levouitee - Jillian
Jillian

spilled words, messy thoughts, indescribable emotions.

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Savor A Silenced Pain.

Savor a Silenced Pain.

Inflicted by wounds,

every second screams of pain, sorrow, and desperation

to seek for the hollowness swallowing thousands dreams , aspirations, and darkness at once.

I walk down the path of nothingness.

I put a mask where necessary, and throw it to a broken mirror.

I sneak out for a slight soul-wrenching freedom,

in silence where no voice of mine is heard the slightest.

- levouitee, ‘24


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1 year ago
From Now On, You And I Will Protect Mom And Our Siblings. Kay? // Not Just From Now On. Because Thats
From Now On, You And I Will Protect Mom And Our Siblings. Kay? // Not Just From Now On. Because Thats
From Now On, You And I Will Protect Mom And Our Siblings. Kay? // Not Just From Now On. Because Thats
From Now On, You And I Will Protect Mom And Our Siblings. Kay? // Not Just From Now On. Because Thats
From Now On, You And I Will Protect Mom And Our Siblings. Kay? // Not Just From Now On. Because Thats
From Now On, You And I Will Protect Mom And Our Siblings. Kay? // Not Just From Now On. Because Thats
From Now On, You And I Will Protect Mom And Our Siblings. Kay? // Not Just From Now On. Because Thats

“From now on, you and I will protect Mom and our siblings. ‘Kay?” // “…Not just from now on. Because that’s always been the case. Right?”

1 year ago

Trapped, but Survived

Perhaps, it's her naivety,

that bring nothingness, oh beautiful yet messy disasters.

Putting too much faith in a world full of white lies,

she traps herself in a cage of wolves pretending to be sheep.

As days pass by,

a handmade of abstract mask is held in her left hand

as sweet as honey, but the most bitter pill that she swallows

she recognizes the world's true color.

And she finally learns her lessons,

because the world is always monochrome.


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1 year ago

Befriending with loneliness,

she reads thousands of books in her library,

in the corner of the small town.


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1 year ago
Gotouge Was Rly Like, Heres A Nice Kid!! Now Lets Put Him Through The Horrors
Gotouge Was Rly Like, Heres A Nice Kid!! Now Lets Put Him Through The Horrors
Gotouge Was Rly Like, Heres A Nice Kid!! Now Lets Put Him Through The Horrors

gotouge was rly like, “here’s a nice kid!! now lets put him through the horrors”

1 year ago

Self-searching in the wilderness

I walk down the small path of the river,

letting my feet wounded, broken, and torn.

I’ve been searching for seconds, hours, and days,

the essence of my nowhere-to-be-seen desire,

the existence of my dreams and purposes,

Wrapped in emptiness when dawn comes,

I ask the stars, “Who am I?”

Within the darkness, I seek for a solemn whisper,

wishing the shining stars will wrap me with an answer

when the sunrise appears.


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