes me feel like you don't need my help anymore. Usually when we hang out I'm doing little things for you and that makes me happy, but-"

"Hey, I'm sorry." He grabbed your hand and rubbed his thumb over the back. "I didn't know you felt that way. I just- I wanted tonight to be perfect because I have something very important that I wanted to tell you. So I thought that me  being the perfect gentleman would just make everything go more smoothly but it's just made you look at me as if I'm some weird alien."

"What did you want to tell me?"

His smile fell and he looked to me with a blank face, "What?"

"The...question? That you wanted to ask me? What was it? Ask me now."

He stayed silent and still and you stayed quiet waiting for him to ask the question, but slightly getting worried when he just kept opening and closing his mouth. "Hey, uhm, ignore that. You don't have to tell me, it's alright."

He closed his eyes and shook his head, "No it's not! Okay!" He shouted out, making your eyes widen then he looked down to his plate and raised his closed fist slightly in the air while he whispered, "Sungjae fighting!" 

You laughed and covered your mouth to hide your smile. There's my Sungjae, you thought to yourself.

"Okay, y/n I want you to listen until the very end with no interruptions." You nodded your agreement and smiled in encouragement. "Y/n, I like you."

~And they say chivalry is dead (Dead, Dead) Girl, let a real man pick up the slack and treat you with respect, yeah. And you don't have to love me, love me, love me. You don't have to love me, love me, love me. Just 'cause I'm a gentleman don't mean I ain't taking you to bed~

Your eyes widened and your mouth slightly opened but he continued without looking away. 

"No, that's not true. I love you. I love you more than a friend and I don't think I can keep it to myself any longer. I know that tonight probably hasn't been the most romantic evenings but I wanted to make it as special as I could because I love you and you deserve so much more than this. Now, I know how you feel and I completely understand that you don't return my feelings, I accepted that fact already. But this isn't a simple fling that I can stop, you're my only one and I don't want another."

You felt tears rise in your eyes and quickly brought a hand up to wipe them away, not wanting him to see you crying. "Su-Sungjae, that's j-"

"Don't it's okay. And please don't cry, you know I hate it when you cry. I'm so sorry."

"No, I'm not crying because of you. Wha-What you said, that's true?"

He smiled softly at you and stood from his chair, walking closer to you until he was kneeling in front of you. Taking your hand in his own he smiled up at you and squeezed your hand gently, "I meant every word."

"Is-Isn't now the time when you ask me to be your girlfriend? I mean you're already on your knee, so..~"

He laughed and laid his forehead on your hand, "Is that you saying you accept my feelings?"

"That's me telling you to hurry up and kiss me," you said as you laughed along with him and smiled widely as he brought his head towards your own.

Leaning in you closed your eyes and felt your heart flutter when his lips touched your own. It was exactly how you'd always imagined it, no it was better and you couldn't have been happier. Pulling back you bit your lip to hold in your squeal and smiled when he looked at you and let a goofy smile cover his face.

"Thank you," he said quietly which you almost missed.

"For what?" You asked him confused not sure what he was thanking you for.

"Accepting my feelings and not laughing at me."

"Psh, shouldn't you know me by now? Even if I didn't return your feelings I wouldn't have ever laughed at you."

"I know I know, just my insecurities getting the best of me."

"Hey," you said as you cupped his face. 

"What?"

"I still expect you to open the doors for me, that was nice."

He laughed and laid his forehead against your own, making you laugh along with him and smile from the extreme happiness that was flowing through you.

~That's just how you treat a lady, treat a lady, treat a lady. Treat a lady, treat a lady, treat a lady. Dadadadadum, That's just how you treat a lady, treat a lady, treat a lady. Treat a lady, treat a lady, treat a lady. Dadadadadum. And they say chivalry is dead (Dead, Dead) Girl, let a real man pick up the slack and treat you with respect, yeah. And you don't have to love me, love me, love me. You don't have to love me, love me, love me. Just 'cause I'm a gentleman don't mean I ain't taking you to bed. And they say chivalry is dead (Dead, dead)~

You are so Beautiful(Hyungwon-Monsta X)

WOOO!! FINALLY!!! MONSTA X!!!

Requested by: shiori

~You keep asking, you always want to check. I tell you the same things every day. I tell you but why do you keep asking? My lips are drying, cold sweat drips down. You know the answer but the words you wanna hear, the words you wanna hear, the words that test me~

You laid your chin on your palm and sighed as you watched the wind blow the trees outside, wanting to be out there instead of being stuck inside school. School was always awful, with the kids and their drama and the new gossip of the day, you hated it all. What made it even worse for you was that you felt yourself being judged by everyone every single day and your low self confidence didn't help at all.

