Can You Do Uzui X Reader Where Yn Hade A Miscarriage And Is In A Depressive State Thank You
can you do uzui x reader where yn hade a miscarriage and is in a depressive state thank you

Miscarry
Uzui Tengen x fem!Reader
ANGST, mentions of miscarriage, implied relationship with the other 3 wives, mentions of depression/depressive thoughts, mentions of blood.
First person pov
The day was crisp and the air was fragrant with the smell of freshly bloomed cherry blossoms. It was a perfect day to go walking around the large estate that my husband and my wives and I live at. Iâm currently four months pregnant with a baby. All of us are excited for them. Iâm the first one of the girls to get pregnant by Lord Tengen. Heâs been such a caring husband to be over the course of these four months. I know I have sometime to go, but Iâm already so in love with them.
The sun was beginning to set and the vibrant colors of the day were shining through like a glorious painting. I always loved the sunset it made me appreciate the day before the night. For night was when the demons come, but my husband is a hashira, so I have nothing for fear. He was not home and neither were my wives at the moment. The only ones here were me and our housekeeper that my husband payed to stay over to keep and eye on me. Her name was Sheâs an older woman who has been working for us for a few years. Sheâs had children of her own and had even given me a few tips for when my child comes to this world. So I was thankful for her being there with me.
I began walking back to my beautiful home when our cat Mochi ran underneath my feet causing me to trip. Using my reflexes I caught myself before I fell on my stomach but the fall was still painful because I fell on the sharp rocks that lay around my house.
âDamn cat, youâre lucky youâre cute and I love you.â I exclaimed to Mochi
âLady Y/N are you alright?â Mrs. Misaki exclaimed as she ran down the steps to help me up.
âIâm quite alright the cat ran underneath my feet, but I caught myself.â I assured her
âIâm very glad you caught yourself, but you need to be more careful.â She sternly told me as her hand touched my belly gently.
âYes Mrs. Misaki I promise I will.â I said smiling at her protectiveness.
âCome on in I made us dinner.â She said as she began walking to the house with her hand holding mine.
We walked hand in hand into the home. She promptly sat me down and told me sheâd be right back with dinner. I asked her if I could help as she was and older woman and I am still able to do things without it being difficult for me. She told me that Iâm doing enough just by carrying the child. I thanked her for her kindness and watched her walk into the kitchen. A few moments later she returned with our food of rice, seaweed soup, and stewed chicken. We have thanks and began eating our food. I began to feel slightly ill, but I dismissed that because being pregnant has been throwing me off lately.
âLady Y/N, you look pale I think itâs best that you go get some rest.â Mrs. Misaki suggested in a motherly tone.
âAs good as this food is, I think youâre right.â I sighed
âLet me help you up dear. And donât worry about the food, I can heat it up for you later.â She spoke with a smile.
She then got up and helped me out of my chair. I felt lightheaded and the room was spinning slightly. And my knees buckled and I fell into her arms shaking slightly.
âOh dear!â Mrs. Misaki said sadly as she looked down at my legs.
âWhat is it?â I questioned nervously
âWe need to get you into the tub right now my Lady, itâs urgent.â She said pulling me towards the bathroom.
âWhy whatâs going on?â I said while looking into her eyes.
âMy Lady, you are bleeding heavily and you need to get in the tub.â She persisted and we made our way into the bathroom.
She then undressed me and sat me in our tub. I then saw the blood pooling at my feet. My heat was racing and I felt the sweat beginning to kiss my face. My vision began to blur. Mrs. Misaki was trying to talk to me but I couldnât make out what she was saying. I felt myself slipping out of consciousness with the only thought in my mindâŚmy baby.
The Next Morning
âY/nâŚY/nâŚY/N..â I hear a voice next to me say.
I open my eyes to be greeted by my wives all sitting next to the bed. The all looked just as beautiful as always except their normals cheerful faces held a pained look on them. This caused me to worry. Did our husband get hurt? Did the mission go south? All my thoughts were interrupted when my husband came in the room along with Mrs. Misaki.
âLord Tengen is everything okay?â I questioned as my words came out weakly.
âIâm so sorry love. I just need you to know that this isnât your fault and from what Mrs. Misaki says this just happens. Iâm just so sorry that it happened to you.â He spoke to me. He then leaned forward and kissed my head with such tenderness that my eyes began to tear up. I was still confused on what what going on. My mind still a blur from the night before.
âWhatâs going on. Can someone please tell me? Is the baby okay.â I questioned looking at my family.
âY/N Iâm so sorry, love. But you had a miscarriage. The baby is gone.â Hina said wrapping her arms around me.
âWhat!â I examined. My mind spinning.
âLady Y/N, please you need to calm yourself.â Mrs. Misaki pleated.
âHow could this have happened? What did I do wrong?â I exclaimed frantically looking for answers.
âLove it wasnât your fault. Please you need to understand that.â Suma said tears pouring out of her face.
âExactly, itâs going to be okay. We are all here for you.â Makio reassured.
âI killed my baby.â I whispered
âNo sweetheart you didnât.â Tengen spoke shedding a tear. His hand made its way to my face stroking it gently.
âYes I did!â I exclaimed smacking his hand away.
âY/N please this isnât your fault.â He urgently said.
âPlease go away all of you.â I said as I turned away from them and buried my face into the bed. My tears were flowing hard and I chocked a sob. My heart ached knowing that my baby wasnât alive anymore.
