I May Be Touched-starved But I Refuse To Be Intimate With Someone I Dont Care About

i may be touched-starved but i refuse to be intimate with someone i dont care about

jungwon is for ,,,

heeseung • jay • jake • sunghoon • sunoo • jungwon!! • ni-ki

a/n. to my fellow won lovers, i hope this speaks to u<3 won is proud of u!!

୨୧₊˚⊹ᡣ𐭩⋆ ──

jungwon is for those who over-decorate their belongings with stickers and keychains, because what is life without claiming what's yours.

jungwon is for those who love the stars and all that they represent.

jungwon is for those whose circumstances caused them to mature faster⏤even if they didn't want to. those who had to intellectualize others' actions as a means of self preservation.

jungwon is for those who have to seek comfort from external sources, especially so from the man himself (it will be okay, my love; you don't have to bear hurt this alone).

jungwon is for those who are often awake until the early AM hours, trying to make sense of why something made them feel the way it did to stop the ache in their chest.

jungwon is for those who collect various hobbies because being proficient at something tangible makes them worth recognizing (tell me about your latest one, how long will this one last?).

jungwon is for those whose favorite trope is found family, often assuming the role as the head of the family to facilitate a loving home⏤one they never got the chance to receive themselves.

jungwon is for those who have committed to loving others wholly because they don’t know how to love themselves just yet.

jungwon is for those who will be successful because they walk through life with so much talent and love to give.

── ୨୧₊˚⊹ᡣ𐭩⋆

being touch-starved [mother issues] and being touch-repulsed [father issues] at the same time

x / raymond carver