Why Do You Care Now?

Why Do You Care Now?
Erwin Smith x fem!Reader
In which Erwin and reader get into an argument about the status of their relationshipā¦
Angst, Erwin is an ass, fluff eventuality.
Your Pov
He doesnāt care about me. I was simply something that could satisfy his needs while he had spare time. He told me he loved me and that I was the reason he fought so hard for humanity. Now I know he told me sweet lies so Iād be caught in his trap. I was just a toy for Erwin Smith. This revelation makes me feel sick. I feel betrayed and yet I still love him. I truly do and I thought he did too, but it was all a lie. Every sweet word, every touch, every feeling was nothing more than a deception.
A few minutes earlierā¦
I walk into my loverās office to deliver him reports. I also wanted to talk to him about our relationship and whether or not it would be okay if other people could know about us. I mean it doesnāt seem like a bad thing to ask about, right?
I knock on his door and hear him telling me to enter. I entered with a smile on my face. Seeing him always makes my heart fill with joy. Because this world is dangerous and death is around every corner, but being with Erwin makes me realize that itās can also be beautiful. I set the reports on his desk as he send me a small smile.
āHello Commanderā I say
āHello cadetā Erwin says with a serious expression.
āHere are the recent reports for you sirā
āThank you cadet, thatāll be allā
āActually sir, there is something Iād like to talk with you about.ā I say nervously
āI have a minute to spare, so pleaseā he says as he gestures to the seat in front of me.
āItās about us. I was wondering if it would be okay if we could maybe tell people about our relationship? I mean we have been together for a while now, and I just though that it would be time to tell people.ā I said with as much confidence as I could muster.
āY/n I think you misunderstand what we are exactly.ā Erwin says with a sigh
āArenāt we together sir?ā I question.
āNo y/n you are simply someone that I have sexual relations with. You and I are nothing more that casual friends that have sex.ā Erwin says while looking at me.
My heart drops at this sudden information and Iām confused on what he means.
āB-but Erwin you told me that you loved me. You do love me donāt you?ā I say as tears start to form.
āI do not love you. I have never loved you. I only said that to you to satisfy your needs and to keep you around me. Iām far too busy for love. And even if I wasnāt, youāre not the person that Iād first choose. Youāre a clingy annoying brat that is only good for sex. In fact I do not care what happens to you. If you were to die, then I would simply take it like everyone else that dies for this regiment.ā He says with no ounce of remorse.
I sit there with tears now flowing out of my eyes. My entire heart feels like itās been shattered. I canāt breathe. I thought he loved me? Iām nothing to him? He wouldnāt care if I died? This is not the same man I knew yesterday. The man I knew yesterday would have hugged me if I had asked. Or comforted me after a rough expedition. Or kissed me just because. The man I knew yesterday would tell me how important I was to him and how much he loved me. He wouldāve told me that he would protect me and that he hoped one day we could live together and get married. That man I knew yesterday is no longer the man I see in front of me. This man is nothing but anger and heās looking at me like Iām the most disgusting thing in this wretched world.
āNow Cadet if thatās all, you may take your leaveā Erwin says coldly
I say nothing as I leave his office. For I cannot even speak. Hell, I canāt even think straight. Everything I had is now gone. He truly doesnāt care for me. My feelings for him donāt matter and neither does my life. Currently it feels as though Iām drowning in sadness unable to see the surface.
One month later during an expeditionā¦
Beyond the walls is beautiful, it truly is. If it werenāt for the threat of titians, humanity would flourish out here. Currently the scouts are on an expedition. Our mission is to gather as much information as we can. This is set to be a several day expedition, but so far our losses exceed what we hoped. Yet the commander pushes us on with our mission.
At this point I donāt care if I live or die. This world is shit and the thing I loved most betrayed me. So now, I donāt believe I have a will to live. Erwin was the only thing I had. My parents were scouts and they both met their demise during an expedition just like this one. Maybe Iāll join them soon? Will anyone account my death if I were to die today? Will anyone care? Will he care?
My thoughts were interrupted my a large hand hovering over me. Before I could react, it grabbed me and began lifting me off my horse. I didnāt scream as it began crushing my bones. I didnāt cry as I saw itās mouth opening and felt myself being pulled towards it. All I felt was relief. And for the first time in awhile, I feel happy. Iām going to die and that doesnāt scare me.