"Hey, y/n." Hyungwon, your boyfriend, said before kissing your cheek and taking the empty seat beside you. 

You pouted and looked over at him, wondering how exactly you were ever able to get someone so handsome to be your boyfriend. "Oppa, do I look okay today?"

Hyungwon rolled his eyes and shook his head, "You always look perfect. Why do you ask me that everyday?"

"Because your opinion is important to me," you said as you looked away frustrated.

"Mianhae, I just wish you'd finally see yourself the way I see you. You look even more beautiful than when I last saw you. I don't know how you do it."

"Oppa, you're just saying that because I'm your girlfriend right?"

He sighed and leaned his head back to look up at the ceiling, "No actually I wasn't. Y/n, please just don't ask me that again okay? I've already told you that you look beautiful today. Believe me okay?"

You didn't answer him and turned back to the window deciding it would be better to take your attention away from the subject. Hyungwon always got so frustrated at you whenever you asked him that but you were being honest when you told him that his opinion mattered. You felt that since he was so handsome that you needed to look your best everyday, that's why you always asked him what he thought. Although you knew that he'd never straight up tell you that you looked bad so you actually didn't know why you kept asking him, you knew you could probably ask someone else at the school but you weren't sure you'd get the honest truth. A lot of the girls at the school were very jealous of you since you were with Hyungwon and it made you extremely nervous.

~You’re so beautiful, you’re beautiful. Why don’t you believe me? I tell you and tell you but you still look mad. You’re quiet these days now I’m nervous. It’s the same quiz every day. The same game, I’m always it~

After class had ended you stayed in your seat while everyone walked around the room to talk to their friends or go to their lockers. Hyungwon got up and started talking with his friends before realizing that you had not moved. His eyebrows drew together when he saw you staring out the window with that same blank look on your face and no matter how many times someone called your name you ignored them.

"Looks like you've got some girl drama to work out," one of Hyungwon's friends teased as he patted his shoulder.

"Yeah, I'll talk to you guys later." He said before walking back over to the desk and retaking his seat. "Y/n, everything okay?"

He got no response of course and was surprised when you didn't even bat an eye. Something was seriously wrong, that he knew, but he didn't know what exactly. He looked over you and wondered if there was something he should have noticed but didn't yet he couldn't see anything that looked any different from yesterday.

"Jagi, are you okay?" He laid his hand on your forehead and his forehead creased when you didn't feel like you were burning with a fever. "Seriously, what's going on?"

"Jagi~" He tried waving his hand in front of your face a few times yet still had the same result, nothing. He sighed and turned back towards his friends who were beckoning him over. "I'm gonna go over there with the guys."

He walked away from you and sat down with his friends, glancing over your way every now and then and noticing how not one person ever went to go see if you were okay. Hyungwon didn't know that you weren't friends with anyone though, he thought that everyone loved you because he honestly couldn't believe that anyone could hate you. 

"So, is y/n alright?" Jooheon, his closest friend there, asked him quietly as he looked over at your figure.

"I'm not sure, I tried figuring out what was wrong with her but she wouldn't talk to me."

"Hmm, maybe something's going on at home?"

"I don't know."

~Did you change your hair? Did you do your nails? I can’t figure it out. The words you wanna hear, the words you wanna hear, is there no hint? You’re so beautiful, you’re beautiful. Why don’t you believe me? I tell you and tell you but you still look mad~

Hyungwon, back in his seat beside you, decided not to bother you anymore and so for the next three classes while you sat in your seat he sat in his and neither of you spoke. When the class ended and you had to get your stuff together, you staying behind to clean up, you stood quickly and walked out of the room deciding to get some air while everyone left. So, sitting on the stairs outside of the building you watched as your boyfriend started his way home with his group of friends and you felt tears rise in your eyes.

You knew you didn't have a right to feel upset, it was your own fault really for pushing him away, but you couldn't help but feeling your heart break.

"What's wrong?" A voice asked suddenly from beside you making you swing around quickly and place your hand on your chest.

"Geez, Jooheon you scared the crap out of me."

He laughed and took a seat beside you on the steps, joining you in looking out over the kids going home. "So, are you going to tell me or make me guess?"

"Nothing's wrong," you said as you stood up and brushed your [A/n: okay this is taking place in korea and I have absolutely zero knowledge except from dramas about school life soo.. you're going to be wearing a uniform x'D Something I've never even worn x'D] skirt off and headed back inside. "See you tomorrow."

