Knowing Him

Knowing Him

Toji Fushiguro x fem!Reader

Angst, Fluff. You reflect on your feelings for Toji. Art not mine.

Your pov

Its been nearly a month now since I’ve seen him. He comes and goes as he pleases, never staying more than a week at a time. He says he’s working and that his job is extremely demanding, but pays really well. I always think that if it pays well, then why does he never have any money?

I met him years ago and was completely shocked by how handsome he was. He’s tall and extremely muscular. He’s got this scar on his lip and his eyes are a beautiful forest green. He’s a very cocky man with a strong sense of confidence that I’ve never seen in a man. It’s almost like he’s convinced that he’s strong and so nothing can touch him. It took him a while to open up to me. First it was just sex between us, but he slowly started staying and telling me about his fears and his past. I felt grateful that he did so, but now I’m not so sure.

I miss him dearly and to be honest I’m not sure if he’s dead or alive. I’m scared for him. I know he’s strong, but he’s not invincible. I know that by the number of times I’ve had to patch him up after he would stumble into my house covered in blood. I just wonder if he got so hurt that he couldn’t manage to find the strength to come here so I could help him. Or maybe he got tired of me and found somewhere else to stay? I just hope that he’s alive.

1 Month Later…

Toji’s Pov

This job has taken me a lot longer than expected. The fucker has been tough to find. Took me nearly two months just to find this asshole and put a bullet in his head. I’m tired and all I can think about right now is her. I’ve known her for a while now. I guess she’s about the only person I consider someone I care about. She’s always been so gentle and caring to me. I don’t deserve her kindness though. I know I don’t. Hell, the best way I can say thank you is fucking her brains out after she helps me. Pretty shitty, but at least it’s really good sex.

I want to go see her I want to be in her arms tonight. But at the same time I don’t want her to be nagging about if I’m okay. Of course I’m not, but I can’t tell her that. I can’t tell her that I’ve missed her. If she knew, I don’t think she’d respond well to my softness. I haven’t had these thoughts or feelings for another woman since my late wife. She was everything to me and the only person I vowed to love. Or so I thought.

Guess my feelings got in the way of my thinking because I find myself standing at her front door. It’s sunset now, I’ve been standing here for about five minutes just thinking about what I’m going to say to her or how I’m even going to say it. After composing myself, I began knowing on the door. Part of me hopes she doesn’t open up and that she’s fast asleep. But soon enough I hear the door unlock and here her sweet voice.

“Toji?” She says in shock. “Where have you been and why haven’t you contacted me?”

“Sorry sweetheart I’ve been really busy with work lately. But I can promise ya that I won’t be workin for a little while.” I say

“You didn’t answer my question, but I guess I’m just glad that you’re okay.” She answers

“Sorry, but I can’t say. I just need to tell you something that I’ve been holding on to for a little while now.” I answer honesty

“Well, what is it?” I she questions

“Y/n I have no idea how to tell you this. And I don’t even know how you feel about this.” I mumbled. “Fuck it, y/n I think I love ya sweetheart.” I practically yelled

She stands there shocked. Now I feel like shit. Guess she doesn’t feel the way that I do. I knew It was a bad idea. Guess I was right not to give up my heart again to someone. I began to leave until I hear her call out to me. When I turned around, her lips were on mine.

Your pov

I’m kissing him. I’ve done it many times before this. But now it feel different. It’s full of passion and dare I say, love. It’s warm, and my hear beating faster than it ever has. We broke our kiss and I look up into his eyes.

“Toji, I love you too” I say with a smile.

“You had me worried there for a second, but I’m glad sweetheart, I’m really glad.”

This moment and any moment with Toji, my lover, makes me realize how glad it is that I know him. And now I’m excited for what’s to come.

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Carnival

Hisoka x Reader

Fluff, short fic, Hisoka takes you to a carnival. Image.

Imagine Hisoka taking you out on a date to the carnival. Both hand in hand walking around at night with the lights glowing through out the scenery. It’s beautiful and the aroma of food fills your nostrils. Hisoka sensed this and immediately bought you something delicious that the two of you could share. After eating the two of you go up to the Ferris wheel. There Hisoka tells you that he loves you. And for the first time ever he feels safe, protected, and truly loved. You told him you felt the same and the already perfect night, got a whole lot sweeter.

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What if?

Toji x Reader

Fluff, angst, happy ending. What if Toji survives his battle with Gojo. What if he has a happy ending with his son and you…

My heart was pounding in my chest. He said it would be a quick mission. He said it would be his last one for a long time. Toji promised me that he would come home safe and that he didn’t need my help this time. But where is he? It’s been a day longer than he said. Maybe he’s hurt? Do I need to go find him? Did he take longer than needed? Is he dead…? My vision blurred at that thought and my heart broke into tiny fragments. I can’t lose him. He’s gone through so much with me and I can’t lose him. Toji, where are you?