One Month Later
My baby was gone and Iâm no longer a mother. Everyone has told me that it wasnât my fault and that I didnât kill the baby, but I canât help but feel like I did. I hated myself for it. I donât eat anymore and I canât sleep as much. My hair is less full as before and I think Iâve lost a lot of weight. Everyday feels the same since we all buried the baby, which is also the last time I left the house. Their grave is next to my husbands siblings at the Uzui family shrine. I havenât gone to visit my babyâs grave. Iâm too ashamed to show myself there. Mrs. Misaki has been working overtime making sure Iâm okay and eating. My lovers have been too, but all I want to be is alone. I donât wish to see anyone, especially my husband. Iâm the reason he wonât have a child to hold soon. I know the others can get pregnant, but itâs dangerous with their line of work right now. I came from a merchant family and one day Uzui and I met and soon I found myself married to him and his beautiful wives.
The pit of guilt in my stomach grew. They took me in and kept me safe and took care of me. And I couldnât even keep a baby alive. My eyes were so puffy and tired from all the crying Iâve done that I burns to cry now. Turning over, I curled up in a ball placing a hand over my empty stomach longing for my baby.
âLove?â I hear the sweet voice of my wife Hina.
âI brought you some food. Please eat something you need to regain back your strength.â She said placing the tray of food on the bedside table. She then placed her hand in my hair stroking it affectionately.
âNot hungry.â I grumbled
âOkay, well Iâll leave it right here for when you are. Itâs just some rice and vegetables.â She spoke
âThank you.â I responded feeling bad for not speaking that much with her.
âItâs okay, Y/N. I just need you to know that I love you so much. I loved the baby too, we all did. Iâm just so sorry that you had to go through that. Iâm here for you whenever you need. Iâll let you get some rest. Please eat something.â She spoke sincerely as she got up to leave.
âI love you too Hina.â I whispered hoping sheâd hear it.
Two Months Later
Iâve begun to heal more after losing my baby. Iâve gained a little bit more weight due to my wives and Mrs. Misakiâs pestering. I still feel like itâs my fault, but that thought is no longer an all consuming one. I still long for my baby. I never knew their gender or held them. I never even gave them a name. I guess you can say I miss someone Iâve never even met. I decided to go out and enjoy the morning. I glanced around my room to see my lovers sleeping next to me on their beds. Quietly, I got up and walked outside. It was still too early for Mrs.Misaki to come to our home, so I was essentially alone until my lovers woke up.
I breathed in the fresh dewy morning air. Letting rising sun kiss my face and the chilly air nip at my skin. Shedding a few tears down my face, I thought about my baby. Still wishing they were alive. I took a deep breath and looked up at the sky smiling. I wondered if my child was there being taken care of. I then heard footsteps and I looked to see who they belonged to. To my surprise it was my husband in all his flashy persona. Normally on days like this, he would be sleeping still. So I was very glad to see him here.
âGood morning, Lord Tengen.â I greeted him with my morning voice.
âGood morning, love.â He smiled as he sat behind me. His legs draping down the steps as his big arms wrapped around me. His chin then rested on my shoulder as he kissed my cheek.
âIâm sorry.â I whispered
âYou have nothing to be sorry for. What happened wasnât your fault.â He reassured
âI feel like it was.â I said
âIt wasnât anyones fault. It just happened and I certainly donât blame you. If anyone is sorry it should be me.â He stated
âWhy?â I questioned confusion lacing my tone.
âI wasnât there for you when you really needed me. I shouldâve been there for you when you were going through that. Iâm just glad the old lady was there.â My husband stated sadly
âYou were saving people, my love. This was not your fault. You couldnât have known.â I said trying around to look him in the eyes. They were glossy and filled with the same sadness that Iâve been plagued with for months.
âYou couldnât have known either. So how was it your fault?â He questioned as he held my face with such tenderness.
âI tripped and thatâs what killed them.â I stayed pushing my head into his chest.
âMy mother has told me that she fell down many times and even fought off a demon once when she was pregnant with me.â He stated with a chuckle while his right hand lifted my face so I could look once more into his eyes.
âSo you did not kill our baby.â He said kissing me softly. After we broke from our kiss, I hugged him sobbing into his chest. He then cried too it wasnât as loud as mine, but I knew he heart broke too.
âWhy donât we go visit our baby. Just the two of us?â He suggested chocking back a sob.
âYeah, letâs go.â I whispered
After a while we made it to our babyâs grave. I had a bunch of fresh flowers that we had picked on our way to the cemetery. The day was truly beautiful and calm. As we stood by our babyâs grave hand in hand, I said a silent prayer for them. I then let go of his hand and knelt down touching the headstone. I kissed it and placed the flowers in front of it. I felt Tengens hand rub circles on my back.
âI loved our baby Y/Nâ He said
âAs did I.â I responded
âYou wouldâve been the best mother. Iâm very sure if that.â He said kneeling down with me.
âI guess weâll never know.â I said sadly.
âThis might be too soon for me to say, but if you wanted to try again I think it would be okay. But we would only try again on your terms. And If you never wanted to, I understand that too.â He spoke tucking a lose strand of hair behind my ear.
âOne day maybe, Iâm just not ready for that. And what if I lose the next one?â I questioned
âIf that happens again I promise I will be there for you. I never what you going through that and Iâm not there to help you.â He said with determination in his tone.
âThank you.â I said as I couldnât think of what to say at that moment.
âI love you. And Iâm always going to protect you Y/N. Youâre precious to me and I just want you to know that everything will shine brighter one day.â My husband spoke picking me up and cradling me into his lap.
