Liliacurlyfries - Lilia - Tumblr Blog

honestly i'm just using this account as a thought dump!!! typing is muchhh faster than writing by hand, so this might become my little digital journal

don't get me wrong i adore writing in my journal but sometimes my hand can't write as fast as my brain thinks, you know? ESPECIALLY when i'm angry GRRRRRR

I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage

TF141 (oversimplified)

i think everyones obsession with experiencing "teenage love" has really messed with our perception and expectations of love in general. the concept of teenage love has been so overly romanticized, it's all people talk about now. nearly every experience that teens go through is somehow related to or revolving around finding their "teenage love".

what happened to just...living? i understand the desire to feel loved or wanted, but there are so many ways to get that other than romance!!! i can't exactly talk because i, too, am a victim of wishing to experience this teen love that everyone but me seems to have. but, i'm still aware of the effect it has on me and how it shapes my interactions and train of thought.

it's really sad because i feel like the intense seeking of romantic love takes our attention away from the most pure type of love: platonic love!! what is sweeter than the love between friends???? it's just pure, wholesome, happiness and affection for your friends and it's reciprocated!!

stop focusing on finding love and focus on the love you have/receive!! relish in it!! appreciate it!! give some more back!! whatever you put out into the universe finds its way back to you, one way or another!!

you ever just wake up and go "😕"