"Wait, I'll help you." He told you as he hurried after you.

You looked at him your eyebrows drawn together from confusion. "Why?"

"Because that's what friends do right? They help each other."

He said it so simply, as if it wasn't a huge deal, but you felt the tears rise in your eyes again. You didn't have any friends simply due to the fact that the hottest guy at school was going out with you. Jooheon looked over at you and started to panic when he saw tears falling from your eyes. 

"Uh- Ah- Did I say something wrong?"

You shook your head and laughed as you wiped under your eyes, "It was just a nice surprise when you called yourself my friend. I don't have any as you can see." You said as you gestured to the empty room. 

"What do you mean?"

"I mean I have no friends what so ever. Everyone hates me for dating Hyungwon and I can't tell you how many times I've been bullied and told to leave him alone."

"What?"

"Yeah," you said as you started to put the chairs up.

"Why haven't you told Hyungwon?"

"Because I don't want him to worry about me, I already worry him enough as it is. Besides maybe they're right, actually I know they are. I don't deserve him, but I don't want to let him go."

"Y/n!"

Your eyes widened and you turned around to see your boyfriend standing in the doorway with widened eyes. Crap, you thought to yourself as Jooheon excused himself and hurried out of the room.

~Just saying you’re beautiful is not enough for you. Baby, do I have to take my heart out for you to believe me? I really love you, I love you but why do you say that I’ve changed? You get mad, you get angry every day but even that is so lovable~

"Hyu-Hyungwon," you said dumbly. You were frozen, shocked from having him heard you and scared from how he would react.

He walked closer to you, his face blank from any emotion, and grabbed the chair that was in your hands setting in on the floor. He grabbed your hand and pulled you to his chest, wrapping his arm around your waist and holding you to him while he gently rubbed your head.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"Because I didn't want to worry you. And I didn't want you to get mad," you trailed off too nervous to finish your sentence.

"Is that all?" He asked as he pulled back and leaned down to stare into your face.

You paused then nodded, deciding that it would be better not to tell him your worse fears. He must have noticed your hesitation because he sighed and then sat down, pulling your waist for you to sit on his leg making your eyes widen. You tried to get up but it was futile since he just tightened his grip around your waist. His head rested on your shoulder and you felt something wet touch your shoulder.

You quickly looked down at the top of Hyungwon's head and softly asked, "Hyungwon? Ar-Are you crying?"

"Why didn't you tell me? Do you know how awful I feel now? I got mad at you for asking me that every day when you were being told that you weren't perfect or beautiful. Gosh I'm so stupid. Y/n...jagi, I'm so sorry."

"Op-Oppa, don't cry. It's not your fault. Please don't cry," you said as you cupped his face in your hands and wiped underneath his eyes. "Mianhae, I should've talked to you but I was scared that you'd agree with them and leave me. It-It was just a stupid assumption I'm sor-"

"Don't be sorry, there's nothing for you to be sorry about. I just hate that you felt like you couldn't talk to me about this."

"It's not like that! It's not that I couldn't talk to you, it's just that I was scared. You're the only person I have in my life and I didn't want to loose you."

A sad smile crossed his face and he brought a hand up to your cheek, bringing your face down to his. "I love you."

You felt tears rise in your eyes yet again and let out a laugh before laying your forehead against his. "I love you, too."

~Even if you ask me a hundred, no, a thousand times there’s always one answer. Yesterday, today and tomorrow you can ask but you’re the prettiest in the world~

Sunshine(B-Joo- TOPP DOGG)

Requested by: kookiewarrior

Yay!! Byungjoo!! [Add: Also someone please tell/comfort me that Ten is going to be in the next NCT comeback D'x and Hansol! And all the others they have locked away! And they need to let Mark take a break!]

~Uh it's been a long time. Can't take my eyes off you. Topp Dogg (I want you, want you, want you) When I space out all night cause I'm thinking of you. When I say you're pretty without even realizing. I felt it, I changed, something feels weird. I think I'm lovesick with you. When you slightly smile at me you're so dazzling, you shine down on me (You make me hot) I can't escape from you~

"Yah! Sanggyun! Get back here! Now!" You screamed while chasing after the boy who stole your phone. "I'm going to kill you! Come here!"

"Ahh! Hyung, hyung! Help!"

Sehyuk looked at the younger boy and shook his head, "You shouldn't have stole her phone."

Sanggyun was left staring after Sehyuk with his mouth open from surprise, leaving you the chance to run over and snatch your phone back and then punch his arm. "Oww! What the hell noona!"