âI love you too.â I spoke nuzzling my face into his neck.
My eyes felt heavy being so close to him. He was always for comforting. Closing my eyes, I thought of our child walking towards all of us. We all have bright smiles on our faces and Suma has tears in her eyes watching the walking for the first time. Smiling at that thought I fell asleep in my husbands arms getting some much needed sleep.

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Hey is me again
Okay so here is my other request this is a short one
Here is the request that tengen meet his mom that is the reader tengen knows how get got his heights and strong arms and the same eyes color and the flashy form from
And maybe some funny moments of this
Thank you and have a good day <3

Flashy Mama
Tengen Uzui x fem!Reader
Pure fluff, wholesome
Your pov
My soon to be husband assured me that meeting his mother would be a breeze and that sheâd love me. He told me she was a sweet woman and thatâs why heâs as flashy as he is today. My nerves were getting to me despite my fiancĂŠâs words of encouragement. As we walked into the Uzui family main estate, we were greeted by one of the butlers there. He then took both of us to this beautiful sun room that overlooked a field of wisteria flowers in full bloom. It was quite a lovely sight to behold on this fine spring day. I was taken out of my thoughts when I heard a sweet feminine voice behind me, who I could only assume was Tengenâs mother. So I promptly turned around only to be greeted with a giant woman.
âAh you must be Y/N. Thatâs quite the flashy name youâve got there.â She spoke with the same confidence as my soon to be husband.
âYes you must be Mrs. Uzui.â I slightly stuttered. She was tall around at least six feet. Her hair was a beautiful shade of winter snow. Her eyes were slightly more pink that Tengens. She was a well built woman and I could tell exactly where Tengen got his looks from, including his muscles. Despite her size, she was absolutely beautiful. I was in awe of her beauty that I almost forgot I was suppose to be introducing myself.
âYou seem a little lost huh.â She chuckled
âOh no Iâm sorry youâre just so beautiful.â I admitted
âI know, but thank you. Thatâs the only reason my son is as handsome as he is haha.âshe boasted.
âMother Iâm only beautiful because I am a god.â Tengen said confidently
âHeh, if youâre a god than what does that make me?â She laughed. âAnyway, itâs quite nice to meet you Y/N. From what my egotistical son has written me, you seem like such a nice girl.â She said bending down slightly as to look at me better.
âThank you youâre very kind.â I said blushing from the kind words of my future mother in law.
âShall we have dinner then?â She questioned even though it sounded more like a command.
âHell yeah, Iâm fucking starving.â Tengen said
âWatch your mouth young man. Say that shit again and Iâll kick your ass.â She spat
âWell youâre cursing, so why canât I?â Tengen whined.
âBecause this is my house and Iâm your mother.â She said walking away to the dining room.
As we walked I saw my fiancĂŠ roll his eyes and grumble something under his breath. Something along he lines of âshut up you old hagâ. This made me smile widely at their mannerisms. Dinner went well except the random friendly arguing during dinner that made my cheeks hurt from smiling so much. ďżźďżźLater that night, we said our goodbyes and made our way back to our shared home.
âSo it wasnât so bad, was it?â Tengen asked while wrapping an arm around my waist pulling close to his side.
âNo, not at all I actually had a lot of fun.â I proclaimed.
âWell good. So what do ya think about my mother?â He questioned
âI like her, I think sheâs flashy.â I stated confidently while another smile graced my features.
âHell yeah she is, hahah.â Tengen laughed
âDonât met her hear you curse now, love.â I laughed. Just then we heard a roaring voice from this distance.
âTengen Uzui you better not have just cursed!â Mrs. Uzui screamed. I guess yelling also runs in the family?
âI didnât!â Tengen screamed back as I covered my ears.
âYou guys are funny.â I stated
âYeah maybe, but hey just like you said, Iâve got the flashiest mama around.ďżźâ He boasted
âHell yeah you do.â I laughted
âY/N!â Mrs. Uzui yelled. Which caused my fiancĂŠ to pick me up bridal style and ran us both home scared of what his mother might do to both of them.

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Forget pt.1
Suguru Geto x fem!Reader
Angst, fluff
How you and Suguru Geto got together. And the first of many parts going over a timeline of how it all fell apart. How your love grew and how it went away after the years.
Your pov
Sitting in my clans house I began overthinking about the past. Iâm grateful about where I am today as clan leader, but I canât help but look bad on the past and the certain people Iâve lost. Where did it all go wrong? Iâve been asking myself that every day since he left. What exactly happened that caused him to change. All of those promises and declarations of love and loyalty are now dust in the wind. He use to be so sweet, caring, and kind. But from what weâve heard, heâs now killing innocent humans and any sorcerer that doesnât agree with his ideology. The man I knew would have never killed innocent people. He wouldâve done whatever he could to save them. I remember him telling me how beautiful he thought they were. Was that all a lie? I donât know the truth anymore and I donât know if my Suguru is still there. My only comfort now are the beautiful memories him and I shared. If I could only go back to the days where he was mine and everything was simplerâŚ
Years Ago in Jujutsu TechâŚ
Coming back from a mission covered in blood and cuts was not my idea of a good day. It was a tough mission that me and Suguru Geto were suppose to go on. Except he forgot, which is strange to me because we were both told in person about it yesterday. My guess is that he found a piece of ass that caught his attention. So much for friendship I guess. I feel slightly jealous that a random person could get his attention more than his actual friends. I dismissed my anger and went to get my wounds healed. I decided not to be angry too much. He was a kind person only when he wanted to be, hell heâs one of the strongest aside from Gojo. He probably thinks itâs beneath him. What an ass.