Suddenly I heard the sound of ODM gear. And the grip on my body loosened and I felt my body begin to fall. The fall was interrupted by someone grabbing me mid air. I felt dizzy and it felt like there was a blanket of blood covering my broken body. My eyes felt heavy and all I wanted to do was close my eyes. Iām so tired and I canāt feel my body. Before I closed my eyes I saw him. Erwinās face is hovering over mine. Maybe Iām having one last hopeful imagination, but I think I see tears in his eyes. His mouth is moving, but I canāt hear any words coming out of his mouth. After a minute of looking at him I finally close my eyes and everything goes dark.
Erwin Pov
Itās been nearly a week since I saved y/n. Sheās going to recover, but her body was bruised severely and several of her bones were broke. Itās a miracle that she was able to survive. The thought of her dying broke something in me. I know what I said to her. And if there were ever anything I were to regret, it would be the poison that I spoke to her on that day. Seeing her about to get eaten made me neglect my very duties as a commander. I broke formation to save her. Every logical thought I had was replaced with my desire to save her. I try being with her as much as I can, however my duties as a commander keep me away from her. I want to be there when she wakes up. I want to tell her that all I said to her on that day was nothing but lies. I want her to forgive me and love me the way that she use to. I want to tell her, hell, I need to tell her that I do indeed love her.
At first she was someone that I used to satisfy my needs. She was simply a means to an end. There was a time where the threat of her life would not have bothered me. But she slowly crept into my heart. She made me feel more passion that I thought was capable in this life. That scared me. I was scared of how she made me feel. In fear of losing her. But sheās alive and would have died if I didnāt save her.
Two Days Laterā¦
I managed to get some spare time to see her today. Hange says that y/n should wake up soon. Iām hoping she does. I miss her and Iām desperate to tell her how I feel. She needs to hear what I have to say. Iām confident that she will forgive me if I just tell her. Right?
My thoughts are interrupted when I heard rustling next to me. I immediately went close to her just waiting for her to open her eyes. After a few more seconds, her eyes flutter open and my eyes meet with hers and I began to smile.
āY/n, Iām so glad youāre awake. How are you feeling?ā I asked her
āErwin?ā She whispered
āDonāt talk just yet let me get you some water. ā I say as I grab the glass of water by her bedside.
āThanksā she say as she grabs the water from my hand and takes a small sip from it. After sheās done I take it from her and place it back on her bedside.
āErwin, why are you here?ā She questions
āY/n, Iām here because I was worried about you. You nearly died, but I managed to save you from a titan. Youāve been asleep for little over a week now, but Hange says that youāll make a full recovery.ā I tell her
āThank you for saving me Erwin, I truly appreciate that, but you didnāt answer my questionā
āIām here because I need to tell you that everything I said to you that say was a lie. I said those hurtful things to you because I was scared of telling anyone because I was scared. And y/n I am so sorry for what I said to you. And I hope that you can forgive me for what Iāve done to you. Y/n I love you and I want us to be together again. And this time I want us to be public with it. Iāll give you some time to think, but just know that I truly do want this with you.ā I said to her sincerely hoping she would understand.
āErwin, thank you for being honest with me. However I do not want to be with you.ā She said
āY/n youāre confused and you just woke up. Maybe give it a few days?ā I said nervously
āErwin Iām sorry but I cannot be with someone that said they wouldnāt care if I was dead. You lied to me and used me. Hell, I donāt even know if youāre telling me the truth. And why do you even care now?ā Y/n said raising her voice.
āY/n I am telling you the truth. So please give me this chance I will do better I promiseā
āPlease leave and donāt come and visit me again. I do not want to be with you. I will not allow myself to love you the way I use to. So please leave. You and I are nothing more than commander and cadet.ā She says coldly.
āY/n please.ā I beg her
āJust go!ā
I do as she says and I leave the room. Iāve lost her. If I had only showed her that I cared for her then, none of this wouldāve happened. But at the same time I felt that my apology was good. Sheās just not thinking rationally, so perhaps sheāll come back to me soon. Thatās my hope anyway.
One Year Later
Your pov
My body took months to heal and because of how badly I was injured, I permanently have a slight limp in my leg. It stops me from being as efficient as I use to be, but I manage. I am no longer bothered by Erwin Smith. He was persistent about us being together again for months after I woke up. But now heās ceased his actions and our relationship is strictly professional. He did promise me that I would be the only woman heād ever love. And how he regrets his actions. I feel bad for him, but Iāve moved on and Iām much happier with my life.