"Hey, you're the one who stole my phone."

You walked back over to the couch and sat down, snuggling up to your boyfriend who had watched the whole thing with a smile on his face. He shrugged at the younger boy who was now looking at you with shock and then to his hyung with hurt.

"Hyung! Your girlfriend is mean!"

"No she's not, you took the phone you've gotta pay the consequences."

"Hyung!" Sanggyun shook his head and walked away muttering under his breath all the way into his room.

You felt a light kiss being placed on your head and looked up at Byungjoo who was smiling down at you. "Happy now?"

"Yeah," you smiled up at him and kissed his cheek. "Now, can we go somewhere?"

He let out a laugh and tightened his arm around your shoulder, "Where did you want to go?"

"Hmmmm, the park?"

"Alright, come on." He said as he stood up and held out a hand to you.

"Really?!"

"Mhm."

"Yay!" You grabbed his hand and dashed to the front door, pulling him along behind you.

~Let’s be together today, have fun. You make me elegant, Audrey Hepburn. I’m different from all those guys who just hit on you. You can treat me like a baby but we’re gonna move at a fast pace (so shine) How can you shine so much? You’re my perfect delight. My breath stops, beauty itself is you, sunshine. You’re my sunshine. You’re so dazzling, my sunshine. You’re the one, my Messiah~

You and Byungjoo were walking on the park trail hand in hand and just enjoying the nice breeze and beautiful scenery. You enjoyed being able to do little things like this with him since he was so busy you guys were usually never able to hang out, so whenever you got a chance to do something with him you always took it.

"I'm enjoying this," he said softly before turning and looking at you. "Being able to come out with you and just do something small like this."

You chuckled and squeezed his hand lightly, "Me too."

He stretched his arms above his head and then laid one gently one your shoulder, "I'm sorry."

"What for?"

"For being so busy all the time. I know it's not easy on you, it's definitely not easy for me."

"Don't worry about it," you told him as you pulled him closer, "I know you love what you do and for me that's the most important part. Besides it's not like I don't have a job myself."

"Ugh, that's right. It's not just my fault."

"Yah!" 

He laughed and dodged your hit before he started running towards the swings. You laughed and started to chase after him, still surprised yet unbelievably happy that your relationship could be like this.

~All of you is sunshine. Shine into my racing heart, come in, I wanna fill myself up with you. I want you more than yesterday. Sunshine sunshine like you like that. Like you like, like that (I want you, want you, want you) Like you like, like you like that, Like that (sunshine) Like you like, like that (I want you, want you, want you) Like you like, Like you like that (sunshine)~

You sat on the swing as Byungjoo stood behind you, lightly pushing you and then catching you and trying to kiss your cheek. You'd laugh and then push him away so you could swing forward again then repeat the process all over again. Overall you were having fun and to you that's all that mattered.

"Oppa! Oppa! Look!"

Byungjoo looked over in the direction you were pointing and you saw a smile grow on his face when he saw it as well. "Ice cream!"

He took off running, leaving you behind to jump from the swing and start racing after him. Sometimes you couldn't believe how child-like the both of you were but you also knew that neither of you would change a thing. Byungjoo had beat you to the ice cream truck but had patiently waited for you to catch up to him before grabbing your hand and ordering what you both wanted, then paying he handed you your ice cream and you both headed to a bench that sat facing a little pond.

"Remember not to eat your ice cream too fast or you'll get a-"

"Brainfreeze!" Byungjoo cried out as he held onto his head and squeezed his eyes shut.

You laughed at him then leaned over and rubbed his temple with one hand, instructing him to do the same, then letting go and finishing your ice cream. "I don't get how you still do that every time you get ice cream," you teased him as you laughed.

"I forget, it's too yummy to remember. I want to just finish it as soon as I taste it." He whined as he pouted and turned towards you.

"Awe, my poor Byungjoo-ah~"

You pat his cheek, smiling fondly, and waited until he finished his ice cream before standing and throwing the trash away. "Where do you want to go now? Back to the house?"

He shook his head fervently, "Nope I have somewhere to show you. Come on."

He took your hand and pulled you behind him as you stumbled to keep your feet underneath you. "Oppa? Where are we going?"

"You'll see."

~No matter how much I look at you, I don’t get sick of it. It’s so amazing, even your blank face looks so cute, I wanna see it again. I wanna poke your red cheeks, I wanna take a bite out of you, do you taste sweet? My heart flutters, my temperature is rising, rising. This weather goes well with you, babe nice weather. Your spectrum is broad, you look pretty with any style. Wait I wanna make a photograph for you, you’re hot. Sunshine let me take you to the restaurant (so shine)~

You looked at the building in front of you with a raised eyebrow and turned to Byungjoo, confused. "What are we doing here?"