After I got my wounds healed, I went back to my room to take a needed shower. On my way there I thought about how the mission went and what I could do better next time. I need to rely on myself and my abilities more and I need to stop hesitating. Iâm to be the next leader of my clan by some miracle. My father has no living brothers or any male heirs that have his abilities and my mothers abilities, so Iâm the only choice he has. I have to be perfect or Iâll disappoint my entire family.
Just as I was about to reach my room I head rapid footsteps approach me. I turned around to see who they belonged to and to my surprise the flake himself showed up. Geto ran up to me with an apologetic look on his face and a box of some sorts in his hands. I felt like going in my room and locking my door, but knowing him heâd probably stand there knocking until I opened the door. So I turned to face him and began questioning his whereabouts.
âWhere the hell were you today?â I questioned
âSorry l/n, I was out today and lost track of time.â He spoke in labored breathes
âIâm sure you did, good night Getoâ I spoke turning to open my door.
âWait, here I got your favorite candies.â He spoke
âI would have preferred if you actually showed up today for the mission we had together. No worries though I handled it by myselfâ I deadpanned
âPlease just take them as an apology.â He pressed
âFine, just promise me that youâll show up next time or tell me you arenât coming. Iâd rather not rely on someone who wonât show.â I said
âFair enough, Iâm still so sorry for flaking out on youâ he apologized
âYouâre forgiven, good night Getoâ
Just as I was about to open my door and get some much needed sleep, I felt him grab my writs and pull me into a hug. I froze as heâd never hugged me before. The only touching we had done was accidentally brushing each others hands or helping each other up during missions. It felt good to be in his arms. Iâm still so mad at him but I canât help but feel so safe. He pulled away and looked into my eyes and my told me goodnight. He then walked away to his own room that was a few doors down. I care for him in a way I donât think I should. My feelings arenât something Iâm proud of because there is no way he would feel something like that for me. Heâs more interested in girls and killing curses to settle down for one person. Iâm most likely going to be in an a arranged marriage anyway. I shook off my feelings and went into my room finally getting some much needed sleep.
The next day I walked into the cafeteria and saw Gojo and Geto stuffing their mouthes with their breakfast. I got my food and joined them. I didnât make eye contact with Geto. I felt a sense of awkwardness in the air. I ate my meal as quickly as I could do to avoid conversation, but my desires were cut short when I heard an annoying voice speak.
âSoooo y/n howâd the mission go yesterdayâ Gojo spoke in a sing song tone
âSuccessfulâ I responded
âSorry about keeping Geto yesterday, he was helping me with something yesterdayâ he spoke
âWhat things?â I questioned. I noticed Geto get visibly uncomfortable, which made me slightly angry.
âWell if you must know. This girl has been calling me nonstop and so Geto here volunteered to distract her for meâ he said casually
âHey!â Geto exclaimed slamming his hands on the table.
âWhat thatâs what you did yesterdayâ Gojo said innocently
âAh, so thatâs what you were doing yesterday.I guess I was right. Canât say Iâm surprised Geto. Just wish you told me the truth you ass.â I spoke harshly
âL/n Iâm sorry I-â Geto began to speak
âI donât want to hear it Geto, just tell me next time youâre not going to take care of your responsibilities instead of lying. See you later Geto.â I said while standing up and going to the training field. I needed some time to think about my feelings and what the hell was going through that boys head. Iâd never know.
Suguru Getos pov
âShit this is the last time I do any favor for Gojo. It my fault for accepting, but he threatened to say something to L/n that I would rather say to her myself. Selfish arrogant bastard. I still donât know why Iâm friends with him. I guess itâs because him and I are the strongest. Yeah, maybe thatâs it or maybe I just like his company. Whatever it is Gojo Satoru is someone I consider a friend who just so happens to have blackmail on me. I guess I better act quickly. Heâd definitely say something vulgar to her and thatâs the last thing that I want.â I think to myself
âHeyyyyy Suguru?â Gojo whined
âYes?â I questioned
âYou should ask her out you know.â He states
âI hate that you know I like her.â
âIâm confused on why you do. Why settle for one girl huh?â He questioned
âBecause unlike you, Iâm not a womanizer. At least I try not to be. And I like her, sheâs a strong woman with a kind heard. Sheâs also fierce when it comes to killing curses. I also find her extremely beautiful inside and out. So whatâs not to like?â I stated
âTrue I guess. You do know that sheâll be a clan leader when she gets older, right?â
âYes I know. But I canât help the way I feel about her. I want to feel her, know her, grow with her, and be by her side.â I spoke honestly probably saying more than I should to Gojo.
âIs it because she saved your ass that one time?â Gojo questioned
âFuck off!â
âWhatever man, as long as your happyâ he spoke honestly
âThanks, I just hope she doesnât hate me. She might now because of yesterday. I tried making it up to her by getting her something, but I was stupid enough to believe that would work.â
âNah man you gotta woo her and take her out. Spoil her a little you know.â Gojo said while stuffing rice in his mouth.
