
dia. mexicana đČđœ. she/her. twenty-one đ„. requests: open đ„. (itâll take time for me, iâm a little slow)
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It Got Me Wetter Than The Wave Pool At A Waterpark

It got me wetter than the wave pool at a waterpark

Pairing: Miguel O'Hara x fem!reader
Warning: 18+, NSFW, Penetrative Sex, Hardcore sex, Praise, Creampie
PrĂ©cis: Heâs an overprotective âbest friendâ.
A/N: this is my first write, bare with me lol, also major credits to @cherryredstars for inspiring me, thank u :)
Edits & Look-overs: 2
Itâs 3am.
Youâre walking back to your college dormitory building, exhausted from a night out. Your feet hurt, you have a slight wobble in your walk, and your lungs feel like they burn with every step you take due to the cold air. A misty cloud fleets from your mouth with every exhale.
You left without Miguelâs knowledge. Which, to him, is a big no-no. He isnât possessive over you, per se, but he does like to know when you leave the dorm you two share together. Thatâs all he asks for, and you didnât even do that. Heâs been protective over you your whole friendship with him. It pisses you off sometimes but you canât help but wonder why he is the way he is with you. You mulled over how heâd always hold you close whenever you two went out, like he was trying to show off this imaginary ownership over you, and when heâd give guys death stares at their attempts to flirt with you. That was the least he did â there was a long list of his overprotective ways with you, but those are just the ones you thought about mostly.
When you finally get to your dorm, you unlock the door with your key before quietly opening the door. Thankfully it wasnât a squeaky door, the faintest squeak of the door or a creak of a floorboard would probably wake Miguel up. He was a really light sleeper. You close the door behind you and lock it before turning around and seeing Miguel sitting on the couch, his feet propped up on the coffee table, his laptop on his lap as he types away, not even looking at you. You freeze up, staring at him with wide eyes. âMiguel? Why are you up so late?â you ask, holding your breath as you wait for his answer. âI could ask you the same thing.â he replies, his husky voice making you exhale nervously.
âWell⊠I was out,â you mutter, âI didnât want to wake you just to tell you so I-â
âDonât.â he interrupts, âjust donât. You didnât wake me up and tell me because you didnât want me to know. Look, youâre my best friend and I worry about you. I worry about what could happen to you when youâre out of my sight. I feel responsible for your well-being, and all I ask of you is to just let me know where youâre going, and you canât even do that, mm? Do you know how worried I was, huh? Huh?!â he exclaims, his voice getting louder as he spoke. You stay silent for a few minutes before sighing, not knowing what to say. âIâm sorry, I just⊠I-â youâre cut off again by his booming voice, âNo, youâre not fucking sorry! Carajo!â
Thereâs a long pause. Youâre a little shaken up, heâs never yelled at you before. âWhere were you?â he finally asked, closing his laptop and setting it down before finally looking at you with slightly tired eyes. âI was out clubbing.â you say. He groans at your words, pinching his temple. âWith?â he asks shortly after. âI was aloneâŠâ you say quietly, causing him to open his eyes. He stands up and walks over to you, his 6â9" frame towering over you. He barely keeps a distance between you and him.
âListen to me and listen well,â he grunts, grabbing your arm, âI donât know if youâre too dull to understand this but if something ever happens to you I couldnât possibly live after that. You may think Iâm being overdramatic, and while Iâm not disagreeing with you, itâs for a reason, Y/N.â He sighs, staring at you with those piercing crimson red eyes.
âYou understand the danger of going out alone, right? I wouldnât have to be like this if people werenât horrible, but Y/N, you donât understand how easily you can get snatched up, hurt, killed, and so on. Especially at night, where sickos like that lurk every street corner and alleyway. Iâve lived through it. You havenât. I donât know if itâs the alcohol that makes you so unaware when youâre walking home, but whatever it is, itâs pissing me off.â
You pause for a minute as he gives his big spiel. âHowâd you know I was drinking?â you ask, crossing your arms. âAre you serious? You have a wobble in your walk. Either your feet hurt and youâre drunk or itâs a mix of both, your breath reeks of alcohol, and youâre slightly slurring. If you were trying to hide it then thatâs⊠thatâs just sad.â Miguel sighs. âIâm glad youâre safe, I really am, but canât you acknowledge what Iâm saying?â
âI⊠I-I justâŠâ you trail off, sniffling. You try to retract your arm from his grasp but his hand is clenched around your arm. âYou just what?â Miguel asks. âI just donât understand why you care about me so much!â you finally exclaim. After a moment of silence, heâs finally had enough. He tugs you by the arm, âLetâs go.â Youâre fucked. Probably in many other ways than metaphorically. He drags you to his room, slamming the door open and pushing you in. He shuts the door behind him and locks it before grabbing you and setting you on the bed, slipping his shirt over his head and tossing it on the floor. You had a feeling this wasnât going to be sensual, passionate, gentle sex.
He climbs in bed and gets on top of you, staring at you. Your breath was hitched, your eyes were wide. He rolls his eyes before looking down and beginning to unbutton your shirt. It was agonizingly slow, like he wanted to build up your anticipation. âI guess I have to show you how much I care about you since you canât understand.â Miguel says, getting to the last few buttons. You squirmed slightly, not saying anything back other than an âIâm sorryâ under your breath. Miguel just shook his head gently, unbuttoning the last button.
He slipped your pretty blouse off and tossed it to the side. He leaned down more, his mouth hovering over your lips. He finally leaned in just a bit more, enough for your lips to barely touch. But he didnât want to give you the satisfaction. He just gently grazed his teeth over your lip before trailing his lips down to your neck, where theyâd actually settle. His tongue poked out of his lips to graze it over your neck.
He reached his arm up, his large hand going behind your neck and grabbing a fistful of hair to keep you in place as he licked and sucked your neck. He eventually started leaving carmine red hickeys all over your neck. You whined and whimpered under him, all you could really do. He was in tune with your body. Your sensitive spots, what your body responded to, what it didnât. He knew you.
He pulled back to gauge your expression. You were all hot and bothered, your breaths coming in and out in little huffs. The edges of his lips slightly curled up in a devilish smirk. His thumb rubbed your bottom lip. That âtenderâ moment didnât last long until he went back to work. He leaned down and continued kissing and marking you all over, his kisses trailing down your body and leaving spots of saliva in their wake. When he reached the hem of your jeans, he began unbuttoning them.