"You said you wanted to see the new dance we're working on right?"

You gasped and grabbed ahold of his sleeve, "Really?! You're gonna show me?"

"Mhm, come on."

You cheered and quickly followed him into the studio, doing a little happy dance in your head and smiled happily when you stopped in front of the door to the practice room. Byungjoo smiled fondly at you and let out an amused laugh when you practically ran into the room.

"Come on! Hurry, I wanna see!"

"Why are you so excited?"

"Because besides you guys', I'll be the first person to see your performance. I've already listened to the song, which is amazing, and now I get to see the performance to go with it!"

He laughed and shook his head before heading over to the player[what the heck is it called?!] and told you to press play after he chose the song. He headed to the middle of the floor and after some stretching he nodded to you and you pressed play, watching as he got into position and started dancing. You always enjoyed watching him dance simply because he always made it look like it just flowed together. His dance skills just seemed to amaze you no matter how many times you watched him on the floor, and it never failed to make you proud that he was yours.

"How was that?" Byungjoo asked as he plopped down onto the floor beside you, laying back and turning his head to look at you.

"That was really good!" 

"You always say that jagi~" He said as he pouted and nudged your leg.

"Well, I always mean it. I always love watching you dance oppa, you're so good!"

~You spill out light, my perfect delight. My breath stops, you’re so dazzling, sunshine. You’re my sunshine. You’re so dazzling, my sunshine. You’re the one, my Messiah. All of you is sunshine. Shine into my racing heart, come in, I wanna fill myself up with you. I want you more than yesterday. Sunshine sunshine like you like that~

"You mean it?"

"Of course I do," you said as you poked his cheek. "Stop doubting yourself, you've always been so talented. I'm proud of you."

He smiled and sat up, leaning over and laying his hand on your cheek he kissed you. "Thank you, jagi. That means a lot to me."

You laid your forehead against his own and smiled in bliss, "I'm glad that you're in my life Byungjoo-ah."

"Me too, remind me to thank Jiho for introducing you to me."

You laughed and nodded along with him, "Yeah hard to believe that we're together because of him. Remember how we didn't even like each other when we first met?"

"Haha yeah, now I can't stop myself from loving you." You stopped and stared at him with a raised eyebrow, making him laugh. "What?"

"Too cheesy."

"What?! I didn't think that was cheesy?"

"Seriously?" You cleared your throat and put a dramatic look on your face as you imitated him. "Now I can't stop myself from loving you."

He laughed and pushed you over, "Yah don't be mean."

"Mian Mian."

He shook his head and stood up, holding his hand out for you to take. "Come on, it's getting late. Let's head back to the house."

"Yeah, I'm sure the others miss me."

"Probably, that's actually probably true. They always miss you more than they miss me. I don't get it," he said as he threw his arm over your shoulder and you guys walked away from the studio.

"If it's any consolation I always miss you when you're gone."

"Ha, thanks. I always miss you too," he told you softly before leaning over and kissing your cheek. "We got cheesy again didn't we?"

You laughed and bumped your hip into his. "Yeah, but it's okay."

~Your sunshine fills my clear heart. When I color myself with you my world is done, yeah. I don’t want nobody. If it’s you, I won’t get sick of saying these things. Even though there’s a lot of pretty girls I can’t take my eyes off of you. When I said hi to you, I’ll be honest. Can I come inside? You’re my sunshine. You’re so dazzling, my sunshine. You’re the one my Messiah. All of you is sunshine. Shine into my racing heart so I won’t get lost on my way to you. Tomorrow, I’ll want you more than today. Sunshine like you like that Like you like, like that (I want you, want you, want you) Like you like, like you like that, Like that (sunshine) Like you like, like that (I want you, want you, want you) Like you like, Like you like that (sunshine)~

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KILL 

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I am SO sorry that this was so bad D'x Honestly i cannot call myself a good author from writing this imagine. This just sucks! D'x I'm so sorry! 

Have a good day/night though you guys! I love you! D;x ♥♥

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Also, Yang Yoseob is stealing my heart! ♥♥♥ Like just look at this adorable handsome little fluff

Yoseob

he's so cute

    puppy with a puppy

hearteu

amazing selfies...

yet he does something like this....

He's soooo cute D'x aiya I can't help it D'x omo~~~ Someone halp me! He's stealing ma heart!! D'x