I also found new love in someone that I trust. Heās a very strong soldier with a passion to help humanity. I admire and love him. Heās loyal and with him I never question whether or not he loves me or not. Iām so happy that we fell for each other. And weāre even public with our relationship. When I asked him he didnāt hesitate to say yes to the idea. His name is Mike Zacharias. He helped me get promoted to squad leader and I have yet to lose anyone. I feel accomplished with what I have done and who I have become. This world is dangerous, but now I have the passion to fight for my future.

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Why? Pt.1
Hisoka x reader
Angst, hurt, a sprinkle of fluff. Hisoka tells you that he no longer loves youā¦
Your pov
Why? Thatās the question I keep asking myself. Why did he go? What did I do? That night replays in my head like a broken record. It drains me and it makes me ill. He made so many promises to me. Promises I knew he wouldnāt keep, but I thought maybe Iād be different. Maybe I could be the one he could love. I have so much, but got nothing in return. Now heās gone. Probably off with someone else saying the same things he said to me. Hisoka is a liar and a true heartbreaker. But I truly cannot see myself not loving him. Itās been three months since Iāve seen him or even heard anything from him. But what do I care? Heās the one that left. I canāt keep crying into my pillow at night wishing he was there. Heās never coming back and itās time to move on. ļæ¼
Truth is, moving on isnāt as easy as I wanted it to be. Iām currently working at the bakery Iāve worked at for years. Serving customers as I normally would. Putting on my pretty fake smile and voice so that no one can see my raging pain. He ālovedā me more than anyone I had ever been with before. He showed me things that I wouldāve never seen if it werenāt for him. My chest feels like a open would that will never heal no matter what I try. My boss, Kyo, is starting to notice how I drift off into my own thoughts. She never says anything, but I know sheās worried. Sheās always been so caring. Kyo was the first person I went to after Hisoka left. I never told her what happened and she never asked. I appreciate that from her because I wish I didnāt have to constantly remember that nightā¦
Three months agoā¦
I waited for him like I always did. Hisoka never stayed for more than a week at a time. Always saying he had work to do and how important it was. I never questioned him about it because I understood the importance of my own job.
I suddenly heard the front door open. Sitting up from the couch I greeted him with the same sweet smile I always gave him. Despite his absence, I still loved him. And I always had hope that once his job was done, we could go back to how we were before.
This time was different, he didnāt smile back. In fact he looked at me like I was a total stranger. He stood there with the door still open staring at me not saying a word. Itās was strange and I swear I got a chill down my spine from the intensity. My throat got dry and my anxiety was high. I knew something was wrong, but I never could imagine the words that wold come out of his mouthā¦
āI have no need for you any longer. You are far too weak for someone like me. You no longer interest me. Look at you. Youāre a mess. You look like youāve aged since Iāve been gone. Thankfully after tonight I will never have to lay a single eye on your pathetic self.ā Hisoka said with laced with venom.
I froze. I couldnāt move. All those years of āI love youās.ā All those years of him saying I didnāt need to be strong that my love was strong enough. How beautiful I was to him. How he told me he cared for me. Now, all gone with a single paragraph of hurtful words.
āWhy?ā I whispered
āLike I said I have no use for you any longer.ā Hisoka spoke
My heart shattered with his words. He meant it. He was telling the truth. This was as serious as Iāve ever heard him. My eyes poured and my body felt hot. Hisoka just stood there watching. Staring at my broken figure. Finally, after a few minutes, he turned around and walked out of my life foreverā¦
Back to presentā¦
Back out of my daze I finally noticed a customer staring at me with an uncomfortable expression on their face. I quickly apologized and received their order. As much as I want to move on and know I should. I still cannot get over him. But I will try because thatās all I can do. Heās gone and heās never coming back. He never loved me, he only used me until he got bored of me. Never again will I allow anyone to treat me with such heartbreak.
