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Fucked around with Gmod again

Gabriel's sexuality crisis.

"Perhaps, I am a queer for it.. the machine. Perhaps its gore and bloody wiring is what I desire most. Oh Father, forgive my impure thoughts.. the machine won't leave my head"

bonus Gmod/sandbox screenshots in the next post

favorites from the reddit ama with gianni

I genuinely think we don't need more layers.

I fear loss, I want to keep its love. What will be left if you so carelessly destroy what you've worked to hard on; only created to be put up and then turned just to scrap. What will be left of your game if you throw away a character meant to live, meant to comfort, meant to be the star?

Oh for I plead, keep my dearest Gabriel alive. If its gone, then where is the fun in the game? If its gone, where is the community? If its gone, then we might as well just refund the game - there is NO point in ULTRAKILL without that angel. I've grown so attached. I forgot about how much I truly need it or something like so until I beat 6-2 and saw the story once more. Everyone loves that angel. Its gone through so much and done so much more than you could ever realize.

I call it the comfort angel for a reason - its how I get through my days. If somethings so tough I can just imagine its comfort, "It'll be okay, my little angel. I'm proud of how far you've gone and believe in you."

Spare my dear angel. Not just for me, as one person isn't enough to change the game.

Consider the community. Consider how you've changed us. Consider the impact on the sales and love for the game.

Consider Gabriel.

Booooo

B

Thank you Oceania for another beautiful reblog.

Hey, yeah. There have been people who harassed me for who I am, and they don't care the cite or place - they'll do it anywhere. The most recent time I was actually affected by this was over Word Bomb on Roblox. It wasn't a silly little "Hey, I dislike your name and avatar." which is just Gabriel ULTRAKILL in a maid dress with the generalized display name "Catgirl_Era". It was a full on "go jump" and the whole "should I call the waa-mbulance?" after so many of my words. More happened of course but too much to list plus I can't remember it all. I genuinely considered at that moment. I've also got foul asks here which will be displayed below the cut due to how awful they are. These are during some previous rp days, and people like this have scared me out of an entire fandom and forced me into trying to make people stop playing the game.

Your actions DO IMPACT PEOPLE. I understand how it can be so easy to jump to threats like they're nothing as I've been there, but think of those who actually are mentally ill. The last thing I want, especially as someone who rarely cries so no one worries about them, is to be harassed by gangs again. This wasn't a first, and especially not on Roblox.

Your threats are extremely impactful. Your actions are extremely impactful. Be aware of others, please.

Wowie, you actually read this! Thank you a whole lot <3 Images below and obvious content warning.

Note: these are from a few years ago, but the point still stands. I was going through a bad phase is all (that's what's with all the weird rp mentions and sexual mentions)

About a week ago I posted this.

I’ve been getting horrible messages like this in my ask for months, including:

and my personal favorite

After getting the message saying “Just go kill yourself” I was completely done dealing with this person’s horrible messages and replied with just an “Okay.” and logged off tumblr.

About a week later I logged back on with 17 messages in my ask, most of them from the anon. I scrolled down and at first when I logged off, the anon messaged me things like

I scrolled up more and all of a sudden they started sending me more and more messages like

This was extremely surprising to me. I thought “After all those horrible messages you sent to me for MONTHS about hating me and wanting me dead, you say ‘sorry’ and that you ‘cant be responsible for someone’s suicide’?”

But I guess the lesson goes like this:

DONT TELL ANYONE TO KILL THEMSELVES UNLESS YOU ARE PREPARED FOR WHAT MIGHT ACTUALLY HAPPEN