I Put My Happiness Into Her Hands And She Dropped It. She Dropped My Happiness Very Quickly.

I put my happiness into her hands and she dropped it.  She dropped my happiness very quickly.

Don’t ever put your happiness in someone else’s hands. They’ll drop it. They’ll drop it every time.

Christopher Barzak

Old Sport and I talked this morning about a lot of things I never thought I would talk about again.

I told Old Sport about my past with her. I told Old Sport why I pretended to be the person that I am. I confessed to Old Sport all of the things I never thought I would. I told Old Sport why I loved her so much. I told Old Sport that she promised to wait for me. I told Old Sport everything.

Now that I am sitting here in my pool all I can think about is her. Why is she on my mind now? I wish that she could have loved me as I had loved her. I wish I could have fulfilled my dream of my life with her always in it.

I believe it is time for me to use my pool. I have not touched it all summer and I think now would be a great time to go for a swim. I hope that this can get my mind off of things.

The scariest thing about distance is that you don’t know whether they’ll miss you or forget you.

Nicholas Sparks (via what-strange-lives-we-live)

She forgot about me.