âLike you know anything about that.â I scolded
âTrue Iâm not into dating, but I do know how to woo a woman,Suguru.â Gojo spoke
âI think I can figure it out on my own. L/n and I have been friends for a long time. I just hope she feels something for me too. Anyway Iâm gonna go do some trainingâ
âWhy, weâre the strongest Suguruâ Gojo spoke
âI know, but there is nothing wrong with a little training. And sheâs not too far behind us you know. Sheâs way better at physical fighting than both of us combined. Weâre only strong because of our techniques. I said
âHeh true that. Donât overwork yourself Getoâ Gojo spoke
âYeah I wonât. See ya later.â I said while standing up to make my way to the training field.
I waved goodbye to my idiot friend and made my way to the training field. I needed to clear my head and make a plan to explain my feelings to her. Even if she didnât want to be with me like that. I wanted her to know that I would always want to be near her, to grow beside her, and to see her become head of her clan. I want to see her succeed. I never imagined Iâd ever care for anyone this way. I almost want to laugh at myself for how whipped I am for this girl. Gojo was right though. My feeling started when she saved my life. She risked hers to save mine form a powerful curse when we were first years. I was strong back then, but not as strong as the curse I was fighting. She managed to kill the curse and save me from getting killed. Ever since then Iâve desired her.
After a few minutes of walking, I was almost at the training field. I planned on just doing some light exercises and working on my technique a bit. As I was walking up, I saw her. She was there too and my heart felt like it was racing out of my chest. She looked so fierce and beautiful. I couldnât help but stand and stare at her beauty. The way she moved was like water. She was graceful yet strong. I donât know how long I stood there like an idiot but I was taken out of my trance when I heard her call my name.
âHey Geto what the hell are you standing there forâ she yelled
âJust watching. May I join you?â I questioned trying not to sound nervous
âYeah, if you can keep up and no cursed energyâ she spoke back with a smirk on her face.
One hour laterâŚ
âI give up you winâ I said said holding my stomach that she just hit with her full strength.
âI told you Suguru, you canât keep up with me. Your ability is slightly stronger than mine. But when it comes to actual combat you are simply inferior to me.â She spoke nonchalantly
âYeah, very trueâ I groaned trying to get up.
âMmmâ
âL/n Iâm really sorry for yesterday and this morning. I had no intention of hurting you.â I apologized again.
âItâs fine Suguru I already forgave you. Besides I just kicked your ass, so Iâm doing much better.â She smiled which made me smile with her.
âL/n do you maybe want to go into town tomorrow? Thereâs this uh coffee shop Iâve been wanting to try.â I ask nervously
âHmm, I donât see why not. As long as your buyingâ she spoke
âSure, itâs a date thenâ I say then realizing what I just said. I looked in her eyes to see if I made her uncomfortable but she didnât seem fazed by my suggestion at all. She almost looked happy by it, but maybe that was my imagination.
âSee you tomorrow Getoâ she said waving me off with a small smile.
âSee you tomorrow, L/nâ I said with a small blush grading my features excited to spend the day with her tomorrow.

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Part 1, Part 2

Secrets Suck, Man
Sam Winchester x fem!reader
With Dean being heavily against the idea of dating while on the job, Sam and you figure out secret ways to be together without Dean knowing. Except, hereâs the thing, he already knows.
Angst, fluff, cute stuff with Sam. Takes place during Season 12.
Third Person Pov
"Sam, how many times do I need to tell ya that it's a bad idea. Hunters don't get a normal life and if they did, they ain't hunters no more." Dean lectured Sam who sat in the passenger seat of their 1967 Chevrolet Impala.
"Dean, all I'm saying is maybe it's not a bad idea to be with a hunter. At least you both understand the life and the risks." Sam pleated with Dean trying to get him to see his point of view on the situation.
"Dude, you really want to watch the person you love die because you were busy saving someone else?" Dean asks seriously.
"No, I wouldn't want that even if I wasn't a hunter, Dean. But at some point, I think it's okay as long as both parties understand the risk." Sam spoke with coming off harsher than before.
"Drop it, you know my thoughts on it Sam. It's not a good idea." Dean jabbed back as he turned up the radio to some 80's rock song.
"Fine." Sam sighed in defeat knowing that his plan to try to tell Dean that he already had a girlfriend and that person happened to be you.
Two hours later...
Sam and Dean made their way into the bunker where you were. Sam saw you and gave you a quick, but loving smile. While you waited on them to return, you read the same lore books hoping to find something new in them only to be disappointed again. You smiled back at him making sure that Dean didn't notice you looking at Sam. Speaking of Dean he said a quick hello and sat down on the chair in front of you kicking his muddy boots up on the table.
"Hey, I'm glad your back and everything Dean, but take your shoes off the table please." You asked him rolling your eyes.
"Whatever, did you find anything in the lore about Nephilim" He questioned doing what you asked.
"Same as before, I still only know what I've read for the millionth time and Cas's knowledge." you sighed rubbing your hand around your sore neck. This caught Sam's attention and he made a mental note to himself to help you out later.
"Don't worry we'll figure it out, we've just got to keep looking." Sam reassured putting his hand on your shoulder and giving it a reassuring squeeze.
"Yeah, don't worry about it Y/n, we've delt with worse and won." Dean butted in.
"Yeah, I think the apocalypse and the darkness are a lot worse than this by far. I'd still rather deal with a nest of vamps than this though." You half joked.
"You and me both." Dean sighed getting up out of his seat and walking towards the hallway. "I'm gonna take a much-needed shower see you guys at dinner." Dean spoke walking away to the showers.