Once that was done, he pulled them off in one strong tug and tossed them onto the floor behind him. One more obstacle â your panties. He kissed your inner thighs, rubbing your wetness through your panties. He could practically feel your sex pulsing in your panties. He ran his fingers over the black laced hem before slipped them off and tossing them to the side. There it was, what he was looking for. âSo wet already.â Miguel mumbled as he began unbuttoning his jeans and tugging them off. He grabs the hem of his boxers and slips those off too, tossing the fabric to the side. Your eyes widen at his length, and you try to push yourself away from him. Miguel tuts in annoyance, grabbing your thigh and roughly pulling you back under him, where you were before. You whine when he slaps his heavy cock against your cunt. You freeze under him, finally learning that squirming gets you nowhere.
He positions himself over you, and you struggled a little bit more. âM-Miguel, itâs been a while since Iâve done this, Iâm not-â
âShh,â Miguel interrupts, patting your cheek a little roughly, âno need to talk. Youâll be fine.â You stay silent but youâre breathing heavily through your nose as you feel Miguel reach down and stroke his tip along your folds. âIâm sure you can take me.â he says, his tone nothing close to passionate. His voice was husky and rough. He stopped teasing you with his tip once he felt your entrance before sinking into you with one push. It was slow and painful, but then it dissipated as he began moving his hips. The pace itself didnât start off slow or soft, he immediately dove into hammering into you.
You cried out, throwing your head back onto the pillow as his shaft slid in and out of your wet sex. You closed your eyes and panted, but you flinched as you felt Miguelâs hand tightly gripping your chin. âLook at me. MĂrame.â he says as he pounds into you. You let out a whine in response as your glassy eyes looked into his. He curses under his breath, holding your waist so you stay in place with one hand, and holding himself up with the other. You never knew dick felt this amazing.
You were feeling this way and he was only a little over halfway in. He was making his way deeper, and you felt it. You went to hold his hand, and he took his hand in yours, your fingers intertwining. Your mouth slightly fell agape and you let out a choked out moan as he bottomed out inside you, his balls nestling tightly against your ass. He fucks the noise out of you, you canât do anything but let out choked out moans. âLift your hips for me.â Miguel says, wanting better leverage to your pussy. You weakly lift your hips and he grabs ahold of them, sitting up just a tad to fuck you better. His balls repeatedly slap against your ass with every thrust, fucking a pathetic noise out of you every once in a while. Your boobs moved up and down with the movement, and the headboard squeaked as your body hit it.
âSo beautifulâŠâ Miguel murmured, taking one of your boobs in his hand and resting it there, his grip tight on your titty.
You were slightly lightheaded on dick. Creamy little clap noises mixed with Miguelâs grunts and your little noises filled the room. Your seeping juices coat Miguelâs cock with every in-and-out motion his shaft does into you, leaving his cock slicked and with a shiny little coat on it from you.
He was like a machine, his stamina was incredible because he showed no signs of slowing down just yet. âWhoâs my good girl, hm? Had a bit of a scare tonight, didnât we?â he says, hoisting your knees up on his shoulders so he had more leverage. He reaches down and toys with your clit, rubbing his thumb in circular motions on your nub. You whine at the double stimulation. You donât know if you can take much longer of this before climax slowly comes knocking. Miguel struggled to hold off his climax the more your walls pulsated and tightened around his throbbing cock.
But it didnât end there. He pulled out of you suddenly, flipping you onto your back roughly and getting behind you. You didnât even have enough time to react. âKeep that back arched baby.â Miguel says, placing his hand on your back to keep your arch in that position. He uses his other hand to guide himself back in your dripping cunt again, continuing his rough pace. His strokes were deep, fast, and most importantly, calculated. You nuzzled your face in the pillow, and Miguel grinned slightly your muffled screams of pleasure, his lips curving upward.
âSuch a good girl⊠you take me so wellâŠâ he breathed out, catching your hand as you swung it back to hold his. âGive me your other hand.â Miguel said, getting both hands and holding them by your wrists as he continued to fuck you roughly. Your upper half bounced slightly upward with every thrust because your arms were being pulled back. âM-Mig.. MigâŠâ you choke out, whining as his balls smack against your clit. âQuĂ© te pasa, mami? Hm?â he asked rhetorically, his shaft sliding in and out of you with ease. He was getting so close.
He let go of your hands, your hands plopping back at your sides. He had a new fixation â your ass. He grabs both of your ass cheeks in his large hands, groping them and pulling them more towards him, meeting you halfway with his thrusts. With a few more of⊠doing that, his warm cum eventually shot inside of you.
The two of you moan loudly as you climax at the same time, your juices seeping onto his cock. He pulled out, leaving a trail of warm cum on the sheets, and it seeped out of you. He creampied you. Your best friend gave you a creampie.
âCome here. Fuck, come here.â Miguel pants, pulling you close to him. He wraps his arms around you from behind, both of you collapsing on the sheets.
âSo, tell me,â he starts, âstill think I donât care about you?â
You inhaled and exhaled heavily before responding, âI do, I just knew if I said âI donât understand why you care about me so muchâ this would be the outcome.â you smirked, rolling over to face him. He froze.
âWhat?â
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EL VAQUERO
á„«áĄă SAVE A HORSE, RIDE A COWBOY





A long-ass drabble.
Riding on cowboy! Miguel. Enough said. (The second picture is from @/farevalee9s on X/Twitter.)
MINORS DNI | MATURE CONTENT
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"I wanna be on top!" She beams, sitting on her haunches, planting her feet onto the soft mattress. Miguel glanced over at the woman from where he was lying down.
"You want to be on top, princesa? Aren't you going to tire yourself out?" Miguel chuckles.
"Can't I at least try?"
"Whatever, don't tire yourself out then."
/
The woman happily straddles down on Miguel's lap, feeling her legs tremble before settling down on the soft mattress. She pulls off her warm sweatshirt, revealing her perked nipples.
A conceited grin slowly paints on his lips before his eyes trace her bareness. Stretch marks decorated her hips and lower stomach, which glistened in the bedroom light. "You know, I never noticed your beauty mark before," His calloused hands traced her figure, and he felt her warmth radiate to his palms. "It's cute."
His hands grasped onto her wrists and moved her hands to her breasts. "Play with yourself."
She looked down at him before she moved her wrists away from his hands with a simple turn on the wrists and grabbed his instead.
"Then help me." A breathy whisper escaped her lips as she placed his hands on her breasts. The callouses on his hand against her skin sent chills down her spine, feeling goose pimples slowly form on her vertebrae. Miguel's hands grasp the soft mound of flesh gently before resting his palms on her nipples. Then her palms trace his calloused hands.