Toji’s son, Megumi, is in my arms as I wait by the window. Hoping to see my lover walk by. I can tell he misses his father the same way I do. Megumi has always been a quiet boy. He keeps to himself reading books about various animals to pass the time. It took months for him to warm up to me, but I’m glad he did. He calls me mom now and I feel extremely honored because of that. I’ll never replace his birth mother, but I’ll do my best to be a good mom for him. I just fear that I won’t be able to raise him with Toji.

The sun was setting. The warms colors illuminating the scenery. It was a beautiful sunset. But I could not enjoy it knowing my Toji wasn’t home. Finally turning from the window I noticed Megumi looking at me. My heart broke looking at the tears in his eyes. He was trying to hold it in, but I knew his limits.

“Is he gone.” Megumi said solemnly

“I don’t know, I just don’t know?” I said as reared welled up in my eyes.

I opened my arms wide to him. Coxing him into my arms. He looked at me and finally let his tears go. He ran to me and held me tighter than he ever had before. It hurt hearing him cry. He truly loves his father even if they had a bumpy past together. We stayed like this for what felt like an hour. Looking into his eyes I made a promise to myself that I would always protect and love him.

“Good to know I would’ve been missed.” Said a deep voice behind me.

My head snapped and my heart felt whole as I saw the image of my lover, Toji. He looked extremely beat up. His face had many cuts and bruises. There was blood soaked on his pants. And his hair was disheveled. But other than that, he was okay.

I got up and quickly embraced him. Doing my best not to squeeze too much because of his injuries. His strong arms wrapped around my small figure. One of his hands touched the back of my head and stroked it lovingly. God it felt so good to be in his arms once more. Now knowing that my Toji was safe and home.

Then I heard the footsteps of Megumi and felt his small arms embracing the two of us. Megumi and I cried with joy and relief knowing he was home. The three of us stayed like this for awhile just being together again. Toji broke the embrace and began taking.

“I’m sorry for makin the two of ya worry. Thought this was gonna be an easy mission ya know. Turns out a little punk was a lot harder to fight than I thought. I was almost a goner. I told him I couldn’t die yet. That I had to take care of my son and my woman. He asked for you names and the shock on his face when I told him yours y/n.” Toji explained.

“Wait, who did you fight and why would he be shocked?” I questioned.

“ The punks name was Satoru Gojo, the so called honored one. The little shit kept goin on about how strong he was.” Toji said irritated.

“Oh my god!” I exclaimed

“That’s the kid I met when I was a third year and he was a first year. He always boasted about his strength and I told him to not to be so damn cocky because one day he might eat his words.” I said

“Good thing you knew him then. Or else I might have not come home to you sweetheart.” Toji said with tears in his eyes.

I grabbed his face and assured him that he as home as that he was safe. That megumi and I are thankful that our little family was whole again. Wiping the tears away, I slowly pressed my lips against his and shared a passionate yet sweet kiss.

“Ewwwwwwwwww!” Megumi exclaimed in disgust

“Look I get you guys love each other and all, but that’s just gross!”

“Whatever ya say kid.” Toji said while laughing.

Smiling I felt peace knowing this was my family and that no matter what, no one again could split us apart. And now if Toji has long missions I’ll come along and protect him. I am a skilled sorcerer and now more than ever I need to help protect my family.

“I love you Toji” you whispered

“Yeah I know, and I love ya too” Toji responded staring in your eyes.

“Gross!” Megumi chimed in visibly disgusted at his parents display of affection.

Thank you all for reading ❤️

I felt there weren’t as many Toji fics where he isn’t having sex with the reader. While I do like those and do plan on making some smut fics, I simply felt he needed something wholesome.

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Be Okay pt.3

Satoru Gojo x Reader, Nanami Kento x Reader

Fluff, slight angst. Last part of this series.

Your pov

F/n came and picked me up from my apartment and took me to their home. I’m so grateful for them. I think I’d lose my mind entirely if I couldn’t have their help. They let me lounge on their couch for the time being. Thankfully it was extremely comfortable. They let me vent and cry about what happened. Telling me just how shitty Satoru is for cheating on me and ruining or relationship.

My life for the longest time has be all but consumed with Satoru. Now that I no longer have him, I’m not sure what to do. I know leaving was the best option for me. He cheated on me, broke my trust, and ruined the love we once shared. Part of me blames myself for what happened. Maybe I could have tried to love him more? Maybe I could have pretended? Or maybe I’m not pretty enough for him anymore? The woman he was with was extremely beautiful. Honestly, I can see why he was with her. However, if he wanted her so bad, then why did he stay with me? A week later I was touring a small apartment the was in my price range. One bedroom and one bathroom. Just enough room for me and whatever happens next.