As soon as he was gone you rushed towards Sam and gave him a hug. Breathing him in and feeling his body against yours invited instant comfort and happiness to your stressed-out body and mind. And to Sam, he found the same comfort as his arms immediately wrapped around you as he placed his left check on the top of your head. He took a deep breath and closed his eyes allowing himself to be in the moment with you and forget all of the shit that is piled on them once again. He loved you and even having a little time alone was worth the world to him. After some time of just being there with him, your curiosity became too much and the elephant in the room needed to be addressed.
"Baby, what did Dean say?" You asked him raising your head while still holding Sam in your arms. He looked at you with a sad but loving gaze as you waited on his response.
"Same thing as before, he's against it." Sam sighed sadly. "But I don't care he can just deal with it. Secrets suck and I'm tired of keeping our feelings for one another away from Dean. I mean even Cass knows." Sam spoke trying to convince you.
"Yeah, I get that, I just really don't want an angry Dean top of the shit pile that we already have. I really want to tell him, don't get me wrong, I'm just scared to see how he'll react. Hell, I'd rather face Amara again than tell Dean, but I think it's important that we do." You pleaded with him trying to get him to see your point of view.
"Baby, if Dean gets mad that's on him. We are both adults and I think it'll be okay. I know your nervous, but trust me Dean at his core is a really big softie." He reassured rubbing your arms up and down.
"I still feel weird about it, but I think I'm just scared of his reaction, mostly." You whispered putting your forehead on the center of his chest.
"We don't need to tell him right now, we can wait as long as you need." Sam
âThank you Sammy, that means a lot.â You say smiling at his sweetness.
Just as you two were about to break your hugs out comes Dean wearing his grey robe with an annoyed expression on his face. You were nervous and could tell that had whenever was wrong was serious.
âDammit, If you two are gonna be together be fucking careful because this life ainât pretty for us. Iâll support it if you guys do that. I guess some of us should have something good in this shit show.â Dean quickly said before a leaking away. As he did he did a double take. âAnd you two need to get better at whispering because I could hear everything.â He said annoyed as he walked away.
You both stood there dumbfounded at what just happened. You looked at each other and laughed at the situation. Sam then leaned down and captured your lips into a soft and sweet kiss. He broke the kiss giving you another big smile as he chuckled.
âWell I guess the secrets out.â Sam joked
âYeah, and by what he said I guess heâs known for awhile now.â You say letting out a deep breath hugging Sam closer relieved that you donât need to hide out of fear.
âYeah, Iâm just glad that with all of the shit thatâs been happening that I still have you by my side. And no matter what Iâll be there for you.â He reassured
âAww Sammy me too, I love you. And Deanâs right we should be careful about all of this.â You told Sammy nearly sounding like Dean.
âYouâre right about that. And Deans right about another thing too. That itâs good that weâve found happiness in this shit show.â Sam smiled.
âYeah, we really did. I love you Sammy Winchester.â You proclaimed
âI love you too Y/n L/n.â Sam responded hugging you tighter.

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Bloody Lover
18+
Toji Fushiguro x fem!Reader
Smut, Fluff, slight angst, mentions of blood, floor sex, chocking, hand job, slight Sub Toji/Dom Toji, slight Dom reader/Sub reader. Toji comes home covered in blood, and you do your best to patch him up.

Your Pov
We was late, very late. This was the usual though as his job required his schedule to be all over the damn place. I couldn't help but worry about him though. He never told me what his job was, but he always came back with cuts and bruises that I would patch up. Suddenly I hear a knocking at my door. I knew exactly who it was, so I got up with a sigh and opened my apartment door.
"Hey there doll," Toji said with a sly smile. Had a boqeut of my favorite flowers in his right hand as his left hand was clutching his side. He was covered in blood and it looked like only some of it was his.
"Hey there, looks like you go the shit beat out of you." I responded letting him through the door. Toji set my flowers on my kitchen counter and then made his way to my couch.
"Hey, look I know that you're injured, but there is no way in hell you're going to sit on my couch!" I proclaimed
"Aww come on, please?" He pleated
"No Toji, shit your ass on the wooden chair." I said enphizing wooden.
"Fine." He said sulking to the chair in the kitchen. He then sat down and as he did, he groaned.
"I'm going to go get the med kit, just hang tight." I assured him
After getting the med kit. I made my way back to Toji who was already convienently shirtless, anticipating me. Even though he was covered in blood, my breath hitched in sexual discomfort. He was a beautiful sight. From his chiseled body to his striking green eyes and jet black unruly hair. He was beautiful and every time I saw him, no matter what the state, he takes my breath away.
I pushed my thoughts away as I walked towards him, pulling out a chair to start patching him up. He winched as I began cleaning his wound I then looked up at him giving a reassuring smile. I knew he could handle the it, but I still never liked seeing him in pain. As I worked on his side, I could feel his eyes on me. He always looked so curious when I patched him up, like it was a foreign thing, even though I've done it thousands of times. As soon as I was done, I placed a water proof bandage on his side, making sure that when he took a bath his wound would be protected.
"Thanks doll, you're probably the only reason I ain't got an infection right now." He complimented looking in my eyes.
"You're welcome, where would you be without me?" I joked going to my hall and putting the med kit back in my closet. "Hey, you can stay here tonight, but you gotta take a bath before you do." I half yelled at him, trying to not wake my neighbors.
"Alright, sweet cheeks I'll take a bath, but only if you bathe me." he said. I turned around only to see Toji standing right in front of me peering down at me.
"Sounds good to me." I said stepping closer to him, brushing my hand against his clothed dick. "I'll meet you in there." I whispered biting his left ear.