Her soft, gentle touch contrasts his hands. Her nails were always clean and done, occasionally decorated with tiny gems, flowers, and trim-painted designs. His hands contradict hers, fingernails trimmed, sometimes having her help clean the dirt and grime underneath his fingernails.
Her hands were the same ones who always tended to him, even in moments like this.
"I want you." His voice rasps deeply, sending her heart to a flutter.
"But I'm not something for you to buy." She whispers coyly, a breathy response against his croon.
Her hands reach down to his fly, slowly unzipping his jeans and unbuttoning him. A noticeable tent forms at his boxers as she palmed at the bulge before freeing him from the restraining fabric against his cock.
The sight of his aching, swelling cock twitching before her is enough to make her mouth salivate as she eyes the precum tracing down a prominent vein.
She shakes the thought away before she straddles on him again, sliding the gusset of her underwear to the side and slowly sliding down into his length. The aching bulge bullied into her cervix, sending shockwaves of pleasure in her lower stomach.
Miguel felt her aching core rub against his aching cock. Her hips a couple of times, quietly whimpering to herself and adjusting herself.
Miguel grinned to himself as his hand grasped onto her hips. "Okay, let me help you-"
"No, no... I got it." She huffs confidently. She straddled herself once again, but tried something different. With fluid motions, she shifted her weight onto one leg before picking up the other leg.
Miguel opened his mouth, ready to comment something snarky, but his words were erased from his mouth as she placed her hands on his chest. She moved her weight to his chest and slowly began to bounce on his length, feeling him move in her with ease. A content hum vibrates on her sternum.
A small groan escapes the man, feeling his hands rest on her hips. "Come on; you can be louder than that..." She asserts softly, slowly bouncing into a frantic pace.
Then something filled her ears.
Miguel O'Hara lets out a moan, following a whimper.
She bit down on her bottom lip, soon picking up the pace. Beads of sweat slowly formed on her forehead, soon allowing the sweat to glisten on her skin.
"Carino, por favor." Miguel groans, now moving his hands off of her hips and grasping the bedsheets with a vigorous grip, turning his knuckles pale.
He takes off his hat and places it on her head, making it adorable for Miguel as it looks like she is trotting on a horse, but instead, it is his cock. âThere you goâŠâ He compliments.
Low, rough grunts filled the space as Miguel looked at the sight before him. Her tits bounced, her lengthy hair moving occasionally with her movements while she placed a secure hand on the cowboy hat.
âGet closer to me for me, nenaâŠâ Miguel softly pleads, keeping his eyes on her breasts. Without thinking, she leans closer, letting the cowboy take a nipple to his lips, suckling and lightly nibbling the sensitive nub. His teeth lightly grasped on the nipple before tugging on it playfully and suckling on it. He lets go of the nipple, seeing how her soft muscles bounce a bit after he latches off.
âGood boyâŠâ She cooes to the man below her, feeling her orgasm building up. âAre you close?â She softly moans, keeping up the vigorous pace.
âCariño, pro favor. Let me finish insideâŠâ
The sinful act kept up while Miguel continued to deal with his inner turmoil to not finish immediately after all the teasing and bantering he told her. âPor favor, let me comeâŠâ
âGo ahead, babyâŠâ She pants, feeling the cowboy hat tip down a bit, shielding her eyes. âIâm all yours.â

I CANT FIND A WAY TO FINISH THIS BUT YEH
eeeeEUGGHHHHH đ©



Oscar Isaac and Pedro Pascal as SANTIAGO GARCIA and FRANKIE MORALES in Triple Frontier
â requested by @for-a-longlongtime
Lauro, you making me feel things I haven't felt đ
HEY POOKS. Could you write a DBF!Miguel x dancer!reader. He just loves to watch her dance in competitions and recitals and helps her practice her routine by counting out 8âs for her <333
( maybe he can give reader a reward for doing so well but idk đ€ )

[Rehearsal]
lab tester: Anonymous Participant (Hi @snails-doodles22) đ©»
summary: Miguel keeps you grounded as you prepare for a dance competition.Â
content warning: age gap (abeg sheâs 21+), secret relationship, fluff, like two suggestive?? lowkey explicit scenes so MINORS BEWARE, a few thoughts of frustration/failure but nothing serious just the thoughts of an artist
word count: 1.9k, halfway proofread
a/n: Hi hi!! This one was really a challenge for me!! and Idk if Iâll write DBF again ngl Nonetheless, I hope you enjoy it! I leaned more on the age gap aspect of the relationship and pulled from how I felt when practicing for my own recitals/competitions đ€ ! (I get extremely snappy and mean lol)
A Grand Adage (as best as I, not a professional ballerina but I practiced for 3 years, can explain) is a slower dance move where you stretch your leg to the front, side, and back without losing your balance. You also have to switch legsâŠI think. It looks like it takes a LOT of core strength, especially without a partner.
I donât think I mention it in the story, but Iâm imagining this Miguel to have salt and pepper hair, but like, in its early stages. So only a few strands of gray.Â

âDamn it.â
The music started to sound more and more jaded as you failed another Grand Adage after powering through the more fast-paced part of your routine.Â
You donât know why you had the bright idea to add the most pain-inducing ballet moves to your contemporary piece, but you were starting to hate yourself for it. It was supposed to represent a crash and burn of rushing perfection which was ironic because you were feeling those emotions tenfold.