But I still ask myself⦠āWhy?ā
*Third person pov*
What you didnāt know, was Hisoka was there. He was dressed in average street clothing. His hair was down and his makeup removed to show his rather pale but handsome complexion. He was peaking through the bakery window. Enough to see you, but not enough for you to see him. Watching you with a melancholy expression. He had been coming to that same spot every day since he broke your heart. ļæ¼He broke your heart because he was threatened and he wasnāt sure if he was strong enough to fight alone. No one knew the two of you were together, but it was only a matter of time. Hisoka regrets what he did. And if time allows and the threat is gone⦠he vowed to do everything to win back your heart and fix the shattered pieces. He never understood how you made him love you. All he can think of is your love and your passion and a single word that constantly swims in his mind⦠āWhy?ā

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Whatās He Like?
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Gojo Satoru x fem!Reader
Fluff.
Gojo Satoru is a man of many talents. Heās the strongest after all. He was blessed the day he was born. Always living with privileges that any normal man would only dream of. Heās a cocky man that gets what he wants simply because he knows heās stronger than everyone else. And to be honest, he is. His good looks get him whatever he wants most of the time. Women fawn over him like bees to flowers. He drinks up their attention that only fuels his ego. However, that attention he got from women meant nothing when he met you. He first thought you were another women starved for his attention, but he soon found out that you couldnāt be the least bit interested in him. Hell, it took him months to even get you to agree to go on a date with him. And it took even longer for you to agree to date him. He never was angry with you for that. He understood his past and knew he had to prove to you that he was serious about your relationship. Dating him for a few years definitely changed his most vulgar aspects, but he still knows heās the strongest and most blessed because no one has bettered him. However, he knows that heās not a special as he thought he was. Knowing you taught him that he may be the strongest but heās no where near the kindest person. You showed him what it was like to be humble and heās every grateful for that. He just wishes that one day heāll be lucky enough to call you his wife.
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Be Okay pt.2
Satoru Gojo x Reader
Angst, mentions of cheating
Gojoās Pov
I miss her. Y/n has been distant recently and I have no idea why. I donāt understand what happened to our love. We use to make people jealous by how we were. She was my perfect escape from this death and corruption filled life. From my work as a sorcerer. But now that love seems dull and lifeless. However, this woman in front of me makes me forget about the love I once had. Even if just for a little while. Am I a bad person for cheating on my so called lover even when Iām not sure we are in love anymore?
I do love y/n and I always have and always will. I hope one day we can go back to how things were, so for now Iāll enjoy the time I have with the beautiful woman in front of me whoās name I still donāt know. I only met her days ago. Her incredible soft lips are intoxicating and taste like cherry. Itās feels go good being able to be with someone like this. Even though I wish it was y/n. I wish she would talk to me. I wish I could be taking her out like this. I wish I could pamper her and tell her how much I love her. I know I donāt deserve her especially after today, but sheās still mine and I know sheāll be there when I come back home. And that thought makes me feel warm despite the lack of love in our shared home.
I said goodbye to the woman whoās name I still donāt know and donāt care to know. Instead of getting a taxi, I decided to walk. I donāt really know what made me decide to walk home, but I just felt like I needed to clear my head a bit. My heart feels conflicted. I got what I wanted right? I got the affection I so desperately wanted? I got to be with someone who wanted my affection, right? So, why do I feel so shitty right now? Is it because deep down I know how fucked up I am right now? Is it because I know that if y/n ever found out that Iād never be able to love her the way I want to again?
My thoughts are interrupted by a car passing me. It looked oddly familiar, but I couldnāt remember who that car belonged to. Maybe y/n will know? When I got up to our shared apartment, I felt a sense of uneasiness. It felt wrong and I hoped that once I opened the door seeing her would cure me of that awful feeling.
To my shock, the lights were off and my lover was no were to be seen. While turning on the lights, I called out for her, but received no voice back. I was nervous and my mind was in a frenzy. I pulled out my phone and called her, but it immediately went to voicemail. At this point I was panicking. What if she was hurt? What if she got lost? My eyes trailed our apartment. Tears filled my eyes when I saw her necklace and a letter underneath it. Carefully I moved the necklace and picked up the letter.
Reading the letter, my heart sunk. I chest felt heavy and it felt hard to breathe. She had seen me with that woman. She saw my sinful actions. She knew what I had done to her. And now my greatest fear had come to pass. She is gone. My life, my greatest love and passion is gone. So many thoughts swam through my head. What have I done? Why did I fuck up so badly? Why? Why? Why?