As I walked away from my bloody lover, I heard him chuckle at my boldness. Walking to the bathroom, I made a beeline for the tub. As sexy as Toji is, he really stinks right now and I really can't have him stinking up my apartment any longer. I smile at my internal joke and begin running the bath water, making sure it his favorite temperature; hot. I called Toji in he bath and he came walking in fully naked at this point.
"You gonna stare or can I get into the tub already?" He joked putting his hands on his hips. I rolled my eyes at this and gestured him into the bath.
As he sat in my tub that was a little too small for his size. It was funny seeing this large man fit into a bathtub that was even too small for me, but he didn't seem to complain. I then got on my knees and reached behind me grabbing the plastic cup next to the tub. I then placed the cup under the faucet of running water letting it fill up. Then I poured the water over his blood covered body, using my other hand get the dried blood off his body. I then did the same for his hair, letting the blood pour out of his hair. After all the blood was off his body, I un plugged the drain letting the filthy water go down the drain. Once down, I plugged it once more letting clean water fill up the tub. Grabbing the body wash that I keep specifically for Toji, I poured the musky spelling soap onto my hands, I began to wash him. I made sure to wash every part of him. For my own pleasure I spent extra time lathering his chest. His muscles flexed at my touch as I made my way to his neck, which is his sensitive spot and caused him to groan. Then I made my way to this thighs and slowly touched his now erect dick, pumping it slowly.
"You really want to start this, Doll?' Toji questioned as he grabbed my arm gently, which was strange because he was normally rough with me.
"Do you?" I challenged making lustful eye contact with him as I continued stroking his dick.
Toji didn't respond, but I knew his silence meant that he wanted more, needed more. I worked my hand on his tip stroking it faster than I did before. At this he took in a sharp breath and chuckled at my boldness. I then dipped my other hand into the bath water and used it to pump his dick at the bottom. Toji's head threw back in pure estacy, moaning my name in the process. I knew he needed more, but I felt like teasing him a bit. He was late after all and completly covered in blood. I then slowed my pace, which for Toji, was pure agony.
"Don't tease me Doll," He groaned grabbing my throat, not squeezing too hard, but hard enough to make me draw a quick breath.
To this I smiled and stroked even slower, challenging him further. I knew he needed to release, but I wasn't ready for that just yet. I needed him to beg for me. That wasn't an easy task and yet I was ready for the challenge.
"Beg and I'll go faster and let you cum, pretty boy." I cooed looking his directly in his beautiful forest green eyes.
"Hell no, you know I don't beg doll, but you've been so good to me tonight so maybe I'll play along with your little game." He said with a sly grin on his scarred lips.
"Or maybe you're just too embarashed to admit you need to cum and I won't let you until I get what I want." I said condfidently. This little act of his lasted for about another ten minutes. At this point both of his hands were gripping the tub. His muscles flexed due to his sexual frustration, caused by his pouting. I was still pumping his hard dick slowly never going faster than this pace. My arms were getting tired, but I did not want to give in and neither did he. A few moments later I heard his cute whimpers and I knew he was getting close to giving in.
"Oh fuck Doll, just get it over with." he loudly groaned sweat dripping down his forehead.
"Beg." I commanded
"Fuck it, please make me cum, Y/N." He moaned gritting his teeth.
"Beg more." I said which caused him to whimper.
"Please baby, please! Make me cum!" he exclamimed.
"Good boy." I cooded.
My hands pumped him quicker, stroking his tip as fast my hand could allow and the rest just as fast. His head shot back and his moans were loud. My name became a prayer on his lips as he sang it with pure sexual satisfaction. Soon enough he let out one last loud moan cuming in the tub.
"Good job, baby." I teased smiling wide.
"Shut up." he whispered in defeat
"Now that wasn't so bad, was it?" I questioned standing up and stretching out my knees and back from being in that position for longer that I would've liked.
"Heh, well let's see how you like it." He said and like lightning, he got out of the tub still soaking, picked me up in his arms walking into the bedroom. Toji then set me down on my floor ripping off my clothes with his inhuman strength. I gasped at as the cold air touched my skin after being in the humid bathroom.
"Toji, why are we on the floor?" I questioned, looking into his eyes filled with lust and desire.
"Heh, I wouldn't want to get your pretty sheets wet." He responded as his lips made there way to my neck.
I moaned as something we both have in common, is that our necks are our weak points. He began sucking and biting my next with such passion that my knees felt weak and heat pooled down to my core. His hand made its way to my cunt, rubbing my clit slowly as that's the way I liked it. This man knew my body like no other before him. He then trailed down my now wet body leaving kisses and marks, worshipping my body. His tongue replaced his fingers as he started licking me. His hands then made their way to my nipples, pinching them causing my back to arch and a loud moan leave my lips. I felt him laugh into my cunt licking even slower that he did before. I knew what he was doing, and being on the receiving end of this sexual torture. But like him, I'm not giving up so easily.
"You gonna beg, sweetheart." He cooed into my cunt
"N-no." I cried out.
"You better beg or you ain't gonna cum tonight, Doll." he mumbled with his face still buried in my cunt. After awhile longer I couldn't handle it, I needed to cum.
"Please, Toji I need to cum. Please!" I begged
"I need you to do better than that." He groaned
"Please I need it Toji, make me cum!" I moaned
"Alright sweet heart, don't cha worry I'll take care are of you." He cooed lapping my cunt faster, pinching my nipples harder. I felt myself reaching my peak. Toji's name coming out of my mouth in sexual desire. My climax kept building and building and then finally I snapped, reaching my peak.