âYouâre not going to get it if you keep trying to force it like that.â You heard Miguel from across the room and the music finally stopped. âItâs a pause between those last two counts. You know this, chiquita.â
You huffed out a chuckle as you got up, âKnowing and doing are two different things. I know whatâs coming, which is why I keep anticipating it and messing it up.â
âThe studio is all yours for a few more hours,â Miguel sighed. âTake a breath and try it again.â
âThatâs so easy for you to say. Youâre not the one busting your ass,â you mumbled as you got back into your starting position.Â
Miguel crossed his arms, head leaning on the wall above the barre, âYou want to say that again?â
You dropped your arms and stared at him, face blank.Â
After a minute or so of you going silent, he unfolded his arms and beckoned you towards him.Â
You dragged your feet to get to him, hands hugging yourself.Â
âI know you want this to be perfect, but snapping at me isnât going to help that.â His hands made their way to the back of your thighs, rubbing up and down the tightened muscles.Â
âIâm sorry, I just-â you rubbed your eyes with your palms. âThe competition is so soon and I keep fucking the routine up.â
âAnd youâve also done it perfectly countless other times. Youâve got this! I know you do. Iâve seen how much work youâve put into dancing and thatâs not going to change.â
âBut Miguel-â
âBut nothing. Iâve seen how you become a new person on the stage. You demand the attention of your audience in a way that your peers canât. Youâre captivating and alluring so Iâm not going to sit here and let you think otherwise.â
You look at him with a face that says âI know youâre right, but I donât want you to be,â and just fall onto his lap, wallowing in his arms while you breathe in his cologne.Â
He nuzzled you on the head, hands patting at your ass, hands warm and firm through your tights, âNow can you try again for me?â
âCan I have a kiss?â you say, lips rivaling a rubber duckie.Â
He chuckles at you but obliges, heart too soft when it comes to you.Â
You get up with new ambition, taking a deep breath as you stride back to the middle of the room.Â
âIâm going to count out loud for you this time, is that ok?â
âYeah,â you reply, arms molding into a sharp form.Â
When the music starts this time, you hone in on Miguelâs voice, taking leaps and turns with his timbre. Your heart thumps all the same, but your brain isnât as loud.Â
As the Grand Adage comes again, Miguelâs voice stays calm, never wavering. You tighten your core and lift your leg high, hands framed beautifully and foot pointed sharp as you hold your arms above your head. As you bring your leg back down to begin to turn, your heart almost stops when your body remains stable and strong. You canât believe it but try to keep the piece's emotion steady.Â
You switch legs without trouble, eyes catching Miguel watching your form in the mirror. His face is serious but you canât hear that in his voice, making you feel fuzzy. You keep up the pace, repeating the same move but gearing up to do an Illusion.
Like a flash, you bring your leg down and bend your body, foot spinning swiftly to perform the trick. Your heartbeat is roaring in your ears as you move through the rest of the routine, mind too excited from your success to completely portray the ending emotions of dance.Â
Once you finish, youâre quick to get out of your position, face lit up as you turn to Miguel. When you run to him, youâre screaming with glee. He only stumbles a bit when you jump in his arms, body wrapped around him like a koala.Â
âMiguel! Didâya see it? Oh my god, I canât believe it,â you laughed as he spun you around.
âI told you you could do it, amor. You just needed to get out of your head.â
âOk ok, three more times and I think Iâll be ready to leave.â
âWell letâs get busy, chiquita. Weâve got work to do.â
You run through the routine again and again, becoming more confident each time. After every successful routine, Miguelâs praises get more and more loving. First a deep hug, then a few pecks to the lips, then a makeout session that has you squirming for more.Â
âIs your dad picking you up today?â he said, lips on your neck.
You turn your nose up at the mention of him, âNo, I took the bus.â
âCould have asked me to drop you off.â
âYou were at work, Miggy. Didnât want to bother you.â
âYouâre never a bother,â he stopped to move his forehead to yours. âYou can come over tonight. You need to relax after all of this hard work.â
âAnd what do I tell my dad when he asks where I am?â your eyes pan from his eyes to his lips, fingers reaching up to go through his hair.Â
âTell him youâre at a girlfriendâs house.â
You twist your mouth to the side, pretending to think.
âHow are you planning to relax me?â
âA hot bath.â
You snickered, knowing better than to believe that was all he was planning to do, but taking his word for it.Â
Hours later when you were laid on your back, hands gripping the sheets below you and Miguel holding your legs up as he stroked deep inside, your suspicions were confirmed. Your skin was soft from the bath and your muscles were like jelly after he spent an hour massaging every tight muscle out of you. The room was full of him, his smell surrounding you, and the noises of him attending to your every need. With every cry of his name, he brought you closer to the horizon.Â

On the day of your competition, you didnât even look at Miguel before you went on, nerves too bad. If he gave you a pep talk, internally, you would be appreciative, but externally, you might tell him to leave you the fuck alone.Â
Knowing how you get, he supported you in the best way he could by sending you messages and a light breakfast in the morning.Â
âBreak a leg, chiquitaâ
âNot literally of courseâ
âIâll be waiting for you once itâs overâ
âWith a surprise :)â
It was enough to fill you with anticipation, ready to give it all on the floor.
Once your number was called, you went to the center and got into position. The crowd was dark enough to feel like it was just you in the room, but your heart knew otherwise with how fast it was beating.Â
When the music starts, itâs like Miguelâs voice is a soundtrack playing through your memory. You canât see him, but you can feel him in the crowd cheering you on. Your feet move across the floor, body tightening and relaxing when needed. Your face wears a frustrated expression, portraying the sentiment of everything falling out of control. Your leaps and turns come one after another moving your form across the stage.Â
The Grand Adage comes to you like lightning, you donât even notice youâre doing it until it happens. The muscle memory takes over and you transition to the Illusion like it's nothing. Your mind wanders as you go through to the end of the routine, finishing strongly with your pose on the floor.
The cheers of the audience are what bring you back to reality. A feeling of relief washes over you as you stand and bow, smiling brightly.Â

Standing with the other dancers from your category, you donât expect the judges to call your name for first place, so when they all turn to look at you, you feel like you might have walked out in your underwear by accident.Â
It isnât until youâre handed a bouquet of flowers and a trophy that it dawns on you that your hard work has paid off. The check was no measly amount of money either.Â
Looking out to the crowd, you can see Miguel standing up with his hands cupped over his mouth as he yells. Your family is standing next to him cheering as well. You wave at them, jumping up and down in excitement. Only you can see the wink Miguel gives you.Â

When you meet them out in the lobby, you have to stop yourself from keeping your attention on Miguel.Â
âYou did amazing, honey,â your dad says, squeezing the life out of you. âThat flip thing? I donât know how you did it, but wow!â
âItâs called an Illusion,â Miguel shakes his head. âKeep up.â
âWhat are you, her coach or something?â
âCâmon you guys,â your mom fusses. âDonât start bickering in the building. At least wait until we get dinner.â
ââM gonna ride with Miguel,â you say to them.Â
Knowing how much you like his car, your parents think nothing of it and walk out to their own car.Â
Once theyâre out the door, he turns and gives you a deep kiss, âYou did such a good job. Iâm so proud of you.â
âI just remembered what you said. Kept it in the back of my mind while I performed.â
He smiled and wrapped his hands around your waist, âYeah?â
You nod and bring his lips to yours again.Â
âWhereâs my surprise?â
âAlways so impatient.â
âYou wouldnât like me any other way.â
âTienes rĂĄzon,â Miguel chuckled.Â
Miguel brings a sparkly gift bag to your attention, placing it in your hands. You reach into the bag, tissue paper falling to the floor. You pull out an envelope and a long velvet box.Â
You open the box, eyes glittering when you see the necklace inside.Â
âMiguel, this is adorable!âÂ
âHere,â he takes the necklace out of the box. âLet me help you put it on.â
You turn and focus your attention on the envelope, fingers sliding under the sealed flap.Â
Your breath halts when you pull the tickets out.
