I Know The 'Dazai Can Control His Heartbeat' Is Stupid And Makes No Sense (I Don't Care, It's Fun And

I FORGOT THEY INTERACTED god i love bram sm his interactions with aya and kenji r so good how did I forget 'dont die farmer' asagiri you heard him bsd bram stoker kenji miyazawa

sometimes i just lay down on my back and put my hands on my head and feel shit not feel shitty or shit but just feel my man who am i talking to the vast silence in my head feel my voice echoing internally and reverberate through my bones screaming endlessly inside my mind where no one can hear or speak ask me whats wrong if im okay i dont know the answer to that despairing for no reason feeling sorrow for nothing is it for me for my existence for the future i dont know i don’t know and then i get up and think it be like that sometimes because i dont have the money or the balls to ask to go to therapy bsd bungo stray dogs katai tayama lemonade stand

someone look at me the way chuuya looks at braces dazai /hj lemonade stand

the moment of realization their expressions are everything soukoku braces dazai dazai osamu chuuya nakahara

h hey hey now heyyy nowww why must you do this also also. i purposefully ended the comic before chuuya gets to touch dazai. something about his grief and pain always being denied his inability to physically comfort dazai in the way dazai does for him. hmmmmmmmmmmmmm sorry. every thing i draw has a purpose even if it looks shitty. PREV TAGS OP there are tears in my eyes why this is the sign i should stop scrolling tumblr and sleep ill cry if somehow my brain conjures a chapter 109 dream for me bc somehow my brain either makes: the most mundane dreams that i confuse for with actual reality or bsd interfering with my irl life soukoku bsd something something soukoku and touch bawls