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Chapter Three

Maricela Swan’s POV

My heart is beating uncontrollably right now but I feel safe? Before he came in I couldn’t wait to find a way to leave but now that he’s in the room with me I can’t find it in myself to want to leave. What the hell is wrong with me? I dont want this I want to go ho-

“Master.” Alec’s voice cuts off my thoughts as he looks away from me.

God why does he have such a nice voice. It’s calm and I can hear a slight accent, I don’t know what his accent is.

“Please escort Maricela to her room. I believe you both could talk more privatly there.” Marcus said making my heart pound even harder. I don’t look away from Alec as I notice his shoulders tense up. Does he not want to be around me? Asshole it should be the other way around.

“Of course master. Come Maricela.” Alec says as he turns to me and holds out his hand for me to take.

Holy shit.

The sound of my name coming out of his mouth is one of the best things I’ve ever heard. He made it sound like he would say it again, a thousand times more just because he wanted too. I look at his habd in front of me. I don’t know if I should take it. Noticing my hesitance Alec pulls his hand away and goes to open the door. I spare one last glance at Marcus and he has a bittersweet look in his eyes. Standing up and walking towards the door Alec opens it, waiting for me to exit first. As I do I finally look at the hall I was lead down. Dimly lit with torches keeping to the stereotypical “vampire aesthetic” and the doors to the main room down further to the right of the hall.

“Follow me.” Alec says sternly before walking off

I quietly follow him slightly behind until he moves to stand next to me. I keep my head forward not wanting to look at him. The lack of noise is starting to creep me out. It’s super quiet the only thing I can hear is our footsteps and my breathing. My heart stopped pounding so much, finally settling to a more acceptable pace.

I have to pay attention to my surroundings, if I want to get out of here I need to figure out the wa-

Fucking feet

I’m faced with the concrete floor with my hands stinging. I tripped over my own feet, of course. I quickly pick myself up and look to Alec, my face flushed in embarrassment, and just starred. I was waiting until he continued walking to lead me to the room but he just started back.

“Get up. I don’t have time for this.” Alec says rudely

“No need to be so rude about it.” I say standing to my feet

“Let us continue then.” Alec says as he begins walking forward once more. Fucking asshole. I should be treating him like shit he’s the reason I’m being kept here. I noticed he slowed his pace a little and is now taking smaller strides. ‘I don’t have time for this’ my ass. Turning my gaze to the floor, finding it more interesting than what the fuck is happening with this guy, I don’t notice him stop.

I see a door, smaller than the others we’ve passed but it’s decorated. Black wrought iron, the kind you’d see around a rich families yard, is curved into patterns closer to the hinges of the door. Fake roses made up of the same material on top of the curved bars, making it look more opening. Especially compared to the big doors, almost impossible to open, not knowing what lies behind.

“Where are you going, your room is right here human.” Alec says rushed.

I turn back to see a door, smaller than the others we’ve passed but it’s decorated. Black wrought iron, the kind you’d see around a rich families yard, is curved into vine looking patterns closer to the hinges of the door. Fake roses made up of the same material on top of the curved bars, making it look more inviting. Especially compared to the bigger doors, almost impossible to open, not knowing what lies behind.

“You seem to like the door, are you fond of roses?” Alec asks braking me out of my trance.

“Why would you care?” I snapped back

“Doesn’t the meaning change with the color?” Alec asked

“Yeah it does. Can we go in now? I haven’t showered yet and I would appreciate it if I could, seeing as I’m stuck here for the rest of my life.” I reply

Alec doesn’t respond so I look to see what’s going on only to lock eyes with him. It’s that feeling again. Does he feel it too? I can see the fondness in his eyes for a split second before he looks away and walks towards the door. Fucking weirdo. The weirdo pulls it open to show me the gorgeous room that lies behind them.

The first thing I see is a canopy bed with dark red bed spread and sheer curtians tided around the posts. Two side tables on either, nothing on top expect for a book on one. I turn to look on the opposite side of the room spotting a bookshelf, filled with books and tiny statues of those baby angels.

That’s ironic.

I look straight into the room and see a window, big enough for me to climb out of like Rapunzel. To the roght of the window there’s a simple door, hopefully to the bathroom. At the center of the room I see a small round table with a letter on it. Not checking that. I don’t want to know what kind of threat they have written in it. Attached to the walls are lamps, they look to be just above my head easy so I can reach to shut them off.