âTo Paris?â
You turn to him once your necklace is latched together, eyes teary from happiness.
âYouâve been doing so amazing, I wanted to treat you to an amazing trip.â
âHow much did this cost?â
âNothing that you should worry your head about.â
You crowd his space, kissing his face all over, âThank you so much, Miguel.â
âOf course. Anything for my girl.â
âI donât want to go out to dinner now,â you sigh dramatically.
âYeah? You know we canât bail, though.â
âNot even if I give my thanks to you in the car?â
Miguel bit the inside of his cheek, watching you grin at him. Heâs really way too soft when it comes to you.Â
âVamos.â

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AU Bachelor!Miguel O'Hara x Fem Contestant!Reader

Synopsis: The host, Jason Donner, and James, the beach bartender open the dreaded truth box in Paradise. Word count 4.9k
Part 1 (previous chapters linked in the post)
A/N: Jersey shore inspiration once again! As well as a scene from the movie One Day with Anne Hathaway. Let me know what y'all think!đ€ TY AS ALWAYS FOR READING. đ«¶đœ
CW: MINORS DNI, no smut, mentions of sex, DRAMA, ANGST, FIGHTING, MILD VIOLENCE, FIST FIGHTS, MISCOMMUNICATION, TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS, BETRAYAL, MENTION OF CHEATING, GASLIGHTING, BULLYING, TRASH TALKING, fluff at the end
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The fleeting adrenaline of the night has now taken the form of awkward tension and dead stares as the group sits around the bonfire. Jason Donner, the host, and James the beach bartender approach, holding Paradise's version of Pandora's box, anticipating the drama that will inevitably spring forth with quiet dread.Â
"Good evening, everyone." Jason greets. Muffled murmurs echo with little enthusiasm in response. He claps his hands together.Â
"Well, as you can see, James here, our wonderful MVB, or most valuable bartender, as I like to call him..."Â
He pauses for dramatic effect as the cringe joke lands.Â
"....has a little box of tricks for you this evening."
He takes the box in his hands, opening it as several scraps of paper nearly tumble out.Â
James assists him, helping him organize the slips of paper based on who they're written about, before he addresses the group.Â
"Alrighty, here we go, without further ado, time to drop some truth bombs."Â
George shifts uncomfortably in his seat, MJ is seated next to him with her arms crossed, blue eyes squinting at James as though she was trying to make out the words he's reading telepathically.
Miguel swallows and turns to look at you with a sort of half smile. You return it with your own, both your legs bouncing restlessly.Â
Felicia and Ben hold each other's hands in anticipation. Peter B. sits up, eyes glaring in George and Miguel's direction.Â
"First one: Ben is like a Golden Retriever. Blonde and always happy to be here."Â
The group laughs, caught a little off guard by the unexpected tameness of the first confession, with Ben nodding in agreement.Â
"I mean, they're not wrong...."
"Wait, there's more." James turns over the piece of paper. "P.S., I borrowed your razor to shave my ass the other day."Â
Ben turns white as Miguel and George wheeze with laughter. "Lovely..."
James unrolls another scrap of paper, this one's for you.
He calls your name and your heart does a death drop in your chest.Â
"Miguel truly cares about you. I know you're scared of getting hurt like you did when you were on his season, but give him a chance. I have known Miguel for a long time, and I can honestly say that he loves you and wants the best for you. I know he wouldn't take a huge risk like this unless he was committed 100%. Don't let this opportunity slip you by."Â
You feel a deep heat in your face as you look down. Miguel looks surprised at the confession as well. He glances discreetly over at you, moving one of his knees closer to yours.Â
Next confession.
"Felicia..."Â
Felicia raises her head, curious what this one could possibly be about.
"Felicia, honestly Ben deserves better than you. After being engaged to Flash and dating Harry, is it not obvious you're just a gold digger? I feel bad for Ben. He deserves someone authentic and who won't use him just for his looks or eventually leave him if someone more successful comes along."
Felicia looks like she could kill somebody with her bare hands. MJ tries to stifle a smile as she leans back in her seat. Ben looks worried at Felicia and a little hurt but doesn't let go of her hand, looking down at the sand and trying to make sense of what he was just told.Â
James' eyes glitter with a little bit of mischief as he reads the next two intended for just one person.Â
"Peter is a little bitch."Â
Peter raises his eyebrow unamused, eyes flickering over to Miguel and George, the latter who's doing his best to not let a snicker escape the smug grin he's wearing.Â
Time for the second truth bomb directed at Peter.Â
"Peter. Are you sure being on a dating show is what you need right now? The only connection you should be focused on is one with a therapist so you can get the help you need. You're not over MJ, you're mad that things didn't work out with y/n even though you were the one who fucked her over. What do you really want? Get your shit together- sincerely, everyone."Â
Jaws silently fall open with a mixture of shock and also silent admiration for anonymous to say what everyone is thinking.Â
"Well dayum..." You mutter under your breath, a little relieved someone is finally calling him out.Â
Peter turns bright red, a vein nearly popping out of the side of his forehead as he points at Miguel.Â
"So now you think you're funny, don't you?"Â
Miguel raises an eyebrow, "You assume I wrote that?"
"Yeah, because you're the one who can't seem to keep my name out of your mouth." Peter snaps.Â
Miguel scoffs. "Wouldn't need to keep it in my mouth if you could just keep it in your pants..." He mutters.Â
"Miggy, please..." You tug on his arm, your eyes pleading which makes Miguel soften a bit, apologetic he upset you. As satisfying as it would be to let Miguel lay Peter's ass out for everyone to see, you don't like the idea of him getting in a fight.Â
James blows air out of his mouth in preparation for the next two, knowing they will be about as effective as pouring gasoline on an already blossoming fire.Â
"Miguel needs to go home. All he cares about is getting pussy. He's a washed up bachelor who's only here because it didn't work out the first time. He is not ready to settle down."