I donāt know how long I cried for. I donāt know how long I was lying on the floor calling out for her. How badly I wish I could take it back and hold her and telling my lover everything perfect about her. I decided to get up after some more time. I went to the counter where the necklace is placed. I carefully picked it up and examined it. She wore it everyday. She wore it even when our love was at its weakest. Even when I was unfaithful to her she still wore it. I put on the precious item so I could keep it as close to me as possible. Holding the last piece of her as close to my heart as I can. With tears in my eyes I decided right then and there that I would stop at nothing to get my lover back so that we could be okay.

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Nanami Kento x Reader
18+
Smut, degeneration, praise kink, rough sex, nanami is a soft dom. Youāve been antsy to try something new with Nanami and heās happy to experiment.

Your pov
Nanami Kento is a very respectful man. In our relationship and in the bedroom. Heās always been so kind and considerate to me. When heās making love to me, thatās all it is. Making love. Now I donāt despise that. I actually love how soft and considerate he is with my body. Heās always asking for consent and worshiping my body like no other before him. The very though makes me blush like crazy. I want to push his limits. I want to see him go feral. I want to see just how rough Nanami can be.
Iāll admit, when heās at work I get a little antsy for him to come home. God, my pussy is went just thinking about how good he feels stuffed in me. Recently Iāve been watching a lot of BDSM porn. And now all I can think of is Nanami being extreme rough with me. Tying me up, spanking me, calling me a slut, slapping me, and fucking my throat.
Slowly I make my way to my clit and make little circles. My breath is shallow and there is a pleasurable tingling sensation between my legs. I imagine him there. Touching me. Using my body in unholy ways. I make my way to my hole, plunging my fingers into my wet crevice. Itās a burning sensation that feels good. But I need more. I take my other hand to my left nipple a squeeze and pull on it. Now my moans are loud and Iām beginning to feel fuzzy. Iām imagining heās on top of me fucking me so rough that Iām screaming. The thought makes me go faster and that familiar feeling is bubbling up in my abdomen. After a little bit longer I cum; hard, screaming my boyfriends name. My moans are so loud from the pleasure Iāve just given myself. I didnāt even care about how loud I was. I just needed to cum. And so I did. Just as I was calming down from my pleasurable highā¦
āWell isnāt this a surpriseā Nanami said with a smirk on his face.
āKento!ā I exclaimed.
āY/n if you needed me so bad darling I couldāve skipped going to the bakery.ā
āNo, itās fine I was just-ā
āLove?ā Nanami interrupted
āY-yesā
āWhat do you want right nowā Nanami questioned
āI- Um⦠Iā
āSay it!ā He commanded
āI want you to fuck me! I want you to be rough with me. I love the sex we normally do, but Ken I want more.ā I said with slight embarrassment
Nanami came up to me and crouched down by the bed. Slowly lifted his fingers and pushed my chin up so I could look into his beautiful lust filled eyes.
āIs that all you want, just for me to be roughā Nanami questioned with is voice lowering.
āI want you toā¦ā
āBe a good girl and tell me what you wantā
āSpank me, slap me, choke me, bite me, tie me up, use me. I just want you to be rough. I want to cum really hard ken. I love the soft sex and Iām not saying that I donāt want that, I just want to do moreā¦ā I said with a very obvious blush on my features.
āAll you had to do was as my love. Now, I will be rough with you, but if you need to stop during anything we do, simply say stop. I promise you I will stop everything and make sure youāre alright. Is that clear?ā Nanami said with confidence
āYes Ken, thatās perfectā
āYes what? I donāt think I heard you correctlyā Nanami ordered.
āYes sirā I said rubbing my thighs together.
āGood girl. So obedientā
Third person pov
Nanami commands you to undress. You do so obediently. No hesitation. Now youāre laid out in front of a fully dressed Nanami. Exposed with your cum dripping out of your heat. After he studies you for awhile, he takes his tie off and grabs your wrists and ties them together. Nanami notices how nervous you are are immediately asks if youāre okay. To which you respond with a very quick yes. You know he would never hurt you just to hurt you. He absolutely loves you too much.
Nanami then tells you to turn around and put your ass in the air. Without warning, he spanks your ass so hard you yelp. He asks you again if youāre okay to which you respond you are. His large hand is relentless on your ass after that. Slap after slap. Moan after moan. He doesnāt stop until your ass is nice and red with very visible hand marks. Your ass stings, but itās such an arousing feeling that you donāt mind it. If anything you want more. ļæ¼
Suddenly he stops slapping your ass and begins caressing it. Kissing it and telling you how good of a job you did. Youāre his good little slut, and heās letting you know how good you did for him. How proud he is of your obedience. Such a good girl you are.
