I Let Her Destroy Me And Now I Am Paying For It. I Wish She Would Come Back To Me, But I Know She Is

I let her destroy me and now I am paying for it. I wish she would come back to me, but I know she is his. I know that I lost. 

Did you destroy me?

Or did I let you destroy me?

-M.N

If I said something before you left, would it make a difference to our story? Would it make you change your mind? Would it make you stay?

Late night thoughts #97  (via hereliesmybrokenheart)

There was nothing that I could have said to make her stay, and I think that is why I am hurt. I am hurt because deep down I hoped that I could say something that would make her stay with me. 

I would give my life for he to look at me like she use to. I thought we were headed there again, but alas she ended up with him once again.

“I’d give anything for you to look at me again the way you did back then.”

-16/01/2019

I knew what I was getting myself into when she became my dream. 

“The moment we give our hearts entirely, we know that it is not a task, but a duty. We must embrace this responsibility. We must act upon diligently, soberly, withstanding love and respect to each one.”

— Chuck Akot, “We give our hearts e n t i r e l y.”

Old Sport left sometime ago now, and I am just realizing how lonely I truly am.

She is back to him and I know she does not think about me anymore. 

You probably don’t think about me at all..and that hurts.