"George..."Â
Oh God this might be it.Â
"When are you gonna be honest with MJ and admit you were texting your daughter's mother just days before you came on the show? You're a liar and you know it. MJ deserves better than you."Â
Even a pin dropped could be heard in the sand with the uncomfortable silence that washes over the beach. You and Felicia look at each other with shocked expressions, looking frantically around the fire for signs of who else could possibly be on to George.Â
MJ scoffs quietly, shaking her head and running her tongue over her teeth in annoyance. George's hands clench into fists on his legs, taking a deep breath, seemingly doing his best to keep his rage under wraps, for now. He glances at MJ but she keeps her vision straight ahead, hissing at him when he tries to reach towards her.Â
"Oh, that's nice." Miguel shakes his head, shrugging off the insult that was directed at him.Â
James tilts his head. "Doesn't that bother you?"Â
"No, because it's not true."Â Miguel retorts simply, crossing his arms.Â
"Bullshit." Peter chuckles darkly, murmuring under his breath, although it's clear he meant for it to be heard loud and clear.Â
"Oh and how would you know, Peter, enlighten me? Coming from the man who can't make up his mind, right?" Miguel sits up a little taller, moving his head to make eye contact with Peter.Â
"Mig...please..." You murmur, heartbeat starting to pick up, placing your hand on his thigh.Â
"You immediately fall back on Plan B when Plan A didn't work out. You just figure, "I'll go shoot my shot, doesn't matter she's already seeing someone else and trying to move on, what the hell." Peter makes air quotes with his fingers in a mocking manner. "Yeah, I was just engaged to someone else literally 48 hours ago, but let me run away to Paradise to solve all my problems."Â
"First off, you're the one who fumbled her the minute you decided to go down on Dana. And second of all, she did that on her own free will. You can't stand that she chose me. Well guess what, not my fault I'm here to fix what you broke." Miguel smirks a little at the last statement, happy to rub it in his face.Â
George cuts in, "Alright let me say something. Can I say something? Miguel!"Â
"What, George?" Miguel sighs, Peter starting to cut in loudly immediately after.Â
"Let me talk. I'm speaking!" George starts to raise his voice.Â
"George, shut the fuck up!" Peter fires back, standing up.Â
"No you shut the fuck up! Fuck this anonymous bullshit, I'll tell it to your face!" George takes three steps forward, only to be stopped by Miguel.Â
"Oh what, what, tell me what George?!" Peter nods his head, trying to put on a tough exterior.
"You're a punk and a bum!"Â
"Oh woww, really?" Peter's face turns redder by the minute. At this point, Ben stands in front of Peter, trying to talk him down to no avail while George continues poking the bear.Â
"You're a bitch!"Â
"Oh yeah? What else, what else, tough guy huh?!" Peter shouts, clashing with Ben who's fighting to hold him back.Â
George taunts, "You were born a bitch you'll die a bitch, ya mother's a bitch...
"Don't fucking bring up my mother!!" Peter launches forward like a rocket, Ben losing the battle as George rattles on, jutting his pointer finger out to punctuate each of his sentences as he relishes in the rise he's getting out of Peter.Â
"....ya father's a bitch, everything about this guy, this guy right here! Yeah, he's a little bitch!"Â
"FUCK THIS GUY!!!!" Peter snarls, doing his best to overpower Ben who's using his whole bodyweight to restrain him, while security sluggishly clamors to the scene when it's clear that Peter won't let up. Miguel tries to come to Ben's rescue once again.
"Don't you FUCKING touch me!"Peter growls at Miguel.
Miguel glares but backs off for now, Ben murmuring he's okay, patting Miguel's chest as they slowly go back to their seats, letting security plant Peter back in his spot.Â
Jason clears his throat, straightening his suit jacket nervously. "Alright, alright....let's keep this clean, gents...."Â
He nods towards James to keep it going.  Â
"Ben." James calls out. Â
Ben exhales as he sits down in his seat, bracing himself for the potential brutality of this one.Â
"Ben, after everything we've been through, I would've thought you would have had my back better than that. Honestly, I'm disappointed in how someone I considered a friend for so many years, would jump ship so quickly to defend someone else. You abandoned me when I needed you."Â
"Alright..." Ben interrupts, standing up, already knowing who the author is this time as he looks directly at Peter B.Â
"I am a good friend, Peter. I don't care what you say, I think most of the guys here can back me up when I say: I am a good friend. "
He pauses.Â
"But I will not be a yes man. I won't just sit there and tell you everything you wanna hear just because you're my boy..."Â
Peter looks at him, an unreadable expression on his face.Â
"I'm sorry, but I'm not gonna back you up when you're the one in the wrong this time." Ben concludes.Â
"Great...great. Noted." Peter B. mutters, chuckling non-humorously.Â
"Oh, and whoever said that about Felicia being a gold digger, mind your business. I don't give a fuck." Ben adds as he sits down in a huff.Â
The tension between everyone is dialed up to uncomfortable levels, but the confessions continue. James clicks his tongue nervously. "Okay...let's go on, shall we...." He unrolls the next slip of paper between his fingers and reads it aloud.Â
"Miguel. Stop being a pussy and tell y/n how you feel. You've done a lot to redeem yourself, but you can't stop there. Take her on a date. Make her feel special. After everything you put her through, you owe it to her to be really honest with your feelings. How are you going to deal with the long distance and your mother disliking her outside of this? Are you sure you're not here just because things didn't work out with Xina? Are you ready to actually propose and give her the ring she deserves? These are the hard questions you should be asking yourself."Â
Your lips part a little bit, a mixture of anxiety, gratitude, and nervousness at this truth bomb. These were things you've been meaning to discuss with Miguel eventually, you just weren't sure when the right time would be, still teetering on the ledge, not sure when it felt right to jump back into something with him. Â
But you couldn't lie that you felt yourself getting closer and closer to making the leap. Your mind floods with a million thoughts as you decide to focus your attention on the crackling bonfire in front of you instead.Â
Miguel clenches his jaw and nods solemnly, keeping his body turned towards yours as the same barrage of thoughts invade his mind.
The John or Jane Doe was right. If tonight's truth telling session doesn't end in a complete shit storm, another shit storm with an impending rose ceremony certainly would increase the stakes. He's got to act soon if he doesn't want to lose you yet again.Â
"Amen!" Felicia says a little loudly, nodding in agreement and clapping her hands together.
Jason and James smile, saving the best for last.Â
"MJ..."Â
Ah, the big finale.Â
"Today at the beach, when you left upset, George put his hand on the surf instructor's ass. He was flirting with her and she was touching his arm and chest while they were talking. When you left crying at the club, George made out with two girls. He was also dancing and grinding with multiple mystery women. He also held a girl's hand and took down her number. Multiple people on this beach know. Therefore, you should know the truth."Â
MJ bolts up, snatching the piece of paper from James' hands before he can stop her, reading it over and over with her blue eyes a frenzy with shaky hands.