You hear his belt unbuckling and your try to turn your head to see. And there he is in all of his glory. Nanami dick is hard and veiny. With a very large pink tip oozing precum. You remember how hard it was fitting it inside you. But thatās when Nanami was gentle with you. Normally it took him a few minutes to fully it in.
Nanami took two of his fingers and plunged them into your heat. You immediately began moaning from the familiar feeling. God, it always felt good for you. He is very skilled with his fingers and always makes you cum hard from them. He was much tougher than he normally was and you felt yourself reaching your high faster than you ever have. Just as you were about to cum, he took his fingers out.
āHey, I was just about to cum. Why did you stopā you wined
āYou cum when I say you do. Is that understood.ā Nanami said
āBut-ā
āIs that understood?ā
āYes sirā
āGood girlā Nanami praised
You then heard the drawer opening and Nanami grabbing an XL condom from the box. He then opened it and slowly slid the condom down his length. Making sure that it was on there perfectly. As much as Nanami dreams of being a father, heās simply not ready for that yet. Maybe in a few years when youāre both ready for that type of responsibility.
Finally the moment you both were waiting for. Nanami then slid his dick inside of you. Not giving you any time to stretch to his length. He started pounding you with full force. The sound of slapping filled your shared apartment as did the sound of your pleasurable moans.
You were so close to reaching your high. You knew it and Nanami knew it. He was close too. The feeling of your walls clenching on him like this was so much different from the vanilla the two of you were only doing. Nanami loves going soft with you, but it really does feel so good being rough with his girl. He knows now that you can take it. That you are so obedient with him. Heās so excited for what else you can take. Just thinking about it makes him even harder than he already was.
Nanami kept hitting that sweet spot and without warning you cum yelling Nanamiās name. Your eyes blur from the high you just reached. Your breath is heavy and you have tears in your eyes. However, Nanami isnāt finished yet. Heās close so close. Hearing the way you moan his name makes him feel so good. Soon enough he reached his high as well. Just as he is about to cum, he takes the condom off. Thick ropes of cum are shot on your back and Nanami grunts loudly saying your name.
After you both catch your breaths, Nanami takes a t shirt and wipes his cum off of you. At this point you feel limp and your legs are wobbling. Nanami kisses your forehead and praises you for how well you took his dick. Slowly and carefully, he picks up your body and puts you in the bathtub. He turns the knobs and warm water starts filling up the tub. Itās just the right temperature. He then puts bath salts in as well because he knows how much you love bathing with them.
He then takes your body wash and a cloth and washes your body. Making sure to be gentle with you. All he desires is to take care of you. You do so well for him. This is the Leary that he could do. Soon after he washes you, Nanami gets in himself and pulls your now washed body to his chest and the two of you rest.
āSo, that was funā you finally spoke up
āYes, that was. Are you feeling okay, loveā Nanami questions
āOh yes, thank you Kento.ā you say in an exhausted tone.
āWould you be willing to go even further with me in the future?ā
āAbsolutely!ā You beam
āIām glad, but just know that if you ever arenāt fully comfortable with something, we do not need to do it. My love, sex is a want not a need and I desire your love and respect above all elseā Nanami says lovingly
āThank you so much for saying that. I promise Iāll tell you if it gets too much. I do wanna try new things with you. So Iām glad to know that despite that, there is not pressure. Thank you for tonight I love youā you say
āI love you to y/n. And I always willā

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Time Spent Sweetly
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Nanami Kento x fem!Reader
Fluff. Nanami takes you to a bakery.
Imagine you and Nanami going to your favorite bakery together after work. It had been a very long day for the two of you and tomorrow will definitely the same. Youāre both use to this work, so taking a small bit of time together helps. Your favorite place to go when youāre busy is this bakery. Itās filled with all of the best baked goods and drinks that both of you enjoy. This was a time that you and Nanami both treasure. It was a small break from the shit reality that is your shared job. You always love that no matter how serious Nanami Kento is, he always tends to blush as soon as he bites into his treat. Itās such a cute thing to you. Nanami is such serious man yet loving anything sweet. He adores how you take small bites of yours. Trying to savor as much flavor as you can. Youāre both so happy and satisfied being with each other.

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