"Oh fuck Toji!" I screamed squeezing his head between my thighs.
I didn't even have time to come down from my high when I felt Toji's hands grip my thighs with so much force I was sure I'd find burses on them in the morning. He growled pumping his cock and lining it up with my cunt. "You on birth control, sweet girl?" Toji asked peering down at me with a smirk.
"You know I am, dummy." I laughed
"Just makin sure." He responded
Toji gave me no warning as he slid his dick into me. I gasped at his sudden move. My nails scratched his back which made me groan. His pace was fast and his hand gripped my throat making tears burn in my face. I chocked a moan at this and be looked down at me with a wicked smile. His dick stretched my walls hitting my cervix with his brutal strength.
"You feel good, Doll." He Groaned taking his hand off my neck.
"Oh f-fuck yes." I whined
"Good girl, you gunna make me cum, yeah." he moaned
"Toji please, I'm gonna cum again." I moaned
"Me too sweet girl, me too." He groaned in my ear as one of his hands made its way to my clit rubbing circles on my clit.
"Toji baby, I'm-" I screamed not finishing my snetence as my climax reached its peak once again. Toji then quicken his pace once more just as he reached his climax as well.
"Oh fuck, Doll." He moaned coming down from his high.
We both laid there basking in the after glow of sex. His eyes never left mine and his scarred lips pressed down on mine gently. I touched his cheek with my hand pulling him closer to me, wanting to connect with him even more than I just did. After we broke the kiss, our noses brushed against each other breathing heavily with loving smiles on our faces.
"I love you, Doll." Toji proclaimed. This sudden confession left me wide eyed, but another even bigger smile graced my features.
"I love you too, Toji." I whispered back wrapping my hand around his neck making our lips touch once more.
"Come on sweet girl lets get you cleaned up." He said standing up and picking me up off the floor, heading to the bathroom.
He washed me the same way I did about an hour ago. His hands are calloused, but his touch was so light. And even in the warm water I had goosebumps. I truly did love this man even though he smelled and randomly came to my apartment covered in blood. And I never knew when he was coming back. He made me feel like no other and I knew I would do anything to feel this way always.
"How does my girl feel?' He questioned lifting my chin up so that I could look at him.
"I feel good, love, thank you." I said with content smile
"Anything for you, Doll." Toji whispered looking at me with love filled eyes.

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Slutty Showers
Hisoka x fem!reader
18+
Smut, Shower sex, mentions of blood, established relationship, fem reader. Hisoka fucks you and then treats you right.

Third Person Pov
The sound of skin slapping together your moans were echoing against the shower walls. The warm water cascaded over your bodies as Hisokas cock was hitting your walls so good that it make your brain foggy. His hands were gripping your tits while is fingers were pinching your nipples hard. It stung but god it made you feel so good. His mouth was biting and sucking on the soft skin on your neck. He began sucking on the hickeysďżź heâd given you the night before while he was pushing your body to its limits. The two of you had been going at it for a long time yet his pace never faltered. You swear this man his an incredible amount of stamina.
Suddenly you were being picked up and your back was pushed against the wall. His hands grabbed your legs and forced them around his waist, not like you were complaining. You then put both of your arms around his neck and pressed your lips against his. It was a fiery kiss that sent pleasurable shivers down your spine. His tongue went inside you mouth which you let happen. His cock wasnât inside you and you were aching without him. He knew this and you could feel him smirk against your mouth. After some more time of teasing you he thrusted himself into you which caused you to yelp with pleasure and pain. His pace quickened and you began moaning his name like a prayer while your hands began scratching his back. You knew he loved pain so you made sure that you scratched enough to make his back bleed. He began to moan loudly as well. His golden eyes met yours with a lustful and love full gaze. His hand came down and he started to rub my clit meaning he was holding you with one arm. You two kept this eye contact until you felt that familiar bubbling feeling and you could tell he was close too.
âHisoka, Iâm gonna cumâ you moaned out
âMmm good cum for me flowerâ he grunted
After a few more minutes you came hard on his cock. His name was moaned over and over again and your nails dug into his skin even harder than before. Then Hisoka came shooting his cum inside your walls while he was still thrusting inside you. You were on birth control so he knew you were okay with it. He thrusted inside you ďżźuntil his cock softened. At that point you had lost feeling in you legs. Hisoka turned the shower off and carried you out of the shower and put you on the counter.
He then grabbed your towel and started drying you off while giving your forehead a kiss. This was the Hisoka you knew. He was sweet to you and he didnât say it often but you knew he loved you and you loved him too. Heâs a very strange man, but heâs loyal to you which you thought wouldnât happen when you two got together. But just by the way heâs looking at you know you know how much he cares for you.
After you were dry you took his towel which of course was pink and began drying him. His body looks like it was sculpted by the gods. Hisoka could tell you were admiring him because of how long you took to dry him. This made his ego get even worse than it already was. When you were done you reached up and pressed a long loving kiss on his lips and then looked into his eyes and smiled. He then picked you up once more and took you to your shared bed. The two of you cuddled while Hisoka talked about his abilities and how beautiful he thought you two were. Despite how rough he is, he always is sweet after the two of you have very hard sex. After a little while of Hisoka babbling you fell fast asleep. He noticed after a while and chuckled at your cute expression. He then gently kissed your cheek and looked at you before sayingâŚ
âI love you, my flowerâ

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