"......who the fuck wrote this?" Her eyes are now venom, boring into every single person sitting around the fire. You and Felicia are shaking, scared to speak up.Â
"Now..." James tries to take the slip of paper from MJ. "that's not how this works. All confessions are supposed to be confidential."Â
"I don't give a fuck, WHO WROTE THIS?" MJ cuts him off sharply and dodging him. She decides to take things into her own hands when nobody speaks up.Â
"What Felicia, you're mad I told the truth about you and Ben so this is your way of getting back at me?"Â
"What??" Felicia's eyebrows furrow in anger and confusion.Â
"This is your way of getting back at me?!" She repeats taking a few steps closer to where you're sitting.Â
"Are you fucking kidding me MJ?" Felicia stands up. "How the fuck was I supposed to know you'd write some bullshit about me and Ben? Why are you even bringing me and Ben up anyways? Who fucking asked you??"
She smirks when MJ gets dangerously close,
"Oh, what, now you got balls all of a sudden? Step up, then."Â
"Don't yell at me, honey, don't." MJ warns through clenched teeth.Â
"For someone who seriously begged, BEGGED to my best friend..." She gestures to you.
"....if you know something tell me, if you know something tell me. Telling people, 'let me know if George is flirting with other girls'....." Felicia tries to continue.Â
"And funny how those people become pussies all of a sudden!" MJ spews back. "I don't like you-"Â
"Really, you don't like me, all because I came to you as a woman and told you about your men??" Felicia gets in MJ's face, gesturing to George and Peter B.Â
"And you can't tell me to my face! So who wrote the note, you two?" She points at you and Felicia, keeping her finger dangerously close to Felicia's face.Â
"I'll tell it to your face, matter of fact I'll hit you in your fucking face right now!" Felicia yells.Â
"I'll hit you in your face too!" MJ sasses back. Without another word Felicia smacks MJ in the face, dragging her down by her hair in the sand, MJ grunting, arms flailing trying to scratch at Felicia's arms.
George rushes forward trying to get in the middle as they screech and struggle. You come running to Felicia's side as MJ gets up, becoming temporarily blinded when she kicks up some sand that flies past Felicia and almost hits you in the eyes. She gets in one good shot to Felicia's face, Felicia being accidentally sandwiched between you and George when you fall forwards into her.Â
George holds Felicia in place while MJ pathetically tries to keep swinging at Felicia over George's shoulder, none of them landing as Felicia squirms ferociously in his grasp.Â
"Let her go! Let her go!!!"
You try to lunge at MJ but she's being almost completely shielded by George. You try to encourage George to release Felicia instead by clawing at his face and pounding your fist into his arm, your comparatively smaller frame no match for his, but your frantic movements are distracting enough that he loosens his grip and the entire group falls to the ground in a clobbered mess while security tries to intervene.Â
"Stop!! Stop!!"Â
Ben and Miguel are now added to the fray, trying to retrieve you and Felicia who are in a tangled mess on top of each other while George fishes for MJ.Â
"Alright, alright SHUT THE FUCK UP, that's it!" George yells at you and Felicia.Â
"MJ, we were just trying to watch out for you!" You yell out of breath, your clothes askew and one of your tits in serious danger of falling out of your bikini cups. You lean to the side, trying to throw your words at George and MJ past Miguel and Ben who are both trying to block you now, creating a shield.Â
"Oh really, this is watching out for me? How pathetic. Can't even be honest with me to my face. You both can kiss my ass." MJ finally breaks free, rolling her eyes and scoffing, small scratch marks on her face from Felicia's nails that have begun to bleed.Â
"I said: shut the FUCK up, it's done, nobody gives a fuck!" George booms over the commotion. "Y/N, your relationships are all fucked up, and Felicia's jealous, so now you and your little sidekick got nothing better to do but try and bring us down!"Â
"What the hell?! I don't give a fuck, George! You wanna sit there and put me on blast go ahead!!!" You enunciate each word with loud claps of your hands, darting forward like a madwoman, shoving George with all your might as the veins bulge in his neck as he tries to keep a lid on his temper.Â
"We didn't do anything wrong!! I was just trying to watch out for MJ because MJ doesn't have a single friend on this beach!" You yell.
"Yeah and I thought you were mine." MJ waves you off sarcastically, trying to fix her knotted hair.Â
"And you, you started this bro!" George shifts his attention to Peter B. "You fucking started it, little bitch boy!" He furiously strides towards Peter B. who's already up and ready, Ben jumps up, throwing himself in the middle yet again, stumbling backwards and being practically steamrolled by George's bulking frame.
"Whoa whoa whoa!!! FELLAS!"
Miguel yells, "Hey!" sprinting to Ben's aid once again. Ben is bulldozed to the ground with a yelp as George and Peter B. start coming to blows.Â
Peter hisses as George hurls his fists, ducking and trying to go for his torso, yet George slides through his hands like a bar of soap.Â
Peter tries to gain the upper hand, struggling with their hands on each other shoulders, locked in a stalemate as George's face turns bright red, Peter wincing under George's formidable strength as he struggles to hold his own, both his build and his height overpowered by him.Â
Two enormous security guards weave their way in, one of them curling their bicep around George's neck to pry him away. He begins yelling like a madman, hitting his chest in frustration like a gorilla, high off testosterone and adrenaline, and an additional two guards to push him backwards.
"Let me at him! LET ME AT THE SON OF A BITCH!"Â
Meanwhile, Miguel and Ben rush to hold back Peter who's already trying to charge at George for another round.
As soon as Peter notices Miguel approaching, his anger is reignited all over again, "YOU!!"Â
He puts his head down and charges at Miguel.Â
Miguel grunts as he catches Peter around the torso, being knocked backwards from the force, both men struggle as Peter pushes him further and further down the beach towards the water, yelling when Peter lands two punches in the middle of Miguel's stomach, knocking the wind out of him.Â
"Peter STOP!" You scream, face widened in horror at the sight of Miguel being attacked.Â
Miguel wheezes in pain but is doing a good job of holding him off, however, you can tell Miguel's definitely holding back as he struggles with Peter in the water, since he could absolutely destroy him if he wanted to.Â
Ben tries to run towards the struggling pair but slips in the wet sand, falling down on his face.Â
Finally, when Peter shows that he's not giving up, Miguel locks in, furrowing his brow with a guttural yell, teeth clenched, face burning red as he practically launches Peter 10 feet in the air, with Peter making an enormous splash in the water, spluttering incoherently as the salty water burns his eyes, his whole outfit soaked and wet sand in every crevice.Â
"Stay the fuck away from me." Miguel seethes, breathing deeply as he slowly backs away from a bewildered Peter.