“This will be your room until Aro decides it’s time. There will be a gaurd outside your door ask them to get you anything you’d like.” Alec cuts in making lose my focus

“I want to go home. Please at least let me say goodbye to my family, to my dad.” I say to Alec. He doesn’t say anything for a couple moments until,

“Do you have any questions about our situation?”

“Yeah can’t you choose someone else? Why me?” I asked furiously

“I cannot control it, it just happened to be you. Don’t act like I’m not disappointed either.” Alec answers face growing more frustrated after every word.

He’s disappointed? I don’t kill and drink the blood of his kind! What the hell is wrong with him? I’m the only one here who should be disappointed. I want a real relationship, not one decided for me!

“Whatever, can you leave now I need to showe and I don’t really want you listening.” I said turning my back to him.

He didn’t respond as he stormed out of the room. This absolute asshole. The nerve he has to say he’s disappointed. I walk over to the door next to the window, hopefully a bathroom, and to my luck it is. Compared to this place it looks pretty modern except for the window in thw shower. Who thinks that’s a good idea. ‘Lets just put a window right here in a shower where someone can see you naked! That’s a great idea’

I step into the shower to see what’s putside the window, when I just see the sky I try to look down only to see the ground around 20 feet bellow the window. Okay not escaping through there. I go to the sink and open the cabinets to search for a towel and thankfully there’s multiple. I’m so lucky it’s not a wash day if it was I would jump out of the window. I turned on the water keeping the water cold needing something to keep me awake. No way I’m falling asleep here. Finally when the shower is ready, I stripped off my clothes, put my curly hair into a pineapple with a scrunchie I had, and welcomed the cold water. Atempting to relax a little I let the water run down the front of my face.

Alec Volturi’s POV

Why did she have to be human? Why? Her kind is my meal. What did I do to deserve this? Her smell is so intoxicating, I don’t know if I can help myself. Aro told me to “give it a chance” because “Despite all the bumps you two will come across the reward will be fulfilling.” One bump is already hard to get passed, my thirst. Usually I have a good control but around her, surrounded my her smell, it’s like I’m an addict and her blood is my drug.

After leaving her room I storm back to mine, angry with myself with how I treated her. She’s the person I’m supposed to live for, protect, she’s the person who I would choose over blood. I can’t be treating her like that but at the same time I cannot help it. Her blood is so sweet smelling, it aggravates me to think about how the other guards must be thinking the same. I need to get control before I see her again, no matter how long it takes. I don’t want to hurt her anymore than I already have. As much as it hurts to admit, I know she won’t care about not seeing me. She’d probably prefer it.

A knock on my door breaks me out of my thoughts. Before I can tell them to come in the door opens and my sister walks in.

“Sister, what do you need?” I ask not wanting to be bothered at this moment.

“You have met your mate brother I am just curious to see how you are feeling.” She says with concern. I sigh and look at her apologetically.

“I’m sorry Jane. My situation isn’t going good. Her blood is making me go crazy, I haven’t had this problem since I was a newborn. Even worse because of it I treated her in a way she doesn’t deserve.” I unload all my thoughts to Jane and as she listens I can see her face relax and eyes fill with sympathy.

“It’s all going to work out Alec, you’ve been waiting for too long for it not too.” Jane comforts me. Ever since we were turned this side of her was a rare occurrence for me to see. I miss it terribly but I won’t say anything in fear of making her uncomfortable.

“I do hope sister. But ad you know nothing goes our way unless we force it too and I don’t want to force her into anything else. She already must stay here, away from her family.” I complain

“Do not worry for an outcome that might not even happen.” Jane says

“For now I must stay away from her, I don’t know for how long but I must to keep her safe. Now, if you may, I would like to be left alone with my thoughts.” I finish

“I understand Alec. Please take in consideration what I’ve said, don’t lose hope just yet.” Jane walks out my room leaving me in silence.

I walk over to my balcony doors and walk out. Looking out at the view always calms me down. One thing I love about being here in Italy is the scenery. My balcony has one of the best views in the entirety of Volterra. I look out at the grass fields and trees that surround other houses and stores.

My mind goes back to Maricela. Maricela. I could say her name for hours. A beautiful name for a beautiful girl. I wish to make her happy, I may not know her well now but I know I will do anything to see her smile. Even if it meant her, as a last resort, leaving back to Forks to live a happier life. Without me.

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Sorry this took so long I haven’t been sleeping well so I’ve been trying to get my schedule back. I hope u like this chapter the next one will be longer than this one:)))

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