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“which book should i read next?” i contemplate, ignoring the massive piles of assignments i need to finish

A little comfort, a long way | jjk

A little comfort Drabble for a bad day 💗

Pairing: Jungkook x reader

Genre: fluff

Word Count: 1.2k

a/n: the poetry in this Drabble is one I wrote a long time ago and thought to include it, please don’t publish it/ copy it without my permission. I hope you feel okay if you are indeed having a bad day. Take care 💕 Also please ignore any mistakes if there are any, I wrote this in an hour. Another mediocre banner by yours truly :D

The moonlight poured in through the windows, the soft pitter-patter of rain mixing with the old Beatles song playing on the record player producing a soothing cacophony that reached your small curled up self on the bed. Muscles utterly taxed, mind constantly fighting a battle inside. You were beyond exhausted, completely spent on your shared bed watching the scene outside your window. The rain just a reflection of your turmoil inside, the sky crying for you when you couldn’t bring yourself to. And suddenly a few lines of poetry knocked inside your head, waiting to be rushed in and felt by the heart.

“Perhaps, I don’t always make the clouds cry,

Maybe the world awaits my beat,

Perhaps the river awaits my push for I show it places", Rain thought.

But,

Streaks of gold broke the sky apart

And light gushed in.

Seven colours crowned the broken sky,

Broken, unhappy sky

Its clouds were separated

It’s Dancing patrons parted.

The ground swallowed the last of the rain drops.

Doors opened, smiles filled the air as people saw the scene before them.

Happy,

For the world always falls for the one who outshines

The darkness of something so capable and bright.

And although the sun may speak a dazzling story,

The universe will always mourn

For the last dew drops on the leaf.

Your mind was swirling with thoughts, remembering the lines. How unfair it is, how cruel the world can be, how much you felt for the rain thinking about it. But before your sudden melancholia could exacerbate any further, you heard the sound of the front door clicking open. “YN,I’m home.” Jungkook's voice grounding you back to earth. You heard the shuffling of feet coming upstairs, but you didn't move, lying listless on the bed, every fibre in your body aching with exhaustion. It was quite late, and you knew he was tired as well, after spending an entire day at the studio.

He saw your lying figure on the bed turned away from him. He knew something was wrong from the way the sad Beatles song was playing, to the way a thick book of poetry- opened to Edgar Allan Poe’s Alone was lying near you. “Something wrong baby?” His velvety voice calming like the sea.

You turned around, forcing a smile on your face as you regarded him, messy locks falling on his forehead, tattoos on full display, concerned eyes locking with yours. He knew how hard it is for you to let him in during moments like these, having been on your own a long time. People were there, but you’d kept your problems to yourself. Giving yourself time and letting you nurse yourself back to convention. He knew you were shutting him off from the way your eyes beseeched him to understand without words. You’ll tell him when you’re ready to talk about it. “Nothing’s wrong. How was your day?” He heard your small voice, lips curving up for a small smile that came naturally every time he came home to you, clearly unonvinced on the matter. “I’m so tired, we were in the studio the entire day. What about you?” He moved towards your side of the bed, sitting on your edge, fingers caressing your hair. You leaned towards his touch, “I- I’m just so ..”

“Tired of everything?” You nodded, a gratifying feeling in your chest as he understood how you were feeling. “I knew from the second I walked into this room that something was wrong. From the long and winding road to this massive book of sad poetry.” He pointed towards the heavy tome lying open on the bed. You moved your mouth to speak but he hushed you. “It’s okay. You’re allowed to feel like this.”

“I dont want you think I'm sad, I could never be, I have you.” You took his other hand in yours and kissed his knuckles lightly.

“I know baby, but you also seem really taxed, did something happen?” He watched you take a deep breath before speaking.

“I’m just so sick of everything you know? Same old routine that now feels like a rut, work that I enjoyed now irks me, music that I felt in my heart now annoys me. I just- I dont know.” Even if you couldn’t put it into words, he still understood your pain. It was one of the many things you loved about him. And seeing you like this only made his heart yearn for you more, to keep you close, make you feel like you’re understood.

“I know we haven’t been able to spend a lot of time together lately, our jobs demand a lot from us, but baby you need to take a break too. You work until you burn out and hate everything. Then you take a day to wallow in self pity and you go back to hustling again. This is a constant cycle Yn and you need to understand that till the time you don't break it, you’ll continue to feel this way again and again until you snap.” You know he was right. But it was easier said than done.

“I know that kook.. I just..I’m not sure what to do. This is how I function.”

He you pulled from the bed and onto his lap, your hands automatically intertwining around his neck. He rubbed your back pacifyingly, practically cooing at your small figure like a baby.

“The only reason I let you burn yourself so much is because I know you’re a strong girl who’ll jump back up. But this is too much Yn, I can’t keep watching you break yourself like this even if you get back up. You have to break this cycle baby, why work so much when its only breaking you hmm? Take breaks, eat your favourite food more often, laugh at the memes I send you and God read happy poetry for once" he rolled his eyes playfully at the last part and you laughed a little at that. "Try making some time for yourself too Yn even if we’re in a relationship. You’ll lose yourself like this.” The low timbre of his voice along with the sweet, warm way he was holding you made you look deep into his dark eyes. You smiled softly at him before asking, "When did this bunny become so wise?"

"Since the girl he loves, works too hard to take care of herself." He smiled back at you, your chest fluttering with butterflies when it was filled with a dark feeling not minutes ago. He bent his head down to kiss you softly, lips massaging yours reassuringly, trying to take your tiredness away. It was a heavenly feeling, to be in his arms while the rain softly pours down, the somber music only hightening the intensity of the moment. And when you laid in bed that night, Jungkook caressed your hair with his nimble fingers and you ran soothing touches on his arm. Asking him to tell you the details of his day. He said something that night while comforting you, that you knew would satiate the ache in your heart forever.

“It’s okay to rely on someone for a while, to let them in. How would a person know of the splendour worlds you hide within you if you dont let them have a look? You will always have yourself Yn, but just when the going gets rough, it's okay to let another pair of hands hold you, to guide you. We’re only human if we have each other.”

Tags: @dazedbypark @parkandblues @writtenwhalien

take the time to appreciate the version of yourself that exists right now, in this moment

“I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.”

— Robin Williams (b. 21 July 1951)

awe such good read and the smut wow their reunion had me squealing. they deserve all the love in the world <3

three words || jeon jungkook (m)

in which just three words apparently have the power to change your whole outlook on life and make a notorious fuckboy believe in love again

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♡ pairing: fuckboy!jungkook x female reader

♡ word count: 10.3k

♡ genre: smut, fluff, romance

♡ warnings: fingering, oral (f), multiple orgasms, (semi) unprotected sex, creampie, daddy/babygirl kink, dirty talk, a very steamy car ride,  jungkook being soft and using his fuckboy powers for good, and some good ol’ fashioned fluff of course uwu

♡ a/n: this can be read as a standalone oneshot or as part 17 of my social media au breathe!! how it ended up being over 10k words i have no idea ahsjdk but i hope that you guys will enjoy it!! x

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