Fifteen months later…

It’s been a while now and I’m much happier and I’ve been going to an awesome therapist for the past ten months.  And now I feel so fulfilled with myself and the life I made for myself. I was such a broken soul back then and now I feel free. I also got a new job at a financial company in the sales department. It’s a boring job that requires me to sell shit product for way more than they are worth. It’s not an honest job, but at least I get paid well. So I guess you can say that’s I’m okay.

I also met someone nine months ago whose so incredibly beautiful. His name is Nanami Kento. He’s a mature man that is so kindhearted. I never thought that I’d be able to love like this again, but he’s shown me that it’s okay to love. He was very respectful towards me and didn’t pressure me to do anything I wasn’t comfortable with. We took our time together and built up a trust that I never even had with Satoru. And I find the beauty in moving on from him. Now I see my worth when it comes to relationships and even other things outside of that. Kento really helped me realize that. So I can safely say that we love each other and that it’s real. I don’t fear losing him to someone else or being afraid of him flirting with other people. He looks at me and treats me like I’m the most important thing to him. He takes time out of his busy day to make sure I’m doing okay. That was something that took getting use to, but I realize that it’s a good thing. Nanami and I have a healthy relationship dynamic and I couldn’t be happier with it.

I haven’t seen Satoru Gojo since that dreadful day. I’m really glad for that. But now I know that if I see him, that it won’t hurt me like it I thought it would’ve months ago. Now I’m okay and his betrayal doesn’t affect me at all. I understand now that it wasn’t my fault in the slightest. That he was the one that broke that trust. I’ve felt so much lighter having that burden off of my shoulders. I try not to think about it too much, but I sometimes wonder how he’s doing now.

Satoru Gojo pov

It killed me not seeing her these past fifteen months. Initially I wanted to give her some space. I knew that if I went to her immediately, she’d shut me down. And I didn’t want that. I truly don’t know why I waited this long. Maybe it was because of work? Maybe it was because I was scared? Maybe I was just to nervous? I don’t really know. But now I’m ready to get her back. I’ve changed these past months. Since that woman, I haven’t been with any one else. No one else to me could even compare to y/n. No one else holds my heart the same way she does. No one else loved me even when we were at our lowest. I don’t deserve her at all. I know that I don’t, especially after what I did. But I’ll be dammed if I don’t try.

It’s practically took a month to convince y/n’s friend to tell me the area that my lover lived in. They simply wouldn’t budge. And to be honest, I kind of respect their loyalty. F/n told me that they would not give y/n’s actual address because that would be shitty. And they told me that it was up to y/n whether or not she would give me further information. Which was completely fair.

So here I am with her favorite flowers in hand walking around the area in which y/n lives at. I want to convince her that I’ve changed and that woman meant nothing to me. That y/n is the only person for me and back then I was far too stupid to understand that. If things go well, maybe we can move here together. This place is really nice and it’s got a homey feel to it. Walking around I notice a lot of cute stores and other fun things to do. No wonder she chose this area. It’s the perfect place for her.

I wondered around for awhile about to give up on my search. Maybe she’s out of town or something? Or maybe f/n gave me the wrong area? I was about to give up my search when I saw her. She looked so beautiful. Even more beautiful than I remember her. She had this huge smile plastered on her face and her cheeks were dusted pink. She looked genuinely happy and my heart filled with joy seeing her so.

Not even a split second later I saw the reason for that happiness. It was my old friend Nanami Kento. He was holding her hand. Even he was smiling too, which was an extremely rare occurrence. I felt cold seeing them together. I’m not a fool, I know when I see a happy couple. She’s moved on now and I was too late to stop her. I guess I deserve this though. I was the one to break her heart. I’m just glad she’s in good hands now. Nanami is an honorable man who will take good care of her. At least I know that’s she’s gonna be okay…

Thank you so much for reading. This is the last part of “Be Okay” I have a lot more stories in stock. Stay tuned. ❤️ This story has an alternate ending on Wattpad that I am currently writing if anyone is interested.

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What’s He Like?

Image

Gojo Satoru x fem!Reader

Fluff.

