Someone Is Watching Me

someone is watching me

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jon will never tell sasha that he loves her.

he’s not sure if he really does, anyway. he’s not sure if the love real. he’s not sure if it’s just a result of all the trauma. of attaching himself to her like a barnacle on a whale. of finding out sasha remembered.

sasha is so unbelievably patient with him, and jon feels so guilty about it. she shouldn’t need to do this for him. she’s the only one who can. the only one who can pick up the pieces. the only one who knows why the pieces are pieces in the first place.

i am going to be sick. look at them. JonSasha,,, save me,,,,,,

“save me” they cannot even save themselves, how would they ever save me??? i am just a guy

absolutely correct statement

Grant O'Brien from Drop Out has the same energy as Tim Stoker from The Magnus Archives. No I will not take further questions and/or criticism. Have a wretched day 🩵 :)

owieeee why do i do this to myselfffff

martin selfishly wishes

that sasha were

still here to help

she isn’t, though

she is gone

and martin can’t

even remember her

sometimes— a lot of the time. rotating in my brain— i think about how in mag79, martin asked tim (twice!) if he “didnt think jon was going to… you know…”

he was so so worried about what jon was going to do, and honestly? yeah, yeah if my friend was being all weird and dodgy and shit, then suddenly APOLOGIZES??? and gives me the rest of the day off, then yeah. yeah im going to be worried that theyre going to do something irreversible and i wont be able to see them again.

i also think id be sort of relieved if i saw a dead body that was very obviously not jon, because if he’s missing he isnt dead yk

i think about what martin thought jon was going to do so so often

hi. hello. do you guys ever think about JonSasha? i do. i think there should be more just jon/sasha fics out there

as it is, most fics are polyarchives. which like! is fine!! but also,, JonSasha,,,,,

i am going to be sick. look at them. JonSasha,,, save me,,,,,,

“save me” they cannot even save themselves, how would they ever save me??? i am just a guy