The security team trots down the beach, helping Peter get out of the water. Peter rips his arm away from one of the guards in fuming embarrassment and anger as he snarls at them that he can walk himself.
"And don't forget: she chose me!!" Miguel calls after him, panting, unable to resist sticking it to him one more time.Â
You run up to Miguel, out of breath, not minding his wet polo or shorts as you sweep him into a hug, tears running down your face out of concern. Miguel sighs and holds you close.Â
"I'm okay..."Â
"Thank God..." You whisper, closing your eyes and leaning into his chest.Â
Security is shepherding George and MJ into separate locations, MJ giving his hand a squeeze before they take him away, seemingly sticking by his side in utter clownery even after all the allegations.Â
You and Miguel find Felicia and Ben sitting by the fire, sitting down next to her and giving her a hug while Jason and James talk with the producers, shaking their heads with exasperated voices.Â
Jason finally storms off to the side to go have a cigarette after realizing this group can't go more than 24 hours without a world war explosion.Â
"You okay?" You ask Felicia, looking over her. Even though MJ got in one good punch, she didn't leave a mark, compared to MJ's scratched up face and bird's nest hair.Â
"What do you need, water, food, ice?" You wave your hand at a producer passing by, stealing a cold water bottle and a bag of mini Oreos, holding the cold bottle against her head.Â
"I'm fine." Felicia sighs. "I feel so bad right now..."Â
"Why??" You ask her, opening the bag of cookies and popping one in her mouth, nursing her back to health.Â
"We were just trying to look out for the girl. She's not being a good friend right now and if anything she should be the one who feels bad. She finds out we wrote the note and she's more mad at us than her cheating ass man? That makes no fucking sense to me. If they're gonna stay together after this, they're the clowns. Not us."Â
Felicia sighs and nods, eating her cookies thoughtfully as she leans on your shoulder.Â
"What happens now?" Ben asks quietly, looking at the scene that's starting to slowly simmer down with the aftermath.Â
"Well, Jason's gone. James is nowhere to be found." Miguel stands up. "I think we should call it."Â
"Where are you going?" You look up, reaching out to Miguel. "I don't want you going back over there alone..." You look in Peter's direction.Â
Miguel's eyes soften at you. "Come with me?"Â
You turn to Felicia and Ben. "I've got her." Ben reassures, wrapping a blanket around her. "You guys go on. Have a good night."Â
"G'night bestie."Â
"Love you!"Â
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You and Miguel walk in silence, your arm wrapped around his waist and your head leaned against him, one of his arms draped around your shoulders, holding you close.Â
Miguel smiles shyly, "So, uh,....you were really worried about me back there, weren't you?"Â
"Course I was." You answer, shuddering a little at the memory of the fight and the look on Peter's face.
"The last thing I wanted was for you to get hurt."
Miguel hums and gives your shoulder a squeeze and a rub. "I appreciate that."Â
"Of course."Â
He pauses, letting the quiet sounds of the nighttime crickets and croaks from the tropics' wildlife drown the silence for several moments. "And about whoever wrote that confession towards me, you know, the one about how I need to step up and be better towards you...."Â
You both stop walking, turning to look at each other. Miguel takes his hands in yours. "They're right, whoever they are."Â
You give him a hopeful smile, letting him continue.
"I am gonna be better...at telling you how I feel and making sure I'm there for you. I know next week is Fairytale Suites, and I don't want another rerun of what happened last time." He holds both of your hands in his and takes a deep breath, before he speaks honestly.Â
"You are my endgame. That's all I want at the end of this is you, and me, walking away from this together."Â
You break out into a full on smile now, the corners of your eyes softening in adoration at this confession.Â
"I know an engagement sounds crazy in just a week, but even if we don't get to that point, I'm okay with it. I just want this with us, you and me....so badly. If I have to wait, then I'm willing to do that."
He looks seriously at you, leaning down a little bit so his eyes can stay locked on yours. "And I don't care about long distance, what my mom is gonna say, and all that, we can sort through that later.... I'm willing to fight for this. What are you thinking? Please tell me...?"
"Miguel...." You look down, running your thumbs over the back of his hands pensively. "I mean...an engagement is kind of a big step..." You ponder for a moment. "There's so much we need to talk about before we can even consider taking that step if I'm being honest."Â
"I know..." Miguel whispers.Â
"Well..." You think deeply, before proposing an idea.Â
"Maybe we can start with a rose, for now? Tackle all the hard questions when we have the fairytale suites and all day and night to talk about it?" You grin up at him.Â
Miguel chuckles, bringing one of his hands to your cheek. You follow his touch, holding his arm as you look into each other's eyes.
"You want to claim my rose early?"Â
You nod, smiling, "Course I do...unless you think someone else has a chance," you tease, lightly poking him in the belly. "We'll start there and see what happens?"
"Not at all. I'm looking right at her." Miguel smiles. "We sure will..."Â
He brings you in for a hug, letting out a huge sigh of relief. "Thank you...you don't know how happy I am right now about all of this."Â
He looks around until his eyes land on a small hibiscus blossom.Â
"I know it's not a rose..."
You giggle, bringing your hands to your mouth as he gets down on one knee, with a dazzling smile, offering it to you as he whispers your name.Â
"Will you accept this...flower? And be mine from this night going forward?"
You nod, beaming as you take his hands as he stands up, gingerly placing the blossom behind your left ear.Â
You sigh and plant your chin against his chest, "But I swear to God, Miguel...you lead me on..."Â
Miguel laughs breathlessly, cupping your face, "Baby I swear..."Â
"You mess with me, cheat on me, go behind my back or let me down for the millionth time I will murder you. I swear to God I'll murder you and go to prison for the rest of my life, you break my heart again."Â
"I won't baby..."
He doesn't say anything else, just brings his lips against yours in a loving kiss, for the first time in months. You sigh and wrap your arms around his neck, re-acquainting yourself with his warmth, with his mouth, his face, the feeling of being so close to this man you once loved, letting the buried affection you harbored underneath the surface come back to life as you hold each other underneath the glowing moon of paradise with the tropic winds weaving all around you. The future uncertain but one thing you both knew for sure as of tonight,Â
"It's you and me..."Â
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Jason Donner speaks in a voiceover: "Stay tuned for another drama-packed episode of Singles in Paradise!"Â
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