Gojo Satoru is a man of many talents. He’s the strongest after all. He was blessed the day he was born. Always living with privileges that any normal man would only dream of. He’s a cocky man that gets what he wants simply because he knows he’s stronger than everyone else. And to be honest, he is. His good looks get him whatever he wants most of the time. Women fawn over him like bees to flowers. He drinks up their attention that only fuels his ego. However, that attention he got from women meant nothing when he met you. He first thought you were another women starved for his attention, but he soon found out that you couldn’t be the least bit interested in him. Hell, it took him months to even get you to agree to go on a date with him. And it took even longer for you to agree to date him. He never was angry with you for that. He understood his past and knew he had to prove to you that he was serious about your relationship. Dating him for a few years definitely changed his most vulgar aspects, but he still knows he’s the strongest and most blessed because no one has bettered him. However, he knows that he’s not a special as he thought he was. Knowing you taught him that he may be the strongest but he’s no where near the kindest person. You showed him what it was like to be humble and he’s every grateful for that. He just wishes that one day he’ll be lucky enough to call you his wife.

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Why? Pt.1

Hisoka x reader

Angst, hurt, a sprinkle of fluff. Hisoka tells you that he no longer loves you…

Your pov

Why? That’s the question I keep asking myself. Why did he go? What did I do? That night replays in my head like a broken record. It drains me and it makes me ill. He made so many promises to me. Promises I knew he wouldn’t keep, but I thought maybe I’d be different. Maybe I could be the one he could love. I have so much, but got nothing in return. Now he’s gone. Probably off with someone else saying the same things he said to me. Hisoka is a liar and a true heartbreaker. But I truly cannot see myself not loving him. It’s been three months since I’ve seen him or even heard anything from him. But what do I care? He’s the one that left. I can’t keep crying into my pillow at night wishing he was there. He’s never coming back and it’s time to move on. 

Truth is, moving on isn’t as easy as I wanted it to be. I’m currently working at the bakery I’ve worked at for years. Serving customers as I normally would. Putting on my pretty fake smile and voice so that no one can see my raging pain. He “loved” me more than anyone I had ever been with before. He showed me things that I would’ve never seen if it weren’t for him. My chest feels like a open would that will never heal no matter what I try. My boss, Kyo, is starting to notice how I drift off into my own thoughts. She never says anything, but I know she’s worried. She’s always been so caring. Kyo was the first person I went to after Hisoka left. I never told her what happened and she never asked. I appreciate that from her because I wish I didn’t have to constantly remember that night…

Three months ago…

I waited for him like I always did. Hisoka never stayed for more than a week at a time. Always saying he had work to do and how important it was. I never questioned him about it because I understood the importance of my own job.

I suddenly heard the front door open. Sitting up from the couch I greeted him with the same sweet smile I always gave him. Despite his absence, I still loved him. And I always had hope that once his job was done, we could go back to how we were before.

This time was different, he didn’t smile back. In fact he looked at me like I was a total stranger. He stood there with the door still open staring at me not saying a word. It’s was strange and I swear I got a chill down my spine from the intensity. My throat got dry and my anxiety was high. I knew something was wrong, but I never could imagine the words that wold come out of his mouth…

“I have no need for you any longer. You are far too weak for someone like me. You no longer interest me. Look at you. You’re a mess. You look like you’ve aged since I’ve been gone. Thankfully after tonight I will never have to lay a single eye on your pathetic self.” Hisoka said with laced with venom.

I froze. I couldn’t move. All those years of “I love you’s.” All those years of him saying I didn’t need to be strong that my love was strong enough. How beautiful I was to him. How he told me he cared for me. Now, all gone with a single paragraph of hurtful words.

“Why?” I whispered

“Like I said I have no use for you any longer.” Hisoka spoke

My heart shattered with his words. He meant it. He was telling the truth. This was as serious as I’ve ever heard him. My eyes poured and my body felt hot. Hisoka just stood there watching. Staring at my broken figure. Finally, after a few minutes, he turned around and walked out of my life forever…

Back to present…

Back out of my daze I finally noticed a customer staring at me with an uncomfortable expression on their face. I quickly apologized and received their order. As much as I want to move on and know I should. I still cannot get over him. But I will try because that’s all I can do. He’s gone and he’s never coming back. He never loved me, he only used me until he got bored of me. Never again will I allow anyone to treat me with such heartbreak.

But I still ask myself… “Why?”

*Third person pov*

What you didn’t know, was Hisoka was there. He was dressed in average street clothing. His hair was down and his makeup removed to show his rather pale but handsome complexion. He was peaking through the bakery window. Enough to see you, but not enough for you to see him. Watching you with a melancholy expression. He had been coming to that same spot every day since he broke your heart. He broke your heart because he was threatened and he wasn’t sure if he was strong enough to fight alone. No one knew the two of you were together, but it was only a matter of time. Hisoka regrets what he did. And if time allows and the threat is gone… he vowed to do everything to win back your heart and fix the shattered pieces. He never understood how you made him love you. All he can think of is your love and your passion and a single word that constantly swims in his mind… “Why?”

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